Your Facts:

[Aves]

Fact: Just got off the phone with Eryka Leigh
Fact: I'm on the phone with Connor Avery (: <3

Why isn't there a like button on here? :P <3

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Me and my mom are going to be discussing recruiters for soccer with my coach :)
Fact - She thinks I can make it into a division 1 school, I'm excited :D

[Aspiringanonymous]

Fact: I just need a place to rant, so here goes..
I don't want to bother anyone about me anymore. I've been bothering too many people lately and, well, just talking too much and listening too little in general. I believe in one conversation I said, that it's doubtful that any of this ranting is going to lead me anywhere, it's not going to realistically make anything better. Better or worse doesn't even matter at the end of the day.
There's a point where words become unnecessary. When sadness becomes unnecessary. When cutting and suicide fantasies become unnecessary. When one begins to genuinely wonder if this is what they mean by dying inside. Not the hurting so much that breathing becomes difficult, but being beyond all that; being apparently incapable of even that.
And yet your body is still alive and moving and still requires energy to complete everyday tasks. You are still conscious, your mind is still working, still taking in the surrounding environment. You just want it to stop, but you can't care enough about that now, it seems like living out the rest of this life would seem easier than just ending the unnecessary misery ahead of time.
It's annoying. Having to exist is fucking annoying. Somebody put me out of my fucking misery already.

[AutumnDae]

Fact: I got lost yesterday, going to a town about an hour from mine. I was really upset, but I decided to just figure it out. And I did. :D I'm so happy I can read a map.
Fact: I was going to Nolan football game/tournament thing when I got lost, so I was late. :( But I still got to watch most of his games, which was good!
Fact: As soon as I walked over to the sideline, and he saw me from his side of the field, he smiled and waved hugely, then hit his teammate's arm to get his attention (His teammate doesn't go to our school) and I heard him say "Chris, that's her, I told you she was coming. No, not in the red shirt, she's wearing a blue hoodie. YES! That one, she's so gorgeous."
Fact: I spent the entire time with his mom and grandmother, it was really nice. :D
Fact: I then almost got lost coming home again, but I just followed the map, and ended up at the mall, so I went shopping for a while. :D

FACT: I'M GOING TO THE JOHN MAYER CONCERT TONIGHT AND I COULDN'T BE ANY MORE EXCITED.
Fact: My life is awesome right now. <3

[Bougainvillea]

FACT: I'M GOING TO THE JOHN MAYER CONCERT TONIGHT AND I COULDN'T BE ANY MORE EXCITED.
I fuckin' hate you. :( I like John Mayer.

[BlackBetty]

"Heaven is the place where every animal you have ever owned come to greet you."

Fact: that is the only thing my mother has said that makes sence.
Fact:

[nick]

Fact: when I say "I love you" it means "I love you". It does not mean "I hope you will say something or show me something to help me wank".
Fact: I love you
Fact: You never loved me
Fact: I love you

[KenFisher]

F: Had nice food out.
F: Now has a bellyache. :/
F: I'll see if it goes, it prob will.
F: Sleep.
F: *hugs* to anyone who need them.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Thinking about stuff,
Fact: Eh..
Fact: I wanna go to Willow Creek.
Fact: Nao.

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: I can't figure out how and when I went from having four best friends to one.
Fact: I need to be more out going. It's a necessity if I want to survive in this town. And weight loss. That will help a lot.
Fact: Exactly one month until I go back to school. It needs to hurry the fuck up.

[Quick_Sylver]

F: cold
F: hungry
F: dad said he didn't love me
F: felt like I died inside
Q: you know when you just want a father, to like..care?

I know this is an old post.. but..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O2ZnCL5lGAQ&feature=related

I know how it feels Sio.. *Cuddles* Love you.

Fact: He's here...... and swaying like a great oak in a thunderstorm..
Fact: Tomorrow's a day of lies and other shitacular stuff.
Fact: Bye..

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I'm excited!!!!
Fact - I may actually be going on a date!!!
Fact - AH! This will be my first one ever!!

[Sith Lord 13]

Fact: I have issues. Lots of them.
Fact: For some reason, my biological father who left when I was 6 months old is one.
Lie: That's a real shocker.
Fact: He's never paid a penny of child support.
Fact: He's done nothing for me.
Fact: My mother has been in contact with him for several years.
Fact: He's only spoken to her, not me.
Fact: My mother wrote him a letter.
Fact: She blasted him for not being more supportive. (Politely, of course.)
Fact: She asked me to read it over.
Fact: I did.
Fact: I told her I really didn't care much about it.
Fact: Was told that wasn't an acceptable answer.
Fact: We ended up fighting.
Fact: It was a pretty bad fight.
Fact: She heard a lot of things I didn't say.
Fact: I was refuting some of the blame for the situation by saying it was her fault for being knocked up at 19.
Fact: She feels that means I've called her a slut whore who's fucked every guy on this planet.
Fact: We stopped arguing so she decided to text Matt (Biological father), asked him to call and talk to me so I could yell at him instead of her.
Fact: He was in a meeting at work.
Fact: He can't call for a little bit.
Fact: He said he could either call on break or in the morning.
Fact: I said I didn't care if he called tonight, tomorrow, next month or never.
Fact:We started arguing again. I didn't really say anything this time.
Fact: She ended up sobbing.
Fact: I hate pre-menopausal women.
Fact: Her emotions are going wild and she's taking it out on me.
Fact: 20 days till I move back to school.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

-This time next year I will be moving out on my own for the first time.
-I have 6 tattoos
-I have asthma
-I still suck my thumb when I sleep xD

[Music.]

Fact: a friend is staying with me for 10 days, it could only lead to trouble :P
Fact: Im in love with a girl, but i dont know if she still feels the same
Fact: confused..

[Aves]

Fact: Last day of summer. And I'm spending it, doing nothing.

[KenFisher]

F: I'm fine, being alone. </lie,ish>
Q: You ever feel alone at night? Like no one's around and you're all alone. And that you want to be talking to someone?
F: </moaning>
God I need to stop saying things like that.
F: It's too quiet to be real online.

[Music.]

i feel... broken.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Fact: Still on a high after flying last night
Fact: Writing my first proper flight trip report
Fact: Loves how people are so presumptuous, thinking illness is all in my head. >_>
Fact: Two and a half months until my next flight
Fact: Glad to be back home, especially because I'm back with the one person I truly love to bits <3

[ErykaInspire.]

Kevin,
I always give my clothes to charity.

Fact: My mom has been jumping down my throat at EVERYTHING!!
Me: "When am I going to get my license?"
Mom: "Why? So you can ram the fucking roads and text while driving?"
--
(after fighting with my brother about my friend using his comp)
Mom: He probably has porn on it.
Me: "He had it loaded on this laptop before it got handed down to me. I deleted all of it, that's disgusting."
Mom: "But you looked at it first, didn't you?"
--
Me: *smiles*
Mom: Who the fuck are you talking to?
Me: Why do you do that?
Mom: You're smirking. Who're you talking to? More people I don't know? I'm getting sick of that. I'm going to shut the internet right the fuck off."
Me: ".. For the record.. I was having a conversation about nacho's being a religion with Samantha and Jess!"
--
My friend, Dan, came to a party I invited him to. My mom didn't say a single word to him or anything. After we get in the car to go home:
Mom: "I don't know who that FREAK was, but why the hell did you invite him?"
Me: "He's one of my best friends. Way to judge."
--
Me: "Hey, mom. Can Sam come up?"
Mom: "So you can have strangers at the house and be a slut?"
Me: "What..?"

I can't take this anymore...
EVERYTHING I do.. </3
It's killing me..
/numb.

[Scooby Dooby Drew]

*is trying very hard to not laugh at some of that*
: P
Your mom sounds harsh v.v


I play piano

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: I forgot to do laundry when I got home today so now I don't have any fucking shorts for tomorrow. Only the ones that I don't wear because they make me look like a god damn pig. I'm sick and tired of being out of control, I'm disgusting. And I'm being watched every minute of every fucking day. I act on impulses. I want it to be over. Everything just over. I don't care. I'm an antisocial freak with a gut the size of a fucking pot belly pig. I'm not right. A genetic fuck up. I hate my mother for stealing my good blades. /rant.

