Songs of Cutting and Self Harm

[BuryYourFlame]

I was reading through the thread Songs of Anorexia and Bulimia (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=11072) and I haven't seen a thread like this for Cutting and Self Harm, so here it is.

Razor ~ Foo Fighters

Wake up it's time
We need to find a better place to hide
Make up your mind
I need to know I need to know tonight

Sweet and divine
Razor of mine
Sweet and divine
Razorblade shine

Patience my dear
We could spend a lifetime waiting here
Maybe this time
I hope I get the chance to say goodbye

Sweet and divine
Razor of mine
Sweet and divine
Razorblade shine

Day after day
Cutting away
Day after day
But anyway

Wake up it's time
We need to find a better place to hide
Make up your mind
I need to know I need to know tonight

Sweet and divine

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Hero ~ Superchic[k]

No one sits with him, he doesn’t fit in,
But we feel like we do when we make fun of him,
'Cause you want to belong, do you go along?
'Cause his pain is the price paid for you to belong
It’s not like you hate him or want him to die,
But maybe he goes home and thinks suicide,
Or he comes back to school with a gun at his side,
Any kindness from you might have saved his life...

Heroes are made when you make a choice...

You could be a hero,
Heroes do what’s right,
You could be a hero,
You might save a life,
You could be a hero, you could join the fight,
For what’s right, for what’s right, for what’s right...

No one talks to her, she feels so alone,
She’s in too much pain to survive on her own,
The hurt she can’t handle overflows to a knife,
She writes on her arm, wants to give up her life,
Each day she goes on is a day that she is brave,
Fighting the lie that giving up is the way,
Each moment of courage her own life she saves,
When she throws the pills out, a hero is made...

No one talks to him about how he lives,
He thinks that the choices he makes are just his,
Doesn’t know he’s a leader with the way he behaves,
And others will follow the choices he’s made,
He lives on the edge, he’s old enough to decide,
His brother who wants to be him is just nine,
He can do what he wants because it’s his right,
The choices he makes change a nine-year-old's life...

Little Mikey-Dee was the one in class
Who everyday got brutally harassed
This went on for years
Till he decided that never again would he shed another tear
So he walked through the door
And grabbed the .44 out of his father's dresser drawer
He said 'I can't take life no more'
And like that a life can be lost
But this ain't even about that
All of us just sat back and watched it happen
Thinking its not our responsibility
To solve a problem that isn't even about me
This is our problem.
This is just one of the daily scenarios
In which we choose to close our eyes
Instead of doing the right thing
If we make a choice and be the voice
For those who won't speak up for themselves
How many lives would be saved, changed, rearranged?
Now it's our time to pick a side.
So don't keep walking by not wanting to intervene,
Cause you just want to exist and never be seen.
So lets wake up, change the world
Our time is now.

You could be a hero - (Our time is now) heroes do what’s right
You could be a hero - (Our time is now) you might save a life
You could be a hero - (Our time is now) you could join the fight
For what’s right, for what’s ri-ight...

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It's On ~ Superchic[k]

It all comes down to this
You take your best shot, might miss
You take it anyway
You're gonna make your move today
Got the will, you'll find the way
To change the world someday
Grab this moment before it's gone
Today's your day

It's on and on
It's on and on
It's on and on
Today's your day
So c'mon bring it on
It's on and on
It's on and on
It's on and on
Today's your day
So c'mon bring it on

And the view will never change
Unless you decide to change it
Don't feel like it today
Just show up anyway
And though life will take you down
It only matters if you let it
Get up, go through, press on
Today's your day

It's on and on
It's on and on
It's on and on
Today's your day
So c'mon bring it on
It's on and on
It's on and on
It's on and on
Today's your day
So c'mon bring it on

And though you wanna quit
don't think you can't get through this
you've come too far to walk away
it's not gonna be today.
and no mater how you feel
it's what you do that matters
this is your moment to be strong
today's your day

It's on and on
It's on and on
It's on and on
Today's your day
So c'mon bring it on
It's on and on
It's on and on
It's on and on
Today's your day
So c'mon bring it on

and no matter how you feel
its what you do that matters
this is your moment to be strong
today's your day

It's on and on
It's on and on
It's on and on
Today's your day
So c'mon bring it on
It's on and on
It's on and on
It's on and on
Today's your day
So c'mon bring it on

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add any more you can think of.

[Project Delta]

Get Up / Fall Down - Superchick

I'm not afraid to fall
It means I climbed up high
To fall is not to fail
You fail when you don't try
I'm not afraid to fall
I might just learn to fly and
I will spread these wings of mine

Chorus:
If I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up come on
If I get up I might fall back down again
We get up anyway
If I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up come on
If I get up I might fall back down again
And I might fall back down again
We'll just jump and see, even if it's the 20th time
we'll just jump and see if we can fly

I'm not afraid to fall
And hear I told you so
Don't want to rock the boat
But I just had to know
Just a greener side
Or can I touch the sky
But either way I will have tried

If I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up come on
If I get up I might fall back down again
We get up anyway
If I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up come on
If I get up I might fall back down again
And I might fall back down again
We'll just jump and see, even if it's the 30th time
We'll just jump and see if we can fly

I'm not afraid to fall
I've fallen many times
They laughed when I fell down
But I have dared to climb
I'm not afraid to fall
I know I'll fall again
But I can win this in the end

If I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up come on
If I get up I might fall back down again
We get up anyway
If I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up come on
If I get up I might fall back down again
And I might fall back down again
We'll just jump and see, even if it's the 40th time
We'll just jump and see if we can fly


If I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up come on
If I get up I might fall back down again
We get up anyway
If I get up I might fall back down again
So let's get up come on
If I get up I might fall back down again
And I might fall back down again

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

The Way She Feels - Between The Trees

She's upset
Bad day
Heads for the dresser drawer
To driver her pain away.
Nothing good can come of this.
She opens it,
There's nothing there
There's only left over tears.
Mom and dad had no right she screams
As the anger runs down both of her cheeks.

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries

All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow
Bite the lip just forget the bleeding

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries
Wooah oh
Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries

Curled up,
She's on the floor.
Relief left her...
She had hoped for something more
From it (Hoped for something more)
From it
He leans down to comfort her
She is weeping
And He
Wraps His arms around
And around and around and...
The deeper you cut
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut
It only gets worse
The deeper you cut
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut
It only gets worse
Gets worse

Now she's slowly opening...
Yeah, slowly opening
New eyes...

