Your Facts:

[Bougainvillea]

Good luck, Ryne. :)

Fact: I'm feeling better, I suppose. I went to the gym this morning, and flirted with a REALLY pretty girl. I let her touch my arms. It made me feel good.
Fact: I was in patho, and this girl was complaining about being cold, so I offered her my jacket. But she gave me a rude look, and said "No. My legs are cold. Are you going to take your pants off?"
And I got pissed and said "No, bitch. Your mouth isn't pretty enough." Everyone was like "Ohh!" And even my teacher was like "Ooohh."
Fact: I don't know why people are so rude to me. I'm always pleasant. And I never give people attitude.
Fact: Last night was pretty cold. But I felt comfortable, because I had Cathy up against me.

Oh yeah. Sorry for the inactivity.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: :Hug:
Facvt: I wont give up on you. Ever.
Fact: No matter what<3

[SlightlySane]

Edit:

Fact - I'm telling her

[Triceratops]

FACT: A body builder tried to follow me on the way home.
FACT: I ran for my life.

[Bougainvillea]

Marcie, I didn't mean to scare you. :P

[Triceratops]

Nawhh sorry I had no idea it was you!

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: My mom got so excited when she found out the kids vitamins we got were shaped like safari animals.
"They're something the kids can relate to!"
Fact: My mom's going on a medical mission to Ghana and I volunteered to count and sort the pills they're taking. We have 15 CASES of children's vitamins. 36 bottles of 80 per case. Thats over 40 thousand vitamins.
Fact: I'm glad I get to help out somehow. (:

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I can feel it. Weakness. Depression. Relapse. On the corners of my smiles.
Fact: I won't let you win. You already took my prided goal away from me.
Fact: I'm glad it was just a 2 night relapse, though. Cutting isn't for me anymore. I just couldn't take it anymore. I am still proud of myself, though. A year, 1 month, and 28 days is damn good for being a 4year cutter :D!
Fact: Andrew Richard Fayette, August 7th, 2010. You're really keeping my feet on the ground. Thank you so much. I love you, Hun.
Fact: My friends think it's ironic that "Inspire has found her Fayette!" (Fate) <3



Fact: Life.. just.. happens. Whether you want it to or not. It won't always go your way, or any way in general. It can't go backwards, but it can repeat itself. It can't jump to the future, but it can end quicker than it began. It takes months to be brought into this world. Any second, you can be taken out of it. Don't take anything for granted. You're only born once. You only have one life. Live it the way YOU want. After all, you're the one that's stuck with every choice that will be made. Make the right ones.

[Quick_Sylver]

Eryka, Im quoting that.

Good luck Ryne, you can do it. :)

Unofficial;

Im changed.
This time last year, I wasnt me.
Now?
I am.

[Kaius]

F: I need to sleep more
F: I woke up an hour ago with more chest cramp
F: I get braces today, I'm not looking forward to them
F: Gah.

[Aves]

Fact: I'm grounded... :(
Fact: Fucking school ruining my life. :(
Fact: Of course, the first time I ever get grounded is when I actually have shit planned... and on a day off of school :/

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: One Of Those Nights - The Cab, basically gets me wicked pumped today.
Fact: School tomorrow. I can't wait.
Fact: I can feel the adrenaline building up.
Fact: This is MY year.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: Soo... Today I woke up with Cathy and made breakfast for us. Then we went to the gym. I've never felt sexier, than I do now. :P
Fact: My life has started. And well... Life is good.
Fact: I feel so lucky.
Fact: Sometimes I feel I don't deserve it. But then I remember how responsible I've proven myself to be.
Fact: I CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT! I'M A GROWN, MATURE MAN, WITH A HOUSE, AND A BEAUTIFUL WIFE! I WANT TO TRAVEL THE WORLD!

[Kaius]

F: I hate orthodontists
F: The bastards sliced my gums up, and i now officially look like the Joker.
F: Why so fucking serious?!

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I suck. Majorly.
Fact: Single.
Fact: Planning on becoming a lesbian nun.
Fact: Ima fuck off now.

[nick]

Fact: Planning on becoming a lesbian nun.
Probably the best kind, not much fun being a straight nun.

<3

[Sith Lord 13]

Fact: I'm confused
Fact: and conflicted.
Fact: No easy answer.
Fact: I know what I want.
Fact: I know what they're afraid of.
Fact: I say it's worth the risk.
Fact: Give it a chance.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Today is September Sixth 2011
Fact - Today is the day I came out to my mom

[Quick_Sylver]

Probably the best kind, not much fun being a straight nun.

<3

Exactly Nick.

Fact: I think Im done with men and women.
Fact: There's really no point in loving either, hearts just get broken.
Fact: 'You're a dreamcrusher, you know that?'
Fact: Yeah, somethin' like that Scotty.
Fact: Im typing this as a kitten walks across my keyboard.
Fact: I dont plan on anything anymore.

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact - Today is September Sixth 2011
Fact - Today is the day I came out to my mom

Congratulations Rynebow <3 :)

Exactly Nick.

Fact: I think Im done with men and women.
Fact: There's really no point in loving either, hearts just get broken.
Fact: 'You're a dreamcrusher, you know that?'
Fact: Yeah, somethin' like that Scotty.
Fact: Im typing this as a kitten walks across my keyboard.
Fact: I dont plan on anything anymore.

Becka, you know I'm here for you. Sistas foreva isn't just something to say. And even though we're not that close, you've helped me through some tough times recently. I want to be there for you <3. I'm on MSN into the wee hours of the morning, even during school. Anytime, I'm here.

[Quick_Sylver]

Congratulations Rynebow <3 :)



Becka, you know I'm here for you. Sistas foreva isn't just something to say. And even though we're not that close, you've helped me through some tough times recently. I want to be there for you <3. I'm on MSN into the wee hours of the morning, even during school. Anytime, I'm here.

Thanks Manda, but I ended things, and feel guilty because of it.. just theres a fair bit to it. Will probably take you up on that offer. <3

[Suicune]

Fact: My life is a redundant cycle.
Fact: I feel like a puppet.
Fact: Life's point is questionable at the moment.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - At my best friends house like I always am
Fact - I called to ask my mom if I had money so we could go get a drink
Fact - I could hear her crying

[Harley Quinn]

F: I love aaron ^_^
f: making banoffe pie
F: http://i914.photobucket.com/albums/ac346/Siobhan_Love_Hate/89908897.jpg that's the only problem that occurred :P other then that it's going good!
F: bad neck pains are bad, and these blisters fucking hurt but ill be okay :)
F: schools going good, well okay :)

[AutumnDae]

Fact: Today was the first day of school.
Fact: I was sitting during lunch with my friends and boyfriend, and I turned to Nolan (My boyfriend) and said "Hey, would you be really really super mad if I sat with another guy?"
He looked at me kind of oddly and said "Well, um, I wouldn't be mad, but I'd be pretty hurt, am I boring you or something?"
Fact: I got up and sat down with another guy.
Fact: The boy that I sat with is named Nathaniel. He has Asperger's, and was sitting alone. I didn't want him to sit alone, so I offered him some of my wheat thins and we chatted about our summers.

Fact: I talked to Nolan afterward, near my locker, and the first words were "You are the most kind hearted person that I have ever met, you know that Autumn?"
Fact: I smiled and thanked him, then went to class.
:)

[The Redlight Bandit]

I laugh at the stupidest thing

me 2. lol!!!

[SlightlySane]

Fact - "I'm not ok with this at all" those words really hurt me mom...
Fact - I'm glad she's at least letting me be with him still
Fact - I know she loves me very much, but those words hurt...

[Music.]

you cant change the past, not that fast

[nick]

Fact - "I'm not ok with this at all" those words really hurt me mom...
Fact - I'm glad she's at least letting me be with him still
Fact - I know she loves me very much, but those words hurt...
Give her some time to get used to the idea, if she hadnt guessed anything she just needs that time to adjust.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact- My english teacher is one of the most beautiful 27 year old men I have ever seen. He goes to my gym. So we talk alot. We were walking down the stairs, and someone thought it would be funny to push him. He fell, and started wheezing. So I unbuttoned his shirt and felt around. Broken rib. That freshman got arrested. It was pretty bad. Everyone in english was upset. But we all just sat around. And everyone ended up arm wrestling me. :P

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I have another week of freedom.
Fact: This scares me.
Fact: On the edge of a breakdown.
Fact: I. Need. School. Now!
Fact: Ugh.
Fact: What do I focus on, when I can't focus on anything?