[Scooby Dooby Drew]

v.v sorry to hear that YesterdaysNews (not that I know you... but I know that self-hate feeling... hope you feel better!)

Fact: I also play trumpet

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

-Miss you Eryka. =/
-Can't wait for my journal to come in: http://www.cafepress.com/+be_a_hero_journal,98431718
-This journal will remind me everyday of Gianni, Pedro and Jacob. <3
-Gotta babysit my nephew everyday until friday, this also means, I'm not aloud out of the house.
-I have to babysit my nephew for free. -_-
-Tired as hell.

[KenFisher]

Yay! :D
---after reading the stuff below---
What.
Someone need to talk some sense into her.
Oh, Eryka. :hug3:

F: It's the same, day in, day out.
F: Maybe I can do with going to school? :P

[Harley Quinn]

F: 7 months ^_^ :D

[Aves]

Fact: First day of school D:

Fact: Siobhan has a facepalm lion and has a rep power of 69 :D

[KenFisher]

F: People have a fascination for the number 69.
F: Oh yes. :P
F: It's so hot. I hate feeling suffocated.
F: Life is still dull.
F: I want a spark in it soon. :P

[Kaius]

F: The last few days have been hell
F: I don't know what's wrong with me
F: I found out today i get my exam results on two different days
F: Which means the worry won't instantly be over >.<
F: Gaaaah.

[KenFisher]

F: I'm a bit worried too. Results day in 9 days. Scary. :S

[Kaius]

F: Incredibly, considering how much depends on them too
F: 7 Months today :)

[KenFisher]

F: Yea, I think I'll start working on my UCAS after getting the results.

F: Wow, a month sure passed quick :P

F: bed for me, I feel nice and tired :P

[Kaius]

Same here Kev, you decided where you want to go to uni?

[KenFisher]

Actually not really, apart from Cambridge being first choice. I have some prospectuses to look through. *My back hurt from carrying them back home >.>*
I'm currently looking for something Chemistry related, but I'll miss the other sciences at uni? :P
Shame is, I love chemical experiments, but I love the others too :P

How about you?

[Kaius]

I'm still deciding really, Bristol and Brighton look appealing

[Aves]

Leaving VT for a while. No one will miss me probably, but goodbye everyone. I'll be on MSN occasionally, but I don't wanna deal with VT anymore. Goodbye.

[KenFisher]

Bristol as a city's cool :P Brighton, well, it's good being close to home for you.
I prob would find any town/city I'll be in fine. I can find Northampton alright. Northampton!
Never understood how people think their closest town is a shithole, apart from them possibly finding it boring cause they see it all the time :/

EDIT: Bye Connor...

[ErykaInspire.]

ConCon, I love you <3 Come back soon, kay?

Fact: Today was just as bad as yesterday. I was preparing my dinner roll and getting ketchup on my plate for the fries when my brother came over, pushed me out of the way, and took ALL of the fries for him and his girlfriend. I got pissed.
Fact: Anger has been my main concern, lately. I don't know why it keeps peaking so irrationally.
Fact: I'm running on minimal sleep and food.
Fact: I have a horrible headache, and my eyes keep going blurry.
Fact: Fuck. I sound like someone that just complains about everything >.<

Fact: On the brightside, I've decided that I AM playing soccer this year :D
Fact: I've also decided that I'm skipping lunch so I can be in chorus. Seeing as I have college from 8am-11:30, and my lunch would overlap with chorus, then school from 1-2:30.
Fact: This year is going to be a breeze. Thank god it's my last.
Fact: I miss you, too, Tyger.

[Harley Quinn]

F: worried shitless, then again, I always worry :P
F: came out all over facebook o.O
F: 'me and Aaron went to bed at the same time, I thought it was before two, but it wasn't, was after, I checked aarons profile ^_^
F: it's sunny out, and it's only 7:31

[KenFisher]

F: Go Bhan :)

F: I was reading the paper, when a name came up in my head. It's the stud :)
F: Then I thought about someone else. Who's so hot in his own way.
F: Now I feel so...masculine. *Roars* ;)

[Bougainvillea]

*Roars with Kev*
*Fires at the moon with a tommy gun while unbuttoning my shirt with the other*
Fact: I can't sleep. I did yesterday though.
Fact: I have to go to the gym soon. I will be working on kick boxing.
Question: Why am I so badass?
Fact: This girl from work sent me a nude picture with my name written where her pubes should be.
Fact: She wants one back.
Fact: As sexy as that is, I don't want to.
Fact: Cathy was in the bathroom running her fingers through her hair. I think she misses it long.

[The Madness.]

Fact: I don't think I'm going to sleep today.
Fact: I have to sand a cabinet today.
Fact: I'm going to my friend's house today. :3
Fact: School starts in a week.
Fact: I need to find my iPod.
Fact: I'm listening to a song that is calling people hypocrites because of Michael Jackson. :P
Fact: The song just changed to a French song.

[CraigXD]

F: Best Afternoon EVER.
F: Spent it with My Awesome Girl <3
F: Love Her Loads

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I was driving on a State Route and a Semi went by me and wailed his horn. It scared the effing crap out of me. I almost had an anxiety attack but I managed to relax by the time the next car passed me. (There were two lanes going in both directions.)
Fact: I have a massive headache.
Fact: I took more nature pictures today. They're on my new facebook.

[Scooby Dooby Drew]

F: TODAY's MY BIRTHDAY ^___^

[MadManWithaBox]

1.20am boredom.............
Ah well, I have doctor who, and gaming articles to write.

[ErykaInspire.]

Happy birthday, Drew.

Matt, you still have some explaining to do about that message.

Fact: New pics in the album :D

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I'm sick, and dizzy :(
Fact - I just want to be held

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Again with the mom making me feel like shit..
Fact: So tempted to just give in and slice my beautiful wrists apart.

[Scooby Dooby Drew]

Happy birthday, Drew.

^__^
Thanks!

Fact: My birthday was awesome
Fact: I got headphones W000000T!11!!!1!one!
Fact: MY SISTER GOT ME A PILLOW PET, THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY XDDD

[Music.]

Fact: Again with the mom making me feel like shit..
Fact: So tempted to just give in and slice my beautiful wrists apart.

Dont you dare eryka! be strong! <3

[Harley Quinn]

F: baby bhan :D - avatar :P
F: i love Aaron ^_^
F: gonna buy LOTS of junk food in a bit :P

[nick]

F: baby bhan :D - avatar :P
Cute baby bhan is cute :)

[MadManWithaBox]

I'm still the same, pursuing pain
Is it worth all that I have gained?
We both know how it will end,
But I'd do it again






:)

Article finished

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I was up all hours of the night writing.
Fact: I woke up to my right top eyelid swollen.
Fact: I want to cry.

[MadManWithaBox]

My mums gone to liverpool, and left me 60 euro for food. Hmmmmmmm

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Extremely happy ^_^ <3

[MadManWithaBox]

I'm also happy. I ordered pizza, and i didn't even have to get off the couch :cool:

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I met this guy... We've really barely met at all besides texting and talking on the phone. We've seen pictures of each other and everything.
Fact - We've admitted our crushes to each other about a week ago. Even before then he has argued with me every single day...
Fact -He won't give up the arguement, he'll stay up late and argue with me if he has to.

What does is he arguing about?

Fact -He argues with me each and every single day until I give in and admit to being beautiful.

[Harley Quinn]

F; miss Aaron :(
F: just got home
F: has food ;3

[nick]

Fact - I met this guy... We've really barely met at all besides texting and talking on the phone. We've seen pictures of each other and everything.
Fact - We've admitted our crushes to each other about a week ago. Even before then he has argued with me every single day...
Fact -He won't give up the arguement, he'll stay up late and argue with me if he has to.

What does is he arguing about?

