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Sith Lord 13
June 12th, 2010, 02:33 PM
Fact: Leaving.
Fact: Fuck off life.

:hug:
Fact: You need to stop not being on when I'm on.

YesterdaysNews
June 12th, 2010, 02:56 PM
Fact: Dropped off a few resumes and had an interview. They're only hiring 20 students though, I knew a bunch of people there :\.
Fun Fact: 90% of Canada's population is just north of the US border.
Fact: My head is filled with random Geography stuff :/.
Fact: I have to get back to typing my project. Later.

nick
June 12th, 2010, 02:59 PM
Fact: last night was very up and down for me, or to be more accurate down and up
Fact: when I love someone it becomes a part of me, its not something that can be just switched off
Fact: so if I say I love you you'd better believe it, whether its friendly love or lover love I wont say it if I dont mean it

Brighter.Tomorrow
June 12th, 2010, 03:08 PM
-Get to hang with a new friend.
-Get to also play with little kids. =]
-Might have a driver soon. lol
-Getting my permit this month.

The Batman
June 12th, 2010, 03:33 PM
Fact: My mom is throwing me, my brother, and her bf a birthday party today
Fact: The only people here are old and I don't know them
Fact: The only music being played is the stuff her bf likes
Fact: It was a nice try but this is obviously not a party for her kids
Fact: I'll be locked in my room all day

ErykaInspire.
June 12th, 2010, 03:42 PM
Fact: Movie with Alex went AMAZINGLY! ^_^;
Fact: ^_^; We were watching a 3D movie (Shrek) so we had those obnoxious glasses on, and he had his on top of his head and he was looking at me all cutely, I went to say "What?" And he smiled, lifted my glasses up, and kissed me ^_^; It was soo cutee.. and it took my breath away andd he had his arm around me, my head on his chest, and my hand on his knee with his hand on mine ^___^;;;;
Fact: My mom texted me saying "Wow, He's the cutest kid I've ever seen. I knew you had good taste somewheres in that head of yours." Alex 'Awww'd Lol :D
Fact: *sigh* Goood day ^_^
Fact: PLUS!! The movie was actually freaking amazing!

Bougainvillea
June 12th, 2010, 04:13 PM
Fact: I'm about to go visit my dads grave with Cathy.
Fact: I'm taking her to her grandmothers too.
Fact: Two years this september.
Fact: Since my dad died, the best times of my life have been with her. Every time we kiss, or sleep together, or even just holding hands are the best times of my life.

Aves
June 12th, 2010, 04:57 PM
Fact: I need to stop freaking out about Katie. :/
Fact: She hasn't texted me back in 2 hours, and I'm starting to calm down..
Fact: constantly scared I'm gonna fuck this up :(

KenFisher
June 12th, 2010, 05:53 PM
F: the people that you want to give a shit about you never do.

nick
June 12th, 2010, 05:58 PM
F: the people that you want to give a shit about you never do.
oh well, there's always me
happy birthday Kev, dont give up on things just yet
<3

Malcolm Tucker
June 12th, 2010, 06:09 PM
Fact: I hate you
Fact: You've ruined my life thus far
Fact: You made me start cutting again even though you tried to "help"
Fact: You have ruined my social life, all my friends went with you
Fact: You just singled me out, ME, your "best friend"
Fact: FUCK YOU
Fact: One year after all this you still make me feel shit.
Fact: I'm above you now, I am getting past this the best way I know how.
Fact: I love my real best friend <3
Fact: 92 days now

Obscene Eyedeas
June 12th, 2010, 06:35 PM
fact: broken
Fact: cant even tell people why
Fact:Sometimes you can cry until there is nothing left within you. You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray all you want to whatever god you think will listen. And still, it makes no difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know that if it ever did relent... it would not be because it cared.-Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
Fact: im feeling hopeless

Malcolm Tucker
June 12th, 2010, 06:47 PM
Fact: I gust got €3 for no reason
fact: sleepy
fact: good night VT <3

KenFisher
June 12th, 2010, 07:22 PM
oh well, there's always me
happy birthday Kev, dont give up on things just yet
<3

Thanks Nick :)
F: I got quite a few late birthday messages from old friends. Makes me smile. That's better then a while ago.
F: gotta go, busy day tomorrow.

Sith Lord 13
June 12th, 2010, 10:38 PM
Fact: When we fight, a part of me dies.
Fact: You went to bed at 9:13
Fact: You seem to run away from me a lot.
Fact: That hurts and scares me.

ErykaInspire.
June 12th, 2010, 10:41 PM
Fact: Alex asked me out!!(:
Fact: 6.12.10 <3
Fact: I hope I'm doing the right thing with following my heart. <3

Aves
June 12th, 2010, 10:54 PM
Fact: The past four days I've been happier than I have been in a long time :)
Fact: I've been smiling for most of those days :)
Fact: 6/9/10 <3

YesterdaysNews
June 13th, 2010, 12:17 AM
Fact: Just got back from my friend's dad's birthday party :)
Fact: Ain't no party like a farm party.
Fact: I don't know if Brent was flirting with me or not. Or maybe he and Shelby will hook up again tonight.
Fact: Overall, fun time.
Fact: I have too much homework for tomorrow, and I was supposed to go to a bridal shower :/.
Fact: The end.

georgiamay
June 13th, 2010, 03:10 AM
Fact: i'm grading for my black belt today.
Fact: i'm terrified i'll fail.
Fact: Even though i'm silently confident :P

Bougainvillea
June 13th, 2010, 04:05 AM
Fact: Right now, I'm sitting here with a chai latte, listening to Erykah Badu, while watching the most beautiful girl in the world sleep.
It's almost unreal when I see her, like I feel I don't deserve someone so... amazing. I don't know. I can't explain. But she is here, and she's in my bed wrapped in my sheets, and soon to be in my arms and our lips are soon to be together, and our love will be expressed in a variety of ways.

This girl right here... She's my only reason worth living.

Fact: I'm sure you're all tired of hearing about it though. But I have to let this out to someone.

Quick_Sylver
June 13th, 2010, 04:38 AM
Hey, Chris? I dont mind it. I find it sweet and like a fairytale. Y'know, oppressed beautiful girl rescued by the cute guy? Yeah. If you need to let it out, you can PM me.
Fact: Im so tired right now..
Fact: I have no control over my thoughts right now.
Fact: Im worried.
Fact: Very, very, very worried.
Fact: Scared even.
Fact: I wont. I wont. I promise.

Bougainvillea
June 13th, 2010, 05:14 AM
Thanks Becky. :)

Fact: I'm very tired. And I'm going to work out with Ren tomorrow. I'll see what he has in store for me. He's very... different.

Aspiringanonymous
June 13th, 2010, 05:27 AM
Fact: I know I'm deliberately reducing activity due to exams and what not, but I'm starting to feel like I'm really out of touch with the community now, and I don't really belong here anymore.. you know? There are other things besides inactivity which contributes to that, but still.

It just feels like my time here has served its purpose, and it wouldn't hurt to move on. But I don't know. I'll see where this feeling is leading.

Quick_Sylver
June 13th, 2010, 05:41 AM
Anytime Chris. :)
Fact: Tired still.
Fact: Twenty minutes ntil I can sleep.
Fact: *yawn*

KenFisher
June 13th, 2010, 07:03 AM
F: Personal statements can fuck right off.
F: Need a cake. Forgot yesterday.
F: No, no one cares about your rather shitty birthday, Kev.
F: I can smell procrastination

MadManWithaBox
June 13th, 2010, 07:19 AM
This tea is bloody terrible. Jesus wept.
The Beatles + tea = watching Foyles war = very english. Which is odd. but is great.
Norwegian wood = One of the best songs ever. :D

nick
June 13th, 2010, 07:21 AM
Norwegian Wood - Rubber Soul - love it

Bougainvillea
June 13th, 2010, 07:24 AM
FUCK. I can't sleep.
Fact: I hope Kev feels better soon. :hug2:
Fact: I might make a pot of coffee. -_-
This can't be happening. I've got shit to do. My car deserves a break. But not right now.

KenFisher
June 13th, 2010, 08:53 AM
FUCK. I can't sleep.
Fact: I hope Kev feels better soon. :hug2:
Fact: I might make a pot of coffee. -_-
This can't be happening. I've got shit to do. My car deserves a break. But not right now.

F: Thanks Chris, I'll get over it.
F: Procrastinating. Personal statements, please fuck off?

