Your Facts:

[mrmcdonaldduck]

Fact:i am on holidays

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I'm hungry and we have Steak for lunch today... Grosss!!!
French Fries are gunna be good, though :D

Fact: Lisa says I'm beautiful. and she loves me. xD (:
Fact: Alyssa says i'm gorgeous.

Fact: I'm in the computer lab at school and they're both standing behind me XD (:

[MadManWithaBox]

fact - my mother has given me her stupid bag so I'm sick
fact - I can't even stand up, cos it makes me dizzy, plus i have a headache, i feel naesous, I'm aching all over from coughing so much, and I'm boiling hot.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I'm in detention..which I was 15 minutes late for. And my teacher isn't here(:
Hehehe.

[Aves]

Fact: I'm in detention..which I was 15 minutes late for. And my teacher isn't here(:
Hehehe.

Bad gurl you got detention :P

Fact: I'm hungry

[overcome.]

Fact: I'd actually really like a nice somebody to share these coming winter days and nights with. Always happens when you least expect it though. I want it to happen without the feelings of anxiety, I want those feelings to be with excitement like they were for me a year ago.
Fact: I want to get better, some days I have more faith than others, todays an average day I suppose.
Fact: I've beaten anxiety these past two days with a bit of a struggle, but the feeling I get lets me know that I'm alive and not existing. Even though 80% of the time atm, I'm existing.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: My SS History&Government teacher is amazinggg!!
She's lecturing away and spots a paper airplane near the computers
Her: "Oh, who made this lovely airplane?"
Patrick: "Oh, that was Gabe yesterday."
Her: "Hm." *starts toying around with it*
**The class is trying to explain how to throw it*
*She throws it*
*it hits Graham*
Her: "Ha! You're it!"

xD

She's awesome :P


Fact: I agree with Rikki.
I'd actually really like a nice somebody to share these coming winter days and nights with. Always happens when you least expect it though. I want it to happen without the feelings of anxiety, I want those feelings to be with excitement like they were for me a year ago.

[Contra]

FACT: 3rd of February is going to be one of the best days of my life.
FACT: This is my 500th post!! :D

[overcome.]

Fact: I learnt some new things today that are going to help me.
Fact: The £120/$240 I've spent on a wise investment is going to also help me a considerable amount. That'll include knowledge, direction, and a new found confidence with the results I'm going to get. I can't wait. This is just the beginning of the journey for me. My journey to the competitive stage next April perhaps.
Fact: I find the song 'Sunscreen' by Baz Luhrmann really inspirational, the lyrics are very good on describing the really important things in life, things that in every day situations are overlooked. If you haven't heard it, when you've got a minute look it up on Youtube, I'm sure anybody else would like it.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Rikki you are fighting so hard through your troubles that it makes me want to cry when I think about the pain you must face. At the same to though you are very inspirational to me and even though I don't know you much I look up to you

Fact - I hate feeling helpless when other people are sad. I just want to make them better (stupid soccer captains)
Fact - my feet are horribly blistered from soccer today

[Justwondering]

I haven't been on Vt lately. It sucks.

[overcome.]

To Eryka and Ryne - thank you very much for the kind words, mentioning that I've inspired you both. That really does mean a lot to me. I'd love to pass on my views and outlooks of certain things, especially if I feel that it can benefit somebody in any way possible. I hope that perhaps sharing stories of my own experiences could help people in some ways to cope or deal with similiar problems. My objective isn't to change peoples views, but just educate people with spiritual beliefs if they're interested. I'm not here just to do that btw, but that's the way I see the world. If other people don't, I fully understand that and respect that everbody is different :)

Eryka; I think that search for a special someone shouldn't always be a search that you carry out yourself. I believe that when you least expect it normally, it'll come to you. In my eyes that's fate. Whatever's meant to happen for you will happen :) I hope that it's all good for you, you're a very strong person who's had a lot of personal struggles - but I know you'll be getting your good karma.

Ryne; Although I've had days which have been darker than anywhere I've been before, there are people far worse off than me in the world. People that don't have any money, that don't have a home to go, a bed to sleep in. People that have chronic illnesses, limited times to live, people that can't get out of bed in the morning due to that. I could go on forever, you get my point. I'm grateful for every day I live and enjoy, those dark times will shape me for the good. You should all be grateful too.

I tend to ramble on sometimes so I'm sorry about that haha, but thanks for reading and thanks for the kind comments ;)

Fact: Damn, my body aches today. I had a great leg workout two days ago and am finding it hard to tense my legs ha. Good back workout from yesterday too.
Fact: This week I'll be booking a holiday for early-mid February time where I'm going to Egypt for 2 weeks with one of my best friends and his family. Should be brilliant.
Fact: I've now halved my anti depressant medication. I'm kinda sick of sleeping 12 hours when I take these, and I'm going to get off of them and do things without the aid of this medication. I'm quite determined.

[mRojas2000]

I'm rolling my own ciggie... just to remember Ant that I won't stop smoking ;)

[Justwondering]

I'm exhausted. I could stay up all night doing homework and still wouldn't be done by the morning :/.

[unknown2011]

psycology experiments suck monkey nutz. analyzing 300 tally marks per person in a group 6, adding it all togehter, then counting it all on 1 peice of paper with bad directions = EFF ME!
fact~we've had to analyze 300 questions 3 times...DAMN I HATE THAT CLASS!

[simpleasthat]

I cant get her out of my head

[Aves]

I feel like I'm losing the person I love :cry2:

[SlightlySane]

No matter what I do I always think of other people first and I think it's starting to work out for me

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I had my last soccer practice today. WOOHOOO.

Fact: Rikki, your words mean alot ^ :D

[SlightlySane]

Fact: As soon as we meet for the very first time I won't say a word I'll just pick you up into my arms and hold you forever.

