i broke my promise to people... again :(

[kt2369]

solved

[Darkness]

Look, she cares about you, I know how she feels. If I could talk to her I would but I can't so you must. If you really want her to help you the best thing you can do is to ask her to look up some web-pages. That would make sure shes not doing something wrong, taking away razors for example.
This is a good one http://www.selfharm.net/ It helped me quite a bit.

Also tell her you appreciate what she's doing for you, and how much it helps to have someone to talk too. Tell her also to take a break from you, I wouldn't be fair on either of you If she becomes over-stressed.

[kt2369]

i know she cares but i am acting like such a bitch to her and i dont know why :(

[Harley Quinn]

I thinks its because you are trying to protect her from getting hurt

[Darkness]

This is just as hard for both of you, I won't seem that way tho, for her its the cutting that's hard, for you its resisting the urge to cut. If she is putting more pressure on you to stop it might be time for her to drop this for a day or two and you can start this again later on in the week. You might find your self more receptive to support after taking a break.

[kt2369]

how would she get hurt?

[Harley Quinn]

I mean like protect her from getting upset

[kt2369]

oh yea. that makes sence.
she doesnt bother me about it that much i dont mind when people do it makes me feel like they care.

right now im mostly pissed cause she texted me saying call me. so i did and it was a 3-way so i listened to them make plans for the day....without me... like im not there

[Harley Quinn]

Well if it helps we all care on vt :hug:
did she not realise you were still on the phone and that
it might make you feel like shit?

[kt2369]

she knew

[Harley Quinn]

:hug: stay strong

[kt2369]

thanks(: im trying to work it out with her but it isnt going good at all...its gettin worse :'(

[Harley Quinn]

Whats happening thats making things worse

[kt2369]

i just am not approaching this right, she now just asked me to WALK to her house when her friend is there[the one from the phone] she knows i hate her and that she hates me.
now shes pissed cause im not going.
i dont know whats going on.. my life was actually good for a few days...

my friend that im having trouble with is going to have surgery on tuesday....she is getting her gallbladder taken out. im not even sure i want to visit her... i really dont want to[because of the way shes acting/treating me] but it wouldnt be nice of me..

[Viral Death]

How is she treating you?

I think it would be nice of you to at least tell her good luck with her surgery. The reason she don't want you to self harm she cares and I care. Self harming gets you nowhere don't do it! I cut and my best friend got me help because she care or at least did care. But don't give up and self harm! You have to have a reason to self harm what is it?

[kt2369]

yea i think i should at least tell her good luck. im actually gonna try to go. if i were in her shoes i would her to visit.