Stupid reason for wanting to cut

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

As I've said before somewhere on here, I have a counsellor appointment tomorrow, and I'm thinking that this should be my fresh start and that I'll begin to get better then. Because of this part of me is wanting to cut tonight, so that tomorrow is a total fresh start for everything. I feel ridiculous for wanting to harm myself over something so stupid. >.<

[Amyxoxo]

There is no point in cutting tonight, you may as well have a freash start from tonight, at least you can say you have been cut free for one day longer :)

[Darkness]

Look quiting anything can make you feel like that. Don't do it as it'll only make it take longer to kick cutting.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I know, and I'm not going to give into the urge easily like I have been doing all month, I'm just annoyed at myself for wanting to do for that reason only. It's not even like I'm feeling down or anything.

[muppletart]

You know my thought(s) on the matter.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I do. Most of us do lmao. I will do my best to not cut, because I know it's stupid to want to do it for this reason, I also want to show to a friend that he can beat it, and hopefully me doing so will show him that.

[dstnyisurs]

That's good. Most people find it a lot easier to kick the habit for good when we have a reason to, and a motivation. -high five!-

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Yeah *high five*. I got to day 2. Woo *sarcasm*. I dunno why but it doesn't feel like an achievement... I've got the counsellor in an hour, so I'll post a thread letting everyone know how that went >.<

[Harley Quinn]

good luck :hug3:

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Good luck! :hug:

[dstnyisurs]

G'luck love. (:

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I was so nervous at the counsell I had to give her a note. Didn't do me much good. More info in another thread