Your Facts:

[simpleasthat]

Fact: Sorry Eryka <3 x

[Harley Quinn]

F: RWARRRRRRRRR
F: Hobo looking me = Sexy
F: ^ Lmao
F: taras laying on me
F: she's adorable and I treat her like a human :D
f: Eryka...will you be my chocolate covered sponge cake?

[MysticalBurrito]

Fact: Numb.
Fact: Want it back.
Fact: Tears won't fall.

[Kaius]

F: I love Siobhan
F: Shes a cute hobo
F: Tara's cute too

[KenFisher]

F: Gonna get a shower.
F: Low peopleflow into my diary today. But then it's a first day
F: Had fun talking to Sam ^^
F: Hating that there's maths exams tomorrow
F: In fact, Mock Week in general.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: wow Kev you enjoy talking to me? thanks that means a lot :) x

[Aves]

Fact: I enjoy talking to you Sam ^_^
Fact: Playing guitar (:

[simpleasthat]

Fact: I was playing guitar :D
Fact: Thanks Con :)

[overcome.]

Fact: Eryka's 'location' made me smile. :D
Fact: I'm listening to Blur.
Fact: I fancy watching something, maybe a documentry. I don't know what to watch though.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: Just got back from the park
Fact: =/
Fact: My mom embarasses me
Fact: She dropped her pocket book in the mud
Fact: I laughed
Fact: My 3 year old neice tried to hit my 2 year old cousin
Fact: I thought it was fucking funny :P xD

[simpleasthat]

Fact: wen i saw my 3 year old cousin on friday he said "you're my cousins, I LOVE YOU!!" <3 he's sooooo cute
Fact: wen we put a dvd on i sat on the floor, he instantly sat in my lap and held my hand
Fact: I want to be a father <3

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: I love my Wall rapists :)
Fact: I spent today with Emylee, texting Adam and forgetting Josh.
Fact: Valentines day made me sad (the movie)

[BlackBetty]

Fact: I want to be a dad too
Fact: I love kids and my parents could support us
Fact: I want a little girl.. or boy..
Fact: Whatever god gives us.

[nick]

Fact: wen i saw my 3 year old cousin on friday he said "you're my cousins, I LOVE YOU!!" <3 he's sooooo cute
Fact: wen we put a dvd on i sat on the floor, he instantly sat in my lap and held my hand
Fact: I want to be a father <3
I'm sure that you will be, and you will be just fantastic at it. Maybe just yet isnt the best idea though, lol

[KenFisher]

F: Just noticed I'm in Sam's sig.
F: Gonna go and change mine ^^
F: Folding clothes. What a chore...>.<
F: At least they're mine... :)
F: Room is so messy...:/

[simpleasthat]

I'm sure that you will be, and you will be just fantastic at it. Maybe just yet isnt the best idea though, lol

Fact: I wud be an awesome dad tomorrow morning, i can even change a nappy oh yeahhh.
Fact: Sctually i cudnt id need to sleep with someone first, like that will ever happen bwahaha

[nick]

Fact: I love Sam, but sometimes he drives me mad
Fact: dont even think it, the word has been banned

[simpleasthat]

Fact: May the apologies of a thousand souls rain down upon you
Fact: I didnt say it ^_^

[BlackBetty]

Fact: Headache >.<
Fact: I joined lots of clubs on here just now....
Fact: I think im getting a migrane..

[nick]

Fact: I guess everyone else is chatting
Fact: cos no one's talking to me

[MysticalBurrito]

Fact: Crying.
Fact: Stressed out.
Fact: Too much pressure...

[peaceloverugby]

Fact: I can't do anything right

[BlackBetty]

Fact: ^^ Don't feel bad, me either....
Fact: My head is fucking busting -takes out ipod earbuds-

[KenFisher]

F: I think I might go.
F: I had fun.
F: I just redefined the word 'flup'.
F: That implies Flupper means something differnet....
F: ahaha, Tree...
F: I love all of you.
F: Hugs for anyone who need them before, now, or later.
P.S. : Check my diary out! :P

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I've had nothing to eat in two days :/ I should probably go make something..
Fact: Rikki, I love your mom<3 (x
Fact: No longer engaged. (: (Yes, that implies that I talked to Dale.)
Fact: Now to get on with the breaking up >.<
Fact: Life is complicated. Or maybe it's just me?

[simpleasthat]

Fact: You're brave Eryka and incredibly strong, i know you can do it <3 x

[BlackBetty]

Fact: I just went and visited with my aunt and cousins that live beside of us
Fact: My headache went away!!

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Sam <3
Fact: So can you.
Fact: I've had three songs on repeat all day :i

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I love you, Eryka.
Fact: I need something to eat.
Fact: I made potatoes this morning.
Fact: I also lifted weights and ran.
Fact: Cathy is setting her chin in my butt.
Fact: It's awkward, but then I remember what she is.
Fact: Mine.

[nick]

I hope mike's OK

[Rainstorm]

Fact: Ish wondering why two people have asked me if I was alright. Did I say something?

