My Sexuality - Raaaant

[lostinspace]

Like any 14 year old boy, I am curious about my sexuality. I mean, sure, I like straight porn, I like it heaps. But I also like gay porn, and watch gay porn more than straight porn sometimes. Most of the time. Almost all of the time. But usually when I watch porn, I only get pictures. When I'm over at my dads, video! So I tried gay porn, and I felt weird. Alienated. So I took a step back.

What I like about gay porn is the shared explicitness. The idea of doing something so sexual with someone I can relate to. I can't relate to girls because a female puberty is very different. So what I truly crave is group masturbation. And I have had this sometimes. But I want more Also, Vaginas... foreign territory. They kinda scare me off.

Just my thoughts.

[Ironhide]

I have the same exact thing it's caused by your thoughts you deal more comftorable to somebody you can relate to like if you saw a guy jacking off you can relate to him fro
there you become intreasted! from that the intrearing thing is the fact that they have a penis and are using it in a much differant way that we are see in normal porn you only realy see girls which is a turn on but we can't relate to it showed more of the male factor in it it can be something we can relate to!

[JackOfClubs]

There is nothing wrong with looking at gay porn and being straight. A lot of guys do it.

[lostinspace]

Oh no, I'm aware of that. I'm not ashamed.

[YourFriend]

Allot of guys feel like you, and that is the reason for their curiousity.

[mosaic.]

There is nothing wrong with looking at gay porn and being straight. A lot of guys do it.

I couldn't disagree more.

To the OP, I would suggest waiting it out. With experiences, comes clarification. As you progress through puberty, your sexuality will refine itself as you truly discover what you enjoy.

[Triceratops]

:arrow: Moved to Teen Sexuality.

[nick]

I agree pretty much with mosaic on this one. Give yourself time to discover more about yourself, there's no need to attach a label like straight, bi, gay, or anything else. Just be yourself for the time being and be patient until things become clearer.

[sebas]

I agree pretty much with mosaic on this one. Give yourself time to discover more about yourself, there's no need to attach a label like straight, bi, gay, or anything else. Just be yourself for the time being and be patient until things become clearer.

i like what you said. there really is no need to attach a label to yourself yet. in my case, i have a gf and i really love her but im not afraid to be kinda wild and have fun and she knows that. me and my bestfriend kevin are like brothers and we sometimes do some crazy things with eachother that people might think is completely gay but we dont think it is, we dont really care because at the moment we have no intention to be put in a box. like you said, be yourself!