[simpleasthat]

Dont worry Aves, things will work out for you =]

[OhHeyItsTy]

Fact: Today is "Sweetest Day", the most pointless Holiday EVER! If you know what Sweetest Day is, you most likely live in the Great Lakes area. If you don't know what Sweetest Day is, then that just proves my point. Can you say "Hallmark Holiday"?

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I fell asleep with your voice being the last one I heard. That was the best sleep i've had in quite a while.... (:

[Justwondering]

Fact: I miss saying I love you.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Nothing makes any sense right now.

[Aves]

Fact: I'm crazily hyper right now xD

[Bougainvillea]

I just had some kind of rice. It was good

[AutumnDae]

1. I feel like I'm going to vomit pretty soon.
2. I hate vomiting, please let the feeling pass.
3. I'm talking to a guy on Facebook that I used to have the biggest crush on.
4. I enjoy playing tenor sax, more than clarinet now.
5. I'm not going to my homecoming dance.
6. I went to my first high school football game today, only because I had to. It wasn't very interesting. I don't think I'll go to another one.
7. While playing at said football game, my friend was making funny faces at me and I kept almost laughing but had to keep my composure.
8. While playing, my hair kept blowing in my face. I had it back in a pony tail, but not all of it goes in. It was quite a problem.
9. If we move out of formation during marching band, there's a problem. You might be eaten.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: Nothing makes any sense right now.

tell me about it.... i have no idea whats going on anymore

[overcome.]

Fact: I have some forms next to me that can make steps towards getting better, but for some reason I kind of put them to the back of my mind. It's extremely hard to summarise your issues in a few lines and tick some boxes. Reading these forms and seeing the options available with the questions has really made me realise how much my life has changed for the worse. With all the time to think, those lines on the forms still haven't been writen.
Fact: I'd like to get a few more hoodies, since I like covering up atm. It's starting to get cold in England pretty quickly this year.
Fact: I've always been a private person, but now more than ever really.
Fact: I'm starting to respect people for qualities that a year ago, I wouldn't have even understood.
Fact: A good friend of mine has mentioned about how spiritually gifted I am at a young age, I'm starting to love my spiritual side. I feel like I had could had good in depth conversations with most kinds of people.
Fact: I really enjoy in depth conversations as mentioned, but only with people I don't find annoying, otherwise I get bored easily.
Fact: My music taste has actually changed a little in the past 5-6 months I'd say. My liking for heavy metal is still around, but I'm listening to much less of it atm. I prefer decent rock music amongst other things. My favourite bands are Creed and Linkin Park.
Fact: I look up to certain people, some of which I don't even know, yet they're idols to me in life and role models.
Fact: If you don't have goals in different areas of life, or any goals at all, then life becomes fairly boring and desire is lost.
Fact: My current and on-going goal is that I want to be the best person that I can be. This goes for everything that makes up a person. The best friend, son and family member I can be, to be in the best physical shape I can be in, to keep learning like I am in different areas, and perhaps some other things.
Fact: Although I'm private like I said before, there's things I don't tell people for reasons about myself. I'm not ashamed of who I am, but some people don't need to know things about me, some being most people probably - most being 99%.
Fact: The Christian rock music that I listen to inspires me - to become a better person and to really be grateful for life.
Fact: I find myself becoming more attracted to blonde girls right now.
Fact: I think I may write two articles tomorrow and post them on VT.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I'm going to try and upload some new pics at some point tonight(:

[Aves]

Fact: I'm having that caffeine crash. :(

[Alfred Pennyworth]

The stars in The Lion King during the scene where Simba looks at his sky to the cloud of his father say "Lets Have Sex"

wait, WHAT?!?!! I don't think that was in the movie! O_o

[Delusion15]

Fact- i chose staying home and sleeping rather then going to homecoming

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I went to Walmart at midnight lastnight.
Fact: I fell asleep while sitting on the display shelf for PS3.
Fact: He gave me the first bruise.
Fact: My hand has red marks on them from when he squeezed really hard..
Fact: I cried myself to sleep this morning.

Is it worth it....?
not at all..

[Aves]

Fact: My dad is forcing me to go to church, even though he doesn't go to begin with....WTF

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I'm an emotional wreck. I've been crying all morning.
Fact: My two best guy friends just told me how they feel... *sigh*
Fact: I've never felt so drained in my life..

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I wish I was with Eryka so I could comfort her.
Fact: I was just asked if I was a model.

[Harley Quinn]

Fact: Eryka needs a hug *Hug* :hug:
Fact: My poem called The Statue Of Mind was made from all different poems I've wrote
Fact: I hate my parents arguing....It make me a nervous wreck mostly at school

[SlightlySane]

Fact: Eryka knows that if I could I would leave right now just to be with her and help her through this.

[Aves]

Fact: I hope Eryka feels better.
Fact: My dad's finding more reasons for me to move back into my old room....

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: ... VT means the world to me.


Especially since it,
and all the people on it,
are all I have.

[Harley Quinn]

Fact: If anyone needs me you know where i am, i don't care who you are :P
Fact: It's 17.28 and i haven't eaten today....
Fact:.......*HUGS* for everyone

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I told you everything. I hope it meant to you everything I intended

[Aves]

Fact: I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone.

[Sunshine Girl]

Fact: I met a sweet boy (:

[laurita_21]

fact ---i love crying under the rain :')

[Triceratops]

I have no motivation to do anything right now.
It's annoying.

[overcome.]

All of a sudden I've come across very angry, I'm in a shit mood.

[Bougainvillea]

I just fell asleep

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Every time I smile, a surge of tears builds up in my nerves.

[Harley Quinn]

Fact: I can't take much more of this, im slipping down that road again :|

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I just want to make a difference in someones life.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: Eryka, you've made a difference in mine. :)

Fact: I think I might have the flu.... I don't know.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Lawrence, you're great(:

[Aves]

Fact: Eryka, you've made a difference in my life too :)

[simpleasthat]

Eryka, i know for a fact, you changed mine...

