fallen angel
August 17th, 2009, 06:30 AM
Last december, 2 weeks before christmas, My mum was found dead after being missing for 5 days.
It has hit the whole family hard because we put our trust into the psychiatric ward where she was admitted a week previous. They let her out after she threatened to hit the nurse.
Me and my mum were so close, she was my best friend and I can't seem to move on from it. I can't open up about it because it is still so raw and painful and it makes it more real that she isn't coming home.
We had a real special bond, I could tell her anything and because she had mental health problems she understood me. My grandparents are getting old its fair to say but they don't even try to understand my problems and I feel so alone and more and more tempted to join my mum.
sorry for rambling, thanks for sticking through this x
It has hit the whole family hard because we put our trust into the psychiatric ward where she was admitted a week previous. They let her out after she threatened to hit the nurse.
Me and my mum were so close, she was my best friend and I can't seem to move on from it. I can't open up about it because it is still so raw and painful and it makes it more real that she isn't coming home.
We had a real special bond, I could tell her anything and because she had mental health problems she understood me. My grandparents are getting old its fair to say but they don't even try to understand my problems and I feel so alone and more and more tempted to join my mum.
sorry for rambling, thanks for sticking through this x