Suicide Note [poem]

[ErykaInspire.]

(This isn't as good as my other ones, but I wrote it very fast and I wanted to keep it in note form(ish).)

Dear reader, I just
wanted to say
throughout my life
i've hurt in such a way

that no other human
could possibly survive
but every day the hurt
is what made me strive

I can't begin to
tell you about all
of the hopes I had
they made me stand tall

I had them so high
with such foolish pride
I must've gotten cocky
in every step and stride

But tell me, honestly
did you fail to recognize
the scars on my wrist
of such immense size

Or the look in my eyes
that held such secrets
Lies of the pain
and all those regrets

should I just tell you now
before i'm another "Teenage Suicide"
they'll add me to the percentage
Newspaper headline on how I died

So let me finish
this lovely note
I'm filling the tub
lets see if I float

I don't mean to
make you all distraught
this is just too much
it's like a fly getting caught

no way out but to die
but i don't think it's fast
until the spider comes along
the pain's in the past

So i bid you farewell
and in a few hours you'll see
a girl dead in the tub,
a girl that was me.

[dead]

this poem got to my heart and shows and portrays words in a flow that is just amazing.bravo, bravo.