Then she opened her eyes
And found relief in His life
And put down her knives

Then she opened her life
And found relief through His eyes
And put down
She put down,
Her knife.

[Triceratops]

Black Dresses - The Spill Canvas

In muddy grass we stand side by side
With our knuckles interlocked
Black dresses flood the cemetery
In this cliche tragedy

Just do as you're instructed and....
Take this razor and cut your palms
I'll do the same until a river of crimson begins to flow
Now drip your ruby red over the casket
A funeral for my once loved youth

My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance
Tell me what would you do?
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But when your precious life is at stake
Tell me would you die for me too?

The quivering liquids in your stomach
Will eat away at the bad habits that have made you
A real character in the story of your now distant life
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly

In gentle greens we stand side by side
With your head buried in my chest
Black veils send me shivering
The fear that part of me is dying

Just do as you're instructed and....
Take this razor and cut your palms
I'll do the same until a river of crimson begins to flow
Now drip your ruby red over the casket
A funeral for my once loved youth

My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance
Tell me what would you do?
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But when your precious life is at stake
Tell me would you die for me too?

The quivering liquids in your stomach
Will eat away at the bad habits that have made you
A real character in the story of your now distant life
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly, quickly

Goodbyes are said and roses thrown
And the crowd starts to weep
But the irony of the story is when I fell to my knees
And began clawing at the dirt in front of the tombstone
Of my bashful childhood
With you by my side, you're screaming at the
Top of your lungs, "let it go"
And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs
"The ceremony was not proper, there was not enough people,
And who picked the music?
Those melodies almost made me physically sick"

My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance
Tell me what would you do?
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But when your precious life is at stake
Tell me would you die for me too?

The quivering liquids in your stomach
Will eat away at the bad habits that have made you
A real character in the story of your now distant life
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly

[dstnyisurs]

Cut, by Plumb.


I'm not a stranger
No, I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore.

A fragile flame aged
In misery
And when our eyes meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
No I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut.

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I'm A Fake, The Used



Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.

Look at me.
Can you tell,
By the way I move and do my hair?
Do you think that it's me,
Or is it not me?
I don't even care.
I'm alive, I don't smell.
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.
Dry.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Do I drink?
Do I date?
I've got perfect placements.
All my ink
Satisfied, in your eyes.
I'm the biggest fan I've got right now.
I made sure that I look how I wanted to look.
The people around me,
The people surround me.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.
Dry.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

My stomach hurts now,
And all tied off in lace.
I pray, beg, for anything to hit me in the face.
And this sickness isn't me.
I pray to fall from grace.
The last thing I see is feeling.

And I'm telling you I'm a fake,
I'm telling you I'm a fake. (x3)
I'm telling you I'm

Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Fake (x3)

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There's more but I can't think of them now.

[Atonement]

The Last Night ~ Skillet

You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you
They don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
The last night away from me

The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand
I will help you hold on
Tonight, tonight

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

I won't let you say goodbye
And I'll be your reason why
The last night away from me
Away from me

[Spin]

How To Fix Everything - Bayside

The sharper the edge, the cleaner the wound
So I'll be keeping it dull tonight
For I deserve to hurt
Disfigure the outside
To show how ruined I am
There's no pain and no pleasure when you're
Too numb to feel

There's a pedestal across the room
And if I try to climb again
This time the fall is fatal
Now, I don't deserve such an easy exit
So maybe my
Spine can snap on impact and I'll
have to crawl away.

I'm ready to take that big step
Start tearing off the layers I put up
Or is it too late to be
Anything but what I am
Identify the problem
Now let's see
If we can fix anything.

Just close the door and let me do what I need
Cause it's better for us
If you just let me leave.

I'm ready to take that big step
Start tearing off the layers I put up
Or is it too late to be
Anything but what I am
Identify the problem
Now let's see
If we can fix anything

How to fix everything

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Breathe Me - Sia

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

[Harley Quinn]

zoegirl-scream

Does anybody know how I feel?
Sometimes I'm numb, sometimes I'm overcome
Does anybody care what's going on?
Do I have to wear my scars like a badge on my arm
For you to see me, I need release

Do I have to scream for you to hear me?
Do I have to bleed for you to see me?
'Cause I grieve, you're not listening to me
Do I need to scream?

Has anybody seen what's been done?
Where was my defense? No one heard my protest
The eyes of God were watching me
It's time to make my peace, let it go and be released
So I can breathe again
I'm on my knees

I've been marked, set apart
But I'm cut so deep and afraid of the dark
One drop of blood from the hole in Your hand
Is enough to heal me and make me stand

'Cause I'm clean, He is listening to me

I don't have to scream for Him to hear me
Don't have to bleed for Him to see me
'Cause I'm clean, He is listening to me
I don't have to scream
I don't have to bleed
'Cause I'm clean, He is listening
And I don't have to scream

papa roach-scars

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care to much
And my scars remind me, that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel.

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed that you came around
why don't you just go home?
Cause I channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...
{chorus}
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shoulda never come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

[GreyxRainbow]

Hurt - Nine Inch Nails (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M305W4Vm2bU&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fuser%2FShikutukumimika&feature=player_profilepage)

Hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
my sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away in the end
You could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way...

Few Small Bruises - Maria Mena

Out here on the ledge
I'm not far away from stepping off
I finally picked out my cloud
It's the one over there surrounded by all that air

You reached out your hand
And said "I understand"
So why not come down?

Well except for a few small bruises, cuts and scars I'm fine
Oh except for a few small bruises, cuts and scars I'm fine

Thank you for asking!
I'm so glad we had this moment here alone
I know they think I'm crazy
But everything I am, is everything I was taught to be

Except...

As you read my words out loud
Make me sound genius
Make me sound special
And mabye I'll come down...

[YesterdaysNews]

Black Dahlia - hollywood Undead
I loved you,
You made me,
Hate me.
You gave me,
Hate see?
It saved me,
And these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rep that,
Everytime you tried to seal that.
You feel bad?
You feel sad?
I'm sorry, hell no fuck that!

It was my heart,
It was my life,
It was my start,
It was your knife.
This strife it dies,
This life and these lies.
And these lungs have sung,
This song for too long.
And it's true I hurt too,
Remember I loved you!