[BlackBetty]

Fact: You havent been on MSN or VT most of the day
Fact: Im ready for Operation Repo tomorrow night!

[Rainstorm]

Fact: I did say I was going to my Grandparents. Didn't I?

Fact: Just made a new facebook that won't include my school "friends" or family. Yay :)

[Aves]

Fact: I did say I was going to my Grandparents. Didn't I?

Fact: Just made a new facebook that won't include my school "friends" or family. Yay :)

YAY!
Fact: You should add me ^_^

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I'm disowning my family.
Fact: I'm dead serious. I have no last name now.
Fact: Monkey see, monkey do. My sister has started throwing shit at me as well. =/
Fact: Woot! Called a dyke and a maniac in the same sentence by my dear (ex)mommy
Fact: Eryka adopted me. ^_^
Fact: I r forcing happiness, but I'mma be really happy soon..c.c
Fact: o.o'

[Rainstorm]

YAY!
Fact: You should add me ^_^

Fact: Think I shall

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I love you, too, Lawrence. (:
Fact: Becky went from being my sister to my daughter.
Fact: Mike should add me on facebook (http://www.facebook.com/notifications.php#!/ErykaLeigh?ref=profile).
Fact: I'm in pain >.<

[Rainstorm]

Fact: I sent a request to Eryka.
Fact: :hug: to her

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I accepted :D :hug:
Fact: I also had a friend request from Sinnoa Attia (some Japanese guy with a weird eyeball picture). I accepted, then wrote on his wall "YOU CREEP!! HOW DARE YOU ASK THAT FOUR YEAR OLD TO BANG YOU IN WALMART YESTERDAY!!!" Then disowned him ^_^; I so smooth.
Fact: Lalala <3

[kenoloor]

Fact: Ugh.

[Shadowhunter]

Fact: been awhile since i posted facts
Fact: really tired
Fact: dont know what to do anymore...seems like every time i fall for someone everything goes wrong or i cant even get a chance
Fact: moms birthday party was today! funn! (:
Fact:listening to music
Fact: going to go to bed i think
Fact: night vt

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: ....Don't ask me if I'm alright. You just told me you're going to kill yourself, of course I'm fucking not alright. /RANT
Fact: Crying
Fact: I really hope he doesn't see this...but, w.e
Fact: Timezones suck >_>
Fact: He hasn't hurt me.Nor am I lying. v.v
Fact: Mmm...Jeffy, John and Michael, were thinking of ways to get me out of this hellhole...Jeffy was wondering if his mom would notice a random chick wandering around his house, lol
Fact: <33 You all..

[Affliction]

Fact: i got requested to do some cover of stairway to heaven infront of 400 people aand i yelled out fuck off :P but im gonna do it anyway

@eryka so good to see you smile, your a very strong person and i admire that :) :hug:

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I just took a shower.
Fact: I looked down and noticed blood running down my chest. I looked into the mirror and realised my nose was bleeding.
Fact: I feel lightheaded.

[zer0x_glasscut]

Fact: Today is going to be the worse day of my life.
Fact: I hate him.
Fact: I never want to talk to him again.
Fact: I'm going to bed.
Fact: This is probly my last post.. ever.

[2D]

Fact: This is probly my last post.. ever.

OMFG!! NO WAY!!! AHHHH!!! Drama llamas are not cool.

[Affliction]

Fact: Stressed...

please dont cry no more..

[simpleasthat]

Fact: Sam <3
Fact: So can you.
Fact: I've had three songs on repeat all day :i

Wat can i do? haha

Fact: At school, so great to see everyone again, im rarely sad when actually in school, in fact im always happy :)

[Affliction]

Sam <3 your my guitar hero :P

[Kaius]

HAI Aliee :3

F: Im choosing my year 2 subject choices
F: Imma take Biology, Sport and Archaeology :3

[Affliction]

hai aaron! :) how have you been, btw i do bio aswell :P

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Been on webcam with Jeff most of the night..
Fact: We're both tired
Fact: Can't spell worth a damn
Fact: Wanting to go to bed and not letting myself...
Fact: I'm feeling naughty...

[Rainstorm]

Fact: Sitting in Keyboarding
Fact: Passed out around 4
Fact: I am tired. So tired.
Fact: I might try to fake sick to stay home tomorrow

[simpleasthat]

Sam <3 your my guitar hero :P

You've heard me play one song, and I'm your guitar hero hahah?!

x

[CourageWolf]

Fact: Home sick
Fact: D: no soup!!

[BlackBetty]

Fact: I had to come home sick today
Fact: My stomach is still bothering me. D:

[2D]

Fact: All-nighter killed me
Fact: I can't eat enough. WTF.
Fact: I'm going to slit my teachers throat.

[KenFisher]

F: Had a good day. Mocks were alright.
F: Everything seems good.
F: I'm happy. Maybe a bit bored. But happy.

[Affliction]

You've heard me play one song, and I'm your guitar hero hahah?!

x

haha then get off your ass and play me for songs! :P

[BlackBetty]

Fact: I changed my signature
Fact: I had a breakdown earlier. Sorry Jeffy.