[overcome.]

I'd like to do the best I can to help Eryka through these dark days.

[Aves]

Fact: I wish I knew how to be a good writer, and an inspiration to people.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: My head is killing me.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I just stepped out of my room, only to find my mom crying while watching "Marley & Me"

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I just cried for two hours straight..
Fact: My mom asked if I'm sick, not if i'm ok..

[AutumnDae]

Fact: I was just asked if I was a model.

I was asked that at a party in NYC. It was....interesting. It was my older brother's friend and I sitting on a couch talking about nothing in particular. I excused myself to get a drink and he gasped and said "My God....how tall ARE you?" I blushed and told him. "*Mumble* That tall....Jesus....*mumble*" as I walked away to get a drink. I came back and he asks again "So are you really THAT tall?!" "Yes....why?" He then explained how I look like a model, (He's a photographer of some sort, I guess) and that my legs are like 14 miles long. "Um, thanks?" "Well, darling, that is a compliment of compliments!" "Thank you!" "Right, right..." *Looks down at his BlackBerry and mumbles* "Is...everything okay?" "Oh! Yes! Perfect! Are you sure you're not a model already?" "Uh, yeah, I'm pretty positive." "Hm. Okay. Braces? How much longer?" "I dunno." "Hm. Okay. Take my card, darling. Call me when they come off." "Uh, thanks..."

I walked away, completely confused. I couldn't tell if he was being serious or not...he was half drunk....Meh, whatever.

Fact: I can put my leg behind my head.
Fact: My hair is quite bothersome.
Fact: I'm going to Area All State for band. It's really high level, and it's in a month. I don't even have music yet.
Fact: I have a tenor sax solo for jazz band in November, early. I just started playing tenor sax 2 weeks ago, and I haven't even looked at the solo yet.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I hate mondays they are horrible. None of my three alarms went off this morning meaning I woke up late because no one bothered to check if I was awake (normally someone checks). I had to wait for my windows to defrost. I had to speed to get to school on time (I NEVER speed). I also have an orthodontist appointment today and I lost my retainer yesterday (my mom found it). I also have soccer and I'm really tired and don't want to go. [/rant]

[simpleasthat]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yteMugRAc0

[MadManWithaBox]

christ I'm so bloody tired, and I just wanna go home. Like so tired I just wanna cry and cry, but I can't, cos all I wanna do is go back to england, and away from this.

[overcome.]

My journey to the stage continues, I really do have a lot of motivation to compete next year and the year after.

[OhHeyItsTy]

My world has just fallen apart. I don't know how I'll keep going.

[scuba steve]

I just got a hair cut, now i can feel every breeze through my head, not to good

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I just ran four miles.
I'm beat.

[Aves]

Fact: I JUST got back from school, 6 hours after school gets out. I was running lights for the school's orchestra concert, and before that building window frames for the fall production, "A Flea In Her Ear"

[simpleasthat]

Well done Lawrence :)

[overcome.]

There really is scum around here. Two people about my age ran into the corner shop at the end of my road and stole from there, then pushed the woman who owned it into the road and ran off. Shit, that pisses me off, but that's wasted energy. It's a shame though, lovely woman. I really really would have loved to have been out there, I'd have targetted one.

[overcome.]

I absolutely cannot wait for my holiday in Egypt in January - going with one of my best mates too :D:D

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I'm so exhausted that my eyes keep going blurry and I can hardly see.
Fact: I'm staying after school today to watch the boys Soccer Game.
Fact: I can hardly keep my eyes open right now.
Fact: I'm miserable with you..

[overcome.]

One day I want to make a positive difference in your life, I hope I can. I want to give you that happiness.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I have clicked the refresh button several times today just waiting for your reply.
Fact: My friend keeps printing out pictures for my locker xD
Fact: I'm dreading seeing you today..
Fact: You already have(:

[SlightlySane]

Fact - No matter how long it takes I'll be there for you one day eryka and I'll make it all go away

[MadManWithaBox]

I'm losing the motivation to put one foot in front of the other, to keep going. Every day feels, like I have to fight for everything, and I'm that close to just putting my weapons down.

[simpleasthat]

dont give up. its not worth it...

[overcome.]

Time to leave for me. I guess my mum was right when she just told me to fuck off and not bother. I've had a huge argument with parents, particularly my mum. I don't know if I'll even bother coming home tonight.

[Aves]

Fact: I made a gay joke about my tech teacher (to his face) because he was going into detail about a guy.
Fact: He laughed about it
Fact: He's married (to a woman)

[Bougainvillea]

lol

My thighs are so sore

[Kahn]

Fact: I miss NY like hell...

Fact: I'm scared that when I apply to my College... (My older brothers) they are going to turn me down because I am an average student... What do I do?

[simpleasthat]

when u apply put in your "write about yourself bit" something that just makes u sound completely unique, its how u do it in uk

[2D]

Last night was the worst night of my life.

Last night was also amazing.

This weekend I'm doing an overnighter up in the Sandias by myself.

I feel happy with myself.

[overcome.]

According to my mum, some poor woman will get stuck with me later on in life. I'm just a nasty bully I hear, I also apparently have no respect for anybody either. If that's the case, you don't know your own son.

[simpleasthat]

1. You are not a bully
2. You have respect for all people with all sorts of problems
3. She definitely doesn't know her own son

You are a great guy Rikki and I'm sorry for the problems you have to face at home. I just wish things would norm out for you

[Aves]

Fact: Rikki's a great guy, and his mom obviously hasn't taken the time to notice.

[overcome.]

I won't portray that I'm some kind of victim, because in reality I'm not at all. My issues aren't really from home, but these things that do come up every few weeks, or seemingly now once a week or so and they do bother me.