And I've, lost it all,
Fell today,
It's all the same.
I'm sorry, oh.
I'm sorry no, no.
And I've, been abused,
I feel so used,
Because of you.
I'm sorry, oh.
I'm sorry, no.
No.

I wish I could I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,
And told you that I loved you,
Every time I fucked you.
The future that we both drew,
And all the shit we've been through.
Obsessed with the thought of you,
The pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you.
It never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck,
Now I'm just fucked up.
Pull up my sleeve and,
See the pattern of my cuts!

And I've, lost it all,
Fell today,
It's all the same.
I'm sorry, oh.
I'm sorry no, no.
And I've, been abused,
I feel so used,
Because of you.
I'm sorry, oh.
I'm sorry no.
No.

Seems like all we had,
Is over now, you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now,
You just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had,
Is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now,
I can leave with my head down.

And I've, lost it all,
Fell today,
It's all the same.
I'm sorry, oh.
I'm sorry no, no.
And I've, been abused,
I feel so used,
Because of you.
I'm sorry, oh.
I'm sorry no.
No.

[Wonder.]

Perfectly Flawed-Otep

If you do this
If you do this
If you do this you'll never have a chance to try again.
If you do this you'll never have a chance to try.

It's the same sound
Same sting.
The same collapse
Of every thing.

It's the same slice,
Same blade,
The same lie,
Same ol' vein

My weight
My face
My height
My race
I'm a mistake.

My weight
My face
My height
My race
I'm such a disgrace.

You're perfectly flawed
You're perfectly incomplete
Like cracks in the glass
And faded photographs

You're perfectly flawed
You're perfectly incomplete
Let them come near
Imperfections will keep you unique

Nothing left to lose, just try again
Nothing left to lose, just try again

Its the same doubt,
The same dream
It's the same sabotage
'cause I'm the enemy

It's the same night
Same day
It's the same parasite,
Feeding on the betrayed.

My weight
My face
My height
My race
I'm a mistake

My weight
My face
My height
My race
I'm such a disgrace

You're perfectly flawed
You're perfectly incomplete
Like cracks in the glass
And faded photographs

You're perfectly flawed
You're perfectly incomplete
A work in progress
Imperfections will keep you unique

A disguise of self-deception
Hides my secrets perfectly
I'm rejecting my reflection
'cause I hate the way it judges me

Don't you do it
You're not even you yet
Don't you do it
You're not even you yet

You're perfectly flawed
You're perfectly incomplete
Like cracks in the glass
And flames full of grass

You're perfectly flawed
You're perfectly incomplete
A work in progress
Imperfections will keep you unique

[Syvelocin]

Loveless Wrists - Bayside

Where will I be
When there's pain as far as eyes can see
stand in line for days and nights, making up lost time
this is how it feels

So now I cut these loveless wrists
My head sure hurts today I'll take another twenty pills and try to make my troubles go away

So now I cut these loveless wrists
My head sure hurts today I'll take another twenty pills and try to make my troubles go away
Away

I once felt strong
It wouldn't last for long
to wrap my hands around my neck
Kill myself again
and Cut my arms with the biggest knife that I can stand

Why waste time
Lifting my head
Keep it down
And save face instead
so why waste time
Lifting my head
Keep it down
Save face instead

I once felt strong
It wouldn't last for long
to wrap my hands around my neck
Kill myself again
Cut my arms with the biggest knife that I can stand

stand in line for days and nights, making up for lost time
And this is how it feels

It's more than I can stand

Bleed Like Me

Avalanche is sullen and too thin
She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
And she says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

Chris is all dressed up and acting coy
Painted like a brand new Christmas toy
He's trying to figure out if he's a girl or he's a boy
He says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

Doodle takes Dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

Therapy is Speedie's brand new drug
Dancing with the devil's past has never been too fun
It's better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
And she cries:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

JT gets all fucked up in some karaoke bar
After two drinks he's a loser after three drinks he's a star
Getting all nostalgic as he sings "I Will Survive"
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
Oh, c'mon baby can you bleed like me

You should see my scars
You should see my scars
You should see my scars
You should see my scars

And try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Just try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend

You should see my scars
You should see my scars

[sweetxnovember]

Self Inflicted - Smile Empty Soul

You see these cuts and bruises
Isn't this all so amusing
I feel the emptiness of just another day in hell

My life is so confusing
Do this to myself I'm losing
I guess I'm only proving what every one can see but me

And i wont let myself be happy
I cut myself just to feel the pain
And i wont give up anything for you
I'm going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me

I am cold my legs are shaking
There's no hope right now I'm begging
Just one sign to show me someone out there really cares
My clothes are soaked up crying
There's no doubt i know I'm dying
I did this to myself and that's the part i cant believe

And i wont let myself be happy
I cut myself just to feel the pain
And i wont give up anything for you
I'm going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me

These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted


And i wont let myself be happy
I cut myself just to feel the pain
And i wont give up anything for you
I'm going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me

[ScreamingSilence]

WE SLEEP FOREVER - AIDEN
She walks the line into her deathbed rings
I say she's all alone
Begging for forgiveness
I won't teach her to lie or make a plan
That clairvoyant stare and grin
God won't forgive me
For this I know
Tragedy unfolds tonight
As you sever my skin apart
Take this sadness and close your eyes love

Hey, call the angels. This razor blade was meant for me
Hey, call the angels. We'll mutilate insanity

She cuts a vein although it's much too dull
I say she's all alone
Fighting for redemption
I know little pain, a little lust
I lose myself at night to feel the rush
Of tearing my skin apart
Now take this sadness and close your eyes love

Hey, call the angels. This razor blade was meant for me
Hey, call the angels. We'll mutilate insanity

Go deeper, I feel it
I see your ghost appear
Go deeper, I see it
I feel your ghost appear
I won't say goodbye tonight (We'll sleep forever)
Hold on, hold on tonight love
We'll sleep forever
Hold on, hold on tonight love
We'll sleep forever
Hold on, hold on tonight love
Close your eyes

Hey, call the angels. This razor blade was meant for me
Hey, call the angels. We'll mutilate insanity

Hey, call the angels. This razor blade was meant for me
Hey, call the angels. We'll mutilate insanity

[Hurt - Nine Inch Nails

Hurt was originally preformed by Johnny Cash.

[deadpie]

Hurt was originally preformed by Johnny Cash.