[georgiamay]

Fact: 15 days intil I leave for Poland!! :D
Fact: I'm so excited!
Fact: I wonder how much work I'll need to do when I get back...
Fact: Stupid GCSE coursework :/

[KenFisher]

Fact- My english teacher is one of the most beautiful 27 year old men I have ever seen. He goes to my gym. So we talk alot. We were walking down the stairs, and someone thought it would be funny to push him. He fell, and started wheezing. So I unbuttoned his shirt and felt around. Broken rib. That freshman got arrested. It was pretty bad. Everyone in english was upset. But we all just sat around. And everyone ended up arm wrestling me. :P
Heh, good looking teachers :P
Wheezing. By my (no expert at all) feeling it sounds like his lungs got a bit poked at. Hope he gets better.

F: I sometimes wonder if I should stay here really. I can't help people, all I can do really is to come on here and moan, cause no one minds if you do here.
F: Maybe that's my only use here, giving support here. :P
F: I'll be back in college in what, 4-5 days? :O
F: Will be great to see everyone.
F: I might want to get packing now :P

[Bougainvillea]

Nah. He was just wheezing because it hurt.

[KenFisher]

:P
F: When I said packing, all I did was putting just a small pile of clothes before I got distracted. Ha. Maybe I'll try again tomorrow. :P

[SlightlySane]

Give her some time to get used to the idea, if she hadnt guessed anything she just needs that time to adjust.


She did guess something... she said she's wondered for about a year.
All she could keep saying was that she hoped it wasn't true, she couldn't believe it happened to her, I need to think about how this is going to be hard on my family....

Fact - I have a counseling appointment Wednesday...
Fact - I already like him considering he called my mother stupid for freaking out about being gay :)

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: This year, I'm an overachiever.
Fact: This year, I'm a role model.
Fact: This year, I'm a trusted friend.
Fact: This year, I'm brutally honest.
Fact: This year, I'm committed.
Fact: This year, I'm walking with my head held high.
Fact: This year, I'm looking every one in their eyes.
Fact: This year, I'm walking on my own.
Fact: I'm finally comfortable with who I am. I'm finally able to say "Hey, I'm an anxiety, bi-polar, insecure, scarred girl with no sense of direction. But I know where I'm going and I'm doing it all with a smile on my face."
Fact: A guy, one of my exes but still my best friend, said to me today in a text: "Eryka, when you walked into my classroom today, my heart dropped into my stomach. I've... missed you so much. Ever since we broke up at the beginning of summer, I haven't been able to look at another girl the same way. You're the type of girl any and every guy can fall in love with. Trust me... Kaleb, Patrick, Ben, Joe, Austin...Me.. We'd all kill to have you as our own. I see the way guys look at you. I see the way you avoid confrontation. I know you're committed, I know you're in love. It just hurts like hell, and I don't know why."
That.. made me cry a little. :/ Alex and I broke up because I didn't feel comfortable being with him when I wasn't IN love with him.

Fact: I'm completely happy.<3

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: I may want to kill myself when second semester rolls around.
Fact: There's this guy in my Spanish and History classes, I think he's new. I've never seen him before, and he's definitely someone I would've noticed..

[Sith Lord 13]

Fact: I fuck everything up.
Fact: I'm scared.
Fact: I hate me.
Fact: I'm gonna go drown my sorrows in food, I think.
Fact: It's a bad idea, but I don't really care at the moment.
Fact: It's better than the other ideas I came up with to take my mind off shit.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Third day of school starts in two hours.
Fact: Schedule for today: Assembly at BOCES/College. Working on my packet for Entrepreneurship. Finishing the rough-draft of my art project.
Fact: 179 school days until graduation.

[Kaius]

F: I've been awake 2 hours and I've already managed to fuck things up.
F: I should probably call that a talent. Seems to be the only thing im good at.
F: Just going to stay out of the way.
F: Meh.

[KenFisher]

F: Dad thinks my sister's been lying again.
F: She's done most work in the community centre. But not some due to certain circumstances. 3's not done, one is due to the teachers in school wanting it done a certain way, she doesn't remember, the community centre people does it differently, so she wants to find worksheets showing how it's supposed to be done. One's due to her forgetting. One's dictionary work, but she said when she's about to do it, she's been called to playtime that you have to attend.
F: I can see where his doubts come from, why would the community centre people let her play, but I think it's more like 'I think she's always a fucking liar, so I won't believe anything she says'
F: I just don't like how he thinks. AND YES I'M DOUBTING YOUR FUCKING AUTHORITY OLD MAN. Cause it's not right. Cause you can't assume she's wrong. Not until proven guilty beyond resonable doubt. Ha.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact- I'm siting at the gym right now, and this really extra buff guy just smirked at me, and I made a scared looking frown. Now that I think about how that looks makes me laugh. I'm just in my training gloves and shorts. Whatever. He's just jealous. I encounter too much at this gym. I really shouldn't be just sitting here. Oh well.

[Harley Quinn]

F: I've been awake 2 hours and I've already managed to fuck things up.
F: I should probably call that a talent. Seems to be the only thing im good at.
F: Just going to stay out of the way.
F: Meh.

Oh please, like you fucked up anything, cause you really didn't :P

F: got sent home today, fun stuff..really
F: I'm hungry
F: sleepy too, stupid sick
F; need a shower too
F: results day for me tomorrow, but I'm bunking off ;) so should be great!
F; Jerry Springer is hilarious

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: All this happened in a week? Seriously?
Fact: How the fuck...
Fact: I'm on self destruct at the moment.
Fact: This ought to be fun.
Fact: Last time I was like this, I tempted fate and went into the fields to hang out with the coyotes..
Fact: But I promised no stupid stuff..
Fact: How can I keep that promise when all I want to do is the one thing I cant do?

[nick]

<- The cat is back!

[Kaius]

F: KITTY
F: Tomorrow!!! :D :D :D
F: I'm sleepy
F: But i'm not at the same time
F: MEOW.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I just asked Aaron a very serious question.
Fact: :D
Fact: Aaron is good with girly things. ^_^
Fact: ^Lmfao. XD

[Kaius]

F: Lol, Oooohhhh yes, beautician here i come
F: THAT WAS SARCASM
F: I'm hyper
F: Siobhan 1 - 0 Daren

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Aaron, you know you wannaaaa! :P
Fact: Dying my hair black and blue. ^_^
Fact: Bloodred nails <3

[nick]

F: fucking depressed

[KenFisher]

F: Angst angst angst angst
F: Meh, does that remind you of anything?
F: :3, I'll get on with me personal statement.

[georgiamay]

Fact: I wanna go karate now!!
Fact: I'm going karate in 10 minutes.
Fact: I need to train my arse of in the next 2 weeks.
Fact: Maths is boring.
Fact: My dog looks so cute when he's asleep.
Fact: RAWRRRRR!! <--that's my new favourite word >.<

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I am doing really well lately :)
Fact - Coming out to my mom has been one of the best and worst things I've done
Fact - It's bitter sweet
Fact - I'm going to start working on convincing her to let me take him to home coming... wish me luck

[Bougainvillea]

Fact- Two girls just got in a fight in patho. My teacher was super pissed. She asked me to help help her separatethem. So I lifted the two of them and yelled 'This shit is not happening in this class!' And everyone just stopped and watched as I gave an angry lecture. I also went to the gym this morning to lift weights. I think I need to slow down.

[ShatteredWings]

F: I'm 16. God knows how. [this sounds stupid, but it is a bit relavant to how my head's been]
F: In the first 2 weeks I've had 5 tests. Two today. Two on Wednsday, one on Tuesday.
F: I took all the hard classes except 1 (and i took the medium hard one too =|) and I think that was a mistake.
F: I'm overwhelmed.
F: No one is telling me the full truth, and I can't figure out what they're avoiding to tell me.
F: Overwhelemed
F: There's a girl in my math class who's really cute. But I think she has a boyfriend and im afraid to ask.
Q: Do i need that drama though?
F: it's really annoying to have nightmares where you can't even remember what it was in the morning/when you wake up
F: i'm too weak lately, physically. time to get back into shape.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I'm on the edge.
Fact: I dont really care anymore.
Fact: I may or may not be turning into a slut.
Fact: The irony.
Fact: Ima go.

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

-I'm dying to see Gianni.
-I got my hair cut.
-I want to become more outgoing.
-I'm terrified to be outgoing..
-I wish I could give up, on everything.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact- Pulling an all nighter at work with Cathy's phone. Oh yes. I feel extra sexy and intimidating right now. I just might beat someone's ass tonight. Because I really don't feel like getting messed with.

[Zephyr]

[fact] [my back still hurts from the wreck]
[fact] [fucking up takes practice and I feel that I'm well rehearsed]
[fact] [I'm geeking out to Dragonball at the moment]
[fact] [my sister's dachshund makes the world's best cuddler!]

[KenFisher]

F: Parents are so panicky when it comes to packing. They keep reminding me to do this and do that.Um, I'm perfectly compentent thank you.

[georgiamay]

Fact: I almost died at karate last night.
Fact: Hard training is very painful.
Fact: I fell over in a very basic move :P
Fact: I should probably do my coursework, I have so much of it.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Last night I was wicked depressed/numb.
Fact: Joshua, thank you. I know you probably don't know what I'm thanking you for.. but thank you anyways. *Gives you ice cream* ;D xD
Fact: I've been committed to my chores and school work a lot more this year. I've been spending hours on my art project.
Fact: I almost got in a fist fight yesterday. My ex bestie decided to start shit with me on Facebook, bringing up very personal stuff about me from my past. So I threw every insult I had at her, she threatened me. I never seen her in school. I know I can take her, even though she's 200+lbs. I pack a powerful punch. Plus, with my anger levels increasing, so does my adrenaline.
Fact: I got a free iPod yesterday. Silly boys think they can win me over by giving/buying me shit. *rolls eyes*
Fact: James gave me the iPod. Charlie bought me something after asking what my birthstone is and my favorite type of jewelry. Dan got me a necklace, stuffed animal, and something else that he won't tell me.
Fact: They all know I'm completely committed to Andrew. I don't get it.
Fact: I love you, Andrew Richard Fayette<3

[SlightlySane]

Fact - He probably won't ever know that saying the words "Don't change for me babe" means more than the world to me.
Fact - I feel very scared about everything right now, but he's keeping me happy
Fact - I'm lucky, honored, happy, excited, and working my hardest to keep things ok
Fact - Whoever says that coming out to your parents isn't a big deal has the most accepting parents in the world because it's hard for me to know that only my mom knows right now.
Fact - Without having someone who treats me the way he does, I never would have been brave or strong enough to face this.

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

-Later curfew! =]
-Can't wait til tomorrow so I can see if I can get out of being grounded.
-Miss Gianni. =/
-Worried.
-Will I really try that life again?

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Party next weekend! :D
Fact: Its co-ed, and cute girls shall be there.
Fact: Body flirting sounds interesting. 0_=
Fact: Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

-Fell asleep, reading the texts over and over again. Smiling.
-Only got 2hours sleep. I'd say it's worth it.
-Wonder how today will turn out..

[Aves]

Fact: Bored.
Fact: Nothing to do today.
Fact: Might just do nothing....again.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact- I enjoy training. It makes me feel liberated. I can't describe it. But I can tell you its one of the greatest feelings in the world. I enjoy being muscular. It doesn't bother me that I appear older. As long as I'm healthy. I don't understand why people ask me that. :P Someone complimented me on my shirt today. It says 'Discovery' in black letters written diagonally across the front. And 'Daft Punk' in smaller letters on the back in their origional font. And its just a plain white shirt. I love it. :)

[ShatteredWings]

Fact: Its co-ed, and cute girls shall be there.


fact, i thought becky was straight :P

[SlightlySane]

Fact - 3 weeks :) <3

Fact - >.< my stupid birthday thing on here is messed up... I'm not 17 till the 18th

[Aves]

Fact: I think I'm just gonna go be a nerd for the rest of the day and play Halo :P
Fact: After I finish my homework. :/

Fact - >.< my stupid birthday thing on here is messed up... I'm not 17 till the 18th

Message Ant if you want it fixed.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I've been fighting tears today and I don't know why.
Fact: I laid in bed playing PS2 for 5 hours this morning. I didn't feel motivated to get up.
Fact: I went to bed 3 hours earlier than I usually do.
Fact: I'm exhausted.
Fact: I didn't realize how much I've missed you.. :/
Fact: Not looking forward to tomorrow.
Fact: Everything has changed in the past year. My friends, my parents, my brother, my outlook, my personality, my life. Everything.
Fact: I feel like a stranger in my own life.

[Aves]

Fact: I do make wishes at 11:11.
Fact: I just missed it DX By 1 minute :(
Fact: Muse ♥
Fact: Bedtime. School in the mornin'

[Quick_Sylver]

fact, i thought becky was straight :P

Fact: Im on the other end of the spectrum. :P

Fact: I've been fighting tears today and I don't know why.
Fact: I laid in bed playing PS2 for 5 hours this morning. I didn't feel motivated to get up.
Fact: I went to bed 3 hours earlier than I usually do.
Fact: I'm exhausted.
Fact: I didn't realize how much I've missed you.. :/
Fact: Not looking forward to tomorrow.
Fact: Everything has changed in the past year. My friends, my parents, my brother, my outlook, my personality, my life. Everything.
Fact: I feel like a stranger in my own life.

Fact: That will pass. *cuddles* Love you<3

Fact: Hyper! :D

[Syvelocin]

Fact: I'm a major hypocrite, with almost everything.
Fact: I like being in hospitals. Other than the fact that the hospital cafeteria food is never vegetarian-friendly and they rarely have salad.
Fact: However, I hate that hospitals aren't helpful. And money-suckers.
Fact: I like my dreams more than I like my life.
Fact: The best part of my life is my guy. And I thought I would never get married to a man :P

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: One Man Drinking Games - Mayday Parade, never fails to make me cry. Need a good cry. Definitely.
Fact: I also need someone to hold me when I cry.
Fact: My stomach doesn't like me. It hurts.
Fact: It all hurts.

[Jagster]

Fact: There's no dollar sign on a piece mind.
Fact: Everyone is different in their own way. Even twins.
Fact: I'm hungry.
Fact: 1 + 1 = 2
Fact: 2 + 2 = a fish.

[Sith Lord 13]

Fact: My life changed today.
Fact: It changes everyday.
Fact: Some days more than others.
Fact: Some days the change is just being one day closer to dying.
Fact: Today the change was bigger than that.
Fact: It was better too. :)
Fact: Thank you.
Fact:If someone had told me last year this was gonna happen, I never would have believed them.
Fact: Life changes quickly, don't it?
Fact: I'll never forget tonight.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Fml.
Fact: Falling for people isnt worth it.
Fact: Atm, Im very anti couple/pessimistic/bitchy/sad.
Fact: Ima become an old Lesbian spinster.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I had another anxiety attack last night.
Fact: Thank you, Samantha and Andrew. You two are keeping me sane<3
Fact: I chopped my hair off last night. It's above my shoulders. I like it.
Fact: I'm going to go stand outside, wait for the bus, and think.
Fact: I love cold mornings. They clear my mind.
Fact: I love you too, Becky<3

[Sith Lord 13]

Fact: Little sad.
Fact: Little worried.
Fact: I don't like it when people just disappear in the middle of a conversation.
Fact: I hope you're OK.