Fact -He argues with me each and every single day until I give in and admit to being beautiful.
Fact: that made me smile :)

[Bougainvillea]

Because you are Ryne. You're one of the most gorgeous, caring, beautiful men I have ever seen. And I love you. :)

Fact: My mom hosted a party at the museum, and made me come with her so she could look successful.
Fact: The whole night, I kept meeting new people and they were all complimenting me, and wanting to get to know me.
Fact: One man said "You're such a striking young man. Very handsome. You carry yourself very professionally, and I like that."
Fact: I loved it. I felt so comfortable around those people. :)

[Harley Quinn]

F: where are you..

[KenFisher]

Q: Chris, is that picture you?
F: Talked to John, was fun.
F: Felt like I left him hanging when I didn't make it clear I was afk.
F: Oh well, I'm overworrying.

F: Results day soon :/

[ShatteredWings]

f. i've been 'stable' in terms of my personality past few days
f. otherwise, i'm fucked?
f. school starts in like 17 days, aug 30
f. i'm stressing
f. i don't have my schedule yet
f. sleep would be nice
f. part of me wants to talk, another wants to stay under the radar
f. i should shut up now
f. speaking of speech, i need to learn how to not talk
f. voice don't pass worth a fuck.
f. last one. i'm done

[SlightlySane]

Fact - We were laying in a field looking at the moon. He was holding my hand and looking at me. We tickled each other playfully a little bit. It got quiet, we got closer, and I wrapped my arms around. Our faces were so close that our noses were touching, and he leaned in to kiss me... I woke up
Fact - That is how a beautiful dream become a terrible nightmare, you wake up.

[Harley Quinn]

F: sept 3rd I go back i think, it's a friday anyways o.O
F: kinda wanna go back, I want to get good grades this year, it's important I do. Year 11 is an important year..for me anyways
F: think it's time to get my butt outta bed :P

[Kaius]

F: sept 3rd I go back i think, it's a friday anyways o.O
F: kinda wanna go back, I want to get good grades this year, it's important I do. Year 11 is an important year..for me anyways
F: think it's time to get my butt outta bed :P

Its an important year for both of us huh? x

[MadManWithaBox]

3 weeks and I'm still going good

[KenFisher]

Fact - We were laying in a field looking at the moon. He was holding my hand and looking at me. We tickled each other playfully a little bit. It got quiet, we got closer, and I wrapped my arms around. Our faces were so close that our noses were touching, and he leaned in to kiss me... I woke up
Fact - That is how a beautiful dream become a terrible nightmare, you wake up.
Ryne, if I had a dream like that I'll be really happy. Then feel a little gutted. :hug3:

F: Walked around a lot, and standing a lot too.
F: Would my body count it at exercise? Cause my legs are really tired :P
F: Damn Chelsea, as usual. Raping mooks.
F: It's weird I can't wait to go back to school. :S

[SlightlySane]

Kevin I was really really happy until I woke up, then I cried because I realized it isn't going to happen for a long time

Fact - Home from a very hot and long soccer preview

[nick]

Kevin I was really really happy until I woke up, then I cried because I realized it isn't going to happen for a long time
You dont know that. You dont know when it will happen and probably not exactly like that, but you are beautiful and it will happen. That's all that matters.

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: Browser app ftw!
Fact: By this coming week I should have a copy of the song I recorded. I'm excited :D
Fact: I never really admitted I was in love until tonight. O.o
Fact: I feel like I'm becoming less active here again.

[Harley Quinn]

F: going to my dads mum and dads soon, don't really wanna go :P
F: Becky you need to IM me, inbo me or pm me. Tell me what's going on, assuming you read this post :P
F: :3 has my aaron all to myself :D
f: ^ selfish mode :P

[KenFisher]

Kevin I was really really happy until I woke up, then I cried because I realized it isn't going to happen for a long time

Oh, I guess we work differently, cause I'd think, oh well, someday soon. *if we're not going on about a specific person, that is*

F: Thinking aboout Ali all day. Like anything's gonna happen.
F: As if anything's gonna happen.
F: Confused >_<
F: He's so goddamn straight. Or is he? :S
F: He says he knows quite a few people swinging that way, and I'm not like them.
F: I better shut up, I'm confused.

[SlightlySane]

Oh, I guess we work differently, cause I'd think, oh well, someday soon. *if we're not going on about a specific person, that is*


It actually was a specific person :/

Fact - One week till school starts
Fact - I was excited but now... I'm not sure
Fact - Date all planned out for this sunday, damn I'm nervous
Fact - I really want this to work out

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: My mom is determined to ruin my life..
Fact: I might have to leave VT..
Fact: I've had no cell, laptop, or music for the past 3 1/2 days.
Fact: I've never felt so alone in my entire life.
Fact: I almost drown yesterday.. I kinda wish I had. It'd save my mom all the stress.

[MadManWithaBox]

I got accosted by a gang of youths on the bus today. The girl asked if she could take a bite of my chomp.

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: My mom though her tire was leaking air, I told her I could put more in it at home. When we got home, we noticed that the valve was missing it's cap. She was going to call her mechanic friend to see if he had a spare one. I filled the tire and then proceeded to find a cap. While looking through the tool box, I found 5 razors. Dirty and rusted in spots but I can clean them... I don't know why I'm getting this way again.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I'm tired of pretending... but it's not like I have a choice

[AutumnDae]

Fact: The shorts I wore today were super loose last week and I needed to wear a belt. Today they were tight. Deductive reasoning means I've gained weight. I hate that so much.
Fact: My parents have legit fought all day long and I hate it.
Fact: They fight all day, every day to be honest.
Fact: Part of me wants them to get divorced. It would be so much less stressful.

[Rainstorm]

Fact: Emotionally drained.

[Quick_Sylver]

Con...<3
Fact: Havent been on for a while.
Fact: Huh.
Fact: Told Sharon she can block VT if she wants, but I wish she wouldnt. I might be introducing someone from here to her.
Fact: Im more at peace at myself right now.
Fact: I honestly can say I loved myself a while ago.
Fact: The problem with that is that I was alone, in the middle of a field, spinning and dancing.
Fact: Keyword is alone.
Fact: Wondering if that's the way its always going to be.
Fact: I mean, I love him and he's the most important thing in my life, but I dont want to be one of those girls who can only define themselves by their boyfriends/males.
Fact: Idk.
Fact: Cant care anymore..

[Kaius]

F: I'm up way too early.
F: I got stung by some kind of flying insect.
F: Ugh. Back to bed i go

[KenFisher]

It actually was a specific person :/

Ah, right.
I hope it works out for you. I never went on a date :P

F: I never seem to get e-mails for this thread anymore, why?
F: Thinking of someone that I prob won't get, ahh well. All will be clear when I go back.

[MadManWithaBox]

Oh my god. The amount of fit birds around today, I didn't which way to look :eek:

[Malcolm Tucker]

F: I am so truly in love with you. I never thought it could happen
f: you make the darkness bright and I will love you forever
f: I want to spend the rest of my life with you and have children and so on. I want it so much. I can't wait to see it happen.
F: I miss your voice the second o hang up.
F: good night vt

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: I may have ruined my best friend's relationship. I'm scared.

[AutumnDae]

Fact: I said earlier that I wished my parents would split up. I don't know if that's true, now. My dad's a huge asshole, but my mom's not strong enough to ever leave if, but I don't think she wants to.
Fact: Today, my dad did prove he has a...sensitive side. I don't mean to say he's an asshole all the time, he does do thoughtful things for my mom. He often buys her things that he knows she will like. However, today, my mom asked me to take my brothers to do something, just to get out of the house, so we brought the dog to the river to play around and hang out. It was nice out, so I didn't mind. We brought lunch along and had a lot of fun. We came home, my brothers stayed outside for a while, but I walked inside.

I always close the doors quietly, I hate it when they slam, and apparently my parents didn't hear the car or anything in the driveway, or me say their names. The kitchen was dark, and that was strange. I walked quietly in there and there was sitting my parents. My dad made her dinner of all of her favorite foods, covered our small table (perfect for two) with a nice tablecloth, lit candles and had wine. It was the most beautiful thing I've seen in a very long time.

My mom was smiling, and my dad was smiling as well. They were talking quietly, my mom thanking him. I saw something else as well. My dad pulled out a box from his pocket and gave my mom a beautiful bracelet. I didn't want to ruin anything so I made my exit as quietly as my entrance and took my brothers back out for a so they could have some more time. I was smiling and crying while I walked outside.

My dad really does love her.

Fact: Going shopping tomorrow. :)
Fact: Camille and I are going to Adirondack Extreme Adventure Course on Sunday! Look it up, it's sooooo awesome. :D

[chazzrox2]

Fact: Very stressed.
Fact: Exam results tomorroe and the rest of my life.
Fact: So gonna get sloshed

[KenFisher]

F: Everyone's worried about tomorrow.
F: So am I. But my normal performance suggests I shouldn't worry.
F: >.>
F: This thread is half dead >.>

[skinny_white_boy]

F: Im tired of being so shy and missing great oppertunities

[Kaius]

F: Everyone's worried about tomorrow.
F: So am I. But my normal performance suggests I shouldn't worry.
F: >.>
F: This thread is half dead >.>

I'm shitting bricks lol, good luck Kev.
I agree, we need to post more people :P

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Sugar is lying on my arm and listening to music with me.
Fact: Tired.
Fact: Need You Now-Lady Antebellum
Fact: Gonna go get drunk methinks.

[KenFisher]

I'm shitting bricks lol, good luck Kev.
I agree, we need to post more people :P
Got your results? Just don't break your loo ;P

F: Pleased :)
F: Won't tell unless you ask me though :P

[SlightlySane]

Fact - After 4 years my laptop finally died (that's why I haven't really been on)
Fact - I got a new one today :)
Fact - It's soooo much better than my old one!

[Malcolm Tucker]

Fact: Just back from a goodbye party for my music teacher at church
Fact: I'll miss her.
Fact: SH jokes not welcome. kthx
Fact: Now TWO of my family think mental issues is a load of shite
Fact: I am now so close to another breakdown there's a vain popping on my head.
Fact: Sick of it all
Fact: I miss my shiny sharp toys.
Fact: 7 weeks
Fact: If something pushes me, sorry in advance.

[MadManWithaBox]

I'm shitting bricks lol, good luck Kev.
I agree, we need to post more people :P

It's dying cos of A LACK OF INSPIRATION BA DUM TISH

[SlightlySane]

Fact - heard that damn noise, the one I used to wait for every single night...
Fact - I just want to cry

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: VirtualTeen, I miss you.
Fact: Things between my mom and I aren't much better.
Fact: My friend has stayed the past 2 nights/three days with me.
Fact: I'm leaving tonight to hit the town with my three friends to fuck around.
Fact: I'm changing. Dramatically. Scarily. You'll see in a moment. I'll upload new pictures from yesterday.

[CraigXD]

F: Sorry for not being on for ages.
F: Been busy.
F: How is everyone?

[CaptainObvious]

Fact: My manager for the summer let me know I have a fulltime job next year if I want it. :D
Fact: I'd prefer a more in the money group in the firm, but this is the best company I could probably work with, so I'll take it if better things don't happen.

[KenFisher]

F: finished stressing over if I should add further maths.
F: decided against putting too much stress onto me and make me lose the grades I defo need.
F: Now, personal statements and Uni choices and all that.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Cleaned the house today :)
Fact - I did it for my parents while they were out
Fact - They were SOOOO happy :)
Fact - Date this sunday as long as my mom lets me go :)
Fact - After how happy I made her I'd be shocked if she didn't

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: It's been a while facts thread.
Fact: I'm exhausted right now.
Fact: I'm still quite upset.
Fact: I had a long, dreadful day yesterday.
Fact: I just have to get over it though.
Fact: I hate that I upset Cathy.
Fact: She forgave me while we were soaking in the tub last night.
Fact: Some days, that's the only thing I look forward to. Just relaxing with her.
Fact: Ryne made me very happy last night.
Fact: I love him. I REALLY love him.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I think Im done with Vt.
Fact: I dunno.
Fact: I did a reading with my mom's unicorn cards.
Fact: Basically a soul searching spread.
Fact: It told me Im a healer, I need to be myself even more, the changes Im going through are good, Im intelligent and talented, and every word is true.
Fact: Im feeling good.
Fact: Depression is receding... How's that?
Fact: Him, and friends.
Fact: I love you.

[SlightlySane]

Fact: Ryne made me very happy last night.
Fact: I love him. I REALLY love him.

Fact - Reading that just made my whole year

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: I got my recording today. I couldn't even make it to the first chorus. I hate my voice.
Fact: I'm never going to be special.
Fact: The store/house/building across the street from my house is a pile of rubble now. The old owners helped me find my cat. Now it's gone.
Fact: I've been playing a lot of pokemon recently. I forgot how much I missed being a game nerd.

[MadManWithaBox]

Fact: I got my recording today. I couldn't even make it to the first chorus. I hate my voice.
Fact: I'm never going to be special.
Fact: The store/house/building across the street from my house is a pile of rubble now. The old owners helped me find my cat. Now it's gone.
Fact: I've been playing a lot of pokemon recently. I forgot how much I missed being a game nerd.

Pokemon nerd dear. Welcome.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I really want to forget it... make me forget...

[KenFisher]

F: Nothing much goes on in life.
F: Swimming tomorrow. Meaning bed now, basically. :/
F: Ahh well, it's good fun

[BlackBetty]

Fact: i made someone cry yesterday at moms store.
The lady always has the little girl so i ASSUMED that she babysat her. The lady had gray hair but didnt look old in the face.
Me: ohh is that your granddaughter?
Her: no she is my DAUGhTER
her: *begins to cry* "i know im old"
Me: no your not. My mom had me when she was 40 and now she is 55
Her: *starts lecturing to me about how i should say that she was her daughter because if it was her granddaighter she would take it as a compliment if i thougjt she looked youn"
Her: *continues to cry on the way our*

I have been lmao aince then yesterday about that.

[YesterdaysNews]

Pokemon nerd dear. Welcome.

My bad.

Fact: Soccer tourny today, came second out of four lol.
Fact: Possibly tore ligaments in my hip. Yay me.
Fact: I'm really tired.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: Today my trainer decided it was time for us to go full force. I've never felt so liberated in my life. He is an amazing fighter.
Fact: I feel so good when I fight. Like I can do anything. I love the feeling of being so dangerous, yet still able to keep it under control.
Fact: It does scare me at times. Because... I can kill someone. And the thought of that frightens me.
Fact: I'm going to start working with knives again.
Fact: I might go to work tonight. I don't know.
Fact: My abs are back. *rubs stomach*
Fact: I feel accomplished.
Fact: I feel... good.

[KenFisher]

Yay, abs making a comeback :P

F: Burnt, and the beach made me emo.
F: I hate rocks that cut you. It's not that bad, but not good imo
F: *note to self, man up >.>*
F: Yea, I'm skirmish when it comes to bodily injury <.<
F: Mum and Dad pissed off with each other :/
F: yay, match day, hope Roman comes on later :D

[BlackBetty]

Fact: Just sitting here.
Fact: Bored.
Fact: School starts wednesday.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - went on my date today...
Fact - Best day OF MY LIFE
Fact - I KISSED HIM!!!
Fact - MY FIRST KISS!!!!!!!!!!
Fact - It doesn't feel real, but it is very real!!

[AutumnDae]

Fact: Someone in my house just said "Moose." I don't know why. I am confused, yet slightly amused.
Fact: Not looking forward to volleyball tomorrow. I am going to die.
Fact: Things are....tense between Nolan and I since our fights. We're both ignoring that fact, so maybe it will just disappear or something.
Fact: I'm eating cherries. They are delicious.
Fact: Law and Order: SVU marathon, good way to relax! :)

[KenFisher]

Fact - went on my date today...
Fact - Best day OF MY LIFE
Fact - I KISSED HIM!!!
Fact - MY FIRST KISS!!!!!!!!!!
Fact - It doesn't feel real, but it is very real!!
Wow, nice, congrats? :P

F: It's hard being a tourist, trip of a life time indeed, getting shot dead by someone wanting his job back randomly.
F: This is messed up.