Your trolling, right? Nine Inch Nails made that song before Johny Cash. Research it.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hurt_%28Nine_Inch_Nails_song%29

Untitled - Vex Red

You surround me
You steal my breath

Trapped inside here
But you're around
I should go home
Move away from here

This time I'm leaving
Its time you left me alone
I wont hurt myself
For you or anyone
Look to me
Cos I'm on fire
I should go home
Move away from here

This time I'm leaving
It's time you left me alone
I wont hurt myself
For you or anyone

This time I'm leaving
It's time you left me alone
I wont hurt myself
For you or anyone
This time I'm leaving
It's time you left me alone
I wont hurt myself
For you or anyone

[-Silence]

Made Of Scars
By Stone Sour

This one came from looking
This one opened twice
These two seem as smooth as silk, flush againt my eyes
This one needed stiches and
This one came from rings
This one isn't even there, but I feel it more because you don't care

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, Cause I am Made Of Scars
Yes I am made of scars

This one had it comming
This one found a vein
This one was an accident, but never gave me pain
This one was my fathers and
This one you can't see
This one had me scared to death,
But I guess I should be glad I'm not dead!!

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, I am made of scars
Yes, I am made of scars

God, Don't you believe it

And I will find a way
Everything you are I will betray
Oooh, I swear that I will find a way
Everything you are's inside me

This one was the first one
This one had a vice
This one here I like to rub on dark and stormy nights
This one was the last one,
I don't remember how
But I remember blood and rain
And I never saw it coming again

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, Cause I am made of scars
Yes, I am made of scars

That's what I'm made of

[VioletAngel]

Linkin Park - Part Of Me

Part of me won’t go away
Everyday reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
Can’t live without it so it’s senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with a gaping hole
Take control of my life
And wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low ‘cause it’s part of me
Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me
Heard of me the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now I’m sick of this
I can’t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade on my sanity
I rather not even be then the man that’s staring in the mirror through me

[Pre chorus]
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what’s killing me [x4]

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it
Once it’s been dealt with you feel like you’ve been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the karma when the problem’s all gone
And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can’t let be
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well
And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart
Where your insides bruised
You can live if you’re willing to
Put a stop to just what’s killing you

[Pre chorus x4]

[Chorus]

(Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently
This part of me won’t go away, part of me won’t go away
Everywhere I look around I see how everyone ought to be
Every time I see myself I see there’s always something wrong with me)

[Chorus x2]
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me [x2]

[TigerLily]

Corinna Fugate ~ Cold

How can you know what i'm feeling when it's locked inside?
To wear it on my body tells what words cannot describe
A thin red line tells you where the blade has been
So many secrets hiding beneath my skin

And It's cold, cold, cold
Out of control

Locked in the bathroom stall
Leaning against the wall
I know they're all waiting for me so I'll be as quick as I can be
I see the red but I feel no pain
It feels like I'm floating away and it seems
I've become my own prey

It's cold, cold, cold
Out of control

[Hatsune Miku]

Papa roach - Last resort

Cut my life into pieces,
This is my last resort.
Suffocation,
No breathing,
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding.

This is my last resort.

Cut my life into pieces.
I've reached my last resort,
Suffocation,
No breathing.
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding.
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight?
Chances are that I might.
Mutilation out of sight,
And I'm contemplating suicide.

'Cause I'm losing my sight,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine.
Losing my sight,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine.

I never realized I was spread too thin,
Till it was too late,
And I was empty within,
Hungry,
Feeding on chaos,
And living in sin.
Downward spiral, where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother,
No love for myself,
And no love for another.
Searching to find a love up on a higher level.
Finding nothing but questions and devils.

'Cause I'm losing my sight,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me in fine.
Losing my sight,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine.
Nothing's alright,
Nothing is fine,
I'm running and I'm crying.
I'm crying.
I'm crying.
I'm crying.
I'm crying.

I can't go on living this way.

Cut my life into pieces,
This is my last resort,
Suffocation,
No breathing,
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding.
Would it be wrong?
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight,
Chances are that I might.
Mutilation out of sight,
And I'm contemplating suicide.

'Cause I'm losing my sight,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine.
Losing my sight,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine.
Nothing's alright,
Nothing is fine,
I'm running and I'm crying.

I can't go on living this way.

Can't go on.
Living this way.
Nothing's alright.

[Sapphire]

Linkin Park - Breaking the Habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

[Fiction]

All the ones i can think of are already here :/
I love breaking the habit- linkin park, last resort- papa roach and we sleep forever- aiden

[Fiction]

ooh i thought of one!

Ohio is for lovers- Hawthorne heights

Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?

And I can't make it on my own.
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.

Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but i can't wait forever.

And I can't make it on my own.
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
My final breath is gone
So I can fall asleep tonight

And I can't make it on my own.
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

[Fiction]

Ah i am thinking of so many now :P

Here is another :)

Red Sam- Flyleaf
Here I stand
Empty hands
Wishing my wrists were bleeding
To stop the pain from the beatings

There you stood
Holding me
Waiting for me to notice you

But who are you
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Outscreaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life

The warmth of your embrace
Melts my frostbitten spirit
You speak the truth and I hear it
The words are I love you
And I have to believe in you

But who are you
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Outscreaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life

My hands are open
And you are filling them
Hands in the air
In the air, in the air, in the air

And I worship
And I worship
And I worship

You!

You are the truth (you are the truth)
Outscreaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life

[Asylum]

Nothing and Everything - Red
Send "Nothing and Everything" Ringtone to your Cell

Enemy, familiar friend
My beginning and my end
Broken truth, whispering lies
And it hurts again
What I fear and what I try
Words I say and what I hide
All the pain, I want it to end
But I want it again

And it finds me
The fight inside is coarsing through my veins
And it's raging
The fight inside is breaking me again

It's still the same, pursuing pain
Isn't worth the lie I've gained
We both know how it will end
But I do it again

And it finds me
The fight inside is coarsing through my veins
And it's raging
The fight inside is hurting me again
And it finds me
The war within me pulls me under
And without you
The fight inside is breaking me again

And it finds me
The war within me pulls me under
And without you
The fight inside is breaking me again

Oh, it's everything
Oh, it's everything
Oh, it's everything
Oh, it's everything
Oh, it's everything
Oh

[Asylum]

EVANESCENCE LYRICS

October Ringtone Send "October" Ringtone to your Cell October Ringtone


"October"

I can't run anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home,
I'm through fighting it,
Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up,
You're my only strength,
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again.