Harley Quinn
June 13th, 2010, 11:13 AM
F: Maya, :hug3:

ErykaInspire.
June 13th, 2010, 11:44 AM
Fact: I'm going to youth group for the first time in a long time o.o
Fact: I'm extremely nervous, seeing as I'm no longer religious and it's at a church.
Fact: I'm hoping Alex can come with me.
Fact: 6.12.10 <3 Alex Robert Marris

BlackBetty
June 13th, 2010, 01:15 PM
Fact: I have no dresser now -.-
Fact: I have nothing for my tv to sit on -.-
Fact: All my clothes are hanging in my closet, that i never use
Fact: We have no couch, to kitchen table (like we uae it), no entertainment center, barstools, kitchen chairs, or wifi GODDAMNIT
Fact: My moms computer is fucked up, its being repaired. The motherboard thing blew up
Fact: We wentbout to a japanese steakhouse last night and the people that sat beside the table beside us had a egg threw at her by the cook on accident and busted everywhere.
Fact: Layla was a devil child. She screamed and cryed the whole time for me so i took her and she fed me, lol.
Fact: We sold alot of shit yesterday at the yardsale.
Fact: idk if i will be backbon tonight :(
Fact: i bought my mom a motorcycle crystal that i am going to suprise her with tonight.

Malcolm Tucker
June 13th, 2010, 02:18 PM
Fact: I can't breath
Fact: I can't stop shaking
Fact: My head hurts
Fact: I feel sick
Fact: I just want this all to end
Fact: I have to wait until college. I HAVE TO

Obscene Eyedeas
June 13th, 2010, 04:08 PM
Fact: i feel alone

YesterdaysNews
June 13th, 2010, 09:35 PM
Fact: I'm watching Shutter Island.
Fact: I don't know how I feel.
Fact: kind of... hollow.

ErykaInspire.
June 13th, 2010, 10:12 PM
Fact: I'm going to get my ass kicked tomorrow at college.
Fact: Fuck...
Fact: Alex <3

SlightlySane
June 13th, 2010, 10:57 PM
Fact - I'm home :)
Fact - Had an amazing time :D
Fact - I really don't feel like talking to anyone right now, so if I want to talk I'll talk with you first
Fact - But if you are 'never' (and only one person knows what that means) I'm more than glad to talk with you :)
Fact - Good night VT, cya'll later :)

ErykaInspire.
June 13th, 2010, 11:01 PM
Fact: A bitch at college is trying to start stuff between Alex and I.
Fact:
Alex 11:58 pm
(11:58:34 PM): I don't really care what she says i'll stand by you
Fact: Rawr <3

DarkWingedAngel
June 13th, 2010, 11:09 PM
Fact: It's 12:03am
Fact: im still up
Fact: I cant sleep
Fact: I need to cut
Fact: I dont think im gonna last the night
Fact: I need time
Fact: I miss my gf already
Fact: I think I love her
Fact: I need a smoke
Fact: my blade is beside me
Fact: it's 12:07am
Fact: im gonna go now
Fact: this is my last fact
Fact: I have no more left
Fact: ^^^^^^^^^^^^ that was my last fact

ErykaInspire.
June 13th, 2010, 11:11 PM
Fact:
Alex 12:08 am
(12:08:20 AM): i love you ♥
Alex 12:08 am
(12:08:42 AM): yes i admit it.

Fact: .... My heart skipped more than one beat.. and I can't even begin to explain how I feel right now... Aside from smiling and my eyes getting all teary. Omg... <3

Quick_Sylver
June 13th, 2010, 11:59 PM
Fact: I feel numb and close to the edge.
Fact: Staying strong for him... I have to.
Fact: My head is throbbing.... just like my leg...
Fact: Trying to keep someone okay.

Harley Quinn
June 14th, 2010, 12:18 AM
F: I have exams today, I'm freaking out
F: Aaron.. I need you, I'm trying to get becky to wake you up, I hope it works, if it doesn't Im not sure.. Just please be okay..
F: I love you so fucking much
F: I really hate my net, it gets turned off when I least want it to..
F: if I don't see you before I leave, just know that I love you, and that I'm here you, and I always will be x

Sith Lord 13
June 14th, 2010, 12:32 AM
Fact: Siobhan will do great on her exams today. :)
Fact: I'm trying to hold it together right now. :(
Fact: I have a great deal of help from someone. :)
Fact: People should always be open, forthright, and honest with those they claim to care about.
Fact: Not everyone is.
Fact: A lie of omission doesn't have to be a big deal, but in some cases it is.
Fact: I still love her.
Fact: That makes this even worse.

Bougainvillea
June 14th, 2010, 12:43 AM
Fact: My mom just sat me down, telling me we needed to talk.
She said that she doesn't know how I've managed to deal with everything lately, and that worries her.
Fact: She wants to make me go to the hospital for a psychiatric evaluation.
Fact: There is nothing wrong with me. But that's the beauty of it all. Keep denying there's something wrong with you, and that gives them a reason to think there is. If I act too happy and smile alot, I'm delirious. If I don't smile, I'm depressed and potentially suicidal. If I stay neutral, I'm in shock, and the possibility of me going into a state of catatonia seems more likely.

I don't think I'll be logging on for a while. At least, I'm not sure yet.

Quick_Sylver
June 14th, 2010, 03:02 AM
Chris :hug3: Im here if you need/want to talk.
Fact: Feeling bleh and kiddish.
Fact: Bored.

nick
June 14th, 2010, 03:46 AM
Fact: I love you so much
Fact: my gifts to you are my love, my blessing and your freedom
Fact: make it work, be happy, keep the promise
Fact: full cycle (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=58877)

ErykaInspire.
June 14th, 2010, 06:15 AM
Fact: All ready for school ^_^
Fact: On the phone with my friend Colleen.
Fact: MSN'ing with Tom (:
Fact: Texting Alex <3
Fact: Today's going to be great; aside from a possible fight near the end.
Fact: Gotta keep my heart B-B-B-Be-Beating <3.

Contra
June 14th, 2010, 06:21 AM
Fact: I can't wait for 2 pm.
Fact: I can't live without music.
Fact: I think I may be in love. ^_^
Fact: I miss talking to Eryka. ):

nick
June 14th, 2010, 07:45 AM
Fact: dad broke down and cried just now
Fact: it was because he was unpacking the shopping and realised he bought kitchen towel instead of toilet rolls
Fact: thats how tight the money is now

CraigXD
June 14th, 2010, 11:53 AM
F: Downloading stuff :)

YesterdaysNews
June 14th, 2010, 06:52 PM
Fact: I don't think I've been this happy in a long time :)
Fact: This girl in a couple of my classes, Madi, and I have been talking a lot lately. And she had this brilliant idea that I'd be cute with this guy she knows named Brent. So she texted him and told him about me and he told her to give me his number :D
Fact: He seems really nice, and he's cute :P
Fact: I'm honestly so happy.

Bougainvillea
June 14th, 2010, 07:18 PM
At a restaurant-
Me: I've never been here.
Cathy: Well, the food must be fucking amazing. The waiter is fat as shit.

At a coffee shop-
Waitress (flirting with me): You were born in Cali? I drove through there once.
Me: I remember you. *Widens eyes* You're a very good driver.
Waitress: Ha.... That's $7.89...


Fact: I'm an asshole.

MadManWithaBox
June 14th, 2010, 07:30 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zGcPJooXT1o&playnext_from=TL&videos=TRxY3FJKhAE

ErykaInspire.
June 14th, 2010, 08:49 PM
Fact: My friend Samantha is here.
Fact: She was IMing with my boyfriend, Alex, while I was folding laundry.
Fact: She thanked him for sealing up my incomplete heart and making me happier than I've ever been...
Fact: He promised he's not going anywheres. I mean too much to him.
Fact: I just sat on my bed, Smiling at my floor, crying.
Fact: I'm finally happy.... finally..
Fact: I ♥ you.

Aves
June 14th, 2010, 08:52 PM
Fact: I'm finally happy.... finally..

you deserve it :)

ErykaInspire.
June 14th, 2010, 09:13 PM
Thank you, Connor <3
Fact: I'm going to hand out with Samii(: <3

SlightlySane
June 14th, 2010, 09:21 PM
Fact - I need a break
Fact - I've decided where I'm going to college
Fact - We are scheduling visits
Fact - Meant with a guidance counsler today, got all my credits set up
Fact - I'm amazed... one more year... I'm gone.