[Aves]

Fact: Faked sick.
Fact: Bored
Fact: I want Halo: Reach.
Fact: Yes I'm a gaming nerd
Fact: Boreddddddd

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: Cathy and I's two year anniversary just passed.
Fact: Who would have thought that we would get married. And it's legit. Not two young people who are fiancé and fiancée. But two young people who plan on traveling the world and have the means to do it!
Fact: I'm way too confidant right now. But there's nothing wrong with that. I'm happy. And I think I deserve it.
Fact: I had the sexiest moment of my life last night. My mom was washing clothes and she told me to give her my clothes so I took off everything except my underwear and went upstairs to take a shower. And Cathy was in har panties, singing along to "Touch my body". So I went in and she started touching me, and I held her from behind while we stared at each other in the mirror. It was porn worthy.
And put me in an even better mood.

Fact: I wish everyone was happy. Especially Ryne.

[Aves]

Fact: I wish everyone was happy. Especially Ryne.

Even me? :]

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Meeting with a counselor tomorrow ugh...
Fact - I'm nervous

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Last post for a while, seems like.
Fact: This thread is dying...
Fact: But it was going strong for a good six or so months.
Fact: Those 6 or so months..? They just showed how great we all are.
Fact: How much we all care about one another. Familiar strangers. VTers forever.
Fact: Love you all.

~~~~~~~

Fact: I give up.
Fact: I. Give. Up.
Fact: Fighting isnt worth it anymore.. I gave up the only thing I had that was worth fighting for.
Fact: If you all dont see me again.. I love you all. 'Bye.

[Sith Lord 13]

Fact: He's an ass. Actually, they're both asses.
Fact: I'm sorry, I should have kept a closer eye on him.
Fact: I was asleep.
Fact: We need to talk.
Fact: I love you.

[Kaius]

F: I learnt something today
F: Large cups of coffee make you really need to pee
F: Do not consume before a 2 hour lesson.
F: Oh wow, painful.
F: My dads having a fight with the smoke alarm
F: He disconnected it from the ceiling and it still went off
F: My mum and i are sitting at the kitchen table pissing ourselves laughing at him
F: Bhan should come home :D
F: I love my bhan :)

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

-Becky's right about Your Facts..
-Is noticing how off VT can be.
-I get to see Gianni today. =3
-Gonna dye my hair with Henna tomorrow.

[Harley Quinn]

F: I learnt something today
F: Large cups of coffee make you really need to pee
F: Do not consume before a 2 hour lesson.
F: Oh wow, painful.
F: My dads having a fight with the smoke alarm
F: He disconnected it from the ceiling and it still went off
F: My mum and i are sitting at the kitchen table pissing ourselves laughing at him
F: Bhan should come home :D
F: I love my bhan :)

F: i loves my aaron :)
F: i dun log on much o.O

[Aves]

Fact: I got sent home (faked and said I threw up)
Fact: Confused on stuff.
Fact: Oh well ^_^

F: i dun log on much o.O

We've noticed... :(

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Went to counselor today... pointless
Fact - If this is how they do their job I'm never going back
Fact - Basically I discussed and told everything that I already know
Fact - Oh well.. Time to make my mom mad I guess...
Fact - I wish she wouldn't have left the house, we need to talk

[nick]

Fact - Went to counselor today... pointless
Fact - If this is how they do their job I'm never going back
Fact - Basically I discussed and told everything that I already know
Fact - Oh well.. Time to make my mom mad I guess...
Fact - I wish she wouldn't have left the house, we need to talk
Ryne, try not to get mad with her.
Its a kind of ignorance sure, but she cant help her background and upbringing.
Counselling is stupid and insulting, like its something that can be cured.
Go through the motions, dont make things worse. Still give her more time.

What you did was brave and it was the right thing. For what its worth you have my love and support.

[SlightlySane]

Nick, she isn't trying to "cure" me the counselor is completely on my side.
At this point I have a right to get mad at her if she doesn't talk with me because I have a right to my own feelings.
The one thing that the counselor did tell me is that my feelings ARE important and she is making them seem like they aren't. Time to change that.

[nick]

Nick, she isn't trying to "cure" me the counselor is completely on my side.
At this point I have a right to get mad at her if she doesn't talk with me because I have a right to my own feelings.
The one thing that the counselor did tell me is that my feelings ARE important and she is making them seem like they aren't. Time to change that.
Your counsellor sounds like one of the good people.
You have me on msn if you want to talk anytime, I dont log in that often now, talking more on gtt.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Grounded.
Fact: As of now, I have no computer or DSi in which to get online with.
Fact: Only the library.
Fact: FML.
Fact: Dumbass mother.
Fact: I love you all, and when I get back on consistently I'll bring you all cookies and sugar. kay?
Fact: ^Meaning, I'll make a longass'd post about how important you all are. :)
Fact: Bai x <3

[Sith Lord 13]

Fact: Grounded.

Fact: I think it's time for a fail whale hunt. :yes:
Question: What was her justification?
Fact: You know we all support you.
Fact: Better be getting to the library more often, hunh? :)

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

-Dyed my hair red, I love it.
-Sang to Gianni, to stop him from crying, and later to get him to sleep.
-Honestly, I'd be hollow without him now. He's my Savior.
-Right now, I'm glowing, and feel I could cry from happiness.
-I Love you Gianni. <3
-And anyone who's been there for me lately, I love you too. <3

[Kaius]

F: Parents suck. They make a big fuss over something you want for christmas, and then the one thing you actually want, they get your hopes up for and then refuse.

[georgiamay]

F: Parents suck. They make a big fuss over something you want for christmas, and then the one thing you actually want, they get your hopes up for and then refuse.

Fact: I agree with the above.
Fact: I almost died at karate again tonight.
Fact: Some twat needs to learn how to control his punches. He's already broken a 13 year olds ribs, and 50 year olds knee. PRICK!
Fact: I'm so nervous about Poland
Fact: I need to finish my textiles coursework.
Fact: I HATE TEXTILES!

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

-I can't believe you moved...
-I know the song I'll sing you.
-Gonna sing it to a few other's to see how I am first.

[Amnesiac]

Fact: I am undoubtedly the most awesome person on VT.

[KenFisher]

F: Oops, haven't been around much
F: Let's see if this can post properly
F: Not in a house as I wished. Fuck their excuses saying 'you have temper issues'
F: Um, that was Roman ignoring me and some dude being fucking immature. otherwise I don't have issues.
F: Oh, btw, he's gone. Yep. gone. won't see him. prob still annoyed with me, i'm not sure, now I'll never know. Damn, I miss that bastard.
F: Apparently I can scare people when I get upset. I was just moaning and being depressed and I scared someone. wtf.
F: I still have good friends, at least :)
F: Personal statements is a bitch to cut down. Loads of homework doesn't help. fml.
F: Hope my lappy definately works properly.
F: Might move heavy shit from my old hostel. Or should I get Ali to help, after working tomorrow? :D
F: tbh I might not need a house. maybe a more relaxed hostel would be better. This one is harsh.
F: I better stop.

[CraigXD]

F: Working today

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Last night was interesting and fun... Mostly.
Fact: Ungrounded.
Fact: Gotta go babysit on one hour of sleep.. fml.

[georgiamay]

Fact: My room is a mess.
Fact: I should tidy it.
Fact: I'm not going to.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact- I was with my trainer today and he had me practicing my scissor kick and I fell hardcore. I don't know why it was so funny. But we laughed our asses off. We're going to start on more jui jitsu soon. Exciting! Sorry everyone for not being around much.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I'm 17 :D
Fact - This year has been full of amazing changes for me and today has been the best part of my year

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: This will be my year. I will get what I want.
Fact: What I want is 'easy' to get.
Fact: The quotes are to emphasise how easy.
Fact: But its incredibly hard to do what needs to be done to get what I want.
Fact: Because Im terrified of people.
Fact: Ima shut up.

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

-Yelling makes me feel sick now.
-Right now, I feel like I'mma puke.
-I miss Gianni...
-I keep praying to something I'm unsure about...

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: Last night was fun, Em and I laughed so hard. :)
Fact: I'm sick :\
