Finally someone found out about my family life

[Agent]

So, yesterday my half bro was visiting our house. My mom made some food and we started eating. My mom started yelling to my dad like usually. I was in the line of starting to cry. I tried to hold the feeling, but I kinda "exploded" crying. My mom asked me something like "Whats wrong?" and I answered "All this yelling and stuff". Then she was just like "Ok, okay..." and then kept yelling(what a bastard....). I finished my food and went to my room. My half bro came in to talk. I told him that this has been going for long. He told that everything will be okay(I doubt it) and usual stuff.

I´m glad someone finally found out. My mom has been thinking about moving away from dad and she said I must come with her and not my dad. I don´t want to go anywhere. Im afraid of the future. If everything goes right, she doesn´t move way, my half bro and me get help to stop this or I can move to live with him. But, if everything fucks up, I need to move away with my mom.

I have been thinking about poisoning my mom. Putting an overdose of Paracetamol in her wine...
I don´t love her anymore. I don´t want to move away with anyone I don´t like at all.

[Bougainvillea]

Wow. Murdering your mom isn't the answer.

She sounds inconsiderate. I'm really sorry. I know how you feel. But you just have to stay strong. You'll turn 18. And you can leave.

[Agent]

But it will take 5 years to turn 18.

[Sapphire]

It's great that you've got your half brother to talk to now. You really aren't alone in this.

No matter what you feel or don't feel for your mum, don't hurt her. That can really screw things up further.

Try talking with your dad about what's going on. Get to know what he's thinking and what he's planning on doing. Approaching him about the possibility of you living with him if your mum runs off would also be a good idea.

You could even look into getting some free legal advice too just to make sure that you are aware of all your rights and everything.

[Brilliance]

I actually know how you feel because a similar thing happened to me in January. My parents have argued ever since I remember and finally (after 17 years) some decided to talk to me and ask me how I was feeling, well what I said worked and now we should be moving.

I understand where you're coming from because I don't want to move and my mum isn't the easiest person to live with.

Just stay strong. It'll all be okay. :)

PM me if you need anything else.

[Agent]

Try talking with your dad about what's going on. Get to know what he's thinking and what he's planning on doing. Approaching him about the possibility of you living with him if your mum runs off would also be a good idea.
I dunno can he really do anything. Brain operation made him kinda slow in intelligence and he doesn´t have much money, because he is unemployed. His life will probably suck if me and my mom move away.