Too Hard

[Josh9961]

Seventeen days I've gone without a single intentional mark on my body. People keep saying they're so proud of me. But it feels like there's something missing. A part of me that belongs has been taken away and I wasn't ready to let it go. Now I've replaced it with smoking and drinking myself uncoscious. And that feels bad. Cutting never did. What am I supposed to do? I know Ill break sooner or later. I cant stop, only delay

[MadManWithaBox]

i now it gets hard. what i reccomend is finding a more appropiate and engaging cutting distraction. what do you like, what are you into to? focus on that

[Josh9961]

I play my guitar a lot to avoid cutting. But I used the machine head to gash my arm once so even that doesnt always work