Thank you very much for your support, I do know I don't possess either of these character traits, nor do I have that kind of personality. Just a bit of a shame, if your own parent tells you these things over and over again - it does make you think for a few minutes, am I really like this? Forunately, no I'm not. Thank you again guys :)

[ErykaInspire.]

Rikki, I couldn't have met a more heartfelt guy than you. You're a genuinely loving/caring guy with a lot of personal struggles under your belt. Just block what you can out. Trust me, I know the feeling when your own mom (in my case, both parents) look down their noses at you. Remember what we've talked about; Things get better. Just don't give up<3

Fact: I have a massiveee headache.
Fact: My teacher said she's not going to keep letting me go to the nurse every day for asprin.
Fact: My headaches make me black out if I don't take anything.
Fact: Is this like my teacher purposefully putting me in a harmful situation? Seeing as I've explained it to her?
Fact: When I go to the nurse and ask for medicine, and they pause to look through the files to see if I have a doctors order(I do), I always shake really bad and get tears in my eyes because I have a feeling they won't have it for some reason.
Fact: That was a really bad run-on sentence x:

[overcome.]

I'd rather go out and spend some money on dinner than go downstairs and even look at my family right now, let alone stand there and make something to eat.

[Aves]

I'm listening to Mindless Self Indulgence! Such a good band :D
Fact: I gave a speech that I totally winged today, and I did pretty good

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I've not once in my life had someone that I care for hold me and tell me that it will all be ok.
Fact - that's all I want right now

[overcome.]

I've never felt so isolated and alone.

[Kahn]

Fact: I am falling into depression
Fact: I know that I can help myself and I am ready to take the steps I need to to help myself be happy again.
Fact: I don't know if I can help myself though...

[Sunshine Girl]

fact: I am finally happy. I think it's because i just don't care.
FACT: i miss him. Even though i don't really know him.
Facccctttt: it's raining outside and it sounds lovely :]

[simpleasthat]

Fact - I've not once in my life had someone that I care for hold me and tell me that it will all be ok.
Fact - that's all I want right now

same...

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I just cried for no reason.
Fact: You made my heart explode.
Fact: I've never felt this way before..
Fact: Now i'm crying from happiness.
Fact: "When I look into your eyes.. I know i've seen everything worth living for."

[Aves]

Fact: I'm going to the doctor tomorrow for my acne problem

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I feel like i'm starving.
Fact: People at school have been calling me "ErykaAnorexia"..
Fact: I have a headache..
Fact: I'm still happy :D

[Aves]

Fact: I've listened to this song 50 times in 2 days :D I love it (Invincible by Muse)

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I totally love Eryka.
Fact: My thighs are still sore.
Fact: I need a new laptop

[Aves]

Fact: I totally love Eryka.

Fact: Your not the only one

[Ryhanna]

1 - I love someone I probably shouldn'y and I don't even know why.
2 - I like frogs... ribbit :P
3 - When I'm sick I act like I'm dying just so people actually remember I'm there for a change

[Aves]

I'm in an argument over Nirvana being better than Blink-182, which they are.

[MadManWithaBox]

I'm sitting in whatever they call computer class here, and its really shit. Like I've been on the net the entire lesson, and the teacher hasn't noticed

[overcome.]

You really are on your own in this world.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I totally love Eryka.

Awh :D I love you, too ^-^;



Fact: Your not the only one
<3333
Why the heck is everyone loving me so much? xD



You really are on your own in this world.
Not when you have a good friend for support *cough*ME!*cough* :D


Fact: I'm in the best mood everrrr! :D
Fact: I was up til 1am and woke up at 5 Wide awake! How odd?
Fact: I fell asleep with a smile and woke up with a smile.
Fact: VT Is amazing. <3 I love everyone on it<3

[Aves]

<3333
Why the heck is everyone loving me so much? xD

Fact: VT Is amazing. <3 I love everyone on it<3

Fact: We love you cause your amazing.
Fact: VT has changed my life like nothing else ever could.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: I totally love Eryka.

Ditto

[overcome.]

I listened to 'Fix you' on the train earlier. Just one of these days where you feel fed up and just want out. I've found that train journeys relax me, I like them. Perhaps they're almost as relaxing as water is, weird that.

Thank you for your support Eryka, it really does mean a lot. I meant like irl, although it's real cool to have support online, I couldn't imagine how it must feel to have that same support in real life from the people I know online.

Another fact - it's been almost 3 days since I've spoken to anybody that I live with.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I'm so happy I'm crying. Today could not have been any more amazing..
Fact: The guy I spent two years bawling my eyes out over finally told me he feels the same way.. I ran into him at walmart and when he left he texted me saying "I didn't think I could like you any more than I already did.. but.. wow.."
Fact: My heart is exploding<3!

[AutumnDae]

Fact: I've been in a bad mood for over a week, I can't seem to get out of it.
Fact: The guy that I want quite badly doesn't like me, it's killing me.
Fact: I'm almost crying.
Fact: Dinner smells delicious.
Fact: I haven't seen my dad since Sunday, he's coming home tomorrow.
Fact: I haven't eaten anything all day, it's nice.
Fact: Every time I blink now, it stings. I'm going to cry soon.
Fact: I'm going car shopping soon, but I won't be able to drive until May.
Fact: Something is wrong with my mom, but she won't tell me, it's really bothering me.
Fact: I flirt with a guy every night (Who isn't the one that I want) because it makes me feel loved.
Fact: My attacks during practice were amazing, but not good enough.
Fact: I've used hand sanitizer 18 times today.
Fact: I'm crying now.
Fact: I'm insane.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: Autumn...is amazing.
Fact: I had a random nosebleed today after working out...
Fact: That really bothers me.

[AutumnDae]

Fact: Autumn...is amazing.


Thanks? Lol.

Fact: I have no idea why, but I feel the need to cut my hair extremely short whenever says "It's getting so long!"