Bougainvillea
June 14th, 2010, 09:31 PM
Me: Are you serious. Hot pockets are on the menu.
Cathy: This place smells like my dad's balls.
Me: *Sits up straight* (In a serious tone) "Our special tonight is the mahi-mahi. With a hint of lemon. Grilled. And we have the...hot pocket... which is cooked in a dirty microwave."
Cathy: Hot pockets give me the shits.
Me: I feel like my panties are going to explode just by thinking about one.
Cathy: "Excuse me. I'll have the hot pocket. Rare. Just don't fuck it up. I want my 89¢ worth."
Me: The waiter looks like a retired football player.
Cathy: It's the great manatee!
*We turn to find a couple kissing*
(Cathy covers her head with a menu and yells in a public announcers voice): NOW THAT, KIDS, IS HOW YOU GET WHAT WE CALL HERPES!

SlightlySane
June 14th, 2010, 11:13 PM
Fact - I'm going to disappear now
Fact - I need a break

Quick_Sylver
June 15th, 2010, 04:08 AM
Fact: Be safe, x, I'll be around when you come back twin. <3
Fact: I need serious help right now.. girlfriend help..
Fact: An email:

'Hi.. I know its been a while.. we really need to talk.. I havent talked to you in months.. What happened to us Beckster? We used to be so close.. now if you respond on facebook you're distracted, and usually end up just logging off without a goodbye.

What I want to know I guess, is do you still like me like I love you? You opened my eyes to a lot of things in the world. Showed me that what my parents do is wrong. Opressing the inner me. And you know what? I went from being Ms. Imallthat to, Ms. Thisismesuckit. So I guess... I kinda have to go. If you dont like me like I love you anymore.. can we still be friends? I know when you asked me out I said no because of my parents and my religon... but I dont care about that anymore. I just care about you.

Yeah, I know you love Matt. But I cant help hoping you still have some feelings for me left still.

Wow.. nice and desperate sounding hey?'

Fact: ^Help..?
Fact: Oh. My. God.
Fact: One day I'll say yes or no. I promise.
Fact: Everything surrounds one day.
Question: When's one day gonna be today?
Fact: Scared, needing to talk to Siobhan, worried.
Fact: Get the fuck on ASAP please.

Sith Lord 13
June 15th, 2010, 04:35 AM
Fact: You'll be OK little sis.
Fact: One day, one day will be today.
Fact: I'm still shaken from last night, but I'm being held together.

Bougainvillea
June 15th, 2010, 04:41 AM
Fact: Me and Cathy just spent a long time laying in bed talking after we took a shower.

http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=55069&page=4&styleid=38

The last three posts.

I'm so happy right now. If you all excuse me now.

Becky. Stay strong. <3

Quick_Sylver
June 15th, 2010, 04:41 AM
Fact: I hope you're right.
Fact: Im here for you.
Fact: Going back to TootsiePop.
Fact: Changing everything.

Thanks Chris. <3

ErykaInspire.
June 15th, 2010, 08:06 AM
Fact: According to Samii, I sigh a lot in my sleep, talk about Alex, and smile a lot.
Fact: A sheer sign I'm happy, no? (:
Fact: Watching PeterPan with her, Eating Popcorn, Granola Bars, and drinking Mountain Dew(: This is our breakfast, haha.
Fact: "To die.. would be an awfully big adventure."

MadManWithaBox
June 15th, 2010, 09:16 AM
RUN FOR YOUR LIFE - ...... The Beatles. :D

Quick_Sylver
June 15th, 2010, 10:36 AM
Fact: Redoing my life.
Fact: Its time for things to change.
Fact: No one is going to stop me this time.
Fact: My life is going to get better.
Fact: Im going to win this battle.
Fact: No one can stop me but me now.
Fact: Threw out my razors.
Fact: Got rid of the matches.
Fact: Girl just had another seizure.
Fact: Calling Sharon.
Fact: This is going to kill me.
Fact: We need to stop having her suffer.
Fact: I dont want to do this..

ErykaInspire.
June 15th, 2010, 11:37 AM
Fact: My brothers girlfriend just called me.
Fact: She's on her way up to hang out with me(:

nick
June 15th, 2010, 02:30 PM
The people I know and love seem to be posting less and less
It couldnt have come at a worse time
I feel isolated and alone
I need to feel loved, but I always end up rejected

ErykaInspire.
June 15th, 2010, 03:06 PM
Fact: My mom, dad, brother, and his girlfriend just went for a quick drive to go get something... I come back, my dad is shaking, my mom is crying, and my brother and his girlfriend are sitting on the picnic table holding each other..
Fact: My mom came in my room, sat on my bed and said "You were almost an orphan.."
Fact: A lady was driving on their side of the road going 50, my dad was going 55, My dad had to jerk towards to side of the road.. practically in the ditch.. that lady never moved over.
Fact: Why do I never feel anything?.. I'm not so much as shocked.
Fact: When I was dating Dale.. he was driving me home around 11pm, it was pitch dark out and raining. We were fighting. He almost missed a road to turn onto the leads to my road, so he turned wicked fast. If his tires hadn't gripped the road, we would've went off the cliff. I thought it was a little funny.
Fact: I don't get why I'm so comfortable with the idea of death... :/ I feel.. wrong.

Quick_Sylver
June 15th, 2010, 03:10 PM
Nick, :hug: I dont know if you love me or not, but I love you as a brother, and Im here if you need me.

Fact: Not sure when we're going to put her down..
Fact: ITs not fair to let her suffer like this..
Fact: If only that thought was strong enough to sustain me.
Fact: If you're reading this, angel, I say yes. Yes. Yes, Yes.
Fact: Kinda happy.

Bougainvillea
June 15th, 2010, 03:12 PM
It's okay Eryka. Me and Cathy went to the shooting range once, and Cathy got a target. She turned around happily and accidentally pulled the trigger. I thought it went somewhere else, but when I went to the restroom, I noticed that it nicked the collar of my shirt. I smiled. But if that bullet hit me, I would have died in the exact same manner as my dad. He was shot in the throat and twice in the chest.

Aves
June 15th, 2010, 07:04 PM
Fact: Got my license today :D
Fact: Happy! :D
Fact: Crazy thunderstorm just rolled in.

ErykaInspire.
June 15th, 2010, 07:30 PM
Fact: Emily just started bitching at me about something a girl that I got in a fight with on Friday said to her that apparently I said.
Fact: Emily knows I have an anger problem.
Fact: She started out strong. But She's crying and is all apologetic now.
Fact: When I'm in a bad mood and people just keep pushing at it, I blow up and become extremely offensive and often personal.
Fact: I'm sick of this. I need mood stabilizers.
Fact: Fuck you. Seriously.
Fact: I love you.

MadManWithaBox
June 15th, 2010, 08:45 PM
New medication. Hope it works better than the other stuff.
I'm all tired, its 2.45am here.
I love arch_angel if thats how you spell it, we talked on the phone.

Brighter.Tomorrow
June 15th, 2010, 10:03 PM
-Bothered..
-What do you say to a 5yearold who want's you to be his father, when he knows his real father didn't want him.
-I fucking hate monitors.
-Confused.

Rainstorm
June 15th, 2010, 10:08 PM
Fact: I still love you.
Fact: Right now, I wish I could be there to help you through your troubles. But I am the cause of it.
Fact: I know that what you're pushing me to do won't work.

Bougainvillea
June 15th, 2010, 10:58 PM
My friend just came over with her son, crying asking if I'd take care of him for a while. I agreed. And she kissed him goodbye, kissed me, and said she'd tell me what's going on. And me and Jay just watched as she sped off. I looked down and he was holding my finger. And he asked "When is mommy coming back?" And I replied "I don't know kiddo. Lets go inside."

Fact: Jenna is twenty years old, and of all people she trusted me the most with her five year old son.

Sith Lord 13
June 15th, 2010, 11:36 PM
Fact: My mind is in turmoil.
Fact: There is too much shit going on in my life.
Fact: I want out.
Fact: I found out someone I loved and respected thinks I'm unstable.
Fact: I can cope just fine with what she didn't want to tell me.
Fact: It's the fact that she didn't tell me that really hurts.
Fact: I feel so alone right now.

Harley Quinn
June 16th, 2010, 01:09 AM
F: tired >.<
F: if anyone needs me you know where I be
F: got a maths exam today :(
F: hope you're okay Parker :)

Quick_Sylver
June 16th, 2010, 10:01 AM
Fact: Fell asleep on the living room floor at 9pm....
Fact: It's now 8am...
Fact: Fuck..
Fact: I love you. Please be okay.
Fact: Im here if you need me brobro.
Fact: I miss nuggets..
Fact: Eating candy o.o
Fact: That's because you're responsible Chris.
Fact: Eryka, its gonna be okay.
Fact: :hug3: To y'all.
Fact: I dont want to go off the laptop..
Fact: Worried. Very. Very. Worried.

