mexa
August 7th, 2009, 04:09 PM
i so many feelings twisted up inside me right now that i cant tell whats happening to me, its driving me insane!! I feel like im pissed and depressed mostly but i dont know why!! i havent exploded or anything but i feel like im about to cry at one moment or another. I cant think of anything that caused me this but there "could" be one reason:
On the last few days i went to visit some family about 9 hours away from the city i live in and i met a new nephew (im 14, hes 13...O.o...weird huh? well thats how it works) and i really liked him, hes pretty "unique", and i spent quite some time with him. Now im back in my city at home with some sort of "obsession" with him, i feel like i NEED to see him or something...
Maybe its the fact that those days made me go out of my daily routine of spending like 10 hours a day in front of the computer then gym, thats what my vacations had been about until i went to visit my family. I really enjoyed visiting them because i HAD something to do all day.
Now, ive always been constantly bored in my vacations...my dad works, mom works, sister works and my brother isnt living in the house and he only comes on weekends, therefore i dont talk much with them.
My classes are gonna start in one week and im really looking up for it, its gonna be my first year in high school and i hope i make many new friends to talk with...
wow...writing all this actually made me feel better, but i dont know how long its gonna last...so what can i do to overcome my boredom and "obsession"?
Thanks to all in advance, sorry if it was too long. also, my grammar sucks.
On the last few days i went to visit some family about 9 hours away from the city i live in and i met a new nephew (im 14, hes 13...O.o...weird huh? well thats how it works) and i really liked him, hes pretty "unique", and i spent quite some time with him. Now im back in my city at home with some sort of "obsession" with him, i feel like i NEED to see him or something...
Maybe its the fact that those days made me go out of my daily routine of spending like 10 hours a day in front of the computer then gym, thats what my vacations had been about until i went to visit my family. I really enjoyed visiting them because i HAD something to do all day.
Now, ive always been constantly bored in my vacations...my dad works, mom works, sister works and my brother isnt living in the house and he only comes on weekends, therefore i dont talk much with them.
My classes are gonna start in one week and im really looking up for it, its gonna be my first year in high school and i hope i make many new friends to talk with...
wow...writing all this actually made me feel better, but i dont know how long its gonna last...so what can i do to overcome my boredom and "obsession"?
Thanks to all in advance, sorry if it was too long. also, my grammar sucks.