Fact: My math teacher is stupid for giving us homework that is only possible to do on a graphing calculator.
Fact: I dun care.
Fact: Leave me alone. <-- Don't ask. Ignore that.

[Kaius]

F: HAI MANDA!
F: Church fml :|
F: DOGGGGYYY!
F: Rwar ^_^
F: I love my Bhan ^_^

[Paladino]

Fact : I hate life sometimes
Fact : I wish it all worked out in the end.

[nick]

F. Didnt get any sleep last night, spent most of the night crying again
F. Feel really shit today, threw a sickie

[KenFisher]

F: urgh, public comps, so keeping it concise.
Nick, hang on mate. I can't be on as much, but find me here if you need me :)
F: I love feeling muddled about how I feel about Ali </sarcasm>
F: The fine line. heh.
F: John started stepping today. I said, haven't see that for ages, good times.
F: Obv we know we miss Roman doing it. Good times.
F: We don't seem to want to admit it that we miss him. Should we talk about him?

[YesterdaysNews]

HAI AARON!

Fact: I'm stupid. It's written out step by step and I still can't understand the math lesson I missed today.
Fact: Yay for being pissed off. /sarcasm.

[Aves]

Fact: I hate her. But I can't help but want her still :/ Why?
Fact: Life is so confusing right now...
Fact: Me and my friend Zach were supposed to be on our schools radio station, performing. We were now told, after 5 weeks of waiting to know when we could go on, that we could not perform covers on air. We don't have any originals yet.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Toying with a nuts idea..
Fact: It will never happen..
Fact: But it might..
Fact: Damn you Marcus! XD

[nick]

Fact: was shaking with fear last night, but at the same time strangely excited
Fact: managed some sleep, in patches, woke up still shaking

[Quick_Sylver]

Nick, You wanna know something?

You're an awesome person. You help others, so much. You fight through your own battles, and help others fight theirs. That takes a lot of courage, and a lot of care.

You're full of love Nick. An amazing amount of it. You are yourself, completely, and encourage others to be the same. You are simply amazing, wonderful and awesome.

Dont let anyone tell you otherwise, because they're lying.
You truely do represent that love is better than hate.

For that, I thank you. I thank you for opening peoples eyes to love. I thank you, Nick, for being just you... Nick.

[nick]

Fact: thanks Becka
Fact: didnt really want to talk but thought maybe some friends would show they cared
Fact: stupid of me really, should know better

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I love you, Nick. :) Well. I'm sitting here trying to remember where I last saw my keys. Because my mom took the impala. And the jeep is sitting outside. And I need to pick up a perscription. Urgh.

[Kaius]

F: My mothers had a nervous breakdown.
F: I'm not entirely sure how i can help her at the moment.
F: Todays fucked up.
F: Enjoying the blueness

[overcome.]

Fact: I have worked incredibly hard to change my life, and turn it around, for the good.
Fact: I don't know how I managed to get through those dark days.
Fact: If you work hard and don't give up on yourself, you can obtain anything you want in this life.
Fact: I made it. I made it...

[Bougainvillea]

Fact- I knew Rikkity Cricket could do it. I'm so happy for you. Reading that just made my day better. Argh. Life is going so well right now. I'm glad someone else is making it too. I think we deserve it. And others who are working towards it deserve it as well. I'm going to school. I have two jobs and two vehicles. And I almost have a house. On top of that, I'm fit and healthy. And I have a tournament coming up soon. It'll be fun. Because I'm going to win it. I usually hate positivity. But... I have a craving for the shit now. Aaron. I hope things get well with your mother.

[overcome.]

I'm really happy for you, Chris. That's all great to hear. Yeah, you know what, I think we do deserve it. I'm happy. Things are going well for me, and hearing that about you also makes my day (what's left of it :P) better. So thanks. For me, it's been a gradual process, the problems I have had have been very much deep seeded. A few are under the surface, perhaps they don't ever fully go away, but they're getting significantly better. Better, to the stage where I feel like I can live day to day without crippling anxiety, and live day to day with optimism that things get better in the end.

I felt like sharing that with people here. Even though now, I don't speak to anybody here, at all. I felt like sharing it to kind of 'complete' my VT journey. To show others that whatever you're going through, it will one day come to an end. It may be quick, or it may be slow and extremely hard, but whatever you're going through will not be forever.

Goodnight. :)

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Dont thank me for the truth Nick. :)
Fact: Life feels interesting.
Fact: Hmm.

[Bougainvillea]

Rik. Recently someone told me that whatever we face in our lives is what makes us who we are. And though we've suffered losses and have had traumatic experiences, the pain from them will never fully go away. But it doesn't hurt to think with optimism and be positive. And to not let negativity get the best of us.

[nick]

Fact: slept better but not nearly long enough

[MysticalBurrito]

Fact- A very long week.
fact- I have a algebra test on thursday, a ten page "book" due friday.
Fact- Is it obvious I don't know what to put in here?
Fact- There's a fly hanging around my head annoying me. 0.o
Fact- I hate being lonely.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Got the flu.
Fact: Sicker than a dog.
Fact: I hate it.
Fact: And yet, I love it.
Fact: I'm weird now.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I feel an emotional night coming on >.<

Edit:

Fact - I wish I never would have told my mom I'm gay
Fact - I'm not allowed to take James to homecoming even as "just friends" why? because "it'll raise too many questions" I wish she would stop being selfish. I've never had a date to a dance or anything. I've never had a date period. I've never had a real relationship. I've always been a "mature" kid and now that I have the chance to enjoy a regular part of adolescence, I can't... because my mom is afraid of what people will think of her.
Fact - She said she'd love me and treat me the same, why is she lying to me?

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Bye Bye Love.
Fact: Miss Independent
Fact: Details In The Fabric
Fact: Every Rose Has Its Thorn

Fact: (>")> No! <("<)

[nick]

Fact - I feel an emotional night coming on >.<

Edit:

Fact - I wish I never would have told my mom I'm gay
Fact - I'm not allowed to take James to homecoming even as "just friends" why? because "it'll raise too many questions" I wish she would stop being selfish. I've never had a date to a dance or anything. I've never had a date period. I've never had a real relationship. I've always been a "mature" kid and now that I have the chance to enjoy a regular part of adolescence, I can't... because my mom is afraid of what people will think of her.
Fact - She said she'd love me and treat me the same, why is she lying to me?
Its still very early days Ryne, she hasnt turned her back on you. I really think she will come round because she still loves you. Its a shock to her values and, yes, maybe she finds it embarassing. Give her more time.

At least you have James now, and there must be part of you that is glad that you dont have to lie or keep that secret anymore.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: One week, and everything changes.
Fact: I've become happier at school, but once I get home, I just want to sleep for hours.
Fact: It's in the open, I'm pansexual. I've been quite confident about it.
Fact: I held hands with my boyfriend, and hands with my best girlfriend at the same time today. They smiled at me and I felt happy as fuck.
Fact: He holds me like he truly cares. He holds my face when he kisses me. He looks in my eyes when he tells me he loves me. He squeezes my hand gently every time before he lets it go. He calls me beautiful, and he's making me believe that I am.
Fact: Caitlyn: "Eryka.. You seriously glow when you're around him. And the way he looks at you.. I'm so jealous.." Made me so happy yesterday ^_^<3
Fact: I had to get a shot at college yesterday. I hate needles. I was sitting in the chair with my arm on the table, shaking and about in tears, and in walks my boyfriend:
"Baby, are you okay? I hope I'm not late. I just remembered that last night you were telling me you had to do this today."
*Walks over and holds my hand*
"Just look at me, It'll be okay, I promise."
*Nurse inserts the needle, I cringe and clench my teeth*
Once we were in the hallway, he kissed my arm, kissed my forehead, and kissed me.

I don't know what I did to deserve you..<3

Fact: VirtualTeen, I love every single one of you. You've helped me change from the hopeless depressed girl I was a year and a half ago, to this hopeful dreamer. I'll never be able to express my gratitude into words, so.. thank you. So much.<3

[Quick_Sylver]

Aww^

Fact: May cause drowsiness or excitability. Avoid Alcoholic beverages, driving a motor vehicle, or operating machinery. In case of accidental overdose, call a physcician or poison control center immediately, even if there's no signs of symptoms.
Fact: ^I like this warning..
Fact: Ima go take half a pill..
Fact: I wont admit how much I want to take all 24..

[SlightlySane]

Fact - My mom changed her mind, my friend asked her why I shouldn't take James with me and she couldn't come up with a good enough answer.
Fact - I came out to a close friend of my mom and she WAS very accepting
Fact - It was the first time that my mom heard about James and I think she finally understands how happy I am...
Fact - She called him my boyfriend :') for the first time.

[Aves]

Fact: Started today happy.
Fact: Ended sad.
Fact: The fact that Katie is like 2 inches away from having a new boyfriend, doesn't even bother me anymore.
Fact: I'm so confused as to why I'm sad :/

[Sith Lord 13]

Fact: I haz a longing.
Fact: I haz a tired.
Fact: I haz a no sleep last night.
Fact: I haz a hot dog is awesome. :D
Fact: I haz a sleepies soon.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Fact: Well, turns out I aren't that good at keeping secrets.
Fact: One wasn't enough
Fact: Oh well.

[KenFisher]

F: Pink- Who Knew.
F: Yea.
F: bakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabaka bakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabaka bakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabaka bakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabaka bakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabakabaka
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F: assholeassholeassholeassholeassholeassholeassholeassholeassholeassholeassholeass holeassholeassholeassholeassholeassholeassholeassholeassholeassholeassholeasshol eassholeassholeassholeassholeasshole
F: bitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitch bitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitch
F: YoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufucke rYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuck erYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuc kerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufu ckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYouf uckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYoufuckerYou fuckerYoufuckerYoufucker
F: fuckyouromanifuckingdamnshould'ntbmissingyoubastard
F: :3, I shouldn't be doing this. surely it's alright he's gone.
F: uh, no.
F: fml

[nick]

Fact: Kev, mate, whatever you took there, one less next time :D

[KenFisher]

F: eh, it was a dose of misery that's all

[nick]

Fact: about 3 hours sleep, feel completely brain dead

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I haz a secret admirer.
Fact: They knows I be witchy.
Fact: They dont know my favorite flower, but the rose was a nice touch.
Fact: I haz a tear.
Fact: The cliche is to be noted.

[Kaius]

F: My parents threw me out today.
F: I have no idea where im going.
F: Meh

[Quick_Sylver]

F: My parents threw me out today.
F: I have no idea where im going.
F: Meh

:hug3: You'll be ok. I dont know when, but I do know you'll be okay.

[Scooby Dooby Drew]

F: My head hurts

[nick]

Havent had a good night's sleep in a week
Going to be a bad one tonight
Internet sucks
People that you think care dont, none of them
Crying alone again

[Kaius]

Havent had a good night's sleep in a week
Going to be a bad one tonight
Internet sucks
People that you think care dont, none of them
Crying alone again

we do care Nick

[AutumnDae]

Fact: Volleyball tournament today. <3 Went amazingly.
Fact: I'm covered in floor burn and bruises. Including: My knees, ankles, hands, elbows, shoulders, thighs and hips.
Fact: I also took a ball to the face, so the left side of my face is red and swollen.
Fact: I wouldn't have it any other way. By the end of the day I was bloody, tired, smelled bad, and hungry, but happier than ever. It's amazing.

Fact: Off to homecoming wearing the simplest dress I've ever seen, converse, and my battle wounds, and a swollen face. <3

[peaceloverugby]

Fact: I'm back :)

Fact: Uhm....lot's going on in life.

Fact: Life is good :)

[Kaius]

fact: I'm back :)

fact: Uhm....lot's going on in life.

Fact: Life is good :)

connors back!!!! Where the hell did you go!? D:

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: Bhan and I have the same homework assignment! :P
Fact: Clara and Hugo <3
Fact: I get to write a story now :D

[Vonn]

Fact: I have a scratch on my face and no idea how it got there.
Fact: I get too emotionally attached to the characters in the books I read.
Fact: I think it's hot when Sims make out.

[Aves]

Fact: pretty good weekend :)

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I'm a lover, not a fighter.
Fact: I love you.
Fact: I'd fight for you.
Fact: Please, understand that.
Fact: <3

[nick]

Fact: had a really rough night last night
Fact: nightmares all night
Fact: I was so tired, I kept falling back asleep and straight back into the continuing nightmare
Fact: eventually I gave up and forced myself to stay awake until morning

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I am SOOO nervous about James coming over for homecoming
Fact - He is spending the night so I'm rushing to get the house clean!
Fact - I'm beyond amazing right now, it's incredible :)
Fact - OMG I just can't wait!

[Vonn]

Fact: I wish I would have a nightmare.
Fact: Chemistry sucks. Nobody likes Chemistry.
Fact: I want a different cell phone because my current one sucks.
Fact: I check under the bed for monsters, mostly out of compulsion.
Fact: I have porn on my iPod. /runs/

[Sith Lord 13]

Fact: I missed my classes today.

Fact: Chemistry sucks. Nobody likes Chemistry./

Fact: Including Chemistry, even though I DO like it.
Fact: My life is getting fucked up again.
Fact: Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it.

[Vonn]

Fact: Okay, some people do like Chemistry. Fair enough.
Fact: One of my cats hates me.
Fact: I procrastinate too much.
Fact: I failed a History test today. Whee.

[YesterdaysNews]

Congratulations Rynebow :D

Fact: I feel like a needy bitch.
Fact: I had more facts, but I forgot.

[KenFisher]

F: Denial. I need to dodge from the truth.
F: Roman may be back in the weekend, yay
F: but I'm unwillingly liking someone. arrgh.
F: like, you wish you weren't, but you are.
F: sitting here waiting for the call for half an hour, you said phone at half 8 or something, and see what goes.
F: I'ven't got anything back from you. what the hell?
F: Denial doesn't really work now. It used to.
Q: Can anyone tell me how to not fancy someone?

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I'm so close to the edge.
Fact: All it would take would be a little less care.
Fact: I'm 'loved' apparently.
Fact: Who?
Fact: I think I need help.
Fact: But I dont care.
Fact: I'm closer to that black hole than I thought..

[YesterdaysNews]

I love you Becka. Talk to me? I'm here <3

[Vonn]

Fact: For some reason, I'm now terrified of crickets.
Fact: I can't wait for The Sims 3: Late Night!
Fact: It only takes a few seconds for me to like or hate somebody.
Fact: I like playing games I'm horrible at, because I can be spazzy and nobody really cares.

[Quick_Sylver]

I love you too Manda<3 I'll try.

Fact: Thinking I need a break, really badly.
Fact: Really scared what might happen on that break.
Fact: I dont know.

[Aves]

Fact: At school everyday till 9-10PM every day

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: On Monday, my life changed. I started my Internship for Special Needs. I work with a class of 35 teenagers (Aged 13-18). Once I step foot into that classroom, I forget everything. I'm overwhelmed with a joy that just shoots through my entire body. The teens hug me, call me their buddy/best friend, invite me to play Uno with them, and constantly beg me to sit next to them. There's a girl that can't speak, but she's always smiling at me and waving. A boy with Down Syndrome shakes my hand about 4 times a day. When the first bell rings for a certain school to leave, they all yell my name and wave or hug me goodbye. I feel.. NEEDED.. and Loved.. once that door closes behind me. It's like.. that door blocks out everything that's piled up on my shoulders. My teacher has a "break time" where he plays music and the teens dance. On Monday, when I first witnessed this, I cried. Literally. They smile and laugh and throw their bodies around without a care in the world. It just amazes me.. How can someone with a disease that controls their life, be so happy? It just.. overwhelms me. The teachers (there's three of them, plus 6 1On1 Aides) told me that the teens have never felt so comfortable with a complete stranger before. I have a natural comfortable aura about me. And, it's got me into thinking. I want to run a Special Needs Recreation Center where Teenagers with Mental Disabilities can go and have fun. Forget they're different. Be themselves. Be.. Happy.

[Quick_Sylver]

^And that will happen.