[peaceloverugby]

Fact: Rob's pack of cigarettes looks so nice....

[Aves]

Fact: I just spent over 3 hours watching music videos on Youtube with my dad :D

[MadManWithaBox]

I just had a really nice sandwich, and it really cheered me uo, cos I was feeling really depressed, and now I'm happy.
uncharted 2 is really good
It was a half day today, so I didn't go into school, and I really wish I had, cos I'm bored
I'm on half term now!

[overcome.]

Fact: I was called vain last night because I have a picture that represents that I'm happy with my body. Funny enough, it was from somebody that's never even spoken to me.
Fact: That's a second example of how somebody is pointing out traits that I don't possess in the matter of a few days, I'll overlook it but deep down I do wonder if I come across differently to people than I'd like to.
Fact: I'm listening to a song called Second Chance by Shinedown. I like the band, and somebody put a quote in from the song in the 'favourite quotes' thread. I decided to look it up, I'm glad I did.
Fact: At this time I'm sat here wondering if the way I'm feeling now is a result of a test I'm getting in life or a result of negative karma. I don't honestly believe I've done anything wrong though.
Fact: A good friend of mine explained to me on the phone earlier on that when people can be described as selfish, that's not particularly true, it's self love. Learn to love yourself once in a while, it'll give you the ability to love others.
Fact: I have to truely love myself first before I love others.
Fact: I never realised how much negativity stems from this site until somebody wrote in a post "this site is emo enough" - it's actually true. This isn't a criticism, it's merely an agreed observation of somebody else. Although there's negativity, people writing and talking about their problems even online can be a much better thing to do than keeping it all to themselves. Talking is a great method of problem solving.
Fact: I'm meant to be having two friends to come and stay round here tomorrow to watch UFC 104, I don't know if it'll end up happening due to the fact that I haven't spoken to anybody at home in 3 days now. I doubt friends would be welcome given those circumstances.
Fact: Sometimes I can't help but feel that many girls are attention seekers, doing it to comfort their insecurities deep down. Of course they'd never normally admit this. It's human nature to want to be loved, some people just go to extreme lengths.
Fact: Sadly I enjoy the vast majority of gameshows on Challenge TV (UK channel), also Maury Povich and Jerry Springer lol...
Fact: I enjoy posting random facts about myself, and I enjoy reading other peoples, it's good to get to know eachother :)

[SlightlySane]

Fact - This week has been terrible, but not a whole lot has gone wrong
Fact - I'm so tired of putting up with everything I'm feeling because I know it's not going to happen
Fact - My grandma and dad are playing my brother like a card. I hate that stupid bitch I wish she would stop pretending
Fact - I want to go to therapy sometimes but I know the only way I get to go is if I go to the same one as my parents... That's not going to work
Fact - I feel like my problems are pathetic and that there are people facing harder things but I can't stop thinking about them
Fact - I don't understand why it all comes crashing on me now when I've just accepted my life in a way that made me feel so incredible

[overcome.]

Fact - I feel like my problems are pathetic and that there are people facing harder things but I can't stop thinking about them

Nobody's problems should be belittled or overlooked. If they're affecting your life negatively, then they are problems. No matter how big or small.

[SlightlySane]

Rikki, thank you for putting it in that perspective you are an amazing and inteligent person. I appreciate all you do

[overcome.]

Thank you very much Ryne :) I hope that you manage to sort out the problems you have. Afterall, I believe that everybody deserves happiness.

[overcome.]

I'm now sure that my very own family doesn't want to know me. They're continuing to point out bad things about me that aren't true, I can't keep taking these low blows. I knew deep down you didn't want to support me through these hard times, your words support that.

[ErykaInspire.]

Rikki && Ryne;; no matter what happens; i'm here. Please please remember that. I don't care if you flood my inbox with a million messages telling me what's wrong. I'll read every single word and reply from the depths of my heart.

Fact: I have been so unbelievably happy all week.
Fact: I ran into him at walmart yesterday... he hugged me.
Fact: I'm going to the movies with him in two hours. I have butterflies.
Fact: I'm seeing him AGAIN tomorrow at Allys birthday. Again.. butterflies.
Fact: I keep crying from happiness.
Fact: I was on the phone with him last night and at 11:11, when I was half asleep.. he wispered "11:11.. make a wish... *he went quiet as he made his*... now all I have to do is wait to ask you."
Fact: This is the guy i've been spilling my heart to;;
http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/picture.php?albumid=1047&pictureid=5888http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/picture.php?albumid=1047&pictureid=5887

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I don't want to cry for it
Fact - I'm getting sick
Fact - Eryka your are amazing

[MadManWithaBox]

I've just come in from a really good night, with some of my irish friends, and... I'm not happy, and I don't know why. In fact its made me miss england, and my friend even more. I mean in england I have one friend, and here I have loads, yet I really wanna go back, and see him. I mean He's an awesome friend. And i miss him loads, but I'm not sure if there's another reason that I haven't recognised yet.#

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Ryne, you're unbelievably amazing<3
Fact: I just cried for the first time with week... (from sadness)
Fact: Mom thinks i'm a whore.
Fact: I havn't had an ACTUAL boyfriend in over a year until two weeks ago.
Fact: Now every thinks I'm a whore.... )':
Fact: I'm still happy.........


Fact: I'm going to go watch ZombieLand. <3

[peaceloverugby]

Fact: Eryka has been spilling her heart to a hawt guy :D

[Aves]

Fact: I hope Eryka feels better
Fact: Eryka's amazing :)
Fact: I eat a lot :D

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I had to lay down in the clinic today

[AutumnDae]

Fact: My shoes smell so bad, someone could probably pass out from them. As disgusting as that is, it's because I use them for volleyball everyday, and a few times I have forgotten socks haha.