MadManWithaBox
June 16th, 2010, 10:22 AM
Why are flies so interested in my house? I spend my day trying to get rid of them, bloody hell.
Pot noodles are... interesting.

Quick_Sylver
June 16th, 2010, 10:54 AM
Fact: I have to go soon..
Fact: Im tired.
Fact: Im so glad he's okay.
Fact: Cold.
Fact: Miserable.
Fact: I want to die, to cut, to do all the things I cant anymore.
Fact: I love him too much.

nick
June 16th, 2010, 12:24 PM
Fact: Mike has the most adorable kitten
Fact: the kitten has the most adorable Mike
Fact: and so do I

ErykaInspire.
June 16th, 2010, 12:37 PM
Fact: I went to bed at 2am.
Fact: I got up at 6 to take a 3 hour test.
Fact: I got down-poured on while waiting for the bus.
Fact: I finished an hour early.
Fact: I had to walk five miles to the store in the pouring rain again.
Fact: I got there at 10:30am.
Fact: I put my head down on the table and fell asleep.
Fact: I woke up at noon.
Fact: I then waited until 12:30 for my mom to take me home after the lunch rush.
Fact: It's now 1:36 and I'm going to spend time with my boyfriend around 3.
Fact: Time had nothing to do with it. But it has everything to do with time.

Quick_Sylver
June 16th, 2010, 01:04 PM
Fact: My head hurts.
Fact: Leaving.
Fact: Dont know.
Fact: Gone.

Malcolm Tucker
June 16th, 2010, 01:07 PM
Fact: It's getting worse as we speak
Fact: No one is noticing, no one cares, so meh
Fact: I feel sick just thinking about myself
Fact: Please text me, I miss you already :(
Fact: I can't fight this without you.

Harley Quinn
June 16th, 2010, 01:35 PM
F: getting Chinese for dinner ^_^
F: phone on order :D
F: feeling kinda shit, but il be okay :)
F: P.E exam tommorow :P

YesterdaysNews
June 16th, 2010, 02:57 PM
Fact: This is what we do in french class.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sCmMeFDhzGc

simpleasthat
June 16th, 2010, 03:06 PM
Fact: It's my birthday.

Kaius
June 16th, 2010, 03:09 PM
GET YOUR ASS ON MSN SAM! :o Happy birthday! :D :D

Harley Quinn
June 16th, 2010, 03:12 PM
F: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
F; it's mine in exactly 2 weeks

KenFisher
June 16th, 2010, 03:27 PM
F: SAMMIE! Happy birthday :D Had a good day?
F: Eryka, apologising in advance of the storyness of this
F: I said to John, when voting for student council, you'll be on student council (some thing that is the medium between student and staff) and I won't. It's a popularity vote.
F: And that's what happened couple of hours later. I so wanted the job. (John scraped the 5th place, created when the third place was so close.) Broke down when that dude talking about uni kept going on about 'oh those elected can put this on personal statement.' I just wanted him to stfu. I had to leave.
F: I looked like a dick. John talked to me and made me felt better though.
F: Later...
Roman: Hey you, what happened?
Me: Couldn't stand it that's all. *walks upstairs*
R: Hey, stop, I'm talking to you.
Me: I just wanted the job. and that dude kept going on about it. That's all.
R: Ok.
*when i'm upstairs with John* Me: lolwut?
F: It's confusing.

nick
June 16th, 2010, 04:43 PM
Fact: It's my birthday.
Happy Birthday Sam <3
Missed you last night :(
Hope you've had a great day

The Batman
June 16th, 2010, 04:46 PM
Fact: My financial Aid got Reinstated
Fact: I have to give it everything I have this summer
Fact: I'm going to need help with this.

Malcolm Tucker
June 16th, 2010, 04:47 PM
Fact: I feel sick
Fact: Friday's appointment couldn't come sooner
Fact: It's sleepies for me VT
Fact: Night

simpleasthat
June 16th, 2010, 06:14 PM
Fact: Thanks guys.

ErykaInspire.
June 16th, 2010, 08:34 PM
Fact: Happy Birthday, Sam <3
Fact: Alex just left.
Fact: We watched DeathNote until it started downpouring outside, then we sat at my window and talked.
Fact: When it stopped raining, we walked down the hill, hand in hand, to my pond. We hugged, and he started dancing with me.
Fact: Summer never smelled so sweet when you dance by the waters, drenched in moonlight, with a boy that's stealing your heart.

Bougainvillea
June 16th, 2010, 08:55 PM
Fact: Me and Cathy just went to get food, and some asshole flicked his cigarette butt in my car, and laughed. Yeah, we were driving. So Cathy told me to go in front of him, and she climbed partially out of the window and threw her chocolate shake on his windshield. :P
Fact: I don't know why but she looked extra sexy doing that.
Fact: I'm sleeping all day tomorrow. And I'm taking her out to eat later on.
Fact: I love this girl so much. AARGGHH.

YesterdaysNews
June 16th, 2010, 10:52 PM
Happy Birthday Sam, sorry I was late :\.

Fact: Vince was at the concert. Am I making things up in my head or am I supposed to see him everywhere?
Fact: My stomach hurts. Like when I OD'd :/. But I haven't taken anything. I swear.




Fact: I'm sorry I can't brighten your day like your "Sunshine" could.

Aves
June 17th, 2010, 12:07 AM
Fact: I missed Sam's birfday :( Happy belated birthday Sam!
Fact: Had a good day :)

Quick_Sylver
June 17th, 2010, 12:53 AM
Sammy<3 I miss you. A lot.. :\ *cuddles* We need to talk.
Fact: Meltdown time.
Fact: Feeling so lost, so confused...
Fact: and I cant talk to anyone about it... I just.. I cant..
Fact: But, all I am is an attention seeker...
Fact: Getting lower with every thought..
Fact: Why..?
Fact: She needs to get out of my life.
Fact: Now.
Fact: I cant talk to anyone about my thoughts. Gonna blog them.
Fact: Scared, alone, I dont want to be lost..
Fact: Wanting to cut, wanting to burn something, wanting to feel more than this ache in my chest from loving him.
Fact: Im obsessed, infatuated and everything in my head is going off as alarms.
Fact: Why.
Fact: He's good for me.
Fact: Going to shut up now.

Bougainvillea
June 17th, 2010, 01:00 AM
You guys know I'm here for you, right?
Fact: I'm leaving for work right now.
Fact: I'll talk to you all later.

simpleasthat
June 17th, 2010, 01:56 AM
Fact : To all who said happy birthday, thank you, even if it was late, it was better than nothing which was all i got from people that have been my friends for over 5 years.
Fact : Aaron id quite like to talk to you at some point, its important and i need you.

Quick_Sylver
June 17th, 2010, 02:32 AM
Fact: Getting worse..
Fact: The thought of them fighting...
Fact: No. No fighting.
Fact: He'll kill the man I love just to torture me.
Fact: Why do I love Rorik.
Fact: Shoot me please.

Kaius
June 17th, 2010, 02:41 AM
F: Alright Sam. I've got to go to enrolment in an hour or so, but i'll be back around lunch time if not, text me

Harley Quinn
June 17th, 2010, 04:12 AM
F: only on quickly :P just like to say, i miss you all :( but anyways, i love you Aaron :D
F: Got pe exam in like.. an hour and i'm scared :P

EDIT: 10:35am

F: have a good day mister
F: i be off for break soon :D
F: i'll be on when i'm home ^_^

Sith Lord 13
June 17th, 2010, 06:36 AM
Fact: I'm taking control.
Fact: My life, my emotions, my thoughts, my habits, they're all going to change.
Fact: I'm tired of being a fuck-up.
Fact: If I fail at this, I don't know what I'll do.
Fact: I won't fail.

ErykaInspire.
June 17th, 2010, 09:57 AM
Fact: I just finished my second part of a 6 hour test (3hours each day. 4 essays, 200 multiple choice, and 2 passages to read.)
Fact: I'm completely confident in it(:
Fact: I feel like... my whole life makes sense right now.
Fact: I could literally cry from being so happy..
Fact: I ate lunch with 3 cops about 45 minutes ago(: One asked what I was eating, I shared with him, his 2 partners came over with their coffee and they bought my a french vanilla cappuccino.
Fact: My grandma came in the store and told me she loved me.. I haven't heard from her in awhile. I was shocked, but I hugged her and kissed her cheek.
Fact: I'm almost a senior. I'm almost out of here. This is what I've wanted for so long.. Now I feel as though I don't want to leave.

