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The Batman
August 23rd, 2009, 08:17 PM
Recently I got the rest of my stuff from my cousin's house and i found my box of razors. The next day i was feeling horrible close to tears and when i tried to cut I couldn't I would put it there and start thinking that no I really dont want it. That night I had a dream about it and the same thing was happening. When I didn't have them i wanted them, but now that I do have them I don't want to use them.
Bougainvillea
August 23rd, 2009, 08:19 PM
Thomas, you're a strong guy. I know you can fight this.
And you know I love you.
We all do.
And the thought of you in pain really upsets me.
RaeNose
August 23rd, 2009, 08:20 PM
I think it's a wonderful thing that you don't want them anymore. Are you feeling okay with all of this, Thomas?
Bougainvillea
August 23rd, 2009, 08:23 PM
Yeah.
I'm just glad you're not tempted right now.
Because I would've farted in the tub. 0_0
The Batman
August 23rd, 2009, 08:28 PM
LMAO chris I forgot about that.


Kylie idk it really makes me confused there's one place that I want to cut but the only thing stopping me is that people will see it there. Sometimes i realy want to cut and not being able to pissess me off during those times.
RaeNose
August 23rd, 2009, 08:37 PM
Ok. I know it gets harder and harder when you think about it more. Try thinking about something else... like Obsidian's shirtless pic.
Bougainvillea
August 23rd, 2009, 08:40 PM
lol
Is it imprinted in your mind?
RaeNose
August 23rd, 2009, 08:46 PM
I'm sure something was imprinted. lol.
Focus!
We're talking about Thomas here.
The Batman
August 23rd, 2009, 08:59 PM
Lol I have someone that can help distract me, but really though when I'm like that i feel like I'm almost in a trance it's weird.
Bougainvillea
August 23rd, 2009, 08:59 PM
Thomas knows we all love him.
ALL.
ALLLL!
RaeNose
August 23rd, 2009, 09:01 PM
true. but I''m still worried about him.
Bougainvillea
August 23rd, 2009, 09:05 PM
Yeah.
I do too.
RaeNose
August 23rd, 2009, 09:13 PM
*smiles bleakly*
Project Delta
August 24th, 2009, 01:11 AM
This is great to hear thomas
nachtspiegel
August 27th, 2009, 07:03 AM
Thoma$<3
Rutherford The Brave
August 27th, 2009, 09:44 AM
Tom I love you big bro, hope everything gets better. I'm always here to talk and you know you can text meh!
chelsay13
August 27th, 2009, 12:32 PM
I'd say, it's a sign. You found yourself trying to stop, which means you have the strength to see that its the wrong thing to do.

Next, try to put them somewhere that isn't easy to get them... you'll miss them, but will you be willing to get them if its too difficult?
RaeNose
August 27th, 2009, 05:37 PM
You see, Thomas, people care about you and they're happy that you no longer want to cut. Thus, hopefully, you'll be happy too.