[Rainstorm]

Fact:
Strike One (X)
Strike Two (X)
Strike Three (X)

Fact: Three strikes, and I'm out.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: Aliee okay im learning I'm yours, i will follow you into the dark, scouting for girls and failing miserably at i wanna hold your hand, that good enough for trying to leanr?

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: John, Paula is my wife. Remember that. :D

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I had the worst day at my college ever. My teacher highly dislikes me because I'm social and naturally grand at the course.
Fact: I'm thinking about starting a blog with all the interesting conversations my friends and I have.
Fact: A random guy at college today said EXACTLY this: "You're too skinny. You should eat. Do you want me to feed you?"
Fact: I didn't know what to do so I kinda hesitated then walked away. (x

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Same here Jeffy...
Fact: No recollection what so ever of last night. o_O
Question: If I spoke to you last night/morning, was I making any sense?
Fact: I remember waking up at 8 and hiding my face in shame because I fell asleep on webcam.. >_<
Fact: Tired still

[KenFisher]

F: I need a shower
F: Headache
F: Sam, *cuddle as much as you want* Not much I can do, but I just hope you're gonna be better, honest.
F: I just don't know what else to do, except from telling you to get better.
F: *Wonders how's Roman doing from Headmaster's office. :S*

[simpleasthat]

Fact: To those that know, im so sorry, i've hurt you all a lot, more than i probably have hurt myself

[ErykaInspire.]

Sam, you haven't let me down. Life's a struggle, you just have to learn not to get the best of you. Hitting rock bottom ever now and then is okay, just find a way to get back up again. You have to build your own strength, you can't always depend on others to carry you. I'm here for you through anything, you know that.

[simpleasthat]

I've told you time and time again, im not strong enough to carry myself. Why have you never believed me

[Kaius]

Because we know its not true. It happens to everyone at some point or another, you just need to find that reason to carry on. For alot of us, you are one of those reasons, So let us be that reason for you. :) We're all there for you buddy, no ones going to think bad of you, it happens to the best of us

[nick]

Fact: I'm not always a soft touch
Fact: Sam there is only one person you have let down and it is yourself
Fact: I fucking love you and you made me cry
Fact: I'm sorry you didnt feel able to come to me, really sorry

[simpleasthat]

Fact: I know i let myself down, no need to rub it, and no im no reason for anyone to carry on going.

[Aves]

Fact: I'm thinking about starting a blog with all the interesting conversations my friends and I have.

Would our random shoe conversation be in there O.o? Or the applesauce poem?

Fact: To those that know, im so sorry, i've hurt you all a lot, more than i probably have hurt myself

Sam, you have never hurt me :) I'm here for you buddy. You know how to reach me ^_^

[ErykaInspire.]

@ Connor, I don't remember exactly what we said in our shoe conversation >.<
@ Sam, You're one of the main reasons I keep going.

Fact: I'm still shaking from three days ago.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: *wraps arms around Eryka to calm the shaking*

[Shadowhunter]

Fact: bored
Fact: Becky, everthings going to be okay (: *hugs*
Fact: Watching another episode of Supernatural , aha
Fact: Homework soon
Fact: how do you tell a friend that you've known since pre k you don't like them in a girlfriend way....
Fact: I don't want to hurt her...

[overcome.]

Fact: You never cease to amaze me, really.. <3
Fact: I can barely be bothered to type anything, I feel exhausted. Sleep time, bye for now.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: John, Paula is my wife. Remember that. :D

o.O

Fact: Im sick
Fact: Operation Repo @8pm
Fact: Chinese food= =/
Fact: My iPod is weird
Fact: Im not getting alone with my mom.
Fact: I don't want to goto school tomorrow.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: I love you all, thank you for caring, it's more than my school friends have done. Cept Matt, He's awesome :) <3 x

[nick]

Fact: this has been one of the worst nights since I joined VT

[simpleasthat]

Fact: I'm sorry Nick I would do anything to take it back... v.v

[Bougainvillea]

Nick <3
I love you.

Fact: I'm feeling great right now. A couple headaches here and there. Some pretty bad ones yesterday.
Fact: Cathy is sleeping.
Fact: She's got her arm wrapped around me.
Fact: I watched "Changeling" with Angelina Jolie yesterday.
Fact: I loved it.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: Cathy is always sleeping :P
Fact: Do you drug her?

[Bougainvillea]

Nah, she has gymnastics practice.

