Ugh

[The Joker]

Last night I really felt the urge to cut, and I went to the kitchen and started feeling up a knife, seeing how sharp it was.

I really don't want to start self harming, but I don't know if I can stop myself. >.<

[MoveAlong]

Start? Are you really going to start something so stupid and self destructive and hard to get out of?

Are you really going to try to bring yourself deeper? You have nothing going for you??

Find something to do. Go do something fun. Do something that's your anti-drug or even anti-cut. Go get friends. Get a hobby like journalism, photography...go play a musical instrument...but don't do this.

Try reading through this forum to see "things you can do instead of cutting"

Just don't do it. Just prove yourself strong enough. It's stupid and on this side, it's really hard to hear things like this. Are you doing this cuz you've heard it so much on this site?

Really. Just no.

[nick]

Please Matt no.

You have friends here who love and care for you.

Please stay strong, dont let the bastards win.

Please!!!!!

[Donkey]

Don't bother.

It's easy to get into and really difficult as you can see with other people here to get out of. Please don't Matt.

[MoveAlong]

I'm sure you're a scrawny guy. Go out and exercise. jog or bike...that's a good way to get away from the world. Also, you'll build muscle. Find something pleasant. don't do something that will just make unpleasant walls crash down on you. Find an inner glow in yourself that will shine the darkness away.

I'm not begging you. I'm trying to convince you not to do it.

[Project Delta]

Matt. AS your distant english cousin.

Cutting will never help you matt and while you are not in the trap there is no need for you to do it. Matt seriously it is a deep hole that is fucking stupid and leads you to do terrible things.

Your only 13 and you ahve lots to aspire to be there is no need to do it Matt. I dont know your past or your reasons for wanting to quit but let me just tell you this.

Your first cut, you will love it, and then you will continue on making more and more, and then you start to hate yourself, and it is a neverending spiral that is amazingly hard to get out of. You dont want to pull yourself into this mess. trust us, we know

[The Joker]

Wow, I didn't exactly expect so much response so quickly. Thanks everybody.

*Hug*

[Project Delta]

Matt we care about you and you dont deserve to put yourself through it okay?

[MadManWithaBox]

ia gree with aaron. i dont know you that well, but you seem awesomely awesome, and cutting is never ending downward spiral its extremely hard to climb out of. you may only intend it to be one cut, but cutting is extremely addictive, and it turns into 10, 50, 90, 100. people care about you(like aaron)(and possibly me) and we dont want to see you go through that. please, don't do it. *HUGZ

[BlackenedSilver]

Matt, I hope your ok. :hug: I really hope you don't cut.. it is never the answer.

[The Joker]

I've made a promise to Nick....I won't do it.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Matt, please don't start. Its just so horrible and addictive and it doesn't help anything, just makes you more stressed cause you have to worry about hiding the cuts and scars. Just find something else to do instead. Just please, don't do it!
:hug: