help

[Rawr]

hey im trying to stop cutting and hurting myselfe and i need to get ride of my razors and knifes and guns but i cant just throw them out i have an unclle who is a cop i know ill be arrested agian if i give them to him but i dont know what else to do what do you people think?

[Natoja12]

well if i was is this siguation i would take them to some dump place and throw them there. but thats not nessasrily the best idea. Sorry if im not to much help with this.

[Rawr]

but the stuff could be tracied back to me

[Natoja12]

give the gun bk to the person who gave it to you, as for the razers maybe break them and on garbage day throw them out on garbage day try to put them in the middle.... As far as the knives go i have no idea. where'd u get them in the first place?

[Rawr]

i cant give the knife back its stolen and the kid who gave ti to me wont take it back and i get them from this kid u dont think i should give them to my uncle?

[Natoja12]

maybe u should, he could get u lots of help.

[Beautiful Obsession]

i think you should give them to your uncle, explain what your going through and about the self harming, and tell him there not to hurt anyone else but yourself andmaybe he can get you the help that you need x

[Rawr]

im just afriade i dont like jail ive been before and it scares me

[Natoja12]

im just afriade i dont like jail ive been before and it scares me

s it illegal to have a knife and razer....i dont no about the gun...

[Natoja12]

has your uncle ever delt with you before, and did he send u there? what happened exactly.

[Rawr]

yeah he has he says he takes me there to teach me a lession and that it will help me learn but i hate it there it scares me

[Project Delta]

Thriow them in the sea?

[Triceratops]

How will anyone know if the knife was stolen or not once you have thrown it away? Although be very careful while getting rid of it. It could get traced back to you easily and you could be accused for something a lot worse such as violence or murder.

Anyways, why did you take the gun from your friend Alex in the first place?

Maybe it was best to think before you acted in all these situations. Or if you couldn't think straight due to all this stress and fear building up more and more.

[Rawr]

i took it from alex to help me cuz he said i needed it so im confused should i go to my uncle?

[Natoja12]

i like the idea thow it in the sea.

[Rawr]

i dont live by a sea or i would

[Natoja12]

No lake or river?

[Rawr]

nope nothing whats so ever

[dstnyisurs]

Do NOT dump them somewhere.
The gun is a federal offense. Until you turn eighteen you are not allowed to have it. Period. My advice would be to dismantle it and throw it away in the garbage in seperate bags, pieces, trips to the dump, so on. Make sure you dismantle it thouroughly and safely. Often, you can find online how to take apart a certain gun. Do not throw the peices in the same bag of garbage or take them in the same trip. You do not want someone to find this gun and be able to put it together, and do something terrible with it. Throw the ammunition away, or give it to your uncle and say you found it somewhere, but make sure the ammunition gets put away where no one can find it so no one gets hurt.
The knives.. depending on the length and where you live, you are actually allowed to have them. Look up the weapon laws in your state and if you can have them, then go ahead and give them away to someone who would like them, or pawn them off and make some money. You could give them to an over-eighteen friend if you're not allowed to have them and ask him/her to pawn them off, and then you'd have some cash in your pocket. If not, my advice would be to bury them or simply wrap them in paper and throw them away, and hope no one finds them.
Razor? Simply throw it out. There is nothing illeagal about having a razor, so your uncle can do nothing legally to punish you if you went to him as well. Just throw it away. Wrap it in some paper or bubble wrap when you throw it away so that no one gets hurt.
You mainly have to worry about the guns. Taking them apart and throwing them away is your best bet for making sure you cannot get to them and no one can put them back together and use them for dirty deeds. Make sure you spread them out between bags and garbage trips nicely, and try deforming some of the components when you take it apart so that it would be difficult for you or anyone else to put them together again.
Hope it goes well.

[Rawr]

i might try to do that i have alot knifes that arent leagel i have 4 guns so it will take awile to do that but if you think it will work i might try it

[Project Delta]

What guns may i ask?

[Triceratops]

What guns may i ask?

Apparently one of her 17 year old friends who gave her drugs had given her the gun.

[Rawr]

i have a shot gun,Revolver,Blaser R-93 and B&T TP9 9mm semi-auto pistols

[Project Delta]

Marcie i meant what make of guns, i know her friend alex who used to sell her drugs gave her one.

[Rawr]

welll i told u

[Project Delta]

okay thanks

[Triceratops]

This whole story confuses me.

I mean, weren't you in hospital with a feeding tube due to eating disorders not so long ago? Now this?

And where the hell did Alex get these guns from?

[Rawr]

yeah i was i got out family trouble was even worse and i meen i alex he told me i could have the guys if anything got bad at home to shoot the gun a few times he said that it wold work but then i wanted to kill myselfe and i dont think i should have them

[MadManWithaBox]

did your friend alex know you were suicidal? bit stupid giving you five guns if he did.

[Rawr]

yes he knew he said i could do what i want with them he said if that ment killing myselfe then it was my choose

[Harley Quinn]

No offense or anything but he aint a good mate
He is basically not caring about you by telling you to die

[MadManWithaBox]

i agree. as your friend, he should be discouraging you from doing something like that, giving you the tools to do it, then saying he basically doesn't care if you do isn't be a good friend.

[Rawr]

i know but i havent used them.................... yet

[Harley Quinn]

You are strong but just havent realised it yet
You can get through this

[Rawr]

im not sure anymore sigh

[Harley Quinn]

Tell your mind that you are strong and it should tell your body that it is strong.its all to do the mind as this is controling you actions and feeling

[Rawr]

that wont work

[Harley Quinn]

Its helped stop self harm for a day so if you were to try it it might work

[Triceratops]

that wont work

It will work somewhat if you at least TRY.

All your theads have the title "Help" or something along the lines of that but there is only so much people can do to help on an internet forum and you don't take in the advice given to you, or try to act upon it.

[Rawr]

that wont work ive tryed it but when ur listing to ur foster parents hit and cuss at etchoter or u are getting ur ass kicked by ur older brother its kinda hard to just keep think about how strong u are ok

[BlackenedSilver]

I agree with what Marcie has said above. You have to at least try.
Think of your little brother and people you would be hurting if you were to leave them. =/ You need to stay strong if not for yourself then for others. xxx

[Rawr]

but im so sick of it im sick of my brother hurting me cuz he knows how scared i am of him i hate how my parents are alwies fighting or how my foster dad is calling me stupied or a screw up ok i cant just think how strong i am

[Harley Quinn]

Try and you might succeed but you wont know until you do

[Triceratops]

I understand your situation.
What I also believe is that no matter what shitty situation you are in, there is at least never a reason to not try your best to pull through it.

Sitting back and giving up is just going to make everything a whole lot worse for yourself and will continue to do so.

[Rawr]

theres not much i can do i ccan kill myselfe or i can cut but nothing will make them stop nothing will save me

[Harley Quinn]

Everyone here has been trying to help you for days but you wont take the advice given to you there is only so much we can say and do that it is only you that is standing in the way and you need to see that the next days ahead will be different just try to change it

[MadManWithaBox]

you dont know if things can get better unless you try, and open up. it may be hard or scary but it'll become much easier when its done. we all believe in you

[Rawr]

i know i souldent kill myselfe but i just i feel so hurt and i dont know what to do aboiut it

[Harley Quinn]

You can beat this

[Rawr]

im trying i really am but i think im failing

[Harley Quinn]

If you think you will fail you end up failing
If you think you will suceed you end up suceeding

[Rawr]

i dont think its that simpial though i meen im so confused right now

[Harley Quinn]

Its not simple but it works
Confused about what

[Rawr]

about life and about liveing