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Ferndaman
August 14th, 2009, 05:52 PM
So yesterday was a pretty normal day. I went to sleep like i always do but i woke up at 3:00 in the morning because i had forgotten to cut myself during the day. i mean when im at school, all i think about is cutting myself? do i need help?

Ferndaman
August 14th, 2009, 05:55 PM
But its just too difficult to stop. Even when im lifting weights, i have to stop during a set just to go and find something to cut myself with..l

Discomposure
August 14th, 2009, 06:41 PM
I really get what you mean by the fact that you feel like you have to cut, it's awful i stay up some nights til my mum goes to bed just so i can go sit in the bathroom and cut and watch blood drip all over the floor... It's sort of like cuttin has became your friend, you feel bad if you forget to cut and then once you have you feel bad that you cut, it's like you can't win and it makes you feel so horrible and depressed. i think you do need help, not because your mad or anything like it it's because people out there have a job to help people like us, think of it this way if it wasn't for us, they wouldn't have a job thats how i try to think cos i always think i'm wasting peoples time. Hope i helped:) sorry if not, pm me anytime :) x

Ferndaman
August 14th, 2009, 06:44 PM
I really get what you mean by the fact that you feel like you have to cut, it's awful i stay up some nights til my mum goes to bed just so i can go sit in the bathroom and cut and watch blood drip all over the floor... It's sort of like cuttin has became your friend, you feel bad if you forget to cut and then once you have you feel bad that you cut, it's like you can't win and it makes you feel so horrible and depressed. i think you do need help, not because your mad or anything like it it's because people out there have a job to help people like us, think of it this way if it wasn't for us, they wouldn't have a job thats how i try to think cos i always think i'm wasting peoples time. Hope i helped:) sorry if not, pm me anytime :) x

Thank You. I will try to seek help asap. :)

Project Delta
August 15th, 2009, 04:05 AM
Help would be adviseable, Cutting is never a good thing and it shouldn't have this hold on people! It's terrible that you cut but let alone let it take over your life. You need to take ahold of the addiction and destroy it if you can.

~ Aaron ~
Pm me ANYTIME

Amyxoxo
August 15th, 2009, 03:57 PM
cutting is like a drug, you become addicted and say if someone had forgotten to, drink? during the day then they will do the same thing...sorta. Well i wait untill everyone has gone to bed to cut, but i hate it. Everything is so quiet and still, dont you feel like your being watched when your doing it??? Anyway...i tried to get help but it didnt work talking so a councler, you should try this first but if not then you should bargin with yourself with it.
Hope i helped in a...weired way :/
Amyxoxo

EimmaTheDinosaur
February 28th, 2010, 12:00 AM
You only need help If you want it in my opinion. All though It won't seem like that to others that care about you. I feel the same, though, too. I'm In school, And I'm right next to the box of scissors (Doing a Art Project) and I take the biggest one and the sharpest. I don't do anything In public, and I've never been brave enough to go ahead and take It with me for later.

Asylum
February 28th, 2010, 12:55 AM
like mentioned above cutting is like a drug, it's an addiction... it becomes a part of your life... you feel the need to do it, i can't feel good without it... hun, i know its hard but you need to get help. help can get you out of Self Harm and into a Self Harm free life.. it'll take a little while, but with help, you wont' feel the urge to cut anymore, no i need to cut to feel good. you'll find better ways to cope. you can PM me anytime if you want to talk or somehting is ever bothering you

BuryYourFlame
February 28th, 2010, 12:59 AM
Do not bump old threads. Always check the last post dates before posting.

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