[Underground_Network]

Fact: Senior year is going to be hell.
Fact: I really don't feel like applying to ANY college.
Fact: I don't think I'm ever going to get my college essay done.
Fact: I don't know what to think right now, I just feel like sleeping for a couple months. Why can't humans hibernate?

[DarkHorses]

I have a dog named Emmett who was *unfortunately* named after Twilight.
I still don't know where I'm going to school in a couple weeks.
I'm in love with the band Switchfoot. Seriously in love. xD
My favorite store is the Gap.
When I say lol I'm rarely ever laughing.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I've been running a lot lately. And eating a lot less. I've lost weight like a maniac.
Fact: I have my college plans all figured out for after this year(:
Fact: My mom's worried I'm going to get associated with the wrong "gang" this year. It amuses me that she said "gang" instead of "clique".
Fact: I need a cigarette. I'm trying to quit. It's been 3 weeks. I almost stole a pack of my moms until I couldn't find a lighter.
Fact: It's raining. I'm going to go run the block. I can run a mile now.
Fact: I've been writing a lot more lately. More upbeat poems.
Fact: I'm happy. (:
Fact: I've started sleeping from 1am-5am, waking up on my own. Odd?
Fact: A girl told me I'm the greatest kisser ever.
Fact: I'm bicurious.
Fact: I've been told how great of a kisser I am by every person I've kissed.
Fact: This is going to be a great year.

[AutumnDae]

Fact: Today during practice Chanel was being hilarious. And then asked me how I stay so skinny. "Well, basically, I eat food all day long. And play Xbox. Sit around. Ya know." and she stared at me and said "No really. You must work out like ALL the time." "No...I was being serious."

Fact:
"AND THEN I HAD TO CALL MY GRANNY UP IN THERE! I WAS STUCK ON THE TOILET FROM YOUR PRACTICE COACH."
"Get over yourself Chanel."
"YOU GET OVER ME, WOMAN. THIS IS WHY WE DIDN'T WORK OUT."

Fact: Pandora, you have given me shitty music tonight. I do not enjoy this one bit.

[KenFisher]

F: *sigh* I don't want to give the impression that I bug people all the time when they come on.
Q: You ever been in a situation that you don't want speak to someone cause you think you might annoy them? What did you do?
F: I don't want to seem cold either :/
F: This holiday's a bit long. Hope we get back on track.
EDIT: Was going to rant to someone here, but not about someone here, like the content was going on here. I'll head over to the message thread.
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Someone help me?

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Mhmm, time to go.
Fact: Wondering when I lost the closeness feel I have with people.
Fact: Pretty much gone from VT, but not leaving completely yet.
Fact: Love you all.
Fact: Bleh.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I hate when people criticize my body
Fact - I know it isn't perfect
Fact - I have a very very easily breakable confidence that I've worked VERY hard to get to
Fact - I lost 40 lbs over the summer, gained muscle, and got rid of my tan lines
Fact - I feel good about myself, and it's too easy to mess that up

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I just stood up to my brother for my moms sake. I haven't picked a fight with him since he put me in the hospital a year and a half ago. He looked like he was going to charge me but I stood my ground in front of my mom. He packed his shit and left. I started shaking, my mom turned me around and hugged me. I want to cry. I think I forgot how.

[Aspiringanonymous]

Fact: I don't think I'm ever going to 'get better'.

But then again it doesn't matter.

[Bougainvillea]

Eryka, I'm so proud of you.
Maya, I think you'll get better. You're wise beyond your years. Probably one of the most amazing people I've ever spoken to. And I love you. It may be because of my eternal optimism, but I see greatness ahead of you.

Fact: I have lots of studying for pathophysiology.
Fact: Going on the college campus is my favourite part of the day.
Fact: My trainer has been living with me for the past couple of days, because his wife kicked him out.
Fact: Today all of us were sitting around in my living room eating, and him and I got into a wrestling match. It was hilarious. Then my mom started pulling my hair. And Cathy thought I said "vertical tortoise" when I said "clitoris". And Ren (My trainer) started laughing until he cried.
Fact: My mom likes him... I think she has a crush on him.
Fact: Oh god, please let it be true.
Fact: I went into the bathroom, and Cathy was trying on lingerie. She didn't see me.
Fact: She looked so beautiful in the deep purple dress thing.

[Harley Quinn]

F: tireddd
F: missing Aaron, a lot, I love my Aaron k? k :)
F: getting my haircut today :eek:

[chazzrox2]

Fact: Still not sure wether i'm going to the Uni i want.
Fact: Got a letter today from them, still confused as hell.
Fact: Today marks 7 weeks of continours headaches

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I had the worst sleep ever last night.
Fact: Life keeps going, I'm not going to wait around for something to happen.
Fact: My mom and I actually sat down and had a discussion last night. It wasn't about anything important, and I didn't get anything out that I've wanted to say to her for the longest time. But.. it's a process.
Fact: I think she's scared of who I'm capable of becoming.
Fact: I've come to the realization that I can control who I am. I can let myself sink into conformity, or I can make others conform to individualism. This year, my goal is a school project. I want to talk to my counselor about having an assembly about peer pressure and life struggles. Except I want to be the speaker. I want to open up in front of everyone. I certainly have a story to tell. And I want my mom to stand on that stage with me.

[KenFisher]

ooh Ryne, who's that? :P

F: I don't like not getting on with dad.

F: I'm not heartless, but I don't want to see everything about that hostage thing on loop all day. Should at least have an option to not watch ceremonies about it.
F: Yes it's depressing and sad, but it's all over, get over it.

F: Last night was a bit shitty. I can't seem to get to him.
F: I wonder what's wrong with me so that I can't work relatuonships online, cause I seem to bug people. Talking to them at the instant they come on. Maybe I can not do that.
F: Alone, online, not fun. :/

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Go Eryka!
Fact: Go Ryne!
Fact: Go Chris!
Fact: Go Sio!
Fact: Keep strong Kev, you can do it.
Fact: Scared, working on it, praying to the Goddess things will get right..
Fact: Standing on the cliff edge again.

[KenFisher]

Yea, but I never know what to do precisely, or what precisely is wrong with me. >.>

F: I kinda want to go back to school. I'll miss people less. So I won't fall for them.

[Harley Quinn]

F: no more long hair :P tis a lot shorter
F: it's raining quite badly
F: going mcdonalds later with family :)

[Quick_Sylver]

Who said there was anything wrong with you?

Cuz I wanna kick them between the legs. (>")> <("<)

[AutumnDae]

Fact: My elbow is completely purple from practice. Awesome. My back and hip are bruised extremely bad as well. This sucks. And I still have to go back. -_-
Fact: 450 crunches suck. Especially when your spine rolls onto the ground each one and it feels like bones are breaking.
Fact: Today during practice we did hitting lines. Which are basically my strongest part of volleyball, but I was having trouble today. Probably because I was sore, and this was my first time working on it in a while. However, one hit was AMAZING. Hit just inside the 10 foot line with so much power everyone stopped. My coach dropped the ball she was holding and said "Woah. You....just.....wait...Autumn? That....was....Amazing.."

I smiled and said "Yeah? It hurt my abs a little bit, probably from all those crunches."

"Yeah. Probably. But your abs were compressed. Good. You used your legs. And snapped. And jumped. Again. Do it again."

*Gets the set, does it again.*

"Amazing." At this point, everyone in the gym is watching me.

"Again. Do it again. Place it back over that corner, where Cheyenne is."

I do it, it hits Cheyenne's shoe.

"Woah. This is good. This is good. Autumn, get water and meet me outside the gym."

I'm thinking, oh great, probably going to get like yelled at for something. I don't know. I grabbed my water, met her outside the gym.

She has the biggest grin on her face. "Autumn. Have you been holding out on me all last season and these few days?"

"Ummm. Nope. That was the first time my approach and my body just worked together. It was awesome."

"I'll say. Since you've grown in height since last season, let's go see your blocking."