[nick]

Fact: this poem was written a while back for someone that I cared for a great deal
Fact: I care a great deal for Sam and it applies just as much to you Sam..
http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=51193

[Sunshine Girl]

Fact: Drank too much today and watched a sundance movie on tv that made me cry so hard because it scared me.
Fact: I'm messing up again. I can't help it.
Fact: /me huggles.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: Im watching Operation Repo
Fact: I think im not going to school tomorrow
Fact: I want a new phone
Fact: I think I know what is wrong with mine now
Fact: I throw it
Fact: I stomp it
Fact: My sister has ran over it
Fact: It's best friend is the concrete
Fact: 0_o

[peaceloverugby]

Fact: I talked to my dad for two hours on the phone last night :)

Fact: I'm really happy to actually have a dad for once

Fact: first rugby match of the season is Saturday :D

Fact: my dad will probably come :]

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I'm reading using a flashlight
Fact - I have no idea why but it's cool
Fact - I might get to talk to him tonight, I need to
Fact - I really missed your laugh
Fact - It was nice to have it back
Fact - Let's not drift apart again

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: CANADA WON ICE DANCING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!The youngest gold medalist, the first gold medal in ice dancing in North America ^_^ DUN MESS WITH CANADA!!!!!
Fact: o.o I r hyper
Fact: No more sleeping tonight =P
Fact: Jeffy took a screencap of me sleeping. o_o 2D showed it to John and Mikey, John showed it to Paula and Tommeh
Fact: OMGOMGOMG I HAVE A PET ROCK NAMED HOMER!!!!!
:P

[Sunshine Girl]

fact.lies.
i dont know.
i wanna run like i used to.
but i swear i dont have the lungs for itt

[Affliction]

aww sam! ily :D your indeed as very strong person

@ eryka: good luck with college i hope you do well :)

[Harley Quinn]

F: I has football today :D (soccer)
F: Injection today...
F: -.-
F: I woke up with a cut I have no clue how I got :/

[simpleasthat]

Fact: I have never cried so much in my life
Fact: Nick's poem made me sob horrendous
Fact: I'm surprised my family hasn't noticed much
Fact: Then again my dad did come into my room and ask how i was last night
Fact: He was really comforting, sadly I had already done it
Fact: I wanted to burst into tears and tell him everything
Fact: Sadly I know the consequences of turning to my parents
Fact: I love you all
Fact: I'm sorry, all of you
Fact: I wish I could take it back
Fact: I wish I could take a lot back
Fact: I'm sorry again
Fact: Please don't judge me...

[Quick_Sylver]

:hug3: Sam, you'll get through whatever you're going through. Everyone has their moments of weakness, so no one has any right to judge you. Hang in there hun. I'm here if you need/want someone to talk to.

Fact: I'm sorry, hun.
Fact: You better come back online. You can't leave me to fight the demons alone. I don't know about all of your yet, nor do you know mine, but we'll get through this hun. You and I can fight the demons together.
Fact: Five years...fuck.
Fact: o.o Lesbianism <33

[Kaius]

I just woke up
Shit.
College til 1:20.
Maths, Biology and Physic's.
Bleh.

[Affliction]

bleh.. im feeling quite depressed..

[BlackBetty]

Fact: IM FUCKING PISSED
FACT: MY MOM IS TAKING AWAY MY TEXTING ON MY PHONE.
fact: that fucking bitch.

[2D]

Heh, John, I forgive better than a Citroen's suspension. =]

And Beckeh, I don't remember....so...um..yeah.

Fact: I feel much better after sleeping for more than half a day.
Fact: Robbing a bank would be so cool.
Fact: Gotta go finish my art project.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: Going to take a shower.

[Quick_Sylver]

I remember some of it Jeffy... eh....ttyl
Fact: Spent the night talking to someone...it was....interesting to say the least..
Fact: Siobhan did something in my brain, not sure what she did but now everything is funky colors and I'm passing out. Now.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: I'm going to starve myself
Fact: I can't take this anymore
Fact: Hunger will evntually go away
Fact: It's all because of mother -points finger-
Fact: Maybe hunger will take me away from here.
Fact: I don't have a family anymore
Fact: There all dead to me now.
Fact: I don't have a last name
Fact: My name is John
Fact: Im changing my name.

[nick]

Fact: I'm worried about Sam, hope you're OK mate
Fact: Home football match tonight, will be out shortly & back online around 10pm
Fact: I'm now an admin on ETF, go make some illegal posts so I can use red ink!

[KenFisher]

F: Worried about Sam, you alright? Do come online.
F: I, uh, kinda told Roman I fancy him.
F: I'll tell you somewhere else. FIND IT.
F: *Advertises :P*
F: Dunno what's gonna happen.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: Im not eating, still
Fact: Im still pissed off
Fact: Thor needs to be circumsized..
Fact: I guess my mom and dad is going to have to pay for it.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: I guess I'm alright

[BlackBetty]

Fact: I is not alright
Fact: My mom just told me to kiss her ass
Fact: I told her to bend over far enough and i would.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: Some random guy I don't know asked me if I was anorexic today.
Fact: I wore a tight shirt for once (I usually wear Small Band T's (which are a little big on me, but nothing 'baggy' parse.), but today I wore a XS and apparently I look sickly thin. *sigh*
Fact: I only weigh 103lbs.
Fact: I got so stressed today that I cried.
Fact: My right shoulder continues to ache horribly.
Fact: America is the fattest country, yet we won Gold Medal for all of the events in the Olympics. I don't get it.
Fact: I'm in love ^_^ <3

[BlackBetty]

Fact: Eryka :hug:
Fact: Your not annerxistic
Fact: Your awesome!

