chelsay13
July 28th, 2009, 01:15 AM
for some reason...this is the first time in 7 or 8 monthes that i forgive myself. I don't feel the pain in my heart and I feel like i'm actually worth something.
I figured out that those mistakes I've made this year are just lessons I've had to learn the hard way. Those lessons taught me who I am and that I can actually be strong and make it through anything. Now, I need to take a step forward, leave the past behind me and start from this moment on loving myself for who I am.
I know for a fact, that everyone here has a light inside them. They have the strength to pull themselves through this. They can. Look inside yourself and let time work on your hearts. Trust me, you will find yourself, and you'll finally be able to look in the mirror and see in your own eyes the wisdom you have gained from this obstacle in your life.
This doesn't mean that you have to stop cutting at this moment. But I challenge ALL of you... push yourself to make it 1 more day than you've ever made it before without SH, and look in the mirror and write down what you see. Then, next time you have the urge to cut, look at what you wrote. (:
I figured out that those mistakes I've made this year are just lessons I've had to learn the hard way. Those lessons taught me who I am and that I can actually be strong and make it through anything. Now, I need to take a step forward, leave the past behind me and start from this moment on loving myself for who I am.
I know for a fact, that everyone here has a light inside them. They have the strength to pull themselves through this. They can. Look inside yourself and let time work on your hearts. Trust me, you will find yourself, and you'll finally be able to look in the mirror and see in your own eyes the wisdom you have gained from this obstacle in your life.
This doesn't mean that you have to stop cutting at this moment. But I challenge ALL of you... push yourself to make it 1 more day than you've ever made it before without SH, and look in the mirror and write down what you see. Then, next time you have the urge to cut, look at what you wrote. (: