I think I'm in trouble here

[Ross]

Hi em I'm new to this so I don't get how this works but I'm looking for help. I'm just so alone and don't know who to turn to. I recently cut to kill, and part if me is disgusted but part of mr is so angry that I didn't and I hate myself becoz I couldn't even do that right.
I think I'm in trouble here.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Firstly welcome to VT, and hopefully we can help.
Its good that you died die, but I do know how you feel. I went through the same thing a few years back when I was in a difficult relationship.
You should try to seek help from friends, family or a counsellor. Suicide is serious and if that is where you're thoughts are then you deserve to get help and the best treatment.
Whenever you feel like cutting try to keep you're mind off it. Visit this thread: http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=48802 It is really helpful and gives you a number of things to try and help. Attempt them all until you find one that works for you.
I wish you all the best and feel free to pm me or get a hold of me whenever you feel like you need someone to talk to.

[Sunshine Girl]

I agree with everything morgan said,
There are many people here at vt that want to help you :) Your not alone.

[SincEreLyYeLLiNgBaCk]

hey, i'm new too :). And yeah, this all seems weird and confusing at first, but once you get used to it you realize that there are hundreds (thousands?) of people out there who actually understand what youre going through and want to help. Soooo...I'm so glad that you sought out help here and if you need help just message me (or anyone else) :) p.s. i see your survival as a triumph not a failure and so should you

[Amyxoxo]

I think that you need to know that you didnt die for a reason and if you die then you wont know what that reason is.
PM me any time i know what your going through :)

[Ross]

Thanks guys but I just don't see the point anymore . Morgan thank you your a great friend, yeah it's me x
I just need someone I can talk to
Ross

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I guessed it was you. I'm glad that you're seeking help and as the others have said there are loads of people here that are willing to talk.

[Project Delta]

Hey Ross. I'm Aaron, and i can help you, If you want it. I have helped Morgan in the past and i am here to help you too.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Yeah Ross, I do recomend that you talk to Aaron. He has helped me in the past, and may be able to help you.

[Ross]

Okay thanks x

[Project Delta]

Ross we will get you the help that you need :) And then you will overcome this addiction

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Yup we will. You'll can beat it