Quick_Sylver
June 17th, 2010, 12:51 PM
Fact: On the edge..
Fact: I need someone holding me physically..
Fact: :l
Fact: I need it. I need out. I need him.
Fact: If I could fly down there, I would, right now.
Fact: I cant fly down there.
Fact: Fuck.
Fact: Reality sucks.

ErykaInspire.
June 17th, 2010, 01:00 PM
Fact: It hasn't even been a week yet and Alex has gotten my confidence up incredibly.
Fact: I don't even feel the urge to wear makeup anymore.
Fact: Holy damn. Hell is going to freeze over :D

KenFisher
June 17th, 2010, 01:17 PM
F: *after given a dirty look* Me: What's wrong with me?
Roman: Everything's wrong with you.
Few moments later
Me: What's wrong with me?
John: No one ever said there was something wrong.
F: Fucking hell. I hate mutual exclusiveness.
F: I was at Thorpe Park. Walking around alone. Going on rides. Was alright.
F: And you guys know who I wanna be with.
F: What's wrong with me?

YesterdaysNews
June 17th, 2010, 03:31 PM
Fact: I want to cry.
I miss him so much.
I need someone here that can make me forget about him.
But I'm a loner. A loser. unapproachable.

SlightlySane
June 17th, 2010, 09:32 PM
Fact - I'm back from my break, it was short but much neeed
Fact - I will not be turning my MSN back on though
Fact - Going to get my hair cut again tomorrow ^.^ can't wait
Fact - Will be in indianapolis this next thursday to the following monday, will probably have my laptop though.

The Batman
June 18th, 2010, 04:49 AM
Fact: Was talking to Aaron about me getting a 360
Fact: He says this
Aaron says (4:47 AM):
*xbox cures depression, i swear. 2 hours on that and its like snorting a line of cocaine

Bougainvillea
June 18th, 2010, 04:58 AM
Fact: Talking to Thomas is also like snorting a line of cocaine.
Fact: I love you, Thomas. :)

The Batman
June 18th, 2010, 05:19 AM
Fact: I love you too, Lawrence.
Fact: I have the house to myself until sunday night
Fact: Tomorrow is going to be hell as soon as I wake up I'm going to cook breakfast then learn 5 chapters for a test I have.
Fact: I will also be doing laundry.
Fact: I want my own place so i can do this everyday.

Bougainvillea
June 18th, 2010, 09:03 AM
Fact: I'm on the wall of appreciation at my gym. It says:
Chris Lawrence Cedeno has had the pleasure of working as a group fitness enthusiast and mentor with the Sanoma Health Club for more than four years of teaching and receiving training in Boxing, various martial arts, and, nutritional values courses. Chris is sold on group fitness and believes both the Sanoma classes and their instructors possess the ability to transform even the most unsure participant into a confident fitness regular. Jack Groves retired recently, but said Chris was his most accomplished out of all of his years of fitness training. "For his age, I'm surprised he excelled to that extent." Said Groves.
Chris, we the administrators of Sanoma want to thank you for the contributions you've made, and we hope you'll be with us for years to come. "I think we all deserve to have a chance to be in shape. Though some people put it off, I would like them to know it's not too late. No matter how slow you are, the last shall be first." -Cedeno

Sith Lord 13
June 18th, 2010, 09:07 AM
Fact: I'm lonely.
Fact: I want my little sister.

Quick_Sylver
June 18th, 2010, 03:45 PM
Fact: Feeling shit, eh.
Fact: Sharon's being nice, really nice, asking if I want to go get some stuff at a store I like.
Fact: Dave's being an ass.
Fact: Meh.
Fact: Leaving.

ErykaInspire.
June 18th, 2010, 04:18 PM
Fact: Just got home from ordering my photos.
Fact: My confidence is up a lot and I'm smiling more than ever.
Fact: Alex is coming up at 10am tomorrow so we can go to Sylvan Beach with my parents for my brothers girlfriends graduation party.
Fact: She's my woman(:
Fact: I feel extremely pretty today.
Fact: I'm going to go read now.
Fact: <3

Bougainvillea
June 18th, 2010, 04:52 PM
Fact: I still can't believe I have a plaque. :)

Aves
June 18th, 2010, 05:00 PM
Fact: Going to my friends going away party.
Fact: Katie will be there :D

Harley Quinn
June 18th, 2010, 05:49 PM
F: shouldn't have brought up the topic
F: meh, I always do this

ErykaInspire.
June 18th, 2010, 06:16 PM
Fact: It's hotter than hell outside.
Fact: I'm done living in the past.
Fact: I'm not in love. But I love the idea of loving you.

YesterdaysNews
June 18th, 2010, 09:03 PM
Fact: I can't believe we got away with that :D
My friend and I took the bus to meet up with her (ex) boyfriends best friend. I had a great time :P
I don't think he likes me though, I think he likes her. But oh well :D I had fun.
Fact: We're going up again next week after our final exam and possibly staying over :P

Aves
June 18th, 2010, 09:56 PM
Fact: Katie and I kissed :D:D:D:D:D:D

SlightlySane
June 18th, 2010, 10:10 PM
Fact - I'm disowning all my family with very few exceptions.
Fact - I'll keep my mom, brother, dad, grandpa, grandma, and a few members from indiana.
Fact - The rest are worthless and amount to nothing, I claim no relationship to them as doing so would kill the pride we've worked so hard for.
Fact - My cousins are all jerks, my aunts and uncles don't care, my biological grandmother is fake. They justkeep causing stress on my family
Fact - Anymore that they do to hurt my mom and their lives will be hell
Fact - If the stress the put on my grandpa sends him to the hospital again.. he won't be going alone.

Quick_Sylver
June 19th, 2010, 12:02 AM
Fact: Feeling shit.
Fact: My throat hurts.
Fact: I need to see a gynecologist..
Fact: Worried.
Fact: Sicker than a dog.
Fact: Tired.
Fact: Blegh.
Fact: Shittier now. Yay for being slapped? :\

simpleasthat
June 19th, 2010, 03:08 AM
knew it would turn round for ya con

KenFisher
June 19th, 2010, 03:24 AM
F: Last day of school yesterday.
F: Bazaar was a fail. Roman's group defo beat us. Not that it mattered, no one cared. I did, cause I so wanted to beat him.
F: Too many people leaving. :(
F: Don't tell John, he can be cute playing guitar. :3
F: Oh, 'don't stop believing'.
F: Thanks John, for this year. Kept me going even with Romancrap.
F: Went bowling for half an hour. Had to go back to the house. Should have went earlier, the football was so shit. England was SHIT.
F: You have no idea how much cuss I was cussing.
F: A friend of Ali and his group came back. He was here last year or something. Boy, he's really cute, don't tell anyone.
F: Good night, fit dude, short time bowling, meercat. :D

ErykaInspire.
June 19th, 2010, 06:55 AM
Fact: My cousin had her baby at 1am this morning(: She's still uncertain of a name.
Fact: I'm going to meet him once Alex gets here. Then we're going to my brothers girlfriends (Cait's) Graduation party.
Fact: Today's going to be a good day(:

Aves
June 19th, 2010, 09:20 AM
Fact: Katie just said we'd be better off as friends. :(

Bougainvillea
June 19th, 2010, 09:28 AM
I'm sorry Connor. :(

nick
June 19th, 2010, 09:49 AM
Connor, really sorry, that sucks.
*hug*

KenFisher
June 19th, 2010, 10:00 AM
Sorry Connor.
F: Packing not going very far. Nearly done, but.
F: I wish there's a solution to things, but there isn't. I'll live on. See what goes.

Harley Quinn
June 19th, 2010, 10:32 AM
F: I miss my Aaron
F: getting something from the shop later hopefully, tis a surprise ^_^

BlackBetty
June 19th, 2010, 10:49 AM
Fact: ive missed everyone
fact: tgere is no hope for the computer except getting a new one and pulling our data off it.
Fact: I have been soooo bored.
Fact: Closing on our house wednesday, they take possesion thursday.
Fact: Lets see how long a certain someone cries for on wednesday.
Fact: Closing on the 30th for the new one. We still need to find our house keys to gove to the people (we sont lock our house).
Fact: Cleaning monday and tuesday FUNFUN!!!
Fact: I am sooo tired. Been up since 4 this morning.
Fact: Bye VT

Sith Lord 13
June 19th, 2010, 10:58 AM
Fact: My mother is a bitch.
Fact: I did not intentionally forget to switch the laundry.
Fact: Bitching me for forgetting is like yelling at an elephant for being big.
Fact: It changes nothing but does manage to piss off something the size of a house.
Fact: My memory sucks, she knows that.
Fact: I'm officially pissed off. A lot.
Fact: I'm not sure if she's gonna be alive in a few hours.

