Ugh really confused

[beedubs]

Ok so im gay, i think... i felt i was and i was starting to accept it. I have a boyfriend, who i love... i love him but im not feeling that im accepting that im gay anymore... i think i was interested in what it would be like to have a boyfriend. but he LOVES me... i meen thats all he says. and i say i love you back, but i dont want to... hes kinda depressed, and i dnt wanna break up with him cuz he loves me... idk im just confused and when we hang out we make out and do other stuff. i tried to stop kissing for a bit but he wants to.. idk what to, i wanna tell him im confused and not sure if we should go out but..... AHH IM SO CONFUSED

[sooocrazzzy]

talk to him. it might hurt him but it's unfair to both of you if you dont

[beedubs]

yea i know, idk i dont wanna talk to him now cuz he probably will hurt himself or do drugs or something

[beedubs]

he keeps saying how nice and cute i am, and idk what to say back, UGH

[Allspice_la_fever]

You're going to have to talk to him sometime. The longer you leave it, the more painful it will be for him when the time comes for you to talk to him. Sit him down and tell him how you feel. Let him know that you're sorry and that you care about him but you don't want to be in a relationship right now.
You can't leave it too long or you'll only end up making it worse. It'll be hard for both you and him, but you have to do it.