[ErykaInspire.]

@John, You can PM me and vent if you need to. I know you're going through alot. Ty for the hug(: <3 x

Fact: I just realized that my anger problems haven't been arising as much, if at all, lately.
Fact: But I have started to cry easier >.<

[Aves]

Fact: So my friend returned Gropey today ^_^
Fact: Then I lost my phone D:
Fact: I feel like shit :(

[simpleasthat]

Fact: I'm able to cry in a snap now. all i gotta do is think

[BlackBetty]

Fact: I need to cry some more, but i cant
Fact: I will IM you on MSN eryka..
Fact: When ever you get back on.

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: I'm concsious again.
Fact: I restarted my laptop and then I collapsed on my way to get pills again >_<
Fact: Advil isn't working for the pain
Fact: Be okay Siobhan....please... -wraps mind around Siobhan's even tigher-
Fact: Trembling with pain.

[KenFisher]

F: I suppose I had a good day.
F: What's he gonna do? Should I make myself clearer?
F: I love you guys.
F: Hold on, Sam. :hug:
F: :hug3: Becky.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: Days since cutting : 1

[ErykaInspire.]

Sam :i

Fact: My internet just crashed.
Fact: I feel like going out and sitting in the woods for a bit.. although it's a bit too dark and the Fox and Coyotes are probably out. Eh.

[simpleasthat]

<3 u Eryka

[ErykaInspire.]

<3 you, too.

[Bougainvillea]

Quote: "Your beauty moves the mountains, your body is that of a greek god, and your heart is as pure as gold. And I have you all to myself. I just want to be in your arms."
Fact: We layed in bed for two hours hugging.
Fact: I wished we could lay there forever.

[overcome.]

Fact: If I get extreme bad vibes from people I'll do one of two things. I'll keep you close or I'll cut you out of my life and make myself impossible to contact, it's simple really. I trust myself and my instincts.
Fact: Meh, wednesday is the worst day of the week by far.
Fact: I'm listening to music from my 'overture' created set list on winamp.
Fact: You make my day, every day.

[Kaius]

My BhanBhan brings all the boys to the yard.
And their like, i wanna ride your car.
And im like, it dont travel too far.
I got no gas so i'd have to charge.

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I'm insanely jealous of Lawrence and Cathy.. ):

[Bougainvillea]

Don't be Eryka. Because for you, the best has yet to come. ;)

[BlackBetty]

Fact: Who isn't Eryka :P
Fact: I need out
Fact: Jeff needs to save me too :(

[ErykaInspire.]

John <3 I'm always here if you need to talk.

Fact: I'm rather distant tonight. Less social that I have been. I think i'm becoming one of those quiet poets.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: Thanks Eryka
Fact: <3 you too
Fact: My hunger is starting to hurt
Fact: I will be ok.

[Bougainvillea]

John, you need to eat. Please. If not for yourself, then for me.

[BlackBetty]

I know I do, Lawrence...

[Harley Quinn]

-holds arms out-

[BlackBetty]

-hugs siobhan-

[Quick_Sylver]

John, please eat. =/ I know you're upset by your mom, but hun she's just being a bitch. :hug3: Hun, remember, she doesn't deserve to have you as a son. =/ Stay strong hun.

Fact: Everytime I see something he's said to you, it shows me how pure and strong your love for each other is. It makes me want to write about you two and save it for a day I know is coming. Siobhan and Aaron, I love you both dearly and you love each other more and more every day. Makes me believe anything is possible and it gives me hope.
Fact: <3 you all.
Fact: <3 him
Fact: The woman who gave birth to me...is being nice? o_O
Fact: 3 years and I'm out of this hellhole....three years o_o
Fact: 5 years... o__o
Fact: I'll shut up.

[Harley Quinn]

F: ^ that was random. Very random.

F: 1:30am on a school night, don't tell my mommy :D
F: I'm hyper

[BlackBetty]

Fact: I will Beckehh
Fact: I wish my mom would act better to me....

[Kaius]

Big ass fact: Theres one thing, apart from the kind words and friendships, of the people i've met since i've been here, that keeps me going. Theres a reason that im posting this here, and not in private. Why? Because i want you all to know. That something, and that reason is you, Siobhan Gahan. The centre of the circle in my life is reserved for the beautiful blue eyed girl who has never really left my side. It is for her that I live, and be a better person. I live for her smiles, rejoice her successes, and cry when she cries. She is the reason I wake up in the morning. Her very existence breathes life into me. I need her like the earth needs sun and rain and day and night. You want to know the best part? She's probably going to kill me for getting back on here and writing this. But the best part about that, is she cares enough to do that. I love you bhan, the proof of that is around your neck and in your heart. Dont think otherwise, Ever. :)

Fact: Becky, I love you as i love my sister :) Don't forget that. Even if i am a pain in the ass at times

Fact: Im going to get back into bed now, Gnight Vt.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: That was sweat Aaron..

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: If I didn't have to spread some reputation around, I would +rep you on that fact, Aaron.

Fact: I just got uplifted by a simple response from one of my good friends' mom on Facebook::
Question: Name one thing you like about Eryka 'Inspire' Leigh.
Her Answer: her good heart

Fact: That.. just.. (':

[BlackBetty]

Fact: I can't rep you for a while either, Eryka... =/
Fact: I've been talking to Lawrence
Fact: I feel better now
Fact: Thanks bud.

[CourageWolf]

Fact: American Idol sucks.

[Bougainvillea]

You're welcome, bro.

[Aves]

Fact: I got all A's and B's (2 A's, 3 B's) and ONE D+ this grading period.
Fact: My mom is more worried about me getting a B in Band, than me getting a D in Geometry....WTF?

[BlackBetty]

Fact: I didn't goto school today and we got progress reports
Fact: I hope im passing....

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I'm finally over my downfall!!!!
Fact: I'm so happy.. I don't know what was wrong with me but it just.... vanished. It's as if it never happened. AHH! ^_^
Fact: Happiness High <3
Fact: For no reason <3
Fact: They say I'm pathetic, broken, and a mess. I replied.. "I'm poetically pathetic, beautifully broken, and messing up my chances to fall apart". <--- I must've made myself feel better with that ^_^

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I just walked in on my mom, Cathy, and Belle basically masturbating to "300"

[Aves]

O.o
Fact: Lawrence's fact....was unexpected....
Fact: Troublemaker by Weezer was just on a commercial. And it just made me smile ^-^

[Bougainvillea]

As soon as I walked in Belle said "Get out yo, we'll admire you later."
And my mom was like "Sweetie go watch some porn or something" without looking away from the TV. :P
So I rolled my eyes a walked away.

[Aves]

Lawrence.....My mom would never say that....EVER XD

Fact: I just realized that I haven't talked to Lawrence in a while :/

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: On the phone with Dale and actually having a conversation with him.
Fact: Nothing's bringing me down from this high ^_^ <3

[Bougainvillea]

I haven't talked to anyone much lately... :/
Except Paula.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: You talked to me :P
Fact: My mom would never say that
Fact: But my sister does, everytime I see her
Fact: Lawrence, that was... :? unexpected, perhaps!
Fact: I ate for you Lawrence, just a bit, but enough to get me semi-full
Fact: Im trying to talk to my mom
Fact: She just isn't saying anything to me...
Fact: My dad told her to quit being a bitch
Fact: o.O big step for you dad.

[Aves]

Fact: Listening to Nirvana ^_^

[BlackBetty]

Fact: There is a girl on American Idol named Siobhan!!!!
Fact: I don't watch American Idol
Fact: I walked in on the end when i came into the living room.

[SlightlySane]

Fact - Anxiety is running with me today, I don't mind
Fact - It's a good anxiety but still hurts none the less
Fact - Today was a very good day
Fact - I hope that tomorrow will be better
Fact - I had that dream again
Fact - I want it so bad

[YesterdaysNews]

Fact: Every time I see a heart or hear the name Josh. or think about love. I go numb and I get an uncomfortable feeling in my chest and throat. It hurts to know that I still love the liar who broke my heart.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: Talking to Beckehh and Mike on MSN
Fact: I hate meebo, just as much as eBuddy now
Fact: I've enjoyed talking to Lawrence :P

[Dreaming Cannibal]

It annoys me that in a fact threat people put fact: blah blah

[Affliction]

Fact: loving eryka for taking the time to listen :)

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Jeffy posted the pic of me sleeping in the photo album
Fact: I have lost all of my dignity.
Fact: I am not cute sleeping. >_<
Fact: Had/having a good talk with Jessi..
Fact: I have chocolate pretzels Mmm
Fact: <33

[simpleasthat]

Fact: Aliee I'm always here to listen to you :) x

Edit:
Fact: Just went through my entire phone inbox
Fact: I have messages all way back to december
Fact: Over 500 messages from Georgie
Fact: It's so weird looking at the past
Fact: 5th December - 21st December was great I forgot how amazing it was
Fact: 24th December - 27th December her feelings rapidly changed, texts weren't the same
Fact: 24th I asked her out, 27th she dumped me
Fact: Reading these textings and having the memories of everything that happened, even now i still don't understand what happened
Fact: In my mind, I blame myself, I should have waited longer, I shouldn't have given into peer pressure of asking her out, it just fucked it all up
Fact: :( things have never been the same
Fact: Why did things have to change
Fact: My cuts are really pathetic, I'd hardly call myself a self harmer, I look like i caught my arm on a thorn bush
Fact: I'm an insult to those with real day to day problems
Fact: I should really do some work