SlightlySane
June 19th, 2010, 12:17 PM
Fact - My mom is out to eat with my other "aunt"
Fact - My dad is at my grandpa's
Fact - Yet again awake up on a weekend to an empty house... alone
Fact - I'm tired of my extended family messing things up for me, wasting hour money
Fact - I don't want to sound like I'm looking for attention but I'd really just like to be noticed again
Fact - It's been like this for a while
Fact - all I get is: study harder, hustle faster, practice more, and if I want to go somewhere it's.. well... I wanted help cleaning the house. Then they take a nap..
Fact - I want to know when it's going to be my turn
Fact - I'm so sick and tired of getting put off because my screwed up family can't stay out of our fucking business.

KenFisher
June 19th, 2010, 02:37 PM
F: You know that stud muffin I told you? He's leaving. Not coming back next year.
F: I'm not ready. I don't want him to go.
F: On a bad day, possibly with romanshit, I see this dude, and I just feel better.
F: I wish I knew him better.
Q: Did I have a crush on him? A: Probably.
F: I'm gonna miss him, dammit. I really want to say bye to him tomorrow. Really. A lot. Help? Problem is I never really knew him.

Bougainvillea
June 19th, 2010, 03:38 PM
Fact: Today was interesting. I spilled coffee on my workout shirt, so I threw it away. I walked into the storage room to get one, and two people were having oral sex. So I ordered them out.
I called everyone to the main floor to make an announcement.
"Alright, everyone. I have something to set straight with all of you. Now, I'm not saying any names, but I found a couple in the storage room. Performing rather fellatious acts. This is not the place for that. I know all of us here are attractive, but that doesn't mean we cant be decent. Ladies, I know the testosterone levels get high. Hell, I even find myself slappin a few asses and commenting on the game. But come on, its easy to ignore. Guys, leave the girls alone. What we have here is a community. I don't want to divide it, but if this continues, that is exactly what staff will do. So, everyone go about your business." :P
Carl: Chris? Why were YOU going into the storage room, without a shirt, and still not wearing one?
Me: Nun yo business.
Fun day so far.

georgiamay
June 19th, 2010, 03:44 PM
Fact: i feel the need to SH.
Fact: i'm resisting quite well.
Fact: i HATE maths.
Fact: i need to talk to someone who understands SH a bit more than my parents who see it as an attention seeking thing :l

Quick_Sylver
June 19th, 2010, 05:20 PM
Fact: Awww Con. :hug:
Fact: Shitty.
Fact: Gonna fuck off for a while.
Fact: Probably will be gone for a few weeks. Or longer.
Fact: I dont know.
Fact: Starting an animal rehabiliation center with Sharon in our home.
Fact: We've got 2 kittens that were deserted on the side of the road with the rest of their litter, But only the two of them survived and Sharon thinks it would be healing for me.
Fact: And we've got a dog with a pinched nerve from being stepped by a cow.
Fact: Gonna go. Bye VT.

Fact: I love you all. I just need to get out of here for a while. You understand, right?

Kaius
June 19th, 2010, 05:48 PM
Of course Becky :) Get some pictures of the kittehs up soon though k? I think you'd make a great vet one day :)

Georgia, if you ever need to talk you can pm me any time you want

Obscene Eyedeas
June 19th, 2010, 05:51 PM
Fact: david you fuckface you better not hurt my friend ugh
Fact: got my debs dress
Fact: ugh
Fact: uber ugh

The Batman
June 19th, 2010, 05:53 PM
Fact: I passed out at like 6 a.m. talking to Aaron

Sith Lord 13
June 19th, 2010, 05:54 PM
Fact: I love you all. I just need to get out of here for a while. You understand, right?

Part of me does but for the most part, really, no, I don't.

Malcolm Tucker
June 19th, 2010, 06:27 PM
Fact: I'm not worth the effort you put into me
Fact: I'm grateful for it though.
Fact: I really am

Fact: I guess I was wrong, I'm doing just fine without you.
Fact: Moving on
Fact: I keep having random happy memories.
Fact: Stupid medicine is making me go all weird.
Fact: LIAR, nasal spray does hurt!

Kaius
June 19th, 2010, 07:50 PM
F: Worst nightmare in a long time
F: Shaking.
F: I hate sleeping

ErykaInspire.
June 19th, 2010, 09:18 PM
Fact: Ian Williams Wilson-Carney, Welcome to the family <3 I cried while I held him. Alex was glowing at me.
Fact: Afterwords he said "I love how big your heart is, Eryka."
Fact: We then spent an hour in the car, and after awhile at the party it started down pouring. When it let up, Alex tried shoving ice down my shirt so we spent about an hour wrestling/fighting each other to get to the ice bin xD He threw me over his shoulder so I grabbed him around the waist and lifted, then I shoved him away and he pulled me back. Everyone started applauding us when we fell onto the grass. Apparently we're adorable xD (: <3
Fact: We then smeared frosting on each others faces(: <3
Fact: and HE told ME he doesn't want to rush things!! :D!
Fact: Arararrwwgh :D
Fact: Amazing Day <3

Aves
June 19th, 2010, 10:51 PM
Fact: Not a great day :/
Fact: Katie said she just wanted to be friends.
Fact: Missed out on a party cause I felt like shit.
Fact: Went to another party later on.
Fact: Talked to a few people...mainly sitting and not trying to break down.
Fact: There's like 5 pictures of me and Katie sitting in the sand by a lake.
Fact: I'm gonna cry :(

Bougainvillea
June 19th, 2010, 11:20 PM
*Hugs Connor*

Fact: Just went to the drive in with Cathy.
Fact: We saw Toy Story 3.
Fact: We talked the whole time, but ended up doing the nasty.
Fact: I'm sure we're the first couple to have sex at the drive in during a kid movie. -_-

SlightlySane
June 20th, 2010, 01:33 AM
Fact - I just want to be taken away

Harley Quinn
June 20th, 2010, 02:47 AM
F: 23:14 Run Away

I guess I'm writing this to show you what happened tonight all because he thinks I'm addictied to being online, well maybe I am but at least it gets me away from this shit.*At 11:00pm
Or roughly that time I ran away from home, the reason for this was my dad and his taunts. "you live under my house, that means until you fuck off you obey me" now if you know me, you know I'll respond to the jackass, and I did "oh so you want me to fuck off okay". I got on my converses, and my hoodie, took my oyster, my iPod and my phone. I went to leave my room, dad comes up to me and blocks the stairs and starts mouthing off at me, I like i do don't listen to a word he says but around two minutes later does it go in.*

He kept blocking my way, and I said "can you move please" and he gets leary and starts ranting on about how he deserves respect and how I shouldn't backchat and I should learn to shut my mouth, well if he didn't start it for no apprent reason he wouldn't get my tone back. He dad a litre bottle of vodka and this has effects on him, and turns him violent. I asked one more time if he would actually move and he didn't, he got straight into my face, close enough i could feel his stubble brush against me. When you're standing there trying to get past a heavly drunk man that weighs 14st you're in trouble, and indeed I was. He replies to my "move" with "shut the fuck up and get into your room" I wouldn't listen so he pushed me, and kicked my door in.*

I waited till he went downstairs, when he was sitting down with mum still complaining saying "you're not getting your birthday money now" I snapped, and ran down the stairs, looked at mum through the door to the living room and said "bye mum" opened the front door, and ran. Ran as far as my lungs would take me, all I could hear in the background was "SIOBHAN GET THE FUCK BACK HERE" I turned round, buy I ignored it and continued running, I reached the other end of the field at the back of my house and watched as i could hear the sound of aidans voice in the distance and taras bark. I started walking back, saw aidan and ran towards the road and the busstop andhe caught up with me. " get back inside it's freezing" "I don't care I'm not going back" he dragged me across the road to where mum was waiting with tara.