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.

I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
In all my bitterness,
I ignored,
All that's real and true,
All I need is you,
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes,
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong,
I can't lie anymore,
I fall down before you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.

Constantly ignoring,
The pain consuming me,
But this time it's cut too deep,
I'll never stray again.

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love,
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.

[ZeroSum]

i think "hurt" by NIN's not really bout self harming but you can get it anyway you like:d anyway.one of my <3

The Dresden Dolls - Bad Habit

Biting keeps your words at bay
Tending to the sores that stay
Happiness is just a gash away
When i open a familiar scar
Pain goes shooting like a star
Comfort hasn't failed to follow so far...

And you might say it's self-indulgent
You might say its self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be healthy

& pens and penknives take the blame
Crane my neck & scratch my name
But the ugly marks
Are worth the momentary gain...
When i jab a sharpened object in
Choirs of angels seem to sing
Hymns of hate in memorandum

And you might say it's self-indulgent
And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, it's more productive
Than if i were to be happy

And sappy songs about sex and cheating
Bland accounts of two lovers meeting
Make me want to give mankind a beating

And you might say it's self-destructive
But, you see, i'd kick the bucket
Sixty times before i'd kick the habit

And as the skin rips off i cherish the revolting thought
That even if i quit
There's not a chance in hell i'd stop
And anyone can see the signs
Mittens in the summertime
Thank you for your pity, you are too kind

And you might say its self-inflicted
But you see that's contradictive
Why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?

And pain opinions are sitcom feeding
They dont know that their minds are teething
Makes me want to give mankind a beating

I'm tried bandages and sinking
I've tried gloves and even thinking
I've tried vaseline
I've tried everything
And no-one cares if your back is bleeding
They're concerned with their hair receding
Looking back it was all maltreating
Every thought that occurred misleading

Makes me want to give myself a beating....

[TigerLily]

Make-up Smeared Eyes ~ Automatic Loveletter

Left your t-shirt in my room
Still smells of you
And the picture you hung on the door
Lay smashed, picture perfect
Explains now
Clearly nothing left but a memory
We only made out
You never kissed me
That's how I learned to hold back all feeling

Wait, please don't go
I won't stay
All these words on replay
I'm okay
It's all right
Good to know that you're fine

Pretending everything is right to make it better
I'll hide my make-up smeared eyes
To show that I'm fine

Some how you have managed to get under my skin
More than anyone ever did
And if every hole makes a scar
And every scar marks its place
Then I will never live freely without your trace
And it'll never be fair
I wrote my songs for you and you never even cared
So I'll forget you
I'll wash your t-shirt and kill the pillow
And cut you out of pictures

Wait, please don't go
I won't stay
All these words on replay
I'm okay
It's all right
Good to know that you're fine

Pretending everything is right to make it better
I'll hide my make-up smeared eyes

This drama sat shotgun
My eyes rained like autumn
Only the glove box knows how the story goes
Now that this bandage is broken
And the cuts left in open
I'll tell you just one thing
This wasn't worth the sting


Welcome to Savannah ~ Breathe Carolina

You asked for it, you paid for it
Get what you deserve
You wanted it, the benefit
How does it feel worse?

You're good as gold, around your neck
Look over your shoulder
Your conscience kills your constant thrills
Shallow makeover

Hide in your eyes
Dancing in the bright lights
Take out the knife
Oh this brush just doesn't feel right
Hiding your eyes
Mirrors tell the worst lies
Cover it up
Hide in your eyes
Dancing in the bright lights
Take out the knife
Oh this brush just doesn't feel right
Hide in your eyes
Mirrors tell the worst lies
Cover it, cover it up

You asked for it, you paid for it
Get what you deserve
You wanted it, the benefit
How does it feel worse?

Split at the end, and lost at the teeth
Foundation is older
Ans still you're paid from the cuts you've made
Shallow makeover

Hide in your eyes
Dancing in the bright lights
Take out the knife
Oh this brush just doesn't feel right
Hide in your eyes
Mirrors tell the worst lies
Cover it up
Hide in your eyes
Dancing in the bright lights
Take out the knife
Oh this brush just doesn't feel right
Hide in your eyes
Mirrors tell the worst lies
Cover it, cover it up

(Cover it, cover it up)
(Cover it, cover it up)

You're good as gold, your conscience kills, split at the ends
How does it feel, how does it feel, how does it feel, how does it feel?

Hide in your eyes
Dancing in the bright lights
Take out the knife
Oh this brush just doesn't feel right
Hide in your eyes
Mirrors tell the worst lies
Cover it up
Hide in your eyes
Dancing in the bright lights
Take out the knife
Oh this brush just doesn't feel right
Hide in your eyes
Mirrors tell the worst lies
Cover it, cover it up

[Lemonlover934]

I know someone has already posted but The Dresden Dolls- Bad Habit is an amazing song <3 x

[Marcie]

Magik5, Nothing and Everything is a great song.

Between the Trees
"The Way She Feels"
She's upset
Bad day
Heads for the dresser drawer
To drive her pain away.
Nothing good can come of this.

She opens it,
There's nothing there
There is only left over tears.
Mom and dad had no right, she screams
The anger runs down both of her cheeks.

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries.

All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
Bite the lip just forget the bleeding.

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries
Wooah oh
Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries.

Curled up,
She's on the floor.
The relief left her...
She had hoped for something more
From it
Hoped for something more
From it
And He leans down to comfort her
She is weeping
And He
Wraps His arms around
And around and around and...
The deeper you cut,
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut,
It only gets worse
The deeper you cut,
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut,
It only gets worse
Gets worse.

Now she's slowly opening...
She's slowly opening
New eyes...

Then she opened her eyes
And found relief in His life.
And put down her knives
Wooah oh
Then she opened her life
And found relief through His eyes
And put down
She put down,
Her life.

[NeverLetGo]

Tegan and Sara - Knife Going In


Knife Going In lyrics

If I don't recover,
Sell this house and find something lost outside your window.
Not forever.
On the night I die I swear I'll sleep outside your window.

I feel the knife going in,
I'm feeling anxious.
Not enough to kill me, I thought it'd happen fast.
But I'm feeling it now and I feel anxious.
Sleeping inches from me, I let it pass.

