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[MysticalBurrito]

I'm sorry I know I'm copying this idea but I need to get this out...


Aunt Freda, I could never spell your name right but you would just laugh...I miss your laugh...I miss your smile...I miss the smell of your perfume...

When we went to pick up some of your stuff a couple years ago I got myself a shirt of yours...It smelled just like I remembered you to of have...
I want to feel one of your hugs...3 years if too long away from you...I needed you...

I don't know if you knew or not but grandpa and grandma became friends a couple months after you left! After such a messy divorce they where friends again!

But the bad news is that grandpa passed away...
5 months after you...
I miss both of you...If he's in heavens with you can you please say "Hi" for me?

I wish that you were face to face with me...I'd tell you what's been going on...Unless your able to watch on me from up there...
I guess you would know I've started cutting...That I went 79 days without it and the last time I cut I tried to kill myself...I'm sorry I'm such a mess...

Why did you have to die...I need you...I need one of your soft welcoming hugs...How you would tell me how much more mature I've gotten since the last time I had gone there...If I had known the last time I visited would be my last time seeing you I would have hugged you and not have let go...

Sometimes I think I'm hopeless...I miss you...I want one of your hugs...Just once...
I wonder if you'd be proud of how far I've come...

P.s
I love you...Always will...

[MickyT]

That's so sweet. do you think she can read this where she is?

[MysticalBurrito]

What the fucking hell?
How dare you talk about my aunt that way

[MickyT]

What the fucking hell?
How dare you talk about my aunt that way

wtf? i was being serious.. i think what you wrote is sweet.

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

Micky, I know what you wrote the first time before you edited your post. Please don't use the edit function to pretend that you're not insulting people so that you can piss them off without getting caught. It isn't funny, and it didn't work. Thanks. :)

[itsandrew_]

This is sweet. I'm sorry for your loss, Karina. And don't kill your self.

[Charleigh]

I'm sorry I know I'm copying this idea but I need to get this out...


Aunt Freda, I could never spell your name right but you would just laugh...I miss your laugh...I miss your smile...I miss the smell of your perfume...

When we went to pick up some of your stuff a couple years ago I got myself a shirt of yours...It smelled just like I remembered you to of have...
I want to feel one of your hugs...3 years if too long away from you...I needed you...

I don't know if you knew or not but grandpa and grandma became friends a couple months after you left! After such a messy divorce they where friends again!

But the bad news is that grandpa passed away...
5 months after you...
I miss both of you...If he's in heavens with you can you please say "Hi" for me?

I wish that you were face to face with me...I'd tell you what's been going on...Unless your able to watch on me from up there...
I guess you would know I've started cutting...That I went 79 days without it and the last time I cut I tried to kill myself...I'm sorry I'm such a mess...

Why did you have to die...I need you...I need one of your soft welcoming hugs...How you would tell me how much more mature I've gotten since the last time I had gone there...If I had known the last time I visited would be my last time seeing you I would have hugged you and not have let go...

Sometimes I think I'm hopeless...I miss you...I want one of your hugs...Just once...
I wonder if you'd be proud of how far I've come...

P.s
I love you...Always will...

that post actually made me cry, it made me remember a very close auntie that I lost 3 years ago.And i started cutting after as well, but then i stopped, this post has just made me realize that people really do have very deep feelings and emotions.

I miss my aunties smell, her laugh, her smile, and my aunties house always had its own smell, i loved it...Just think though, she must be so proud of you babe and just remeber that she would always want the best for you, so just think, stop cutting for her and if you ever want to speak you know just where I am.x

I know how you feel, and i really wish there was someway that I could help, i really do.;)

[JackOfClubs]

:hug: I hope it all gets better for you soon. And please don't kill yourself, its not the right answer. Sorry for your loss. :hug:

[MysticalBurrito]

I never intended to kill myself =/
It was just a letter to get my emotions out