So, we walk back into the gym, go up to the net where nobody was hitting. She raises the net, because we had been playing with it a bit lower than usual today. "Block. Now." So, I do. "DAMN GIRL, YOU GOT SOME AIR. Do it again!" So I did. "WOAH. THIS IS AMAZING."

I think I've finally found the reason I love volleyball so much. Doing things right feel so amazing.

Fact: I'm going to the zoo after practice tomorrow. :D

Fact: So tired. So much homework left before school starts. Ugh.

[YesterdaysNews]

Rhetorical question: How am I a skank?
Fact: Anonymous Formspring "questions" are interesting.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: IM TALKING TO CONNOR!! FUCK YEAH!!!
Fact: Scareder...
Fact: Im too good of an actor....

[KenFisher]

Maybe, I dunno, Becky. :/
Autumn, how are you so good at sports? >.<

F: Tired of the OU course, nearly over, just that homework left.
F: Nothing much to write :/

[Sith Lord 13]

Fact: I hate sleep.
Fact: It keeps us away from the people we love.
Fact: Even if they need you. :(

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I had two of the worst dreams ever last night. One of them replayed about 3 times. I woke up crying and clutching my pillow.
Fact: I used to have dreams like that all the time.. but I haven't for awhile. Why now? :/

[KenFisher]

F: what. is. the. point.
F: of coming online and not doing much, and while I attempt to talk to you all the time *too often much?* nothing happens?
F: Fuck?

EDIT: Wondering if I should readd someone I've put out of my life.
I'm sure he was just under the bad influence of some people.

[AutumnDae]

Autumn, how are you so good at sports? >.<


Hard work, dedication, a SMALL amount of raw talent, and I follow directions.

Fact: "Autumn, you know you are a role model, correct?"
"Uh, what?"
"The girls. They look up to you, especially the younger ones."
"Yeah Coach, I know, I'm tall."

Fact: Apparently, going to be a newspaper article about me. I could hear the journalist asking how to spell my name, then "HEY! AURINA! (My nickname from Chanel) You're a junior right?" And I heard a few other things, talking about my height. It's weird, most girls in my town stand at about a comfy 5'4'' or so, I tower.
Fact: My entire elbow is purple. Literally. Also, my entire lower back is covered in bruises. And my shoulder blades. And hip. Awesome.
Fact: Getting less and less sore every day, this is good.

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: I feel like its the time where people thought vampires were real. And I'm in a coma but everyone thinks I'm a vampire, undead. I've been burried alive, and trying to claw my way out until someone pounds a stake through my heart.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I sprained my foot at soccer :P
Fact - I talked to James last night :)
Fact - I woke up this morning to a text from him saying "I love you Ryne :)"
Fact - That's the first time he told me that :)

Fact - I want to go to the football game tonight, but that all depends on my ankle
Fact - I hate sprains >.<
Fact - I'm actually annoyed that I had to stay home from school today

Edit:

Fact - I've decided I'm going to come out to my mom with this (http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?p=1003859#post1003859)
Fact - I've decided that on my birthday (september 18th) is when I'll show this to her.

[Daniel_]

I love hockey, love disturbed, and hate rap.

[CraigXD]

F: Downloading :)

[Quick_Sylver]

Go Ryne! Im happy for you hun. You can do it. :)

Fact: Its almost been 5 months since the fire. Its felt like years, but also like its only been a few days.
Fact: I told my mom last night that I was working on making my fire speech. She started crying.
Fact: My fire speech is something I've been thinking about for a while. I want to get the word out about fire safety, to the kids. I want to save a life that way. I want to help those kids so they're able to do what has to be done.
Fact: You have to leave everything and go. Absolutely everything. If there's other people in the fire with you, get them and go. Just go.
Fact: You cant stop to think.
Fact: You dont have time.
Fact: Working on 1 Wish, 1,000 Cranes a lot.
Fact: 1 Wish, 1,000 Cranes is something I've been working on for almost a year now. I plan on folding a 1,000 paper cranes and selling them for cancer. Im also going to fold other things, such as Kissing Cranes(Two cranes joined at the head, a beautiful thing to see and hard to do for most, but its easy peasy), Flapping Bird of Happiness, Bird at the River of Tranquility and some paper flowers.
Fact: I know Im probably pushing myself to do much, but I dont care. I need to do this.
Fact: Need to get back in shape, Tae Kwon Do anyone?
Fact: Not really worried about school. Planning to get grade 9 done as fast as possible, and starting grade 10 pretty quick, once I know how good of grades I need. Then maybe planning to do grade 11 and 12 in regular school. Or making grade 9 last all year, and then doing grade 10 through 12 in regular school.
Fact: Im at a changing point in my life.
Fact: And for once, it looks good and IS good.
Fact: I'm happy.. and NO ONE can fuck that up but me.
Fact: I think Im gonna go now. :)

[Aves]

Fact: People need to post in this thread more often.
Fact: Hungry. Don't know what to eat.

[Kaius]

F: I'm getting braces in just over 2 weeks.
F: I love Bhan and Nat :)
F: Going to Malta next year possibly
F: w00t

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: The lawnmower didn't back fire on me today!
Fact: But the weed eater died twice, so I gave up.
Fact: We're getting a lot of raspberries and our apples look amazing :D
Fact: Ima make apple pie when they're ripe enough.
Fact: There were bits of shingles and insulation and just crap on our lawn from the building across the street. I was pissed.

[KenFisher]

Trouble is I don't know what to write without sounding moany sometimes :3
Go Becky, you can do it well :)

F: Was commenting on a friend's status, and then some dude came in, and he starts an argument with me.
F: He started telling me to fuck off, I said, 'might just as well not give *status owner* too many notifications. I have no time for people like you'
F: Still told me to fuck off. Some people hold grudges for too long. :P

[Bougainvillea]

Fact- Ugh. I haven't been on in a while. I promise i'll get back to you guys soon. I'm just really busy, and some things have happened.

[Daniel_]

Fact: I have a 24 inch penis.

Fact: I am a horse.

[Sith Lord 13]

Fact: There are two people I need to talk to.
Fact: Neither are on. :(

[SlightlySane]

Fact - My mom made me take some sleeping pills tonight >.<
Fact - I don't like them
Fact - James just had to wiggle his way out of almost outing himself to his mom XD it was great

[Quick_Sylver]

Thanks Kev, Im trying. *hugs*
*Hugs everyone*

Fact: I miss you guys.
Fact: Sharon's found a guy who'll be able to find a laptop like the one I had before the fire for me. He's asking only $500. We paid over $600. I think its a good deal, seeing as I can play WoW on it, and all.
Fact: Calling Mrs. Lyons tomorrow, we're gonna talk a bit.
Fact: I need to open up.
Fact: I am. :)
Fact: Dealing with family drama, Dave wants me to witness a fight he had with a bylaw officer, lmfao.
Fact: Everyone is stronger than they think.
Fact: Giving in doesnt prove it, nor deny it.
Fact: Giving in is just a setback.
Fact: Im done being quiet. Im letting my voice be heard.
Fact: Eryka doesnt want VT to forget her. Is that even possible?
Fact: I love you all. :)

EDIT: Just found a song you all might like.

Positivity-Ashley Tisdale.

[KenFisher]

Wait does that mean...damn.
Well, tell Eryka I didn't really know her, but won't forget her either.
Chris, I'm of course always here, even if I can't get back right away.

F: Meh, I need to work harder to finish the work before school starts.
F: Damn having not much to write.

[Quick_Sylver]

Kev, I think she's just dealing with a lot, and wont be on much. But will be back. At least, she better be.

Fact: Im playing with words with Tim.
Fact: I think he's winning. As usual. Lulz.
Fact: I am amused.
Fact: Talking about my brother's attempts to kill me.
Fact: I am numb.
Fact: I am contradictory.
Fact: Goodnight, methinks.

[KenFisher]

Oh, right :P
F: Some old woman told off her son over the phone. With some foul language and threatening actions. She's a little badass like that actually.
F: Some woman kept looking at me. It may be just me though. I just felt uncomfortable.
F: Some man tried to ask for money when I was waiting in line for the bus. Obv I'm not stupid enough to give any. Like hell I am gonna give him any, robber/begger.
F: And the stupid bus driver didn't let some people on who were right in front of the door.
F: This is fucked up.

