Your Facts:

[SlightlySane]

Fact:
http://i239.photobucket.com/albums/ff262/skite646/bench2.jpg

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I want to kill my family in slow, excrutiating ways.
Fact: Father; you do not kick, step, or harm any animals in this household. I will knock you out and drag you to your trunk, you alcoholic asshole.
Fact: Mother; I dont care if things happen for a reason. I wont bond with a kitten that looks exactly like my Daisy. Its been almost 3 months. Im not bonding.
Fact: Sis; please. Just please. Stop being a brat and asking why.
Fact: Just upset.
Fact: Going to rant about the fire soon.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I love Sam.
Fact: I yelled at someone at work.
I was sitting by the bar, trying to ignore my headache when a patron decides to harass me.
Man: Hey you, pretty boy.
Me: What's your beef.
Man: So I see you just sitting there. Doing nothing, yet you still get paid? Damn, I wish that was my job.
Me: Sir, my job is to ensure your safety, and the safety of other patrons.
Man: Oh sure. You just sit there. Ooh, big deal. You think you're better than everyone else don't you?
Me: No, sir, I don't.
Man: People like you make me sick. You know that?
Me: Please sir, just go about your business. Or I'm going to have to ask you to leave, as you're disturbing others.
*He throws a shot of whisky on me*
Me: ...
Man: How'd tha-
Me: GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE NOW! YOU, AND YOUR SKANK WHORE GIRLFRIEND, WHO WAS JUST IN HERE WITH ANOTHER GUY LAST WEEK! GET OUT MOTHER FUCKER!
*He quietly leaves*

Fact: I'm tired.

[Kaius]

Fact: Cathy and I have the flu.
Fact: I'm so tired of everyone's bullshit drama.
I can't go one day without hearing it. I'm tired of work, and school, and life, and people, and the world. I seriously want to slit my fucking throat right now. Or OD on heroine. Or take the entire bottle of codeine in my cabinet, because a morphine fix sounds tasty.
Fact: My head is killing me.


Fuck you.

Ta, il remember that :l

[Bougainvillea]

That wasn't directed towards anyone on here, if that's what you mean.

[Chemicalkid]

my right eye isnt perfectly round

[Kaius]

That wasn't directed towards anyone on here, if that's what you mean.

Ahh fair enough, sorry in one of those moods

[Bougainvillea]

I understand.
I am too, as you can see.

Fact: I can't sleep because my stomach, and head.
Fact: I have way too many problems that I bother you VTers with. -_-

[Kaius]

You don't bother us Chris, honestly

[nick]

F: I got drunk last night
F: suffering for it now

[MadManWithaBox]

That conversation with Eryka. Wow. I won't copy and paste it here, cos she'll kill me, and then never talk about it with me again, but it was so epic.
Man people actually like my writing. Who'da thunk it.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I just drove around the suburbs of the city for about 2 1/2 hours.
Fact: I'm an amazing driver. I love it.
Fact: I had to take the car back to my moms work before she noticed it was missing. Hopefully she doesn't notice the 1/4 tank of gas I used up. :P
Fact: I broke into my friend Travis's apartment to steal his wireless internet, seeing as I have no way of getting home. His mom is my moms best friend so our whole family is pretty close. And technically I didn't break in. They never lock their door :P
Fact: I'm ready to jump out this window behind me. But not to fall to the pavement below. To fly. Fly far away from here.

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

-They're moving today...
-I'm think I'm going to cry...
-I don't want them to move..

-Last night, I kept dreaming about them..I think I know why now..
-I will do whatever I can to make sure I can see them...

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: Had a little photoshoot type thing. I look really pale in some of the pictures. I don't know if I like them or not. Theres a couple in my album on my profile if anyone is curious. I thought I liked them but I don't know anymore.

[KenFisher]

F: It appears I have 28 days to hand in my assessment for my OU course.
F: You see, I've been thinking I'm going to hand it in by the October deadline, but not according to the website. :/
F: How am I supposed to study work that is supposed to be done in 2 months and answer some questions in less than a month, I don't fucking know.
F: Shit.

[Kaius]

F: I think I can safely say.. I have my Bhan back.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Ranted to him; ended with him wandering off and me stabbing my bed.
Fact: Might be put in a psych ward in a few days.
Fact: Gonna go.

[Malcolm Tucker]

F: So SOOOOOO pissed off
F: I'm not a fan of ultimatums but needs must
F: Tomorrow will be tough
F: I love being a diva ^^

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I was just watching the brady bunch movie and Marsha said "Oh, Greg's going on a date with Cathy Lawrence." And Jan was like "CATHY LAWRENCE!?"
Fact: I still feel terrible, but that made me smile.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Just went to a car show for 3 hours. It was fun. Although I almost got in a car accident a few times. I highly dislike ridiculous drivers.
Fact: On the phone with my friend Charlie, talking about Yawning and White Chicks. I don't even know, Lol.
Fact: I posted something while crying my eyes out in the Depression, Loss, and Grief Forum earlier today. I'd appreciate it if everyone read it.
Fact: My heart knows no limits.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I'm an amazing driver Eryka. I drive with my knee when I'm doing something. :P
Fact: I just threw up. I should have known better.
Fact: Jay is staying with a friend. I didn't want him getting sick.
Fact:Cathy is sleeping. I can hear her having trouble breathing.
Fact: My left pectoral muscle is hurting.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I've barely slept at all this week, 4 hours a night at best
Fact - I feel like something is going to go wrong
Fact - I feel like I've done something wrong
Fact - Found out that my grandpa, who I thought was one of the few good family left, isn't....
Fact - I want this week to be over
Fact - I'm slipping and losing it...
Fact - I've been so tired I just stumble around most of the time
Fact - Yesterday I was so exhausted that my shadow scared me and I turned to run but ran into a wall... funny? yes, fun? no

[Bougainvillea]

*Hugs Ryne*
Fact: Cathy just threw a tantrum at a restaurant. We were ordering, and the girl taking our order kept staring at me, and giving Cathy dirty looks, so Cathy threw her silverware at the wall and said "The fuck are you looking at bitch? What? You want me out of the picture so you can suck his dick? Or maybe you're just upset that Terry dumped you for another guy and you want mine." And the whole time I'm just sitting there with a confused look on my face trying not to cry, and ignore my fever.
But I'm also glad she said something, because that waitress is a bitch and always talked shit at school.
Fact: I'm exhausted.
Fact: It's not even close to the evening... :(

[simpleasthat]

Fact: Hang in there Chris, we are all behind you

[YesterdaysNews]

:hug: I hope you and Cathy feel better soon Lawrence.

Fact: Officially going to Warped Tour 2010. Going to stalk BMTH with my best friend. FTW.
Fact: This weekend is going to be so hectic.

[KenFisher]

F: Bitch, she is, Chris.
F: My sister's shouted at. She's in the wrong though.
F: >.>, why can't everyone just live happily together?
F: Some dick decides to insult me, even when I'm not at the school anymore.
F: Everyone thinks he's a dick anyway.

F: Virus alerts scares the shit out of me. When it comes up, I start to get panicky. And scared. A lot.
F: And that happens too when computers go wrong.
F: Why do I even have this thing?