Fact: Life.. it moves.. and changes.. everyday..For good or bad, slowly, or quickly, it always changes...
Fact: I dont know if I can keep up..

Fact: Selling pamphlets on Tuesday for a political compaign.
Fact: Got asked if I was 16 today, and if I wanted to go for a 'drive' with some people I never heard of.
Fact: I saw a girl from out of town reading a poster I put up about self harm, and TWLOHA. She took a slip of paper and copied down the websites I put on it, this site included.
Fact: That made me feel good.
Fact: Then a lot of stuff happened, and I felt like shit again.

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

-Even though I only see Gianni on the weekends now...I've been happier.
-The time with him is alot more endearing.
-Gonna be going to a new Church soon.
-Going to Halloween Horror Nights on October 27th.
-I love so many of you, and I thank you for so much. You guys have made it easier for me.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I wish I had my Internship every day. Sadly, it's only Monday-Wednesday.
Fact: I had an anger outburst today. I ended up smashing a calculator. I hate when I don't understand something after it's explained to me several times, by several people. :/
Fact: I'm currently filling out two college applications, writing my Senior Will, Doing my "Harry Harlow" Theory Report, Getting my job application together, and working on my Senior Brag Sheet.
Fact: Major headache.

[georgiamay]

Fact: I can't wait to leave school and have a completely fresh start.

[Vonn]

Fact: The little smilies above everyone's avatar irritate me.
Fact: I'm beginning to despise rap.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: 6 months on October 7th...
Fact: R.I.P...
Fact: I miss you..

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: I hope I die in my sleep.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I wont let you. <3

[Aspiringanonymous]

- It is apparently too much to ask for, just to have some sign that someone out there understands exactly what the fuck is going on. No, nobody does. Some of us were meant to bear all of our burdens void of the benefit and insight that almost always comes from critical and interpretive discussion with others in the same scope of awareness. I don't need intimate associations, I don't need to feel special or any of that incomprehensible shit, but it would help so ridiculously much if there was the possibility of having a decent, level-headed, discussion.
Instead, almost everyone I've spoken to in hopes of finding that similar consciousness (and not merely some simple open-minded person to bounce ideas off of) has ended in the other seriously misinterpreting my point, if not attempting to force their often stereotypical views upon me. It's frustrating. It's frustrating when I see others with more or less 'common' problems reaching out and actually being able to receive decent insight. I don't bother reaching out anymore, it's redundant and annoying.

[JimSauce]

Fact: I really want a Spanish boyfriend
Fact: I've been crushing on my straight friend for 2 years and counting...And I came out to him... And we plan to go to the same college. Awesome? :what:

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I love when you randomly stop us in the middle of the hall, press your forehead against mine and whisper "I love you" (': <3
I love when I'm leaning against the wall and you kiss my neck then say "You're beautiful".
I love then you run out of the building to catch me right before I'm getting on my bus to kiss me goodbye.
Me: "I'm glad you caught me when I was running by you today. I didn't even realize my bus was here and I would've ran right by you!"
Him: "I'll always be here to catch you, baby."
I love when my friends tell me their jealous of the glow on my face.
I love being happy ^_^

Fact: Posting my poems into The Open Book, seeing as I haven't gotten around to doing so in awhile.
Fact: I love you, VT<3 Becky, Siobhan, Sam, Rikki, Chris, Ryne, Amanda, Connor, Connor, Adam, and everyone else. I'm sorry for being so distant with all of you lately ): <3

[AutumnDae]

Fact: My sister's boyfriend and I just sat at the kitchen table for 3 hours doing homework together. We shared pretzels and had lovely conversation. It was wonderful. He's great.

Fact: The hurt from the breakup between Nolan and I is still there. As corny as it sounds, I love(d? I don't know right now if it's past or present tense) him, and I'll always care about him. We've had several large arguments since we broke up. Mostly because I care about him more than he cares about me, and he doesn't really understand.

Basically one argument was to this effect:
(Over facebook) And, warning because it's lengthy:

Nolan: Do you want my jersey to wear?
Me: Are you offering?
Nolan: Yeah.
Me: Well, I guess.
Nolan: You guess? That doesn't sound too enthusiastic.
Me: Sorry.
Nolan: You were so excited to wear it over the summer.
Me: I was your girlfriend over the summer.
Nolan: I thought you were over this, I thought we were going to be friends.
Me: You breaking my heart isn't something I just get over with a snap of my fingers, sorry.
Nolan: Why are you in such a bad mood when you talk to me? It's bringing me down. I don't like it. You've changed.
Me: Sorry that I'm hurting and not very cheery at this moment.
Nolan: You suck.
Me: You too, you too.
Nolan: Why are you all pissy at me?
Me: I'm not. I'm sad because you don't love me.
Nolan: Well get over it.
Me: Not something that I get over like that. Guess it shows how different our feelings for each other are.
Nolan: You know I cared about you.
Me: I know. And it's the fact that care is in the past tense that makes me sad. Because you don't anymore.
Nolan: I just don't want a girlfriend.
Me: You just don't want me as your girlfriend.
Nolan: Not true.
Me: Oh, so we can get back together?
Nolan: No.
Me: Then you lied.
Nolan: No I didn't.
Me: It was a lie when you said you wanted me as your girlfriend a few moments ago. And it was a lie when you told me you wanted to be together forever. It was a lie when you said you would never stop loving me.
Nolan: No it wasn't.
Me: Yes it was. Unless I lost the memo that said forever ended.
Nolan: Stop being so dramatic.
Me: No one is making you talk to me.
Nolan: I want to.
Me: Well deal with me being dramatic. It's a little tough talking to the one who broke my heart and having to pretend like things are okay.
Nolan: Things ARE okay.
Me: Okay.
Nolan: So you're good?
Me: No. I just don't feel like arguing.
Nolan: Whatever.

-Break in the conversation. Nolan's ex-girlfriend adds me on facebook, starts talking to me. Totally by surprise, she tells me that they are talking again. Nolan told me more than a few times that he hated her and would never talk to her again.-

Me: Nolan, you're the biggest liar I have ever met and we are completely done. I cannot be 'friends' with you any longer. You disgust me.
Nolan: Uh, what?"
Me: You're little toy named Marlee told me some stuff.
Nolan: Like what, I hate that girl, I bet she's lying.
Me: That you guys are talking again.
Me: She likes you. Do you like her?
Nolan: We are talking, yeah.
Me: You didn't answer my question.
Nolan: We haven't been talking long, really. But she's cool. We got past our problems.
Me: Well you lied.
Nolan: When?
Me: When you said you would never talk to her again.
Nolan: I never said that.
Me: Your nose much be super huge right now, Pinocchio.
Nolan: Lol, you're funny.
Me: Fuck you. You're talking to that whore again. And you expect me to sit around and wait for you? I'm so glad you think of our relationship as a joke? You're the most immature guy I have ever met and I never want to see you again. You're a pathetic excuse for a boyfriend. I'm glad that the two scummiest people on the planet are talking again. You're going to make her real happy, Nolan, real happy.
Nolan: You're being dumb.
Me: How? You told me that you would never talk to her again. How long have you been talking? All through the summer, I bet. I saw some text messages on your phone once, but I didn't say anything. She was texting you. I saw. But it didn't look like you had replied, but I bet you just deleted them. You're dumb. Did you cheat on me?
Nolan: You went through my phone?
Me: You didn't answer my question.
Nolan: You didn't answer mine.
Me: I was answering a text for you, because you asked me to. Not because I was snooping. You know damn well that I wouldn't do that. I accidentally opened those messages. Now answer mine.
Nolan: Do you think I would have cheated on you?
Me: I don't know anymore. That's why I'm asking. You were pretty shady for a few days.
Nolan: You're dumb.
Me: And you're scum. I'll give you your jersey in the morning. I'm not wearing it. No chance. Mail it to stupid where ever the hell she's from and be happy with her. I'm glad you liked me enough to stay faithful, it makes me feel real warm and fuzzy on the inside. We are done. Over. Zero talking because I don't want to hear your voice again. You are a liar, and I don't like that at all.
Nolan: Why would you think I cheated on you?