Emy should I stop?
Do you think I'll make it to the morning if it's written?
Stitch it up.
The kind of song I know 'cause mother, sister, lover the worry.

I feel the knife going in,
I'm feeling anxious.
Not enough to kill me, I thought it'd happen fast.
But I'm feeling it now and I feel anxious.
Sleeping inches from me, I let it pass.
[repeat 2 more times]

[Baluba]

I don't know if this song was initially about self-harm. But it is beautiful and I can relate completely to the lyrics. Please take the time to listen to it. It has done so much for me.

--> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJIf_W_1kBM <--

Gregory and the Hawk - A Wish

I wish to feel smaller
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
every time you speak.
I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
While I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep...

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after
isn't enough
and I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

And I wish to feel smaller under your hands,
though you seem satisfied as you slip mine
down your pants.
And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
While you lift up my shirt after asking politely.

And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be
Cuz it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy.
I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up.
But I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

And it's hard to find
What I want
When it's buried beneath the biggest rock.
I could pay lots of money
To help lift it with machines
But I'm not sure you'd cooperate.
Not sure you'd come clean.

And I wish to feel smaller
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
every time you speak.
And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
As I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep.

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans.
Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough
and I swear I'm going to cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

Yeah, I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

[PainUnreal]

I love "The Way She Feels", "Last Resort", "Black Dahlia", and "We Sleep Forever". I've got so many SI songs on my iPod...

Little House
The Fray

She doesn't look, she doesn't see
Opens up for nobody
Figures out, she figures out
Narrow line, she can't decide
Everything short of suicide
Never hurts, nearly works

Something is scratching it's way out
Something you want to forget about

A part of you that'll never show
You're the only one that'll ever know
Take it back when it all began
Take your time, would you understand
What it's all about
What it's all about

Something is scratching it's way out
Something you want to forget about
No one expects you to get up
All on your own with no one around

[ryann]

hmmm, i suppose leona lewis - bleeding love, could be considered as a self harm song :)

[cadaverous_roots]

Wow these songs are great... i haven't heard most of them before. Hehe looks like my ipod is going to get some new additions :P

[megalynxo]

Strawberry Gashes - Jack Off Jill

Turn her over
A candle is lit, I see through her
Blow it out and save all her ashes for me

Curse me sold her
The poison that runs it's course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over

Called her over
and asked her if she was improving
She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here

Hex me told her
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over

I lay quiet
waiting for her voice to say
"Some things you lose and some things you just give away"

Scold me failed her
If only I'd held on tighter to her
Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me

Watch me lose her
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else get away from me

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over all over me

[Aceso]

Sarah Mclaughlan - Fallen

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I feel so alone
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

[outside_looking_in]

I'm not sure if this is about self-harm but I think it is...

~ The Rasmus - Not Like The Other Girls ~

No more blame I am destined to keep you sane
Gotta rescue the flame
Gotta rescue the flame in your heart

No more blood, I will be there for you my love
I will stand by your side
The world has forsaken my girl

I should have seen it would be this way
I should have known from the start what she's up to
When you have loved and you've lost someone
You know what it feels like to lose

She's fading away
Away from this world
Drifting like a feather
She's not like the other girls
She lives in the clouds
She talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
She's not like the other girls I know

No more shame, she has felt too much pain, in her life
In her mind she's repeating the words
All the love you put out will return to you

[1_21Guns]

Story Of The Year - Swallow The Knife.

so our open wounds will bleed until our veins run dry.
now we have to take this thorn and tear it from our side.
agitated at the fault line still agree to disagree
you're connected to the heart but tonight will set you free.

so swallow the knife
carve the way for your pride.
now our hands are tied.
the problems lie within.
so we pray for night to start over again.

even now as i write this down
our pretensions disappear.
now our impulses will bite
at the ankles of our fear.

so swallow the knife
carve the way for your pride.
now our hands are tied.
the problems lie within.
so we pray for night to start over again.

now our hands are tied.
the problems lie within.
so we pray for night to start over again.
(words are spoken words are broken down)

so lets make this night
be our best mistake.
so lets take the time
to wipe the blood away.

now our hands are tied
and our world is caving in.
now our hands are tied.
the problems lie within.
so we pray for night to start over again.
now our hands are tied
and the problems lie within.
(words are spoken words are broken down. broken down. broken down.)

[Aceso]

wow i diddnt know there were so many songs out there! (i mean songs like this)

[Aspiringanonymous]

Cold - Corrina Fugate

How can you know what i'm feeling when it's locked inside?
To wear it on my body tells what words cannot describe
A thin red line tells you where the blade has been
So many secrets hiding beneath my skin

And It's cold, cold, cold
Out of control

Locked in the bathroom stall
Leaning against the wall
I know they're all waiting for me so I'll be as quick as I can be
I see the red but I feel no pain
It feels like I'm floating away and it seems
I've become my own prey

It's cold, cold, cold
Out of control

cKj_ErFS9Ko

She's a wonderful artist; it's a shame that she's not well-known.

[Michaell]

johny cash - hurt

[Peace God]

i posted this in an other thread
The Notorious B.I.G. - "Suicidal Thoughts (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6ChkExqv2E&feature=player_embedded)"

and

Fashawn - "When She Calls (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xt33wnUXhbU)"

u guys probably dont like rap but watever...

[BetweenTheTrees]

Nobody's Listening - Linkin Park
http://www.lyrics007.com/Linkin%20Park%20Lyrics/Nobody%27s%20Listening%20Lyrics.html

Addicted - Kelly Clarkson
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/kellyclarkson/addicted.html

Here We Are - Breaking Benjamin
http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/breaking-benjamin-lyrics/here-we-are-lyrics.html

I also love The Way She Feels. :)

[adzy3dgftw1xLSNxMGG]

Smile Empty Soul - Self Inflicted

You see these cuts and bruises
Isn't this all so amusing
I feel the emptiness of just a another day in hell (day in hell)
My life is so confusing
Do this to myself I'm losing
Guess I'm only proving
What everyone can see but me

And I won't let her hang myself behind me
I cut myself just to feel the pain
And I won't give up anything for you
I'm going down and no one can save me
Were going down and no one can save me

I am cold my legs are shaking
Theres no hope right now I'm begging
For just one sight to show me some one out there really cares (really cares)
My clothes are soaked I'm crying
Theres no doubt I know I'm dieing
I did this to myself and that's the part I can't believe

And I won't let her hang myself behind me
I cut myself just to feel the pain
And I won't give up anything for you
I'm going down and no one can save me
Were going down and no one can save me
Going down and no one can save me

These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted

I won't let her hang myself behind me
I cut myself just to feel the pain
And I won't give up anything for you
Were going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me
I'm going down and no one can save me
Wer're going down and no one can save me
Going down and no one can save me

[Fiction]

Through the pain- Madina Lake

On the Chicago River after dark
We watch the city lights tear the sky apart
The wind was blowing her hair around
As the scenery explodes I tell you how

I fell into an old cliche
Always on the road, only halfway sane
No hospital can fix what I've become.