[Daniel_]

Fact: My arms are tentacles.
Fact: I'm a giant squid.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I feel like Im floating away...
Fact: Its weird, I get somewhere good mentally, and I get scared and back down.
Fact: But not this time.
Fact: But not this time.
Fact: I will fight.
Fact: I will not give in.
Fact: I am beautiful, and I will not let that go to my head like most it does.
Fact: I have a unique beauty.
Fact: I'm proud.
Fact: Signing myself up for school, and its funny how easy it is to fake adult answers to questions.. o.o
Fact: I've done some things Im not so proud of, I've made my mistakes, I'm not perfect, but I am Canadian, and that's about as close as you can get. xD
Fact: ^That wasnt concieted AT ALL.
Fact: Yelling at Sio, and she's yelling back.
Fact: YES!

[overcome.]

Fact: Cleaning out my room got me thinking about all sorts of things. Things from the present, from the past, people, memories, all sorts.
Fact: I've been here just over a year, I've been close to a few people here, on and off. Now, I don't even know them, we don't ever speak, nothing. Things really do change.
Fact: Today's pain is tomorrow's strength.
Fact: I'm trying extremely hard to change my life.
Fact: It's been a while.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Becky and Kev<3; Becky, you're right. I am dealing with a lot, but I'm sneaking on whenever I can.
Fact: I can't believe how much my life has changed in just 3 weeks.
Fact: My mom and I still don't talk much, but last night she was sitting on the balcony smoking a cigarette, so I went out and sat next to her. We just sat there in silence, enjoying the weather, but I think it brought us closer together some how.
Fact: I'm trying to reach out to her, it's just extremely hard.
Fact: My dog is 60 in his years. He's going blind. I'm afraid we're going to have to put him down soon :/
Fact: I've changed. I'm better. I'm moving ahead.

[overcome.]

I don't know where to begin, really. This is a last goodbye. I don't know if anybody noticed, probably not, but I dissapear. I don't know whether I truely want to be at VT, so since my mind changes all the time about everything in general, I find it hard to make decisions right now.

I joined VT in the hope to help others going through difficulties, perhaps the same or similar difficulties as myself. I don't know if I completed that job, but I tried. I learnt a lot here, and I feel like I got to know a few people on a personal level. One or two in particular.

I don't feel I have a place at VT, I don't feel I have a purpose and I don't think I have any friends here. Not anymore. I'm going to turn 20 this December, and I can't help but also feel too old for this community.

To the people that've touched me, to the people that I've bonded with, thank you. You have taught me more than you know. Life goes on, but I will not be coming back. I am not an attention seeker, I will not be posting a thread on this.

To those people that I've been close to, you're amazing. You are all unique in your own ways, and possess such good character traits that will help you later on in life, trust me. I wish you all the best. I can't be here anymore. I can't let my past follow me around like a shadow I don't want. There's places I can no longer go, because they remind me of an extremely tough depression, and this is one of them. That's not personal, it's just an opinion.

I want to see what fate has in store for the rest of my life, it works in wonderful and mysterious ways. Goodbye, and good luck.


Rikki / overcome.

[Kaius]

Good luck Rik, you know you can reach me at any time you wish in the future

[Bougainvillea]

Rik, you're definitely one of the most amazing people I have ever spokem to. I can always relate to you... You are my best friend. I wish you wouldn't leave. But I feel my time on here is also fading. I feel old. And well, my life is starting to finally fall in place. I'm still dwelling on it. Maybe when I finish school. I'm almost done with medical. And I got another modeling job. Everything is... Right. Fact- I feel so good right now. Even with everything that has happened in the past week. I got into a fight at work. It was pretty bad. I hurt a few people. But its my job. So I shouldn't feel really bad about it but I do. Fact- I cant stop thinking about everything. It gives me confidence that I can do anything I want. Because... I can. Fact- My mom bought a new BMW. I think she is going to give me her jeep. Fact- I gave cathy our anniversary present early. My dads guitar. Ttyl everyone.

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

-Malissa's finally starting to be a parent, I'm glad I made an impact.
-I wish I could spend more time with Gabby and Gianni.
-I sang This Is Home - Switchfoot, to Gianni and his family.
-I need like a week's worth of sleep, where can I buy it?

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I feel like running, screaming, and crying down the middle of this blackened street..
Fact: Everywhere I've ever wanted to be in life, has always been too far away. In both distance and time.
Fact: I'm five minutes from taking the keys off the table, getting in my car, and speeding into the night.
Fact: I'm afraid. I'm rebellious. I'm exotic. I'm influential. I'm happy. I'm depressed. I'm struggling. I'm free. I'm stuck. I'm hopeful. and I'm high. Not on drugs, but on life. Can I continue to do this? Can I continue to let it get the best of me, when I'm the best I CAN be?

[Daniel_]

Fact: I am 9 feet tall.

Fact: My mother is an ostrich.

Fact: I am part raptor.

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: oh yeah I know its not easy, I know that its hard
No, its not always pretty

get up and go, take a chance and be strong
or you could spend your whole life holding on
dont look back just go, take a breath, move along (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nwGPfBLZP2U)

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: On another forum that could be this one's twin.
Fact: Waiting for people to guess who I am.
Fact: Artemis guides me. <3

[Kaius]

Fact: On another forum that could be this one's twin.
Fact: Waiting for people to guess who I am.
Fact: Artemis guides me. <3

I knew it was you :P

[Quick_Sylver]

I knew it was you :P

Shhhh, IP tracer! XD

[Kaius]

Nah i was the one that approved you, i saw your date of birth :P i was like BECKYYYY

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I love texting my boyfriend corny pick up lines XD
Fact - I have been kind of away from this site for a bit :/
Fact - My birthday is in 18 days!!! And even though my bday on here says sept 16th... It is september 18TH! NOT 16TH I messed up while signing up and never bothered to fix it.

[Quick_Sylver]

Nah i was the one that approved you, i saw your date of birth :P i was like BECKYYYY

WTF :O

You were on then? O_O

Fact: I can finally get back into chat!
Fact: Happeh. :3
Fact: Mostly.
Fact: I want my boyfriend, but he needs sleep... >.>
Fact: :3
Fact: Bored. o.o People, IM me. XD

[KenFisher]

F: I hate swallowing fish bones.
F: I hope it'll go. I feel good, but it may still be there.
F: I feel lazy :P
F: Why am I so, um, promiscious? Without anyone to get with?
F: Hot, ow.

[Sith Lord 13]

Fact: 1 hour of classes today.
Fact: In 4 hours, I will officially be over the hill in my college career (assuming I can graduate on time).
Fact: It's bittersweet.
Fact: At the very least after college I have two years of grad school, then probably 4 years of med school and 7 years of residency. :\
Fact: I've had problems the last few years with school, because I couldn't make myself care.
Fact: I think I do now.
Fact: If I don't, I'm screwed.
Fact: If I can't be made to care this semester and end up fucking shit up further, I don't really see the point in going on.
Fact: Success or death. It's come down to that.

[mallory]

r u serious about the lion king star thing? and nice to know someone out there laughs at everything just like me! also i will burst out laughing at something that happened weeks ago my mom gets scared sometimes i did it in a quiet waiting room once my mom was so embarrased!