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Going to Ecilpse tonight! ^_^ No, I dont drool over 'Edward or Jacob'. TEAM JASPER! *powerfist*
Fact: HYPER!
Fact: g2g

[simpleasthat]

Fact: I'm back.
Fact: I think I've sorted myself out.
Fact: I'm different.
Fact: I'm happy :)
Fact: I love you all.
Thank you for being there when I need you most, but thank you for giving me the time to reconstruct my mind into a positive mode.
Fact: I'm here to help you. All of you.
Fact: Msn is coming back on.
Fact: I missed you guys.

[nick]

*HUGS* Sam

Fact: missed you, welcome back

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Went and saw eclipse tonight... yet another disappointment
Fact - While having a convo via facebook wall post with a friend I know through pokemon who happens to be a girl, her "boyfriend" posted telling me to back off. I was PISSED
Fact - I chewed him out, then he adds me as a friend..
Fact - I am SICK and TIRED of people seeing me as a threat!!
Fact - I DO NOT put up with being threatened or made to feel vulnerable!
Fact - When threatened and especially when I feel vulnerable, there is very little I will not do to prevent the feeling, including becoming violent.
Fact - People need to back the hell off of me, I am a threat to no one unless they are a threat to me first
Fact - I don't care how much of a pushover someone thinks I am, I can do many things that can ruin peoples reputations without laying a finger on them.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: There's tears in my eyes.

[SlightlySane]

ugh....
Fact - I feel like no matter what I say I'm screwing things up
Fact - I seem to be giving people reasons to get angry with me
Fact - I don't know what to do, it's like I have to bite my tongue forever
Fact - This is why people grow apart from me, I always say the wrong things
Fact - I shouldn't count on people to stay with me anymore if I'm the one pressing them away with my own words.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I'm surprised. Usually this thread would be three pages or more by now. Hmmm.
Fact: My mom and I went to Walmart early this morning to cash in cans&bottles. I finished with my cart while my mom was half way through hers, so I decided to help an old lady that was having difficulty reaching in and out of her cart and to put the cans/bottles into the machine. So I started helping her. She must've thanked me about 20 times. Then she gave me a few dollars in change after a debate of me trying to hand it back to her. My mom was proud that I helped. I feel good about myself.
Fact: I'm going to see a lot of my family today. Including my Aunt and Uncle that I haven't seen in a few years because they live out of state. And I'm meeting their two babies that they've had since I last seen them.
Fact: My three year old cousin just screeched and ran into my arms yelling "ERIDUH! I MIYESSED YUU!" once I stepped outside. It was adorable. ^_^

[Triceratops]

FACT: I have just finished untagging myself from about 3 million prom pictures on facebook. If anyone happened to have had the displeasure of seeing them, I apologise. I swear on God's life I am not as fat and ugly as those pictures make me out to be. LOOOL.

[KenFisher]

F: Germany vs Argentina, I dunno what end to cheer for. Both are cool.
F: I miss Ali. This dude's one of my best friends.
F: I'm suprised that he cares a lot about me.
F: Roman's on skype. I bet he's rooting for Argentina this match.
F: Indecisiveness....:(

[BlackBetty]

Fact: Happy birthday, Bhan <3
Fact: Aaron and Bhan, talk to me if either of you need to, kay? <3
Fact: I miss Sam ):
Fact: I miss a lot of people. Sam, Ryne, Rikki, Aliee, John, ect.
Fact: Tyger, thank you for last night. Although my webcam was being a douche, you cheered me up a lot. (:

I shall be back soon, we had the closing on our house wednesday and were just waiting on the new flooring to be put down, then i will be back :)

Fact: picking out flooring really does suck...... Espically with our familly.
Fact: We made the dogs bark all night last nigjt because the people who bought our house atayed there last night, just to be dicks
Fact: Living with grandma sucks. I wont be able to make it much longer. Idk how mom made it 18 years.....

[Malcolm Tucker]

Fact: Work was great today. All the patients were really chatty.
Fact: I chatted to one patient for over an hour about my future.
Fact: Almost got run over.
Fact: Meh
Fact: Wish I was tbh.
Fact: Blade will have to do for now.
Fact: Only 22 days to go :D

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Tomorrow is one year since I last cut myself. I'm looking forward to it(:

[KenFisher]

F: Shit, germany players are hot.
F: They're good.
F: Not sure of that guy on dA knows I'm kinda flirting.
F: Prob not interested anyway.
F: I thought I posted this, but after a while, I came back, and it's still here. :P
F: Early night, going out tomorrow.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I have been in an absolute rage for the past day that won't stop
Fact - Things are getting worse so fucking quickly
Fact - I'm just pissed, I can't figure it out!
Fact - I don't know what I'm supposed to do
Fact - Everything is out of my control
Fact - I can't take much more of this, it's hurting me.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: My brother and dad are fighting. Shits breaking. They're both screaming at each other at the top of their lungs. Wanna know why? My brother is 21, doesn't do anything around the house, just spent $200 on clothes, doesn't help with bills, is never home unless he's playing PS2/Wii or using his laptop. He's so fucking selfish. He went to the mall instead of sticking around to see my Aunt and Uncle that we haven't seen in years and their two babies. "I already have plans". Sometimes I wish I could just kick that boy in the teeth to knock some sense to him. /Rant.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I just had a male friend hit on me.
Fact: It's funny.
Fact: I think I'm going to model for a billboard for a local coffeeshop I go to!
Fact: I'm still sick, and I'm very fatigued.
Fact: My headache is coming on.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: We Re going to the water park tomorrow for the 4th
fact: then going out on the lake to see fireworks!!!!
Fact: Im going to acream wothout a computer much longer >_>
Fact: that means i cant talk to ronnie :(
fact: :hug: eryka. Hang in there.
Fact: I wish i was old enoigh for a job.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: Chris they would be mad to turn your body down !!!
Fact: im very proud of you Eryka x

[Music.]

Fact: My brother and dad are fighting. Shits breaking. They're both screaming at each other at the top of their lungs. Wanna know why? My brother is 21, doesn't do anything around the house, just spent $200 on clothes, doesn't help with bills, is never home unless he's playing PS2/Wii or using his laptop. He's so fucking selfish. He went to the mall instead of sticking around to see my Aunt and Uncle that we haven't seen in years and their two babies. "I already have plans". Sometimes I wish I could just kick that boy in the teeth to knock some sense to him. /Rant.

you're brother is a douche :(

Sorry for getting you grounded :(

[Brighter.Tomorrow]

-Using LiveJournal more..Ask if you want it.
-Gianni needs someone there for him...Gabby has to stay.
-I'm seeing Gabby and Gianni tomorrow.
-I feel so weird for being so close to Gianni, when he's just my friend's 5y.o. brother..
-Eryka..What's going on with IM?

[KenFisher]

Fact: I just had a male friend hit on me.
Fact: It's funny.
Fact: I think I'm going to model for a billboard for a local coffeeshop I go to!
Chris, I'm not suprised. If Sam has a man crush on you...:P *lol, sorry, I had to*
I think you can do that. :D

F: It's weird how you love someone so much without wanting to have sex with them. It's like, you love a friend a lot. A LOT.
F: And I miss said friend. :/
F: Yep, I have no better facts to say. :P

[Kuervo]

Fact: im kinda depressed right now
i like someone but idk if they know yet =P
im bored
i hate my best friend right now
my bro is autistic and has epilepsy

[overcome.]

