this only makes me want to cut more. :'''''(

[Parasite]

I tried to make a friend. It was the absolute best opportunity. we were exactly alike. I tried REAALLLY hard to help with with anything and everything. I thought we were close enough and i told him that he wasnt the only one with problems and that he wasnt alone. i told him that i was a cutter. He completely freaked out and now thinks im a wierdo emo freak.
Now I cut every waking moment i get. I'm so angered. I literally feel weak all the time because of the loss of blood or depression. No one understands me.
Idiots...fake, shallow idiots who live sheltered lives get all the attention.
I'm so down.

[-Silence]

I'm so sorry Austin.

:hug:

[HaydenJay]

i used to be liek that....evry moment igot or any time i felt that down just was a razorblade away. My friends eventualy found out and told my school counsler...then she brought me in and told me to lift op my sleeve and idid and my arm was shoulder to wrist in cuts...and she and most people ion my school were horrified. i ended up have a huge amount of blood loss and stayed in rehad for awhile. but wen u tell people things like that u seriosly have to trust them or ull end up liek i did.and uwill seriosly regret evry moemnt.....i still cut froom time to time but only if its that horrble but other times ijust lock my door turn out my lights open my window and turn up my music as loud as it will go and lay on my floor crying to drown it all out......it helps sometimes...

and ur not alone...i know exctly how ufeel....

and hey instant message me or email me soemtime.

[R_master]

that sucks man your a cool guy and there are alot of douches out there, im just wondering did you just tell him because you assumed that he also cut?

[teenhelp]

umm go read some of the depression threads, when people kill themselves it makes other people get sad so i dont think anyone wants to befriend anyone that plans on cutting themselves, if you didnt do that people might like you more