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venom832
August 20th, 2009, 10:10 PM
My gf and i broke up 3 days ago and i really was in complete love with her. Im torn and things r worse. I just started a new school and alot of my friends have been laughing and teasin me about my eyebrows because they were recently messed up bad and there thin. So then ben laughing and etc. And just every lil thing gets to me now. Im just sick of it out here and wanna move to new york where i just spent thr last 2 months. I just dont feel i can be happy right now and dont know how to be. Like in my new p.e classs i rlly dnt knoe anybodybrlly nd jus dont know how to be social again cuz im very shy with certain ppl because im very shy wen i dont noe anybody. I just dont know what to do with myself anymorr. Idont wanna live. Ialready have very low self esteem and im insequre. Ijus dont know what to do withmy self :,[

Discomposure
August 21st, 2009, 08:54 AM
I'm sorry about you and your girlfriend, i imagine how upset you must feel about it. As much as nobody would like to admit, not all relationships last and unnfortunatley yours didn't, but you will find someone wether its tomorrow, next month or next year. It takes time to find the right person but you'll get there :) As for your eyebrows don't give them a second thought, try to laugh it off with your friends as they will grow back to normal, just try not to let it get to you. I'm sorry that you've moved, i've never moved so i don't know what your going through but, you will make friends, even if it doesn't feel like it now, you will :) Try have a positive attitude and maybe talk to a few people in your classes, i'm sure they'd be nice and socialise with you, not everybodys horrible. Remember life isn't always as bad as you think, so try to stay positive and stay strong too :) pm me if you ever need to talk.