i dont know what to do anymore

[Harley Quinn]

a couple of years ago my friend died in front of me and recently i cant stop thinking about it,its driving me over the edge and i have no clue what to do anymore,that night was one of the worst nights of my entire life.Her lasts words were "im sorry i never meant to hurt you" and they keep going round in my mind, i cant sleep because if i do i have nightmares

[Sapphire]

:hug3:
You need to talk about this with someone. You need to talk about her with someone.
It doesn't who you talk to, just as long as you trust them and feel safe with them.

Don't dismiss this as a tired old cliche response. It really does help.

I'm around if you ever want to talk!

[Hughesy]

Losing a close friend can be extremely difficult and I understand your pain, I really do, but honour her last words, think of her in a positive way, she said she never wanted to hurt you, then she wouldn't want you to feel this bad, live each day knowing that she's looking over you, it wasn't your fault you can't beat yourself up over it. If you have trouble sleeping, do some research into Lucid Dreaming, this is where you become fully aware that you are dreaming within your dreams and are free to control them as you wish, it leads to better quality sleep, and in your case can stop nightmares.

We're all your friends here, no one wants you to feel like this.

[Harley Quinn]

Thanks you two her words are still going round if that makes sense like i wish i did something to save her but i just looked on in shock and pain i didnt do anything i just ignored her for days on end and then she killed herself