[Kaius]

F: Guess who's meeting his Bhan :D
F: I HAVE PORK PIES
F: Coke Zero :)

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: Youtube is slooooooow. I covered If It Means A Lot To You. Should I post it?
Fact: It's hot.
Fact: This fan is possessed o.0
FACT: ^^^^^^^PICTURES!! :D

Edit: What the hell. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCwAits_PlI

[KenFisher]

F: Guess who's meeting his Bhan :D
F: I HAVE PORK PIES
F: Coke Zero :)
Yay Aaron :P

F: Was talking to a friend, but he went before me getting to the point.
F: God, did he just get pissed off because I said, huh, you're calling your dog Scooter *ahem, mopped, German for moped?*
F: Don't ask </maybealie>
F: Help. Does this make sense IN ANY LANGUAGE:
goni ssue mohtang etra ksottoni pesto ?
I can't translate it. Google is a shit.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: 1 hour of classes today.
Fact: In 4 hours, I will officially be over the hill in my college career (assuming I can graduate on time).
Fact: It's bittersweet.
Fact: At the very least after college I have two years of grad school, then probably 4 years of med school and 7 years of residency. :\
Fact: I've had problems the last few years with school, because I couldn't make myself care.
Fact: I think I do now.
Fact: If I don't, I'm screwed.
Fact: If I can't be made to care this semester and end up fucking shit up further, I don't really see the point in going on.
Fact: Success or death. It's come down to that.

It will be success. I know it. *cuddles* Afterall, if you dont pass I might not come to New York next summer. :P

F: Guess who's meeting his Bhan :D
F: I HAVE PORK PIES
F: Coke Zero :)

Aaron, pics, and give her a hug for me, k?

Fact: Amazing..
Fact: I feel so alive.
Fact: After 3 years of feeling very little, that is amazing.
Fact: Love is my drug<3
Fact: No, he is my drug<3
Fact: Im in withdrawal at the moment.
Fact: :D
FACT: IM HIGH ON MY DRUG NOW:heart:

[Aves]

Fact: I just wanna die. Someone please kill me before I do it myself :/

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I just wanna die. Someone please kill me before I do it myself :/

Fact: I swear to fucking God, you try, and I will come down there and kick your ass. No. That is all. No. <3

[KenFisher]

F: About a week and a bit left, can't wait till school. Getting people to talk to.
F: *ofcoursethesubtextisi'mfeelingnoone'stalkingtome,duh*

[georgiamay]

Fact: I need to finish 4 pieces of coursework by tomorrow :/
Fact: That's not going to happen.
Fact: The countdown for the Poland karate world championships has BEGUN :D
Fact: I'm excited and nervous.
Fact: This year I'm not going to get anywhere.
Fact: But i'm still gunnu bloody well try :)

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I cut again.. :/ After a year and one month.. v.v
Fact: Thanks, mom..
Fact: I stayed with my aunt yesterday.
Fact: I'm currently staying with my grandma. I won't be using the computer much.
Fact: I have no idea where I'm going from here..

[georgiamay]

Fact: I've lost all of my school skirts.
Fact: Girls are only allowed to wear skirts, not trousers.
Fact: I am therefore, screwed.

[Triceratops]

FACT: My legs ache like a bitch from training AND walking for about an hour straight right after. I usually do more than this, but today I'm really starting to feel the burn haha.
FACT: As soon as my activity levels skyrocket, my appetite skyrockets too, lol.
FACT: This is the first time in so long that I'm trying to maintain my weight, instead of fussing and purging after binges ETC.
FACT: I wonder how long this will last until I suddenly succumb to my eating disorder.
FACT: I'm trying not to think about that right now, even though I am, but still...
FACT: I'm pretty certain my metabolism has become quite high-ish again. Well there's a good thing.
FACT: I can easily fit into this fucking ugly and stupid pink mini-skirt I wore when I was 12 LMAO. I was skinny back then, the effing EFF?

[MadManWithaBox]

Fact: I've lost all of my school skirts.
Fact: Girls are only allowed to wear skirts, not trousers.
Fact: I am therefore, screwed.

Really Georgia>?

[Bougainvillea]

Fact- I'm so angry right now. I don't think I've ever punched the wall like that. I feel like making myself vomit right now. Its so tempting. I know it'll make me feel better...

[Aves]

Fact: Bored.
Fact: I need to find something to do >_>
Fact: I really like All Time Low

[nick]

Crying
Cant think straight, cant concentrate
So alone, so unloved

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I cut again.. :/ After a year and one month.. v.v
Fact: Thanks, mom..
Fact: I stayed with my aunt yesterday.
Fact: I'm currently staying with my grandma. I won't be using the computer much.
Fact: I have no idea where I'm going from here..

You're coming here, and living with me.
*cuddles* No matter what Eryka, you are still strong. You can make it longer than a year and a month. You can do it hun.

Can you see,
The stars twinkling?
Or are you blinded,
By the darkness?

You alone can see,
through the dust,
of a storm's awakening,
to the beginning of a new beginning.

Just stand up,
Forget the rest,
The only ones you need,
Are worth waiting for.

You alone can see,
through the dust,
of a storm's awakening,
to the beginning of an ending.

Too many wait for too long,
To say what they mean,
Life's a timebomb,
Wait too long and its gone.

You alone can see,
through the dust,
of a storm's awakening,
to the beginning of a new beginning.

Smile, laugh,
Love, cry,
Frown, enjoy,
Hate, dance!

You alone can see,
through the dust,
of a storm's awakening,
to the beginning of a new beginning.

And something I'd like to remind you of..

Thank you Eryka for showing me something. Anything's possible with a little inspiration. Thank you for showing that you can overcome anything set in your way. You are an amazing, strong, beautiful young lady. Your mom is right, you already are living your dream. You can do anything you want, and you have no limit, other than the stars. Everyday you shoot for the moon, and always hit your mark. Sometimes life gets you down, but you climb back up, and keep fighting. You're probably wondering why Im just blabbering on, but it has a point. No one can get you down and hold you down, you're too strong. You are the only thing that could stop you, and that wont happen anytime soon. Why? Because you have no reason to. You're a hurricane, throwing things topsy turvy, and right again, but a little better. Like a fire in a forest, everything grows back greener. You touch everyone's lives just by living, and you help with a smile and a hug. You are amazing. You are simply inspiration, impossible to stop.. Unstoppable Inspiration.

I want to dedicate this song to you because you truely are unstoppable; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIpm7...eature=related

I just wanted to say thanks, and that I love you mommy. You helped me through some dark stuff, without even trying. Thank you Eryka; For everything.


Fact- I'm so angry right now. I don't think I've ever punched the wall like that. I feel like making myself vomit right now. Its so tempting. I know it'll make me feel better...

:hug3:

I'm here if you need someone.

Fact: For the last month I had a lot of issues. Some thoughts on my sexuality, my home life, suicide, cutting, and if it was really worth it.
Fact: The hate, the fighting, the pain.
Fact: Is it worth it?

Fact: It isnt. At all.
Fact: Its one of those things that happen because you feel like you're drowning. You panick, or you give up. Either way you're dead, right?
Not exactly.
Fact: Adrenaline is a beautiful thing.
Fact: Fight or Flight..
Fact: Most of my life has been Flight.
Fact: It is now Fight.
Fact: I love you all.
Fact: But I think I need to move on a bit.
Fact: VT is an amazing place, and impossible to forget, or ever leave really.
Fact: But I think I need to accept that I cant hide anymore.
Fact: The fire pulled away a lot of emotional baggage, and a lot of pain.
Fact: But it did something more.
Fact: It broke me down, so I could grow back stronger.
Fact: Angels come, Angels go,
Love teases, Love strips,
Fear erases, Fear cries,

Can you hear them?
Those drums, that sound?
The solace is coming,
Freedom is right here.

The last place you'd look,
In that tiny crook,
Surviving everything,
Oh, if it could talk..

Freedom is at your fingertips,
Will you reach out and grasp it,
Or let it dance away,
As a butterfly?

Dance breeds, Tears breath,
Love seeks, Hate finds,
Smiles grow, Sadness hides,
Freedom,
That is where I am.

Fact: Dont anyone ever hesitate to IM me, on anything. You need me, message me, and Im there.

Fact: I mean it.

EDIT::

Nick, talk to me?

[KenFisher]

F: Had a few to drink :P
F: Still thinking about the UST a little.
F: Unresolved sexual tension, before you ask.
F: Boy, that pic of him's fit. :S
F: I need to stop thinking about it, so I'll be happy. :D
F: *butboyishefit :3*

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I've been feeling so incredible lately :)
Fact - School is going amazing! Soccer is great!!
Fact - I get to see James tomorrow :D
Fact - I plan to tell my mom this week... *deep breath*