Fact: I can't really describe my moods recently.
Fact: It's just gone 6am, I'll go to sleep soon.
Fact: I don't post a whole lot here anymore.
Fact: I'm not close to as many people as I used to be (in general, and on VT). From VT, I only occasionally speak to Sam.
Fact: I know what I'm longing for.

[Aves]

Fact: I still can't get over Katie :/
Fact: Me and her are pretty good friends though :D

[simpleasthat]

I DO have a man crush on Chris.... was that out loud?
Con, long time no speak, i deleted all msn addys during my 'finding self' process, so i have no idea wats going on, ill try and readd you :) <3
Rik, you're one of my role models, you can always chat to me.
Fact: My skin is burning, my lips are scabbing, my nose is stinging, my back is peeling and I have regular headaches and nosebleeds. 48 days left of painful roaccutane treatment, and I'm gunna love every second of the smooth skin to be >:D

[Bougainvillea]

It's official Sam has a crush on me.

Sam, would you like some of my skin? :P
Rik, I miss you.

Fact: I just awoke only to throw up.
Fact: I can't go back to sleep.

[simpleasthat]

Can i have some hair so that your scent never leaves me.... /creepy voice
Fact: I feel great :)

[Bougainvillea]

I suppose :rolleyes:

Just don't get all clingy like Dustin did.

Fact: And when I said modelling, I don't mean shirtless fashion modelling, I mean wearing a tshirt with the logo on it with a pair of nerdy glasses on, with a large smile and a mug of coffee.

[simpleasthat]

YAY :D
I'm not clingy, I just love you long taime :)
And still, to turn down that pretty smile would be against nature!

[Bougainvillea]

OMG.
ME love you long taime!

Oh me so hawny
O-oh so hawny

[simpleasthat]

XD Yehhh Chris, you know the words!

[Kaius]

...Oh my freakin' god.

[Bougainvillea]

I've memorised the entire song. :P

GOD DAMNIT GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME! I can't go to work. I'm to tired to deal with peoples shit.
Fact: They're annoying me. I DON'T want to work.

Fact: I feel very unattractive right now. In fact, I feel dirty and hideous.

[Zephyr]

Fact: I'd kill to get just one Friday or Saturday off of work.
Fact: Living out in the real world isn't as glamorous as TV makes it look.

[KenFisher]

F: No, you're not unattractive, Chris, you know that.
F: I got dragged to see Eclipse, and I thought, Jacob? Naah, there are better people.
I would say you are one of them Chris.
F: On that note, it was boring. I'm a guy, come on!
F: Chris deserves a couple of days off.
F: Boiled. Ridiculusly hot.
F: I went out today, and walked round some shops. Some stuff inside are well known brands.
F: Those stuff reminds me of some people I knew, but I never knew those people.
F: Ahh well.

[Harley Quinn]

http://img13.imageshack.us/img13/8619/2204355.swf

[simpleasthat]

^Win^

[KenFisher]

Gah, Bhan...

[Kaius]

F: Jesus christ Bhan o_O
F: I'm not the best person to fall in love with. I get jealous easily, I have a lot of insecurities, I overanalyze, I push you to the edge, I get hurt when I'm not supposed to, I always put up unecessary fights.. But regardless of that, you have to know you still have reasons to hold on. You must know that you are cherished, treasured, and always thought of every minute of everyday. That you are the most important person to someone who may not be that special, but you thought otherwise. I may not be the best, but I will make up for it by loving you more than anyone can and ever will. Thank you for staying.
F: I'm tired again x.x

[simpleasthat]

Aaron, you're super sweet, if only all guys were like you :)

[Bougainvillea]

F: No, you're not unattractive, Chris, you know that.
That doesn't mean I can't be self conscious.
How would you feel if you had dark rings around your eyes, and a throw up stained shirt. But thank you for not camparing me to Lautner. With his horse face.

Fact: Pathophysiology books are needed.

[Harley Quinn]

hey, at least you don't look like this version:

http://blog.beliefnet.com/idolchatter/Taylor-Lautner.jpg

[KenFisher]

I suppose Chris. *manly hugs* You'll feel better. :)
BHAN! Stop mindraping! :P
F: Eeek, horseface is horseface. Who needs him when we have Chris? :D

F: I had a haircut, looking like a fail
F: I normally look like what I look like in that picture on my profile.
F: If you REALLY want to see me with short hair...

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Mom's making her give her all my passwords.

EVERYONE FROM VT: DELETE ME FROM FACEBOOK OR CHANGE YOUR AREA TO "NEW YORK, USA"

Fact: NOBODY MESSAGE ME ON MSN. I have to delete it. :/ Sorry.

[simpleasthat]

^This, sux^

[KenFisher]

:O, I'm disgusted. It sucks too.

[simpleasthat]

Stupid overprotective parents...

[nick]

VT used to be a welcome change from school, a place where I felt accepted and respected. Now its just the same. I guess I'm not cut out ever to be part of the "in" group.

[simpleasthat]

you're part of my "in" group, exclusive club, now 2 members <3

[Bougainvillea]

VT used to be a welcome change from school, a place where I felt accepted and respected. Now its just the same. I guess I'm not cut out ever to be part of the "in" group.

I haven't noticed any in-groups. In fact I feel as if I'm not in touch with people anymore. So, I don't know.

[Kaius]

VT used to be a welcome change from school, a place where I felt accepted and respected. Now its just the same. I guess I'm not cut out ever to be part of the "in" group.

You're in with us Nick..?

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Nevermind. Not "deleting" msn. I just won't be on a lot, okay?
I love all of you.
Fact: I've had a pretty rough day. Had a few bouts with my mom.
Fact: A little boy at Walmart cheered me right up(: "*Points*HI! YOU'WE PWETTY!"

Ahh (:

Fact: I consider you in with everyone, too, Nick. x

[nick]

Fact: actions speak louder than words

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: One year, today. Since I last self-harmed. <3
Fact: Waiting for family and friends to arrive. Dinner. Firework with friends later.
Fact: C'est La Vie, Cheri.

[Aves]

Get on MSN Nick :D I miss talking to you :(

Fact: Party in about 30 minutes. :D
Fact: It's gonna be awesome! I'll get some pics if I can :D

[nick]

Get on MSN Nick :D I miss talking to you :(
Oops, sorry, you must have got dropped when I set up my new msn personality, I've added you in again

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Havent been on in about... 3 days.
Fact: Lots has happened, huh?
Fact: Everything is changing for me.
Fact: Today at the urging of my mom, I wore an outfit I'd been tempted to wear for days, but didnt have the guts to do it. 5 people stopped and stared when we walked through Wal Mart.
Fact: My mom came out of the bathroom where I was leaning, looked at me, looked away then looked back. 'I didnt recognize you for a minute.'
Fact: ^ That's only the beginning.
Fact: Did a strand test a few days ago. Looks smexy. Maybe doing it all tonight.
Fact: Going to write my brother a letter.
Fact: No one can stop you from being happy but yourself. If you continue being happy and smiling through all the pain, you're happy.
Fact: Woke up to a text from Tyger; 'Happy 4th of July, remember kiddies, fireworks are more fun when pointed at each other!'
Fact: Still feeling shitty and under the weather, but smiling ^-^
Fact: Planning Bday party at the laser tag/gocart place for the 17th. =3
Fact: I love my mom.
Fact:
Can you see,
The stars twinkling?
Or are you blinded,
By the darkness?

You alone can see,
through the dust,
of a storm's awakening,
to the beginning of a new beginning.