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Sam is a nice fellow and I should make an effort to get to know him. -adds to her list of things to do before she gets herself banned from VT-
Fact: Mhm
Fact: -hugs- to anyone who needs them
Fact: Dun wanna sleep D:
Fact: Probably will end up sleeping at some point...but someone should come talk to me to wake me up. o.0
Fact: Mhmm Depression ftl.
Fact: Mother has decided to send me back to regular school D:
Fact: Lots less time on VT, more active, but my whole school now knows I'm lesbian...-prepares to face the bullies head on-
Fact: I started homeschooling because some girls made me start crying in band class(I love band <3) and said they'd make sure I'd never get into college/university.....Ugh. They'll get a fist to the face if they start it again. o_o
Fact: -sighs- I miss playing in band... I wanna play my clarinet again...or my sax... eh...memories </3
Fact: Dancing in the rain, begging bread, strangers cry in their beds, the little ones frightened by those that go bump in the night, there's many dangers of the world, but to protect them all we must let go of that rock that's holding us here... yeah... let me go... just a whisper... just a whisper of wind... Back away now let me grab them and pull them into my embrace... let me save you all from the world... let me save you... no no I'll be fine... I don't need help... I'll catch them and add their numbers to my total, hun let me float away, I'm forgotten in an hour, none shall catch me this day.... I'm falling a leave twisting away, dropping an hour a minute...just falling to the ground.. broken on the ground... YOU NEVER CAUGHT ME, I WIN DEATH!
Fact: ^ Don't pay any attention to that.....
Fact: Dun ask if alright...you won't like my answer

[KChiChi]

Fact: i am so confused by this post
Fact: then again, i'm always confused
<3

[simpleasthat]

Fact: I have msn, facebook, aim, yahoo, skype, u name it i got it or will get it :P

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: ^_^ Skype-added you, Sam.
Fact: I'm staring at something...something bad. >_<
Fact: I have green tea
Fact: I'mma go kill my heart some more.
Fact: Ow. Siobhan...>_< Come home soon hun, I need to be sure you're okay.
Fact: =/ no point in sleeping now.
Fact: 5:50am. Only a few hours to go. Will I last that long?
Fact: >_<

[KChiChi]

Fact: meant to be working
Fact: meant to be enjoying work
Fact: isn't.

[MysticalBurrito]

Fact: Jaw fucking hurts.
Fact: Slept on my face wrong.
Fact: >_<

[Rainstorm]

Fact: In Keyboarding again
Fact: I think I really passed out at 5 from lack of sleep. Couldnt tell you.
Fact: Talked to Beckeh

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: My. Mother. Is. A. Whore.
Fact: I go out front to feed the cats and I watch my mom kiss a dude I know goodbye...on the lips......in that way.. >_<
Fact: I need holy water...

[Magus]

Fact: There is no fact.
Fact: This fact is endlessly following the first fact.
Fact: Yet there are currently 3 facts.

[MysticalBurrito]

Fact: Thinking about new username.
Fact: Forever&Always
Sinner&Saint
or NeverSurrender

[Harley Quinn]

F: passed out in school at 10am woke up just now at home 5:06pm...how weird
f: pounding headache again
F; you better not of done what I felt..
F: only one person will get that

[simpleasthat]

Fact: Today was a tad better
Fact: Someone let me down, someone else i guess was busy
Fact: Karma's bullying me for doing something wrong i guess
Fact: I tried acting cheerier, it kinda worked
Fact: It still didnt remove the fact that i needed to cry into the arms of someone, anyone, i just needed contact, and told everything would be okay.

[Kahn]

Fact: Bored.

[KenFisher]

F: He actually didn't get it. He asked me again.
F: I'll tell you in my diary. It's too long, Eryka won't like long stories ;P
F: I think I messed up biology and Chem ISA paper a bit. And my ISA yesterday. Missed doing something.
F: *confused*

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I carried my journal around with me all day and went out of my way to write in it.
Fact: I'm thinking about copying it into a blog. It's just my thoughts and stuff.
Fact: I came insanely close to having a panic attack today.

[Harley Quinn]

F: -opens arms for hugs-
F: Is now online...invisibility no longer...well who knows :P
F: Skillet is playing
F: i played dead and my dog sat on me till i got up :D

[Aves]

Fact: Still haven't found my phone...
Fact: Gonna tell my dad now I guess.
Fact: If I am inactive for a while...well, probably cause I got grounded...

[Kaius]

-Hugs Bhan-

F: I also did it, and simba licked and nudged me until i rolled onto my back, then laid on me licking me to death
F: I am also now part of the living <.<
F: >.< My sister has Dane dancing to Rihanna.. O_O

[Harley Quinn]

F: Carrie is funny, hug her from me Aaron
F: HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS!

[Kaius]

Lmao, i hugged her, i got a punch on the chest asking 'why the hell did you just invade my personal space' i then turned away, she dived on my back -.- there you go Bhan

Still Rihanna..-Sigh-

[Rainstorm]

Fact: School sucked, again.
Fact: Was up til 5:30. So, 2 - 3 hours of sleep this week
Fact: I should really stay away from people with the name Adam. Give me nothing but migranes.
Fact: I'm getting sick of their bullshit.