I've trapped myself in a ring of fire.
If I say I'm okay, I'm also a liar
The only way out is through the pain.
How am I gonna get through this?

I got so low that I'd get high
Just to sit and watch the miles go by.
Now I'm cold and sweaty a nauseous heart
I've got a million addictions wearing me down.
I fell into an old cliche
Always on the road, only halfway sane

I've trapped myself in a ring of fire.
If I say I'm okay, I'm also a liar
The only way out is through the pain

And as I write these words my hands start to shake
Withdrawal's kicking in not a second too late.
The only way out is through the pain.
Tomorrow I'll start again.

And now I'm begging for help I know I can't get
I've got to face this one alone.
And if I don't make it,
Remember that I'll always be a part of you.

I've trapped myself in a ring of fire
If I say I'm okay, I'm also a liar
The only way out is through the pain

And as I write these words, my hands start to shake
Withdrawal's kicking in not a second too late.
The only way out is through the pain.
Tomorrow I'll start again.

Dying in your arms- Trivium

I'm wearing thin, wearing out, becoming weak
Holding hands with this rope
She's my self-destructive,
bleeding disease
The things that makes it hard to breathe
But if I shoved you far away
This addict just starved again, asphyxiated.

And now I see it's you
That's tearing me (ensnaring me)
This is me dying in your arms,
I cut you out, now set me free

Lynched high above what used to be
In her gallows built for me
So I escaped cut this noose around my
neck, Let god be free to see the things you blinded me.
And I shoved you far away.
Now I live the life I dreamed of.
You're dead to me.

And now I see it's you
That's tearing me (ensnaring me)
This is me dying in your arms,
I cut you out, now set me free

And now I see it's you
That's tearing me (ensnaring me)
This is me dying in your arms,
I cut you out, now set me free

You poisoned my life
So I take this knife
And I cut you out
I cut you out

And now I see it's you
That's tearing me (ensnaring me)
This is me dying in your arms,
I cut you out, now set me free

And now I see it's you
That's tearing me (ensnaring me)
This is me dying in your arms,
I cut you out, now set me free

Figure.09- Linkin Park

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin'
It's like nothing I could do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all the pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize
Instead of setting it free I
took what I hated and made it a part of me

[Never Goes Away...] x2

And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you

Hearing your name
the memories come back again
I remember when it started happenin'
I'd see you in every thought I had
and then
my thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away I was
committing myself to 'em
And every day
I regret saying those things
cause now I see
that I
took what I hated and made it a part of me.

[Never Goes Away] x2

And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you

[Never Goes Away] x4


Get away from me
Give me my space back
You’ve gotta just go
Everything comes down to memories of you
I've kept it in but now I’m letting you know
I've let you go!
So get away from me
Give me my space back
You've gotta just go
Everything comes down to memories of you
I've kept it in but now I’m letting you know
I've let you go!

And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you
I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you

Silent eyes- Aiden

This is the last time
through hell, I've seen your insides
Tear out your eyes tonight, you'll see
Is this where my angel lies?
I've cut you up to see me
Am I worth a thousand lies?
Infect your perfect sliced up skin

You wrote the book on silent eyes
And I wrote this song to say goodbye
This is the last time that I'll...

It's raining in cuts so bright,
The screaming soothes the anger
I've never been so scared alive
When friends that crash goodbye
Their soul will change the future
and that's where the beauty in death resides
Infect your perfect sliced up skin

You wrote the book on silent eyes
And I wrote this song to say goodbye
This is the last time that I'll...

Save the rain he's alive [x4]
(he's alive)

Friends that crash goodbye
Your soul will change the future
and that's where the beauty in death resides
Infect your perfect sliced up skin

You wrote the book on silent eyes
And I wrote this song to say goodbye
[x2]
This is the last time that I'll cry

Breaking Out, Breaking Down- Bullet For My Valentine

We can blame the world forever
We could just escape together
So are we breaking out
Or are we breaking down
We can blame this world forever(This world forever!)

The end will never come
There is still a mountain left to climb
But we will overcome
The hurdles placed inside our minds

So close but still so far
Each day will bring us brand new scars
What are we fighting for?
We cannot live like this no more

Cause in the thick of darkened days, We know

We can blame the world forever
We could just escape together
So are we breaking out
Or are we breaking down
We can blame this world forever(This world forever!)

Just need some clarity
Can't seem to open up these eyes
Don't want your sympathy
It took me time to realize

This is not what i want
Or how i thought this life would be
This is not what we need
So take this shit away from me

Cause in the thick of darkend days, We know

We can blame the world forever
We could just escape together
So are we breaking out
Or are we breaking down
We can blame this world forever(This world forever!)

So are we breaking out?
Or are we breaking down?
I guess what's done is done
But we will overcome!

We can blame this world forever

We can blame the world forever
We could just escape together
So are we breaking out
Or are we breaking down
We can blame this world forever(This world Forever!)

And i could go on and on.... But i think you must be pretty fed up of me now xD

[Wonder.]

Knives and Pens-Black Veil Brides

Alone at last, we can sit and fight.
And I've lost all faith in this blurring light,
BUT STAY RIGHT HERE WE CAN CHANGE OUR PLIGHT,
WE'RE STORMING THROUGH THIS,
DESPITE WHAT'S RIGHT.

One final fight, for this tonight.
Woah...
With knives and pens we made our plight.

Lay your heart down the ends in sight.
Conscience begs for you to do what's right.
EVERYDAY ITS THE SAME DULL KNIFE!
STAB IT THROUGH AND JUSTIFY YOUR PRIDE.

One final fight, for this tonight.
Woah...
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Woah...
I can't go on without your love, you lost, you never held on.
WE TRIED OUR BEST, TURN OUT THE LIGHT.
TURN OUT THE LIGHT.