Just stand up,
Forget the rest,
The only ones you need,
Are worth waiting for.

You alone can see,
through the dust,
of a storm's awakening,
to the beginning of an ending.

Too many wait for too long,
To say what they mean,
Life's a timebomb,
Wait too long and its gone.

You alone can see,
through the dust,
of a storm's awakening,
to the beginning of a new beginning.

Smile, laugh,
Love, cry,
Frown, enjoy,
Hate, dance!

You alone can see,
through the dust,
of a storm's awakening,
to the beginning of a new beginning.
Fact: Happy.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I'm done... I give up
Fact - I can't sleep, I'm not hardly eating
Fact - Someone who I thought I was going to be with just said good by to me... forever
Fact - This is crashing on me hard
Fact - No matter how high I hold me head I'm shot down, my legs pulled from beneath me
Fact - Life isn't for those of us who play fair, it's for those who cut corners
Fact - Going to have a good cry now...

[Aves]

Fact: This guy Michael was at this party tonight.
Fact: Have him on Facebook, never talked to him.
Fact: When he found out who I was, he asked how I knew this girl I have as a friend on Facebook. I didn't wanna tell how I know her. Because it's from here.
Fact: First one to guess the girl wins :D
Fact: I'm bored :D

EDIT: Amanda won!

[simpleasthat]

Fact: 'Up' has the saddest beginning ever...

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: Went to a party last night with some friends, there was like only fifteen of us.
Fact: They decided to find who could take me down in a fight.
Fact: I'm feeling better, I suppose.

[simpleasthat]

^ I dont think the hulk could!
Fact: Feeling good, I love you Ronnie, you're the best
Fact: Kev, you're a great guy, thanks for being there for me <3

[Bougainvillea]

My friend Monty did. :P

[simpleasthat]

You were weak from fever!

[Bougainvillea]

I was tired, okay? :P

Fact: II need to go grocery shopping. I want Cathy to come.
Fact: She's been bed-ridden. I've never seen her like this.
Fact: It almost scares me more than the guy who had an epileptic seizure at work. I saw everyone gathering around him, so I pushed everyone back, rolled him on his side, took my shirt off and put it under his head, and supported him with my thighs and timed it.

[nick]

Fact: I'm crying right now, friends eh.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: In crowded situations, it takes someone with raw will power to break from the crowd and do something, if someone is lying in the street with a broken ankle and walks by, you are more than likely to walk by

Nick, I can't talk to you and love you if you aren't on msn, because you know I love you. I'm sorry I went away, but I'm back now. Please talk to me <3

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I just got out of the shower.
Fact: Last night was amazingg. <3
Fact: Going to a cookout in a bit.
Fact: Thank you, VT. For everything. <3

[KenFisher]

F: I love one to one conversations :)
F: It's Roman.
F: :D

[CraigXD]

F: My iPod Touch Should be arriving tommorow
F: Can people sign up to my forum?

[CraigXD]

Fact: In crowded situations, it takes someone with raw will power to break from the crowd and do something, if someone is lying in the street with a broken ankle and walks by, you are more than likely to walk by

Nick, I can't talk to you and love you if you aren't on msn, because you know I love you. I'm sorry I went away, but I'm back now. Please talk to me <3

Sam,I need to re-add you on MSN,As it didn't work.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: In crowded situations, it takes someone with raw will power to break from the crowd and do something, if someone is lying in the street with a broken ankle and walks by, you are more than likely to walk by

Maybe. But since I'm experienced with that, I like to think it's my job to ensure the well being of my people. I'd like to think someone would do the same for me.

[simpleasthat]

I know I would :)

[Aves]

Fact: I'm about to pass out from hunger :D

[Bougainvillea]

I know I would :)

Aww, Sam I like you too. :)

Fact: I need a shower again. I'm overheating.
Fact: I might take a walk tonight.
Fact: Body hair is funny to me.
Fact: I enjoy popping my toe.

[nick]

Fact: I dont understand self harm, I try to be sympathetic and helpful but just dont understand it
Fact: I could cut myself now, but what would that change, nothing, not one thing
Fact: Suicide is different, that changes things, suicide is for those that are serious

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I want to leave so bad.. to disappear..
Fact - I promised I wouldn't...

[TigerLily]

I told him to stop ignoring me and tell me straight, whether he was just using me for sex.
He didn't bother replying, and instead continued flirting with some prettier, most likely nicer, less fucked up girl in general.
All after trying to get me to lose it to him on Sunday ffs.
So yeah, I'm crying.
I miss my mum, more than I can even explain. She could make this better, I know. I love you<3
Still, I have my best friend.. it was her who convinced me into saying all that to him. She hugged me, told me I was the most amazing, beautiful, friend she knew, and she loved me more than anyone. She meant it, too. I love her a fucking lot.
It's been an emotional day, huh. I need to cry it all out.

[overcome.]

Fact: I dont understand self harm, I try to be sympathetic and helpful but just dont understand it
Fact: I could cut myself now, but what would that change, nothing, not one thing

I very much agree with you. I won't lie, I've thought about harming myself several times. However, I have too much respect for my body to self harm in any way. Cutting, it's a bad coping mechanism and form of escapism, one that seems to be addictive, and does your body no good, at all. I'd regret doing it, scars would remind me of what I'd done, and I know I'd be ashamed. I think people should think about how important their body is to them and stop trying to crave attention. Yeah, attention. It's a cry for help, a shout for help, even. They're secretly dieing to be found out, yet they want to hide it as much as possible. If anybody is offended by this, I feel sorry for you for three reasons. You're stuck in a negative cycle, and it's tough to get out of. You cut and aren't strong enough to stop. Finally, you think by challenging my points it will justify your poor choice of actions, I wish you had more respect for your body, too. It's the finest and most useful thing you'll ever own.

I told him to stop ignoring me and tell me straight, whether he was just using me for sex.
He didn't bother replying, and instead continued flirting with some prettier, most likely nicer, less fucked up girl in general.
All after trying to get me to lose it to him on Sunday ffs.
So yeah, I'm crying.
I miss my mum, more than I can even explain. She could make this better, I know. I love you<3
Still, I have my best friend.. it was her who convinced me into saying all that to him. She hugged me, told me I was the most amazing, beautiful, friend she knew, and she loved me more than anyone. She meant it, too. I love her a fucking lot.
It's been an emotional day, huh. I need to cry it all out.

I'm glad for you that you confronted him on that. Needless to say, if he's pressuring you in that way, or any way, he's not worth keeping. If he's making attempts at getting you to do things, however nice he may come across before/after, he's hasn't got much else on his mind.

[simpleasthat]

I agree with Rik, even being a self harmer myself.

[overcome.]

Aaron, you're super sweet, if only all guys were like you :)

Oh come on Sam, man up. :P

I agree with Rik, even being a self harmer myself.

You're a guy who's had a few occurances, putting them behind him. I know you're much stronger now, and you realise there are other methods to cope with your hardships.

[simpleasthat]

Shush, it's called a compliment, JUST COS IM IN TOUCH WITH EMOTIONS AND CARE! *Cries in corner*

Thanks Rik, I feel stronger :)

[Bougainvillea]

I cut myself for a short while after my dad died, but I stopped. It wasn't good for my mind, or my thighs. :P
So I turned to fitness, and now I'm an assistant instructor at the local health club. :)

[overcome.]

Thanks Rik, I feel stronger :)

It's your own doing, my friend. It's your own hard work and patience.

I cut myself for a short while after my dad died, but I stopped. It wasn't good for my mind, or my thighs. :P
So I turned to fitness, and now I'm an assistant instructor at the local health club. :)

I know that sometimes grief after losing a loved one puts you in a completely different mindset to how you'd normally be. You prevailed though, and although it's a loss you'll never fully recover from, you've obviously come to terms with it. You've also put your energy into something very positive, an industry that I also work in. For that, I admire your strength and courage, you could have gone into a long term different route and blamed your problems for some events that took place. Instead, you didn't, and you're making your life a good one.

Fact: ^ I should write my own version of the song 'Sunscreen' by Baz Luhrmann. :P
Fact: I get the feeling that I'm coming to the end of the road with anxiety struggles and my phobia. It's just a gut instinct that I have.
Fact: I'm visualising my life without this phobia, things would be so dramatically different.
Fact: My life could change soon, a huge deal.
Fact: If my life does change, I'm going to rejoice the long, hard fought battle that has taken me years to conquer. I'll view it as my own return.
Fact: I get like this whenever I get a new ray of hope on the horizon. This ray of hope seems brighter than any before.
Fact: Yesterday, I had a severe moodswing. I posted in 'Dirty little secrets' that I was losing my mind. I honestly felt this way. I cannot express how bad I felt. My mood tonight is very different, but I'm unsure of how I really feel. I'd be devastated if my mood plumitted again.
Fact: When I beat this, there isn't an 'if'. When I do, I'm going to be the same humble person I've always been, and I'm going to get everything that I've ever wanted in this life.

[simpleasthat]

Go rik!

[Bougainvillea]

Rik, brother, you're quite amazing.

Fact: Cathy got up for a little while, but she's still fatigued.
Fact: I'm feeling much better.
Fact: My mom cut her hair. She's beautiful.
Fact: My armpit hurts.
Fact: I found my dad's box of clothes. I'm his size. But my legs are a little longer. I like his shirts.
Fact: I'm going to wear them.
Fact: I'll be going to work tonight.
Fact: I'm sure I'll get in a fight, but I'm in a good mood.

[AutumnDae]

Fact: I've had less than 4 hours of sleep each night for 3 nights, and I am really feeling it.
Fact: I just spent 40 minutes on the phone with Lindsey while she told me about her night where she got drunk and high and almost had sex with a slime ball. I told her not to go to the party.
Fact: Sometimes I feel as though she doesn't care what I have to say.
Fact: I went shopping today. :)
Fact: I really really really miss Nolan. Like, a lot.
Fact: I'm dying of heat right now.
Fact: Nolan is weight lifting right now for football. He's convinced that he will get me to go for volleyball. Yeah, right. I care about my body, but I will NEVER sit in a small room working out with nasty sweaty boys from my school.
Fact: I'm tired.

[The Batman]

Fact: Happy ^_^

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I just walked into my restroom, and Cathy was bleeding out of her nose and mouth. I guess, since her gastric juices have been hurting her throat, she's been coughing alot. I suppose she broke a blood vessel.
It was scary, but it stopped, so I told her to lie down.

Fact: I feel bad for her.

[ErykaInspire.]

I very much agree with you. I won't lie, I've thought about harming myself several times. However, I have too much respect for my body to self harm in any way. Cutting, it's a bad coping mechanism and form of escapism, one that seems to be addictive, and does your body no good, at all. I'd regret doing it, scars would remind me of what I'd done, and I know I'd be ashamed. I think people should think about how important their body is to them and stop trying to crave attention. Yeah, attention. It's a cry for help, a shout for help, even. They're secretly dieing to be found out, yet they want to hide it as much as possible. If anybody is offended by this, I feel sorry for you for three reasons. You're stuck in a negative cycle, and it's tough to get out of. You cut and aren't strong enough to stop. Finally, you think by challenging my points it will justify your poor choice of actions, I wish you had more respect for your body, too. It's the finest and most useful thing you'll ever own.

Regardless, this did offend me quite a lot. Especially after how much we've talked about. You know in certain situations it's not that easy for some people to cope- without an escape. I do respect my body, I just know how hard it is to handle emotions sometimes. It's not so much as wanting attention or "craving" anything. It, for me at least, was a way to handle getting extremely overwhelmed over certain things. It may be wrong, and a bad way to cope, but sometimes there's really no other way. Especially when nobody is there for you. /Rant.

^-- I mean no disrespect, you know that. It's just a lot more complicated than people tend to think. There's cutters that cut to SAY they've cut. There's cutters that cut because they know others do it. There's cutters that cut because they actually want attention. There's cutters that cut because they're addicted to it. Then there's me. I cut for myself. I didn't want to get noticed, or go through years of counseling and tears and fights with my parents. I didn't want to get scoffed at for constantly pulling my sleeves down to my palms. I didn't want to get called "EMO" or "Pathetic". I just wanted to feel that release. So I wouldn't have to scream into my pillow all the time. God forbid, anybody takes it into consideration of how the person really feels. Why someone truly cuts. They only see the cuts. And they see the pathetic escape.

Yes, I know it's pathetic. But it made me who I am. And god dammit, I'm proud of that.

NOW /Rant.


Fact: 90 degree temps, no breeze, high humidity, so hot it's hard to breath.
Fact: I get to go driving tomorrow. I'll be free at 10:30am.
Fact: I'm just going along for the ride. Wherever life takes me.
Fact: I miss you.

[Bougainvillea]

Yes, I know it's pathetic. But it made me who I am. And god dammit, I'm proud of that.
I admire you for that. Because every time I shower, I look at my thighs, and I feel weak because I gave in so easily. I'm not proud of those little scars, but I remember everything else I worked for.

[Harley Quinn]

Yes, I know it's pathetic. But it made me who I am. And god dammit, I'm proud of that.

This^ now I say that because well, yes self harm is pathetic, and yes self harm does fuck all, but when you're in the frame of mind where you just want to escape, you will do anything. If people are like me, and destructive, it turns you into - and I won't lie - a mental freak. It does, and sure I don't like admitting that because I myself struggle with self harm, not because I'm weak (though I am) but because it's am escape, it's an addiction and fuck me is it a hard one. There's different types of self harmers, like Eryka said, and there's the one that actually don't want people knowing, don't want to get caught up on it and told off. The mind of a self harmer is complicated I'll give it that, and I'm not proud of my thighs, I hate them, it's not pretty having covered in cut and scars. I'm aware that I'm selfish, pathetic, everything in between because of it, but the strongest thing a self harmer can do, is quit, and actually succeed. I'm proud of myself for 'me, not my scars, but proud of the fact that yes I'm useless, pathetic and fucked up, but at least I can say, this is me, this is Siobhan, and no amount of cuts and scars will change that. Most people won't understand self harm, and you'd be suprised to know it's actually more self harmers then not, that don't understand it. But there's also the saying "if you haven't done it to yourself, you have no right to judge on the unknown. You are not them, you are not better then them, and you sure as hell won't understand with attitude like that" I love this saying, and it's one that yes may seem "stupid" but, it's the truth.