Edit Fact:: Days since last cut:: 33. How long will it continue? Dunno

[KenFisher]

F: I'm so confused about Roman's reactions.
F: I guess I have to wait and not push him.
F: Scared.

[Aves]

Fact: Gonna play Xbox in a second.
Fact: Headache.
Fact: :/ Wish I could find my damn phone.

[simpleasthat]

Fact: vt on my phone, fuck yeh
Fact: just talked to a close friend about cutting. She kissed all my cuts and cried when i was talking about how i have to be strong for the family due to the situation wiv my granddad.
Fact: it made me cry too
Fact: i wish i had fallen for her before this school year, she wouldve never hurt me
Fact: i love you brooke <3
Fact: kev i hope things go well for you, im praying for you, you deserve what you want x

[KenFisher]

F: Thanks Sam, I love you. x
F: Scared of Physics test too.
F: I need sleep. Guess after looking at stuff for 15 mins.
F: Then look at it again tomoz.

[Harley Quinn]

F: is going invisible again
F: I want snake bites :D
F: I'm too young though.
F: had a fight with mum

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I just talked to Rikki on the phone ^_^ <3!!!! It felt as if you were in the same room with me. I love hearing your voice.. it makes you seem so much closer than you really are. I love you so much <3 I want you to know that I would do absolutely anything for you <3
Fact: Overwhelming happiness ^_^ <3

[Aves]

Fact: I love how much my friends (from school) care :)
Fact: But at the same time...caring is what led me to trust them enough to let them know I liked Katie.
Fact: Now I just like to keep my mouth shut more than ever...

[overcome.]

Fact: I have so much going on. I'm fighting a tough battle with panic disorder and generalised anxiety, as well as depression. Yet, around you, I'm happy.
Fact: I've never felt this deeply for somebody.
Fact: I love you Eryka Leigh Nolan. I can't wait until we're together one day. You brighten my day, every morning I read your messages from the previous night and I smile, a lot. <3

[Kaius]

F: Talking to Becky and Tom over Skype.
F: I feel really self conscious
F: Everyone has a deeper voice than me -.-
F: Even Becky sounds older than me!

[BlackBetty]

Fact: I should be studying
Fact: I should be doing my project
Fact: I should be doing my Science homework
Fact: Do I feel like it.?
Fact: NO
Fact: I've got a 55 in World History because I was sick and wasn't there to turn in my project
Fact: -.-
Fact: Mother is not going to be happy about that -puts on ipod-
Fact: He said if I turn it in tomorrow, then i will get credit for it
Fact: He said I should have brought it in today
Fact: I forgot
Fact: =/
Fact: I don't know what to do it on!

[MysticalBurrito]

Fact: Fuck you Skype.
Fact: My messages won't go through to him.

[Kaius]

F: Got violent chest pains
F: Can't breathe in properly without feeling like someone's standing on my chest
F: Fuck this shit, im fed up now.

[BlackBetty]

Fact: I just got free word!!!!
Fact: Im happy!

[ErykaInspire.]

Fact: I just wrote a 'poem' in 3 minutes (or less). Comment/Rep?
Fact: I got in a 3hr fight on my friends status via facebook sticking up for her. I won.
Fact: I want to swim across the ocean. Think i'd make it...?

[Bougainvillea]

Fact: I want to swim across the ocean. Think i'd make it...?
Not unless I'm swimming right next to you, keeping you safe.

[ErykaInspire.]

You have a 'fear' of meeting people from online, remember? ;p

Fact: I've had this one song on repeat for 5 hours.. <3

[Bougainvillea]

I can make exceptions. :P

[Quick_Sylver]

Fact: Our cozy convo of three was interuptted by my mother's entrance...thankfully Aaron and Tom could only hear The Simpsons that my mother was watching.
Fact: I wasn't able to check skype for several minutes and I come back and there's about a gazillion people added to the convo O_O
Fact: I snuck my lappy to my room and rejoined the convo
Fact: Calum is Malfoy, Aaron is Harry and the others....I'm not sure about yet, lol
Fact: Wanna trade voice Aaron? I dun wanna sound like I'm 15-17 years old anymore.
Fact: Dinner Parties Fail.
Fact: I had to wear a dress and make up. :ick:
Fact: I loathe make up and dresses...although I felt pretty.
Fact: There were pictures taken that will be burned shortly.
Fact: I think Siobhan fell asleep.
Fact: I want to write the poem....but I can't....not without both of their permission..
Fact: I shouldn't have taken the extra painkillers earlier... =/
Fact: Shutting up now. o_o

[SlightlySane]

Fact - I will be offline or rarely online the next few days I believe
Fact - Yes, I talked to him tonight and I need time to myself because it involves more than just us
Fact - I'd appreciate it if anyone who knows what I'm talking about does not ask questions
Fact - I'll talk to you all soon :)

[ErykaInspire.]

Lawrence(: x

Fact: Goodnight VT <3 I love you all.
Fact: Even is school isn't closed tomorrow, I may not go. Depending on the weather. <3 x
Fact: I love you, Rikki <3