Me: Goodbye, Nolan.

Fact: I gave him the jersey in the morning, no words were exchanged. I don't know if he cheated on me or not, still. I never thought he would, but the way he was acting said otherwise. I don't know the truth anymore, and it kind of sucks.

Fact: I also don't know how I still have ANY feelings for him after that. But I still care about him.

Fact: Although I still care about him, the world doesn't stop turning, and I have moved on with my life. Basically, we're in the same circle of friends. We have a study hall together, and he's tried to talk to me, but I ignore him because I know that it will start a fight. It's pointless to talk to him.

[Aves]

Fact: I miss you too, Eryka <3
Fact: Last two days have been pretty amazing. Aside from having the shit beat out of me at least once both days, I've been incredibly happy ^_^
Fact: Yeah, my friends and I beat each other up :P
Fact: Life is really good.
Fact: I don't care that I'm single at this point. Really happy to be single for the time being.
Fact: I love life right now.
Fact: Went to Steak and Shake with my friends after the show tonight. I got a car, hat, coloring page, and crayons. :)
Fact: Two graduates from my high school came to the show tonight, and it was really nice to see them both again.
Fact: Like I said, life is AMAZING

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Love you too Eryka, at least you're still around. :) <3
Fact: Autumn, you're amazingly strong. I'm happy and proud of you. You can only go up from here. :)


Fact: Wedding tomorrow night! :D!
Fact: This time tomorrow, I'm going to be dancing at a wedding. o_o
Fact: I dont dance.
Fact: I'll probably go sit outside of something.
Fact: Kinda worried..

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Autumn, you deserve a lot better than that. <3
Fact: Good luck at the wedding, Becky. <3
Fact: Tomorroww! ^_^ I'm going out to dinner and a movie with my boy<3
Fact: Text I woke up to from him this morning: "Good morning, love of mine. I know it's kind of early, and I'm sorry if this wakes you up. I just wanted to let you know I love you before I go to work. You're the most beautiful girl in the world and I bet you look like an angel right now. I just wish your head could be on my chest. Baby, you're going to be so spoiled with me. I can't wait to give you your present tomorrow! I can already picture your face lighting up. The way it does when I tell you I love you, or when you get really excited telling me something. You're adorable when you do that. You talk with your hands and get so deep in thought, your facial expressions are priceless, love. Anyways, this is probably going to be a good 4-5 pages on your phone, and I'm sorry. I love you, baby<3
-Loving my girl-"

Fact: He sends me something like that every single morning ^_^; <3

[YesterdaysNews]

:hug: to everyone <3

Fact: I posted "If you really knew me" Statements on both my facebooks. I'm slightly nervous for any reactions on my RL one, but I doubt there will be any.
Fact: I wish I could help him out, I've been there, I know what its like. But I can't do anything.

[KenFisher]

F: Hello, been busy
F: Well, Roman's in town, yea.
F: Nothing much happened really.
F: I can't believe/trust him, but I don't care, at least for the weekend. It's not like I can see him often now. If I do, we might have fun. might.

F: Meh. Gonna text Ali later and see what happens.
F: I just hope I'm not crushing on him too much. I was being a bitch the other day cause he was helping someone else with maths and I had to go to lunch and no one else came with me and food was shit. Then I realised he didn't have anything. Bought a sandwich for him, he loves chicken stuff. Don't want him hungry. Turns out he was about to, saw him going down to the shop as I went back up, gave it to him. He was suprised, grateful too.
F: Ok, I think I just disproved my statement?

F: This Brazillian guy is fit. so many names, but everyone calls him Carlos.

F: Fuck me, liking more than one person.
F: But is this the way for me to survive? I don't want a total heartbreak now.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Homecoming starts in about two hours
Fact - Freaking out
Fact - Nervous as hell
Fact - Soooo happy :)
Fact - My head is spinning
Fact - I can't wait to see him :)

[nick]

Fact - Homecoming starts in about two hours
Fact - Freaking out
Fact - Nervous as hell
Fact - Soooo happy :)
Fact - My head is spinning
Fact - I can't wait to see him :)
Good luck Ryne, have a great time!

[KenFisher]

F: Have fun, Ryne
F: I found this accidentally
K *someone in school, same friend group with john ie me and that* Haha, nice speaking to you today)
Roman Yeah=D c ya on saturday
K saturday gonna be immense :) memba, u have to hide from you know who ;) :P
Roman Yeah and his name starts from letter K))
K hahaha...well its not my name :P ... :P
Roman True!!!')) haha
Roman what's horrible??)
.Roman # ‎??

F: Fun being talked about behind my back.

[ErykaInspire.]

Have fun, Ryne. I'm sure the night will go exactly how you hope for it to go :D<3

Kevin, don't let it bother you. People are senile and you don't deserve that crap. You have twice the heart they'll ever have. Keep smiling<3(:

Fact: Tomorrow, 4:20pm, My baby and I are going to watch "The Town". Mainly because it's the second longest movie. The first one seems extremely boring (Money Never Sleeps), then dinner(?), <3(:
Fact: Today is a boring day. Nothing much in happening. My parents have been gone all day. My brother got broken up with by his girlfriend of almost a year last night, so he's been at a friends house. I, however, am stuck with nothing to do. ):

[AutumnDae]

Fact: Flirting with a cute boy. :)

Fact: I know it's soon after Nolan and I broke up, but you know what, I'm done worrying about other people in this situation. I'm a teenager. I'm going to start having fun and living it up as much as I want to. No regrets.

Fact: Him: I'm eating Fruit Loops.
Me: Those sound delicious right now.
Him: They are really good actually.
Me: Now I want some, haha.
Him: Well...
Me: Well...what?
Him: You'd have to come over...but if you did you'd ending up finding out that I finished it off.
Me: Oh...I might be very sad that you ate all of them.
Him: I'd make it up to you.

Fact: Flirting=fun.

Fact: Went out to dinner with just my dad. We had Indian food, and were the only ones in the restaurant. Talked a lot about his career. I told him that he needs to see a doctor about his knees, because they're getting worse and worse every day. I bought him braces today, and he wore one, and he said it helped. He said he would go to the doctor, and promised. As much as I dislike him sometimes, he's my dad and I gotta stick with him. He cares about me, he really does.

Fact: My sister and I just spent 20 minutes playing with her webcam. She's super sick right now and all messed up on Nyquil. It's hilarious. She was acting soooo loopy and high and it amazed her when we used the cool effects on the cam.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - His mom wouldn't let him stay...
Fact - I had so much fun
Fact - We cuddled on the couch for almost two hours
Fact - I miss him already, I can't stop crying, we won't be able to have a night like this again for so long

[KenFisher]

F: Sick of how people lie to me.
F: I can't trust him anymore. Even though I still have feelings dammit.
F:
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
F: It was the eyes, I know it.
F: I love crying my eyes out, makes me feel better

[ErykaInspire.]

Kevin, what song is that?

Fact: I'm so angry right now. Someone smashed our mailbox. And we know who it was. My neighbor, he already has the cops after him. So, to set my differences aside, I called a girl I almost got in a fight with last year. She hangs out with him a lot. She's going to find out for me.
Fact: I'm currently getting ready :D Going to the mall with my baby<3 Than out for dinner. No movie ): But that's okay(:
Fact: <3

[KenFisher]

Oh, it's called Run. I listened to both Snow Patrol's and Leona Lewis's this morning. SP's prob better.
F: Fuck my ever changing stance on him.
F: I think I'm settling on 'I don't trust you at all, but if you need me I'm here'

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I hate getting my hopes up..
Fact: Dad let me drive home so I wouldn't cry.
Fact: Didn't work.
Fact: I feel nauseous..

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: I make $130 this weekend, but spent $20. The rest is going into the bank. I'm proud of myself.
Fact: I have a panda hat! :D
Fact: I'm exhausted and still have a bunch of homework to do.

[KenFisher]

Eryka, :hug3: hang on, it'll get better.F: Load of work, I still have time tomorrow morning
F: God, huge workload, it's unreal
F: Ali, he's my best friend. Yet we hug like bfs. Yea, I wish.
F: Stop getting my hopes up, life before love for him!
F: Besides, straight people are basically everyone I know.
F: I better stop looking at that Brazillian guy, he seems to notice me looking at him >.<
F: What, stop being fit then I won't look at you! :P