F: school today, pretty shitty mood actually
F: Passed out on Aaron last night, I'm so sorry :P x
F: my eyes feel like bricks x.x

[AutumnDae]

Fact: "I knew that there was no turning back from that day on the bus ride. I saw how beautiful you looked with your hair up and you had a bit of dirt on your cheek. You told me I was nice when I gave Cheech my donut. I knew from that moment that I really, truly liked you. The way your face lit up when you smiled and talked about something you had cared about. But I didn't think I had a chance. You always seemed so unattainable to me, Autumn. I felt like you were always a little out of my grasp. Like when you looked at me, you saw me and acknowledged me with a smile, and your warmness that you greet everyone with but you weren't actually seeing me. Now that I know that such a beautiful and amazing girl likes me, I don't know what to do. I'm sorry if I'm clingy and want to be with you all the time. I really am, I just go crazy when I don't know what's going on with you. When we went mini-golfing you were the most adorable girl I've ever seen, the way you got so excited. And by the way, I don't know if you can tell, but I really like you."
Fact: That made me cry.
Fact: My ring means so much to me, I would die if I lost it. It's a spoon ring, although I'm not sure if anyone knows what that is. It was my grandmother's, then my mom's, and now it's onto me, and has been for a while now. It's completely bent out of shape, but I love it. <3
Fact: I am in an amazing mood. I can't even describe it.

[nick]

Fact: gave some n00b +rep this morning for writing complete and utter bollucks in p101
Fact: it was meant to be -rep but I forgot to click on the option button
Fact: jeez, I hate it when I do that
Fact: kind of funny though all the same, 88 +rep points for writing out of his arse !

[simpleasthat]

^lol, he must think woooooo someone likes my writing!!

[Kaius]

F: Going for blood tests
F: As well as the infection in my kidneys i have my last 2 wisdom teeth coming through, Go me -.-
F: Tired, need sleep.
F: Miss my Bhan
F: I hope shes ok

[Aves]

F: my eyes feel like bricks x.x

I like Bricks :3 XD Inside joke with my friend who got me into Rise Against :P

Fact: Goin to school to help work on the theater (It's my home, don't judge me) >_>

[YesterdaysNews]

Just going to mention, I agree with Eryka and Bhan.

Fact: It's almost over. Just a few more hours. Then they'll be gone.
Fact: It was fifty degrees Celsius in the sun yesterday afternoon.
Fact: Fucking hot.
Fact: I had a good cry last night, at the time I was a wreck but I think I'm okay now..
Fact: The end.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Waiting feels like forever..
Fact: I hate being online when he's not.
Fact: Last night I came to the realization of some things. They broke me down. That was a taste of what would happen if we split.
Fact: Reese comes out in August... I will hopefully not be here..
Fact: Its the summer and I wont be on as often.. its like summer shows up and I leave, huh? Its because I like to enjoy the summer... camping, swimming, laughing, Freezie's and more. And this summer... Im determined to make one of the best...
Fact: I miss my brother.
Fact: Not the half one Im looking on facebook for. Rorik Sean Hinchley. I miss you.
Fact: Knowing I wont see him for 2 years made me cry. Now Im making him a birthday card and thinking about what to write in a letter.
Fact: I wish I was turning 5 again, not 14.
Fact: Sio said she was hungry just as I got up to make breakfast. xD
Fact: Sleeping in a chair for 2 hours hurts your back. DX
Fact: Listening to Snow Patrol... o.0
Fact: Quoting songs at Sio as responses xD
Fact: 6 days. 4 days.
Fact: Gotta get this feeling off my mind... it'll kill me otherwise..

[KenFisher]

F: That stud was on facebook earlier.
F: I thought about asking him whatever 'Be careful' meant. Decided not to.
F: I never knew him well, so yea...:/
F: Who says 'be careful' to someone as a farewell thing anyway?

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: Talking about my asshole was awkward, but funny. :P
Fact: I just took a shower, and noticed a bruise on my hip.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Blasting KISS
Fact: Wearing a shirt that says Rock And Roll Is In My Soul.
Fact: Happy.
Fact: Tired.
Fact: Cleaning.
Fact: I have my Mutt. Im good for now.
Fact: I love you. I missed you. I need you. I want you. Distances need to go to hell.
Fact: Gonna watch Little Women tonight.
Fact: Beth-KISS<3

[TigerLily]

"she loves you, she doesn't blame you. no one in this world blames you, apart from yourself. so why blame yourself? why do you think you're so worthless? you're beautiful, amazing, intelligent.. you're inspiring. you have an amazing future ahead of you"

^ I started talking to a friend last night, he stayed up with me till i fell asleep at 2am. then today, he met me after school in town and we had this huge heart to heart.. i feel so happy and at peace now, it's incredible, especially in contrast to the other night. i started believing what he was saying.. which with my self-esteem, is pretty amazing. this moment, right now, is the start of the rest of my life. and my life is beautiful, and there is so much joy in this world.. and right now, it's my turn to catch that. and you know what, i will(: no matter what happens. none of these issues from the past are anything but past. i've thrown out the blades, deleted his number, and i'm starting all over.. cause this, this is jsut the beginning(:

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and when you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. I will be found by you".

[nick]

^^ Rachel, that's just fantastic

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: In a weird frame of mind.
Fact: Hungry, but not eating.. no urge...
Fact: Tired..
Fact: Wanting to play Zelda; probably will soon.
Fact: Any one needs to talk, IM me.
Fact: listless..
Fact: Hot..
Fact: She needs to wake up..
Fact: Scared

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I hate when old men with saggy balls ride my bumper when I'm trying to fucking drive! Damn well.
Fact: I've been quite irritable and argumentative lately.
Fact: I hate being a bipolar manic depressive >.<
Fact: "You're a strong girl, Eryka. Don't give up for anything. You inspired me to keep moving on while not stopping yourself. That amazes me. I don't know how you do it.. Magicians never tell their tricks, right? I love you, sweetheart. You've held me at 2am while I was bawling my eyes out on my Aunts front porch in the freezing cold several times. I wish, so much, that I could repay you." -Nikkia. I love her <3

Edit: Fact: I just went out to the kitchen and had a sudden memory. I made an English Muffin today at my friends apartment.. I forgot it in the toaster. Needless to say, I find it hilarious. Imagine coming home and randomly finding an English Muffin in your toaster. xD Oh geez.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I just got into a fight with a marine who was trying to recruit me. He kept following me trying to give me pamphlets so I just told him "Look, if I want to join, I'll ask. So fuck off."
So he went off, telling me I have no respect for this country or god, And that I don't care about the soldiers.
Then he asked me that question.
"What if you're dad was a soldier killed in battle?"
So I got in his face explaining that my dad was in the air force, and he was killed in duty as a police officer. And he said "Well that doesn't matter."
So I punched him, and quietly walked away and paid for the juice I went there for.
Fact: I hate assholes who think the military and god are the only things keeping us safe.
Fact: I'm just glad I didn't lose my temper.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Chris <3
Fact: I just slapped my brother with a turkey sandwhich. Gotta love my reflexes when I'm startled xD!

[Bougainvillea]

Eryka <3
Cathy's slapped me with numerous objects. Dildos, pancakes, small kittens, books about the holocaust. Me naked on the bed while being attacked with bluberries. <- That's on tape.
Fact: I love her.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: My mom, My brothers' girlfriend, and I about cried from laughing so hard.
Fact: I think my mom's letting me use VT now. Seeing as she just asked me when I'm on and I flat out told her. She didn't seem to mind. Hmm.

[Bougainvillea]

I thought you meant about me naked for a second. :P

[ErykaInspire.]