My birthday has for the last 14 years been the same thing, nothing, because my dad decides whether or not we deserve it or not and at this time, I don't deserve it..again. I don't get pocket money for this exact reason, and birthdays and christmas is the only time of the year that I actually get money. Usually i spend the money on clothes or something but most recent years I don't get the money, he does and he doesn't give it to me, instead uses it to pay off the bills. This year isn't going to be any different.*

F: I'm sorry I wasn't online when you had that nightmare Aaron, I'm sorry x
F: Im getting sicker >.<

Bougainvillea
June 20th, 2010, 02:55 AM
Fact: I wish Siobhan was living with me.
That way I'd know she was safe. :/

Harley Quinn
June 20th, 2010, 02:59 AM
F: I wish I wasn't here, anywhere else would do..
F: Talking to Carrie on msn (aarons sister) :P
F: hoping he's alright actually :/

peaceloverugby
June 20th, 2010, 03:11 AM
Fact: I'm backk :)

Fact: unlimited hugs for siobhan (I know it's hard, we all love you)

Fact: today is going to be the first happy father's day I've EVER had :) I wish I could share it with Siobhan, she needs it more than I do

AutumnDae
June 20th, 2010, 09:00 AM
Fact; Vitamin String Quartet. <3
Fact; So, Tyler and I=OVER.
Fact; I'm upset, but whatever, he doesn't deserve me!
Fact; Today is Father's Day. I should bake cupcakes for my dad, he loves them.
Fact; I could spend all day sitting on Xbox Live with Nolan, he makes me unbelievably happy.
Fact; Nolan found out that I'm a vegetarian yesterday.
"I'm eating a delicious cheeseburger that my dad made for me. Without ketchup, that stuff is nasty. Do you like ketchup on your cheeseburgers?"
"I don't eat cheeseburgers. I'm a vegetarian."
"WHAT!"
"Open up your ears and listen! I don't eat meat!" *Laughs*
"....Does that include steak?"
"..........Nolan."
"What?! I'm just asking! Steak is delicious!"
"Yes it includes steak!"

Fact; Nolan calls me his wife and it's hilarious, especially when we are playing with his mom or dad on xbox. (yeah, his parents play too! It's so cute!)
"Wife! To your right!"
"Nolan, who are you calling your wife?"
"Uh, my wife?"
"Nolan."
"Fine Dad, it's Autumn."
"OH! Hi Autumn! Nolan, continue calling her your wife. I like her."

Fact; :) <3

ErykaInspire.
June 20th, 2010, 09:39 AM
Fact: *HUGSSSSSSS* Siobhan & Connor <3 I love you both muchly.

Fact: Today is fathers day. My mom is going to the casino, My brother is going with his girlfriend, and my dad is going golfing. I get to go to Youth Group/Counseling =.=
Fact: I may go watch A-Team later or sometime this week.
Fact: I look sick: Pale/Clear complexion, No makeup, Curly/uncombed hair, and baggyish clothes on.
Fact: My mom said I look beautiful..
Fact: o.O; ?

YesterdaysNews
June 20th, 2010, 09:41 AM
Fact: Happy father's day.
Fact: My dad's dad is turning 80 in august. He out lived him. My mom's dad survived colon cancer, twice. He out lived him too. I miss him.
Fact:
*going into my parents room to sneak a pair of socks, and he's sleeping like a baby. He coughed up blood the night before and my mom took him to the hospital. They said nothing was wrong so they sent him home again. In all of the time he was undergoing treatment, this was the most peaceful sleep I'd seen him get.*
Me: "Daddy, I lo..."
I'll see him after school, I'll tell him then.

In class later that day:
Mrs Paisley: "Amanda, want to come for a walk with me?"
Me: "Okay..."
Mrs P: "How are you hun?" *rubbing my back*
Me: "I'm fine..."
Mrs P: "Oh good good..."
We end up in the office. My mom and aunt are there.
Mom, in tears: "He's gone."

Fact: That needed out. I'm sorry.

Malcolm Tucker
June 20th, 2010, 09:47 AM
Fact: Still not getting better
Fact: I swear these blood tests better show something
Fact: There's like 25 I have to get so there better be something...
Fact: I'm not coordinated enough to even take my nasal spray :P
Fact: BBQ tonight.
Fact: No Cypriot food this time though :(

simpleasthat
June 20th, 2010, 10:59 AM
Fact : every time i look at her it hurts
Fact : im close to breaking down
Fact : i still love her
Fact : after everything she has done that has hurt me, i still want her ...
Fact : how long before this pain ends, i want to stop feeling tears run down my face, i want the jealousy to stop when a girlfriend holds her hand, i want the pain to stop when i see her laughing and having fun

BlackBetty
June 20th, 2010, 11:01 AM
Fact: Why cant people not live off the government to goto school and pay for it like normal people.
Fact: Goinv out to dinner with mom, dad, grandma, my sisters, her husband, layla, peyton, madison, shouod be lovely. -.- /sarcasm.
Fact: I tried to wake my daddy up to tell him happy fathersday but that was no use.
Fact: We had to have Lavern put to sleep. She had brain damage from the seizures. I cried but i was able to hold her until she passed. She is being cremated with the other 100 dogs that we have cremated.
Fact: Ill try to be on later.

Kaius
June 20th, 2010, 12:07 PM
F: I spent the entire day breaking down. Feigning being happy to anyone that spoke to me.
F: That was one person.

[[chickaroo92]]
June 20th, 2010, 12:50 PM
Fact: I went to sleep at 3AM
Fact: I believe I have insomnia because of this ongoing going to sleep at late hours of the night.

georgiamay
June 20th, 2010, 12:55 PM
fact: i'm terrified i'm going to fail my maths exam tomorrow :l
fact: my teacher is shit.

ErykaInspire.
June 20th, 2010, 01:01 PM
Fact: I've been trying to stop smiling and it's amusing me because I can't xD <3
Fact: Lets make up memories of each other. I'm erasing my past. Long since forgotten(:

nick
June 20th, 2010, 02:22 PM
Fact: a discussion I had earlier brought home to me the fact that its unlikely I will have any children
Fact: I'd love to be a dad, I like to think I'd be a good dad
Fact: it sucks really

peaceloverugby
June 20th, 2010, 02:29 PM
Fact: Aaron, I wouldve talked to you, I don't have my computer, and I can't use msn on my iPod :(( hope you're feeling better

Fact: so this is what it's like to have a normal, happy family on father's day. I mean, even my mom told me to wish my dad a happy fathers day. Bizarro world xD I wish I could share it with everyone, today has been perfect :D

Question: Is it weird that I'm proud of my dad? Like, shouldn't it be the other way around? Lol I don't care, I'm proud of him :)

SlightlySane
June 20th, 2010, 04:29 PM
Fact - Getting out of the house
Fact - Going to go swimming
Fact - Actually can see the effects from lifting at soccer
Fact - I've had one person who calls me beautiful every day and who won't stop until I admit... I need to thank them more than I possibly can

Malcolm Tucker
June 20th, 2010, 06:22 PM
Fact: 100 days without cutting ^-^
fact: so giddy
fact: I have to be up early
fact: meh xD
fact: 100 freaking days ^-^

ErykaInspire.
June 20th, 2010, 08:03 PM
Fact: I feel extremely inspirational right now. (:
Fact: I'm happy for you, Michael :D
Fact: 14 more days until one year without cutting, for me. (:

Quick_Sylver
June 21st, 2010, 04:35 AM
Of course Becky :) Get some pictures of the kittehs up soon though k? I think you'd make a great vet one day :)


Thanks for the confidence in me Aaron, right now I dont know.

Kitten pics will be up as soon as possible, but right now the little girl is sleeping and her brother is biting her ear trying to get her to play. They seem about 5 weeks, but small, like 3 weeks. Im worried about them. They've been checked out, but they're traumatized. ><

Part of me does but for the most part, really, no, I don't.

What dont you understand.

I need to get the hell away from this. I need my life to be in control.

Right now.. Im at a crossroads. I need to choose my path. On my own.

Without distractions.

Yes, I know I sound like a heartless bitch.

Maybe I am.

F: 23:14 Run Away

~Dickfathermoves~

F: I'm sorry I wasn't online when you had that nightmare Aaron, I'm sorry x
F: Im getting sicker >.<

I know you're getting sicker... Try a hot bath with lavender and just get some water time, kk?