Fact: The boy that I am in serious like with hasn't texted me in three days, I'm getting paranoid.

Fact: The guy that my friend likes is flirting with me.

Fact: I just got asked for nudes.

Fact: My sister is moving out on November 1st.

Fact: My health teacher from last year asked me if I was doing okay, and that I looked like I had lost weight. It was quite an awkward conversation.

Fact: I HAVE lost weight, not on purpose though. Stress can do that I guess. *Shrug*

Fact: I'm trading rooms with my brothers. Well, not really trading. I'm moving into their room, they are moving in to my sister's room, and my other sister is moving into my old room.

Fact: I'm looking at paint samples to choose what color I want my walls.

[overcome.]

I can't keep convincing myself or lieing to myself that I'm ok. I need help. My life has fallen apart. I'm as good as broken. I want to fight to get back on top, but I don't have the faith right now. Rather than keep flooding negativity, I may just keep it to myself from now on. I don't really know or care atm.

[Aves]

Fact: I just added 120 songs to my iPod :D

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I went to this haunted walk through thing today and my best friend's friend (who I am also friends with) held my hand all the way through the line and too her car. She asked me to hold her hand because she was scared.
Fact - I think I like her and it felt amazing to hold her hand.
Fact - I really think it made my best friend mad
Fact - I had a lot of fun tonight but now I have a lot to think about...

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I just noticed that everyone has posted a fact about me xD
Fact: I'm on the phone with him<3
Fact: OMG!! We went to the movies, and just stared into eachothers eyes the entire time(:
Fact: He kissed me... I lost my breath.
Fact: Am I in Heaven?
Fact: I realize that's a question not a fact(:

[Justwondering]

Fact: I'm taking a break from cleaning right now (:

[tyler27846]

Fact- Ryne good luck with that girl any woman would be lucky to have you

[SlightlySane]

aww thanks you :) we will see what happens. I don't want to hurt my friend either :/

[tyler27846]

you are welcome dude

[Gumleaf]

fact - have felt like crying today but haven't.....yet
fact - been out shopping with my girlfriend and another friend
fact - have study to do but haven't touched a book yet
fact - found my dad a birthday pressie
fact - will see my sister for the first time since she got married 3 weeks ago tomorrow

[Aves]

Fact: I'm tired
Fact: I hope you have good luck with that girl :)
Fact: I hope Eryka will have a great relationship with "him"
Fact: I'm happy, only because my friends are happy.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: My headache is getting worse.
And I'm starting to feel dizzy.
I'm going to the hospital tomorrow.

[Harley Quinn]

Fact - IM not worth anyones love, if anyone loved me
Fact - Im so paranoid about everything
Fact - Im hungry and havent eaten in 3 days....>.<

[overcome.]

Fact: By the time I step on the plane to go on holiday in January, I'll go from 6"4 230lbs lean, to 240 lean/ripped. I will make it happen.
Fact: I feel like I may well have gotten my spark back. I don't feel like I want to self harm now.
Fact: I would never self harm anyway.
Fact: Nothing will get in the way of my goals. My life will be a good one.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I didn't want to press that horrid button that seperates our voices on the phone
Fact - You made me feel much better just hearing your voice for the first time

[MadManWithaBox]

I got in another fight last night. I'm sick of all this fighting to be honest.

[Harley Quinn]

Fact: I'm hyper on Red Bull, and lots and lots of sugar
Fact: :hug: :hug2: :hug3:
Fact: I'm in the hugging mood

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I was at a party last night.
Fact: I didn't get to sleep until 4:30
Fact: Dale asked me out at 3:00 exactly this morning<3!
Fact: I'm horribly sick today
Fact: I went to lay down and Dale stayed on the phone with me for an hour when I fell asleep<3
Fact: My dad came in and checked on me while I was sleeping, then he came in when I woke up and said "You still had that phone glued to your ear with a smile on your face. I can tell he means alot to you."

Fact: My head is throbbing, but I'm happier than ever :D

[AutumnDae]

Fact: Everything always seems to be screwed up.

Fact: Out of the 4 people I've texted, no one has answered.

Fact: Life is not fair at all sometimes.

Fact: Something is wrong with me, obviously.

[MadManWithaBox]

There is absolutely nothing wrong with you autumn, you're awesome, as ae you eryka- remember that
cigarettes here are horribly overpriced - 8 euro 50, and you only get 20 packs
There's a really fit girl in my house right now
I'm starving

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I'm so sick and not going to school tomorrow
Fact - I'm tired of being sick idk why I have to catch everything.
Fact - I want to call someone but I can't even talk without coughing :(

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I've been on the couch ever since I got home yesterday
Fact: I'm horribly sick
Fact: Mom's taking me to the ER when she gets home from work..

[Aves]

Fact: I'm home sick :D
Fact: I'm not really sick
Fact: One of my friends envies me for being home :D
Fact: I've been on the couch ever since I got home yesterday
Fact: I'm horribly sick
Fact: Mom's taking me to the ER when she gets home from work..

Fact: I hope Eryka gets better :)

[Darkness]

Fact: I always wanted to be a "BAD" reverend.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I'm still sick and so is she
Fact - I've been txting her non stop since yesterday morning and I'm still txting her now
Fact - she invited me to go trick or treating with her and I'm kind of excited :D

[OhHeyItsTy]

I don't know how I'll keep going.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I was attacked by a dog today. And I have a bite mark on my shoulder.

[AutumnDae]

Fact: My shin hurts so bad, like someone is tearing it apart.
Fact: I took 6 pages, front and back of notes for my Global test, I hope I do well.
Fact: I want to text him, but I am too scared. =/
Fact: I want him to text me, but he isn't going to. =/

[Justwondering]

Fact: I'm so happy I made executive for Free The Children at our school (:

[simpleasthat]

Cept for the headaches and ER etc, im so totally unbelievably happy that Eryka has found the right guy for her it seems
Best of luck Eryka, its soooo good to see you truly happy at last :)

Ps your not a whore, ignore it okay, your not...