As humorous as that was, it's not something I'd openly show my mom :P

Fact: I'm a food fiend lately. Ugh. I gotta start running and exercising more. :P I don't wanna get chubby. Lol.
Fact: (:

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Having a horrible break down
Fact - Thank you mike... so much

[simpleasthat]

Eryka you're sticks and bones, you can't get chubby!

Fact: Day 3 of work, and I'm already knackered!

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Words that hurt me
“you’re the most beautiful person I know”
“Ryne I think I love you”
“it’s just something about you, I don’t know what it is”
“I feel like I can trust you for some reason”
“I promise I’ll never leave you”
“I’m the luckiest person in the world to have met you”
“I admire you so much, how can someone like you want me”
“I’m not worth it, you deserve much better”
“Why do you have to be so beautiful”
“my dreams will be sweet as long as you are in them”
“Ryne, I’m never ever letting go, I would be stupid to do that”
“Ryne, you’re beautiful don’t let anyone tell you different”
“No one else can have you because I can’t let go of someone so amazing”
“do you really love me? I can’t believe that you would”
“I’m holding you babe, it’ll be ok… I’m holding you…”

[overcome.]

Fact: I was meant to be going to the beach today, but the weathers pretty shitty.
Fact: It's very irritating that my left earphone is just slightly fading in sound, where as the right is just fine.
Fact: I've come to a conclusion that working towards my own personal goals is what's important. I'm not interested in unimportant expectations from others. I'll obtain my own dreams.
Fact: My life could change dramatically within the next week. If it does, then I won't know what to say. It will be the beginning of the rest of my life. I couldn't imagine how many doors it would open.
Fact: Certain things really fucking get to me.

[simpleasthat]

Fact - Words that hurt me
“you’re the most beautiful person I know”
“Ryne I think I love you”
“it’s just something about you, I don’t know what it is”
“I feel like I can trust you for some reason”
“I promise I’ll never leave you”
“I’m the luckiest person in the world to have met you”
“I admire you so much, how can someone like you want me”
“I’m not worth it, you deserve much better”
“Why do you have to be so beautiful”
“my dreams will be sweet as long as you are in them”
“Ryne, I’m never ever letting go, I would be stupid to do that”
“Ryne, you’re beautiful don’t let anyone tell you different”
“No one else can have you because I can’t let go of someone so amazing”
“do you really love me? I can’t believe that you would”
“I’m holding you babe, it’ll be ok… I’m holding you…”

Change Ryne to Sam, then ditto...

OH wellll, we'll get there some day :)

[CaptainObvious]

Heard this morning on the radio: "The expected high today is low to mid 30s, low 40s with humidex."

Fact: That's 106-107ish Fahrenheit with humidex, for our American friends. Jesus. I'm sweaty a lot lately. :P

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Today is just fucked.
Fact: I know you got mad that I wasn't replying last night, but did it ever occur to you that you hurt me, and MAYBE I don't WANT to talk to you? Fucking asshole.
Fact: I'm ready for change. I can't live like this.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Worried..
Fact: Tired.
Fact: I slept funny. o.o The kind of funny that has your mother asking if you're human when she wakes you up. 0.o I had my left arm over my head, my leg twisted under me, and I was lying half across my pillows. o.0
Fact: Im sore.
Fact: Hungry.
Fact: Babysitting Leah.
Fact: Mom couldnt find her purse. We looked all through the house. She thought it had been stolen. I txted her phone, and it turns out it was in her room the entire time. xD
Fact: Gonna go eat.

[KenFisher]

F: Headache. :/
F: I hate hormones sometimes, it makes you think of someone for one day, and someone else another.
F: I might have a crush on that stud. Not that I'll see him again, probably.
F: I probably have told you guys already.
F: Yep, I'm still thinking why did he say 'be careful'
F: Gah.

Q: Eryka, what would be the difference between an American muffin and an English one?
F: Chris is a dude, punching a marine.
F: I wouldn't have imagined blueberries having such a use. :P

F: Oh, headache gone. had a pill.

[simpleasthat]

im presuming:

http://oferenda.files.wordpress.com/2009/11/muffin.jpg

American!!

http://imaginatorium.org/pics/b02406muff.jpg

English!!

[ErykaInspire.]

A: Kevin, I have no idea. They're just called "English Muffin"s. xD

Fact: I'm sick of people.
Fact: I miss you..

[KenFisher]

F: Oh. After doing some research, it's what Sam said :P

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: My stomach is in knots
Fact: I feel like shit.
Fact: Scared.
Fact: Uncomfortable.
Fact: I need help from a female.. o.o
Fact: Gonna inch away now.

[KenFisher]

F: Mum's decided to make me go to bed so I can have good performance in my job thing.
F: You know what, FUCK OFF, I'M ME AND I CAN DEDIDE! FUCK YOU, LEAVE ME ALONE, GOODBYE!

[Malcolm Tucker]

fact: I snapped
fact: i was industrious and got myself a brand new blade
fact: im playing with it in my fingers
fact: mehhhhhhhhh

[nick]

Fact: just one vt contact on IM tonight, 10 minutes maybe from Sam
Fact: fings aint what they used to be :(

[overcome.]

Fact: Not long now, just a few more days. This could mark the end of an era to say the least.
Fact: I had a cheat day and ate so much crap today, it feels good every now and then, or once a week. Back onto the clean diet tomorrow.
Fact: Don't call tomorrow. Don't call the next day. Just leave me alone.
Fact: My sleeping pattern has been good for a long time, but it's starting to get bad again. I need to rest.
Fact: I have some nice plans for tomorrow. I enjoy very simple things, and I often enjoy quieter surroundings, most of the time.

[Aves]

Fact: just one vt contact on IM tonight, 10 minutes maybe from Sam
Fact: fings aint what they used to be :(

I'm on MSN :)

[nick]

I'm on MSN :)
I cant see you there

[Bougainvillea]

fact- I love my mom because she trusts me enough to drive out of state.
Fact- I just drove Cathy & I to Colorado.
Fact- I needed to get away, and i have my mom's jeep.
Fact- I spent the whole time singing R&B to Cathy. And she layed her head in my lap and rubbed my chest.
Fact- I feel good.

[Quick_Sylver]

Be safe Chris and Cathy. :hug3: Hope you feel better.
Fact: Working on Part 3 of 4 of Matt's bday present. ^_^
Fact: I love being intelligent.
Fact: I love my mom and her ability to accept the writings on my wall.
Fact: I have song lyrics on my wall, hearts with letters inside, poems, all kinds of things.
Fact: My mom is cool.
Fact: Yes. Its true.
Fact: :P
Fact: Tired.
Fact: Sharpies are making me high... I think Part 3 can wait a night..
Fact: Im going to write on my wall some more. :3

[Antares]

Fact:
This thread is slightly ridiculous.

Fact: I am many emotions at the moment

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: I am awake at 5am. I did just take pictures.
Fact: It's nice outside, a bit humid but meh. It'll only get worse as the day goes on.
Fact: Warped tomorrow!
Fact: I think I'm over tired. Three and a half hours of sleep? Yup.

[nick]

Fact: yeah, I've hit 90

[simpleasthat]

Nice nick :)

[nick]

Fact: OMFG, they're just doing photos of vaginal discharges on the C4 sex ed programme
Fact: honestly I nearly chucked

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: ^Ew.
Fact: This thread may seem ridiculous, but its my favorite thread<3
Fact: Tired.
Fact: Hungry.
Fact: Bored.
Fact: IM me, hmm?