Fact: Yeah, I know. I left.
Fact: Im not back yet.
Fact: Just going to post here to let you all know what's going on, and answer some questions.
Fact: Im starting Grade 9 now. No summer holidays by my choice.
Fact: Taking a math aptitude test tomorrow.
Fact: The kittens are stealing my pens. -_-
Fact: The queen looks like Daisy..
Fact: Catching up with one of my besties.
Fact: Some of an email from me to her, and her response:
Me:I dont know. Im thinking about my job options. You know I wanna be a vet. But lately.. I dont know. It seems like an impossible dream and not worth it right now. Im looking at my options of talents and Im thinking... Maybe, just maybe, I'd be a part time writer with a strong fulltime job. But I dont know.
Her:Impossible dream? WOW, Kabob, that’s something I never thought you’d say. Pft. Nothing. Is. Impossible. I’d totally slap you for saying that if I was close enough!! Ahha. Dream big, lovely <3 you’re worth itt. Being an author can be more of a .. hobby. That’s usually how it works.. especially at first.
Fact: She's one of my biggest supporters sorta deal. She kept me going at times, and me her.
Fact: I love Loraliscious.
Fact: Ima post a convo from a long time ago. It seems right to post it right now.
Convo:5:58:45 PM: Loraliscious: :/ save me from this nothing i've become

6:05:03 PM: Kabob: The wind rustles as they lie upon the bed. Gentle friends are they. The words they say are quite meaningful. Until a day when one pleads the other to save them from the nothing they've become. Upon such a day the friend said to the other,'What nothing are you,my friend? You are beauty beyond compare, a beautiful heart hidden behind a face of anger, a calmness the emanates from your soul. M'dear you're nothing and nothing is everything. Therefore you are everything.'

6:09:13 PM: Kabob: You're not nothing. The simplest are the most beautiful. You are my friend and everything to me. Hun, stay strong. I love you <333333

6:34:44 PM: Loraliscious: FuckIloveyou.

6:35:00 PM: Loraliscious: Awh

6:35:04 PM: Loraliscious: Thank you Becky

6:35:07 PM: Loraliscious: Imma gonna save that.

6:35:19 PM: Kabob: :-$

6:36:40 PM: Loraliscious: :D!!

6:37:42 PM: Kabob: It wasn't that good...

6:37:59 PM: Loraliscious: It was

6:38:04 PM: Loraliscious: Know why?

6:38:07 PM: Loraliscious: Because it means something

6:38:11 PM: Loraliscious: And it means something to BOTH of us

6:38:28 PM: Kabob: True...

Don't ask why I'm Kabob. It's a LOOOOOOOONG story.

Fact: Mmmkay, rambled on enough.
Fact: Back to lurking.

CantBeTamed
June 21st, 2010, 05:02 AM
Fact: I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER
Fact: I LOVE BRITNEY SPEARS
Fact: I Love Miley Cyrus
Fact: I Love Lady Gaga
Fact: I Would Marry Justin Bieber
Fact: I Miss My Friend Alex Dearly Its Been Almost 6 Years Since He Passed Away
Fact: I Love Madonna
Fact: I Want A Boyfriend
Fact: Music Is My Life
Fact: I Wanna Be A Director
Fact: Movies Are Amazing
Fact: I Still Watch Hannah Montana

Bougainvillea
June 21st, 2010, 07:27 AM
Fact: I found a picture from the same night as my avatar.
Fact: It shows how my hair is most of the time.
Which is not a mahawk.
Fact: Yes, I part my hair to the side. Omg. How crazy.
Fact: I actually surprise most with that.

Anyone want to see? :)

Kaius
June 21st, 2010, 07:38 AM
F: I had to scan in my college id card for my uni application draft. I look like crap in it xD
F: Show us Lawrence!

Bougainvillea
June 21st, 2010, 08:20 AM
I'll do what I want. :O

Kaius
June 21st, 2010, 08:26 AM
:O Bitch :P

F: Tired o.o
F: Hungry
F: Bhan :)

ErykaInspire.
June 21st, 2010, 08:28 AM
Fact: I'm quite tired this morning.
Fact: I honestly, really need to sleep more.
Fact: I would love to see that picture, Lawrence.
Fact: I'm going to go take a shower and clean up around the house.
Fact: I'm sorry to everyone I've grown distant from. I'm not doing it on purpose. I love all of you.

Bougainvillea
June 21st, 2010, 08:29 AM
You know, that hurts.
I'm not going to be your girlfriend anymore.

Fact: I'm tired.
Fact: Madonna is WAY better than Lady GaGa.

http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/picture.php?albumid=310&pictureid=11268

There you go.
:)

Sith Lord 13
June 21st, 2010, 08:31 AM
Fact: Pissed
Fact: Dad's being an ass.
Fact: Again.
Fact: I'm scared.
Fact: Because some of what I do is exactly like him.
Fact: I'd rather die than turn into him.
Fact: I feel guilty for saying things like that.
Fact: He tries to be a good dad.
Fact: But he fails.
Fact: Miserably.
Fact: He's still better than my biological father.

Kaius
June 21st, 2010, 08:37 AM
YAY FOR THE PHOTO :o

Bougainvillea
June 21st, 2010, 08:39 AM
Yay for shut the fuck up =D

I'm just kidding.

Fact: I'm calling in today. I'm not ready to teach that class.

Kaius
June 21st, 2010, 08:56 AM
</3 :O

SlightlySane
June 21st, 2010, 01:08 PM
Fact - Mom is in a bad mood today
Fact - The only reason I was able to evade her was because I did laundry and folded it
Fact - I need to do more reading, I love it to much not to
Fact - Soccer this week, will be in indianapolis on thursday for pokemon :)

peaceloverugby
June 21st, 2010, 01:44 PM
Fact: going running

Fact: it's 96 degrees out

Fact: I'm crazy, but I need to run :)

ErykaInspire.
June 21st, 2010, 02:44 PM
Chris, Why the black circle in your hair? Lol.

Fact: Going to meet Alex's parents tonight, hopefully.
Fact: ♥

Bougainvillea
June 21st, 2010, 02:53 PM
Sunglasses, dear. :P

peaceloverugby
June 21st, 2010, 02:58 PM
Fact: ^LMFAO

Fact: home from running

Fact: I smell like a rugby bag, shower time

nick
June 21st, 2010, 03:02 PM
Sunglasses, dear. :P
facepalm !
lol

Quick_Sylver
June 21st, 2010, 04:17 PM
Fact: Cramming.
Fact: Learning a whole year of Math in two days is possible.
Fact: Im on Unit 5 of 7.
Fact: I am nuts.
Fact: Im scared.
Fact: Im an honor with distinction roll student normally.
Fact: Right now Im barely passing.
Fact: What's happened to me.
Fact: Things are going to change.
Fact: Pictures of teh kittehs
http://i749.photobucket.com/albums/xx138/Secrasi/HNI_0028.jpg
SugarBear
http://i749.photobucket.com/albums/xx138/Secrasi/p_00032.jpg
Tempest
http://i749.photobucket.com/albums/xx138/Secrasi/HNI_0026.jpg
Both
Fact: Gone.

nick
June 21st, 2010, 04:18 PM
omg, cute kitties <3

Kaius
June 21st, 2010, 04:20 PM
Can i huggle them?

nick
June 21st, 2010, 04:23 PM
I love you Mike

Bougainvillea
June 21st, 2010, 04:38 PM
Fact: I want the first one.
Fact: I like my hair that way better. I don't look serious. :P
Fact: My stomach hurts.

Obscene Eyedeas
June 21st, 2010, 05:01 PM
Fact: Ugh people are so blah

ErykaInspire.
June 21st, 2010, 06:31 PM
*blushes* I see it, now. Uhmmm ^_^; Hehe.

Fact: So, Every time I go out in public, A creeper has to try to talk to me.
Fact: My mom told him off. It was funny(:
Fact: I miss being a little kid.
Fact: Say Hey (I love you) - Michael Franti and Spearhead = ♥

SlightlySane
June 21st, 2010, 06:45 PM
Fact - In so much pain from soccer haha :P
Fact - I'm going to look amazing at the end of the summer
Fact - Maybe I'll keep a journal of my progress, idk
Fact - My brother ran with us, he thought it would be easy, he ended up passing out in the car.
Fact - He has to go again tomorrow
Fact - I feel so great being able to do the running I do.
Fact - This season is going to go out amazingly :)

YesterdaysNews
June 21st, 2010, 07:27 PM
Fact: Pictures make life amazing :)

Fact: Took the bus again! lmao. I love this chick. She's helping come out of my shell.
She texted me last night, "wanna take the bus to ******* again?"
"Sure"
"Really??"
lol. I have a feeling this will be an awesome summer.
Fact: In the past 4 days, I've been to two guys houses whom I've never met and hung out in their basements like it was nobody's business. :)

Fact: Austin hasn't called me back yet. Whore.

Bougainvillea
June 21st, 2010, 07:41 PM
Fact: ^Amanda that's how me and my friends are. We just take eachother to our friends' apartments. :P