[OhHeyItsTy]

i just relapsed. countless xanax, washed down with vodka.

i was supposed to be in that car with my sister...

[peaceloverugby]

Fact: my dad came back into town and took me to a Bruce Springsteen concert last night!

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I'm still sick on the couch): Day three...
Fact: Dale hasn't stopped texting me to make sure i'm alive xD <3
Fact: I've lost weightt ):
Fact: I havn't eaten anything in three days.
Fact: My throat is majorly swollen
Fact: My temp was 101.8 last time mom checked it.
Fact: There was 70 kids and 10 teachers out yesterday.
Fact: There was 110 kids and 13 teachers out today.

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I was chosen to sing at the christmas assembly...

[simpleasthat]

Fact: I'm still sick on the couch): Day three...
Fact: Dale hasn't stopped texting me to make sure i'm alive xD <3
Fact: I've lost weightt ):
Fact: I havn't eaten anything in three days.
Fact: My throat is majorly swollen
Fact: My temp was 101.8 last time mom checked it.
Fact: There was 70 kids and 10 teachers out yesterday.
Fact: There was 110 kids and 13 teachers out today.

Sounds like swine flu, don't worry you'll be fine, just try to drink plenty of water to prevent dehydration, otherwise just sleep :)

[Aves]

Fact: I'm still sick on the couch): Day three...
Fact: Dale hasn't stopped texting me to make sure i'm alive xD <3
Fact: I've lost weightt ):
Fact: I havn't eaten anything in three days.
Fact: My throat is majorly swollen
Fact: My temp was 101.8 last time mom checked it.
Fact: There was 70 kids and 10 teachers out yesterday.
Fact: There was 110 kids and 13 teachers out today.

Fact: I really hope Eryka gets better :) She sounds miserable...:(

[Rainstorm]

Fact: I'm writing a song

[The Joker]

Ooh, I wanna hear soon Mike!

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Day FOUR on the damn couch! >.<
Fact: My temp got all the way up to 102.6 yesterday.
Fact: I feel fine now, my temp has been at a stable 98.7.
Fact: I might be able to go to a concert with my boyfriend tonight.
Fact: I just ate waffles(: First solid food i've had since Saturday Night!
Fact: I woke up in a cold sweat at 1am this morning. Which was weird because I was under two down blankets and a comforter.
Fact: I wrote an amazing poem but my computer shut off before I saved it)':

[simpleasthat]

Fact: At times I envy Eryka

[OhHeyItsTy]

FACT: I went back to school today.
FACT: It gave me a panic attack.
FACT: I gave into those brown eyes, and his adorable smile.
FACT: I attempted to shave my armpits.

[Rainstorm]

Fact: I offically hate my Italian Class
Fact: I lost my phone
Fact: I need to go do homework, yet I am on VT

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I have to sing silent night... :/

[nachtspiegel]

Fact: I secretly want to drop out of college.
Fact: With every day that passes, the urges get stronger.
Fact: She has more of me than she knows.
Fact: I contemplated it, but stopped short.
Fact: I'm not prepare for anything anymore.

[overcome.]

Fact: My life is on the up.
Fact: I'm continuing to work hard to get what I want ultimately.
Fact: I'm surrounding myself with inspiration, positivity and using visualisation, I keep trying new things.
Fact: VT is extremely negative, I never see any positive facts besides Eryka being happy with a new guy. Btw, congratulations with that Eryka everybody knows you deserve it :) Get well soon.
Fact: I appreciate this is a place to vent, as I have posted negativity here too, but cmon. Positive affirmation - if you're positive, you attract positivity, and the same for negative vibes. Ask yourself why you're surrounded by the people you are, it's for a reason. You attracted eachother.
Fact: Setting yourself goals is what keeps you going. If you don't strive for anything, you'll be one of those people in life who settles for second best or gives up all the time. I won't do that. When you feel like giving up, you have to push that bit more.
Fact: Sometimes, I really enjoy life.

[ErykaInspire.]

Sam, why in the world do you Envy me?

Fact: I'm in school but I literally can NOT talk )':
Fact: I feel like crapppp.
Fact: Dale drove up to my house last night to see if I was alive, lol.
Fact: He met my parents and they loveee him(:
Fact: I'm going to meet his parents tomorrow at his grandmas house for his moms birthday(:
Fact: I have a pounding headache
Fact: People keep telling me I look exhausted.
Fact: Teachers arn't calling on me because I can hardly keep my head up, haha.
Fact: Emily's awesome(: (She's my bestie and she's sitting next to me<3)
Fact: UGHHHH!!!!!!!

Fact: Rikki, I'll reply to that message when I feel better. I know it's been like.. a week. I havn't forgotten, don't worry. Sorry about the delay, hun<3

[simpleasthat]

Cos even though u have such hard times, you are an amazing person with a great guy, you always manage to pull through no matter what the situation and i just envy the good things you have including your personality and good looks :(

[Kaius]

Fact: I love her more than anyone could ever imagine and i don't even know why any more.
Fact: She reminds me of the times when i knew who i was
Fact: She doesnt even want to know me anymore
Fact: Im tired of being sick already
Fact: I feel like im complaining more than i should be allowed to
Fact: I cant walk away, although im trying my hardest.
Fact: He stands her up, and doesnt bother calling or texting her although she deserves better than that, yet somehow despite how hard i try for her hes still better than me..
Fact: Im tired of being told that its not worth it.
Fact: I will decide what is and isn't worth it.
Fact: Im secretly and pathetically breaking down for the 3rd time today as i write this

[MadManWithaBox]

Fact - I'm going to an apprenticeship when I come back to liverpool in january, and I'm really loooking forward to it.
fact I've had enough of bloody school, I can't stand it.
fact - I'm actually in a really good mood
fact - I spent all day walking round birkenhead, and it put me in a good mood

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I think I can finally forget my past and try to find myself again...


