Eh..

[Vegancuppycake]

I think I may be letting my problem get out of hand. I got upset today. I won't go into details. But I couldn't think of anything to make me feel better besides cutting. Usually I get my anger out through art or music, but it doesn't work anymore. The only thing that seems to satisfy me is cutting,and I cut really deep today.It's the first time that I had to stop the blood myself.
I don't want to stop,but I don't want to depend so heavily on cutting. I know it's stupid,but I'm just trying to put how I feel into words.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I can relate but sadly I can't give you any advice if you don't want to stop. I hope you're okay, pm me anytime you need to talk.

[Vegancuppycake]

Thanks. c:

[dstnyisurs]

You need to want to stop in order to stop. The reason why all the professionals tell parents never to take the razors away from the cutters is because you need to WANT to stop in order to truly kick the habit. (repeat on words - er sorry). Reasons for stopping? There are so much better ways to cope. Cutting also leaves scars on the mind. We as humans are not supposed to hurt ourselves by nature. It goes against our self defense instincts. While it may not seem like it now, later on in life you can face some issues because our minds cannot fully comprehend going back against our instincts so much. It causes a lot of emotional scarring, and no one should have to go through that.
PM me if you need anything, love.