[simpleasthat]

well both sex organs are pretty nasty looking imo :S

[nick]

well both sex organs are pretty nasty looking imo :S
Fact: Sam, you know me well enough to know it wasnt the organ itself
Fact: it was the cottage cheese

[simpleasthat]

Lol^

[CaptainObvious]

Fact:
This thread is slightly ridiculous.

Fact: I am many emotions at the moment

Fact: Slightly? :P

And bloody hell, 5:30 AM? Sleep! :P

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: It's raining. I love it.
Fact: I'm quite proud of myself.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: On cam with Michael.
Fact: We're hyperrrr.
Fact: I sang for him. o.o
Fact: He said:
[3:45:42 PM] Michael =]: That was really good sweetie :)
[3:45:49 PM] Kitten: o.o
[3:45:56 PM] Michael =]: It was!
[3:46:02 PM] Kitten: Nope.
[3:46:12 PM] Kitten: I failed. xD
[3:46:13 PM] Kitten: :P
[3:46:20 PM] Michael =]: I've been doing music since I was 3, and I've seen LOADS of singers, and you were good!
[3:46:28 PM] Kitten: Really?
[3:46:33 PM] Michael =]: Yep :)
[3:46:40 PM] Kitten: I'm not a singer.
[3:46:52 PM] Kitten: And I only sing in front of people I trust with my life.
[3:46:56 PM] Michael =]: :)
[3:47:04 PM] Kitten: You should hear my little sister sing.
[3:47:07 PM] Michael =]: *cuddles pillow pretending it's Becka*
Fact: That's true. To listen to my sister sing, is to listen to an angel.
Fact: She's also an amazing dancer when she wants to be.
Fact: If we werent paying off the costs of the fire and looking for a house for long term residence, we'd put her in dance/ singing lessons.
Fact: Listening to meaningful songs.
Fact: I love you.

[overcome.]

Fact: Other than laying looking into the sky and feeling peaceful for 10 minutes, I had a bad day.
Fact: I can't help but feel that nice guys finish last.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: Other than laying looking into the sky and feeling peaceful for 10 minutes, I had a bad day.
Fact: I can't help but feel that nice guys finish last.

Hear hear, brother

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: Watching horror movies. Being scared relaxes me, oddly enough.
Fact: 23 days gone down the drain.
Fact: I feel like poop.
Fact: I need a man hug. A comforting hug. Like Jake gave me at camp. Random comforting hugs are the best.
Fact: Maybe I'll meet some kool kats at Warped.
Fact: Excited, but Shelby needs to flippin' call me with details!

[KenFisher]

F: How about, cottage cheese toasties. :P
F: This work thing is so inconsistant that I'm confused. And also, doesn't help I need to study for the course. AAAAAA.
F: Quick one only, gotta get ready for work.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Soccer was AMAZING
Fact - I feel SOOO GREAT
Fact - I need this to keep me going
Fact - There is now a cute guy on my team >.< great...
Fact - After two seasons of not having an attractive teammate... my senior year... I have one.

[Music.]

Fact: massive fights with my dad all day
Fact: talking to an amazing person <3

[SlightlySane]

Fact - this song (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIz2K3ArrWk) hurts me so bad to listen to it, but brings me the best memories I've ever had... I miss you... why did it have to do that...

[Kaius]

F: Tuesday is going to be difficult.
F: It will be 3 years to the day my uncle passed away
F: College this afternoon, can't wait for the weekend.

[KenFisher]

F: Back from work. well. work.
F: 'Studied'. Just read the stuff, not sure it went in, not giving a fuck.
F: It's too hot.
EDIT: It would appear that dude on dA doesn't like me. :/
Not that it really matters... :P

[CraigXD]

F: I got my first kiss yesterday
F: It was awesome

[simpleasthat]

^ Nice one Craig :) who was the lucky girl?

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: WARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWA RPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARPEDWARP EDWARPEDWARPEDWARPED
W A R P E D!
Lie: I'm not excited. Not at all.

[CraigXD]

F: Downloading.

[Harley Quinn]

F: missing aaron, hope he's okay :) half a year tommorow :)
F: Ima be there for him, i don't know how, but i will be there for him
F: AIDANS ON HOLIDAY FOR TWO WEEKS, THAT MEANS I HAVE THE WHOLE HOUSE TO MYSELF :D
F: parents are meeting my learning mentor/counselor on monday/tuesday

[CraigXD]

F: Still downloading

[simpleasthat]

Fact: My acne on my back is scarring!!! AKA it is clearing up!!!!!!!!!!! like majorly!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLYYY :DDDD !!!!
Fact: ^^^Sorry to all those with disgusting mental image^^^
Fact: So happy :)
Fact: Training every other day, want to build up for rugby, never been so determined ! :D

[overcome.]

Fact: I spent the day at the beach.
Fact: I still prefer winter to the summer, I just dislike getting real hot. It's damn hot, and extremely humid.
Fact: I enjoy listening to summer music, especially songs from the summer of '08. What a great summer that was, the best of all time.
Fact: I'm pretty tired.
Fact: It's time to go train.

[Bougainvillea]

My acne's been clearing up too actually. :P

Fact: The couple in the room next to us were having sex. And moaning really obnoxiously.
So Cathy & I got into a moan-war with them. It was amazing. :P

[simpleasthat]

^Lol were u actually doing it, or just making loud noise to annoy them?

And chris it doesnt look like u have any acne :)

[Bougainvillea]

It started as a joke, but we decided to take advantage of the situation. :P

I get light acne on my chin and forehead once in a while.

Fact: I'm going to get coffee. Talk to you all later... Yeah.

[simpleasthat]

Oh chris... seriously u take every oppurtunity for sex dont you!

[Aves]

Fact: I need to just move on from Katie. People IRL are telling me just give it more time, but I can't stand it anymore. Why should I give her more time, when she won't even return a single text? :/

[Bougainvillea]

Oh chris... seriously u take every oppurtunity for sex dont you!

No. :P
If I did, I'd be having sex twice a day, instead of twice a week.

Fact: Cathy needs to hurry up.
Fact: I'm thirsty.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: Con u have the right idea, if relationships don't spark instantly, they wont ever work, both people have to want each other just as much as the other does, trust me, probs best to find someone who deserves you better

[simpleasthat]

^lol, naughty horny boy... :P

[KenFisher]

F: ^lulz, accidental double posting.
F: Something's missing. Not quite sure what.
F: I think I miss someone more than something. But who?
F: :/
EDIT: I think I want to be held by someone big. Someone to hold onto me. Comforting.

[overcome.]

Fact: I can't help but feel like crap right now, for so many reasons.

[nick]

Fact: Cathy needs to hurry up.
Fact: I'm thirsty.
Jeez Lawrence, you make it sound like your doing it right now

Fact: Aaron is now the 2nd admin on my forum :)
Fact: really pleased.

[Bougainvillea]

lol Nick. She was brushing her teeth...
That sounds wrong too!
*Holds Kev*

I hope you start feeling better, Rik. I hate seeing you upset. :/

Fact: I HATE being harassed by gay people. I hate when I'm eating with Cathy and they walk up and ask for my number, or what my name is, and then bitch at me for asking them to leave. -_-