(:

[Aves]

Fact: I saw This Is It yesterday, it was AWESOME!
Fact: I said random stuff and grossed some people out today
Fact: I can't remember why I said random stuff, but yea.

[Rainstorm]

Fact: I have chosen the laptop I'm getting for Christmas
Fact: I'm currently procrastinating on my History Essay
Fact: I think it's going to now soon
Fact: I got a Strawberry Milkshake afterschool today.
Fact: Said Milkshake's cherry decided to fall on the floor
Fact: Today was a good day.

[overcome.]

Fact: I think I may have found an almost miracle cure for my main life problems. I'm cautious though, I don't want to raise my own hopes. Anything is possible in this life.
Fact: Evanescence have recently become a band I'm listening to a lot more of. I don't listen to as much heavy metal as I used to. I prefer Christian rock, softer rock or more meaningful music to myself. I relate music to all sorts, mainly moods and events.
Fact: I've had a little glimpse of what life could be life on the other side of the coin. That really was a brilliant day, although tiring. I'd like to do it again soon. I don't realise sometimes how far I've actually come in many senses of the term.
Fact: Philosophy, particularly moral philosophy has interested me a lot lately. I'd like to look at much more involving it and philosophy in general.
Fact: New people and friendships interest me, if I believe that we click that is.
Fact: Nothing ventured, nothing gained - I'm glad I'm continuing to try new things.
Fact: I've been quite a big CSI fan for years, Vegas though, I don't really enjoy NY or Miami. Season 9 should hurry up and come out on DVD in the UK.
Fact: I got excited that I learned GNC was having a 30-50% sale on all of their products ha.
Fact: I'd like some new people to speak to actually.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: I think I can finally forget my past and try to find myself again...


(:

In the words of Rob Schneider in a few Adam Sandler movies,

"You can do it!"

:)

[AutumnDae]

Fact: I'm walking quite awkwardly lately, I pulled a muscle in the my thigh and it hurts hah.

Fact: I'm doing Area All State for band, which is really high level, and I didn't even apply. I'm really nervous.

Fact: I've been playing tenor sax for about a month, and my band director wants me to take a solo at the winter concert. I might do it, if I can get over my stage fright.

Fact: You cannot even see my bed right now, there is so much stuff piled on it. A piece of furniture was moved out of my room today, and all the stuff that was on it got moved to my bed. I don't know where I am going to put it all.

Fact: My locker is the cleanest one you will ever see if your life.

Fact: My aunt emailed my mom telling her that I look like Miranda Cosgrove. She's like the 6th person to think that.

Fact: I studied extra hard for my Global test, and I got a 98 on it. :) I filled in a wrong bubble on the one that I got wrong.

Fact: Today during lunch, Bryant gave Tyler an invitation for Cathy's party. Tyler wasn't supposed to be invited, and I had to go and retrieve the invitation back. It was really awkward and I felt bad, but Tyler didn't care.

Fact: If I had to watch 2 animated movies for the rest of my life, it would be Monster's Inc. and Finding Nemo, hands down.

Fact: I have a pizza party for yearbook staff tomorrow. :)

Fact: I'm taking 11th grade math while in 10th grade, and it's too easy for me. I did most of this in 7th grade.

Fact: I have 7 PRIDE tickets in my agenda. None of you know what PRIDE is haha.

Fact: I turn 16 in less than two months.

Fact: I want my mom to get off the phone, I need to talk to her.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Trick or treating was AMAZING!
Fact - She held my hand again to annoy her sister :D I still loved it
Fact - I'm going to work up the courage to tell her I like her
Fact - I'm really going to do it this time. I've got nothing to loose.

[OhHeyItsTy]

I just went Trick or Treating as "Where's Waldo"

[nachtspiegel]

Fact: I now remember why I keep my feelings to myself.
Fact: I just did most of my fifteen page research paper in an hour.
Fact: They've come back to me and I can't process it.

[simpleasthat]

ummm why you trick or treating now aren't you menna do that on 31st october??

[overcome.]

Fact: When speaking to women, I wonder why some always mention other guys in detail all the time. Is it like a ploy to make guys jealous and want them more? I don't get jealous, I just lose interest. It bugs me.
Fact: I'm going to have 2 bowls of oatmeal and a 5 egg omlette for breakfast, should be nice :)
Fact: After lunch I'll go for a long walk with a good mate of mine. It's cool to talk about all sorts and walk miles and miles.

[MadManWithaBox]

I helped my stepbrother set up xbox live this morning
I ate 2 sausages and a peice of bread for breakfast, and now I feel really greedy
I've lost virtually all my appitite, its weird.

[Harley Quinn]

Fact: I have school on Monday...I was on half term
Fact: I'm happy that I have finally beat it, well at least I hope I have
Fact: I've found who I really am, although it took ages
Fact: Im happy

[Kaius]

Fact: I told her i loved her and she laughed in my face

[OhHeyItsTy]

I'm home from school for lunch, and don't really want to go back.

I have a pain in my side...kinda in the middle of my left ribcage...I'm kinda worried.

[overcome.]

Fact: I walked just slightly under 10 miles today with one of my best mates, had a great laugh in the process and talked about everything under the sun. Doesn't get any better than that.
Fact: Now I'm damn hungry.
Fact: I'm going to see a psychic this coming week, I'm really looking forward to it.
Fact: During that walk we talked about what happiness really is. Health and happiness are the most important things in life.

[OhHeyItsTy]

No play practice today!!

[Gumleaf]

fact: i look so tired this morning that me walking to work could easily be mistaken for people trick-or-treating because i look very scary.

[OhHeyItsTy]

I'm starting to think that I'm bi...not gay.