I Think I Just Might.

[ylllek nivyer]

i'm not sure where to put this, but i really would like some comfort. i'm not asking for compliments or attention, but i'm just really stressed out and would like some supportive friends. anyways, if you guys didn't already know, i'm pretty overweight and i hate myself for it. i absolutely loath my appearence and who i am on the inside because i let myself look this way. i feel that it really effects the way most people look at me. and here lately i'm so desprate to just stop myself that i've just started gagging myself after eating. which i don't really like to do, but i'm willing to do ANYTHING to not be sooo fat anymore. it hurts so much to see everyone around me so much prettier and healthier and still talk about how ugly they are, because i'm not stupid, i know i'm worse than they are. it seems like no dieting works and i just for some reason can't maintain the self control needed to eat healthier. i hate it so much. it seriously makes me want to just stop living. it has already stopped me from doing so much else in my life, i don't even feel like i'm living.

[ZzKingz]

don't worry so much about weight!
it isn't a serious problem at your age.
However, i totally understand how you feel and here are some tips to lose weight, but the results may take a bit:
This is sort of like dieting, but easier. This is how I eat and I weigh 90 pounds:
eat organic stuff; it tastes the same, but its just a bit better for you.
avoid fast food at all costs. This is the one type of food that WILL get in your way. anything thats at least biodegradable.
i gotta go to bed, but exercise is the fastest and healthiest way (but possibly the most difficult) to lose weight. It will also make you prettier ;-)

[Amyxoxo]

OMG i feel excatly the same, i have always been bigger than everyone else around me and i hate it, although people keep sayin "no your not fat" and "its puppy fat, it will go away" i really dnt believe them. I have made myself sick loads of times but i cant really do often anymore as i did have bulimia and now i have a phobia of sick. (basically now i just have to keep throwing up untill everything has gone, lovely :S). I was shopping today and i keep seeing all of these pretty, thin girls around me, i thought everyone was looking at me thinking i was the odd one out :'(. So Anyway i think that you should have like 4 meals a day drinking a glass of water before each of them, this will make you feel more full. Dont eat fatty things eat sensibally :)
PM me telling me how you are getting on with that :)
Amyxoxo