One final fight, for this tonight.
Woah...
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Woah...
And I can't go on without your love, you lost, you never held on.
WE TRIED OUR BEST, TURN OUT THE LIGHT.
TURN OUT THE LIGHT.

17VuApHLkzY

[enjoying_my_insanity]

the song is actually about suicide but when i heard it today i immediatly thought of this thread and the wonderful ppl here who need help
Why-Rascal Flatts <3

It must've been in a place so dark you couldn't feel the light
Reachin' for you through that stormy cloud
Now here we are gathered in our little hometown
This can't be the way you meant to draw a crowd

Oh, why? That's what I keep askin'
Was there anything I could have said or done?
Oh, I had no clue you were masking
A troubled soul, God only knows what went wrong
And why you'd leave the stage in the middle of a song

Now in my mind I keep you frozen as a seventeen year old
Roundin' third to score the winning run
You always played with passion no matter what the game
When you took the stage, you shined just like the sun

Oh, why? That's what I keep askin'
And was there anything I could have said or done?
Oh, I had no clue you were masking
A troubled soul, oh, God only knows what went wrong
And why you'd leave the stage in the middle of a song

Now the oak trees are swayin' in the early autumn breeze
The golden sun is shining on my face
The tangled thoughts I hear a mockingbird sing
This old world really ain't that bad a place

Oh, why? There's no comprehending
And who am I to try to judge or explain?
Oh, but I do have one burning question
Who told you life wasn't worth the fight?
They were wrong, they lied, and now you're gone, and we cried

'Cause it's not like you to walk away in the middle of a song
Your beautiful song, your absolutely beautiful song

[traxxluver]

outside by staind alough its about his heroine addiction

[Nobody]

Papa Roach - Never Enough

Life's been sucked out of me
And this routine's killing me
I did it to myself, I cannot say it would not be
Somebody put me out of my misery
Expression, stimulation
Hallow sense of myself
I did it to myself again
Somebody put me in my place

Never Enough
Never Enough
Do I deserve
What I got?

Now everything's ok
There's nothing wrong with me
This seems unnatural
To me I'd say in every way
Somebody kick me in my face
Now something's wrong with me
I'm bleeding profussly
And this seems natural
To me I fuck up everyday
Somebody put me in my place

Never Enough
Never Enough
Do I deserve
What I got?

Never Enough
Never Enough
Do I deserve
What I got?
What I got?
What I got?
What I got?

I feel as if I'm running
Back to where I started
You ask what's wrong with me
And I say nothing
Is everything ok?
Is something wrong with me?
Pushing and pulling feelings eternal
My heart is yours
I feel as if I'm running
I feel as if I'm running
I feel as if I'm running

Run
Life will knock me down

Never Enough
Never Enough
Do I deserve
What I got?

Never Enough, Never Enough
Life will knock me down


...actually my most favourite song about this stuff... got even "Never Enough" tattooed on my lower arm =]

[Syvelocin]

Razorblade - Blue October

In the day by day collision
Called the art of growing up
There's an innocence we look for in the stars
To be taken back to younger days
When there was no giving up
On the people we held closest to our hearts

Yeah it is you that I remember in that glowing
It is you that took my first away from me
It is you I set my standards to... to every walk of life
I haven't met another you since you were with me.

Sing with me!!

A brief bout with a razorblade cut me
I freaked out, thinking people didn't love me
I watched closely as the you I knew forgot me
In letting go, I am so proud of what I've done. Yeah!

In a way, I failed religion
I spit the wine from mouth to cup
And I reached for something more than just your God
Uncle, you spared not your children
And while your praying hands are up
There's no forgiveness for you! You sick fuck!!

It is you that I remember in their bedroom
It is you that took their first away from them
It is you they set their standards to
You wounded them for life
You were a preacher and suppose to be above men

Sing with me!!

I tried...I tried to let it go
I wanna be
PROUD!!

knock, knock, knock.
BOOM!
I walk up to the door, knock, knock, knock,
BOOM!

[Nobody]

Hollywood Undead have several of them too...

Circles

Take my hand lets go,
Somewhere we can rest our souls.
We'll sit where it's warm,
You say look we're here alone.

I was running in circles,
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me you were perfect.

I'm scattered through this life.
If this is life I'll say good bye.
She's gone like an angel,
With wings let me burn tonight.

I was running in circles,
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me you were perfect.

I see me writing' on this paper.
Praying' for some savior.
Wishing to intake her and save her.
In a world so, so godless, so thoughtless,
I don't know how we wrought this,

All the love that you brought us.
It feels like I'm killing myself.
Just wheeling myself.
Just to pray for some help.

I'd give it all just to have,
Have your eternity.
Cause it's all that assures me.
It's worth all that hurts me.

I'd give you my heart,
And let you just hold it.
I'd give you my soul,
But I already sold it.

On that day,
That day I walked away in December.
I will always remember.
I'll regret it forever.

I remember brown eyes,
So sad and blue skies.
Turned to darkness and night.
I'm so sick of the fight.

I won't breathe unless you breathe,
Won't bleed unless you bleed.
Won't be unless you be,
'Till I'm gone and I can sleep.

I was running in circles,
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me you were perfect.

I was running in circles,
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me you were perfect.

I've gone away,
Seen better times in yesterday
(I hurt myself).
It's hard to say,
That everything will be okay
(I hurt myself).

I've gone away,
Seen better times in yesterday
(I hurt myself).
It's hard to say,
That everything will be okay
(I hurt myself)



The Loss

Sick with myself,
But I've got no one else,
So I give it to myself
It's the only thing that helps

It's the same thing
This pain thing
That keeps me from sleeping
And screaming that god
I must be mother fucking dreaming

And I can rest in peace
And at least cease to be
Cease to see those things in me
That make me wanna cease to breath

And ceased to need
And ceased to feed,
Sickness that's in me
This is all that I can be,
I can't breathe as I bleed

I don't know why I cut myself,
God, give me a sign or help
I won't cry it'll be fine,
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left

I know that my minds near the end,
God, I hurt myself and fell
I won't cry it'll be fine,
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left

Have you ever met a living legend,
Just a real friend
Who planned his end?
And where do I began
You said it was pretend.
And when the bullet went through
It took more then just you,
It took two, it was you,
It was me, and suddenly
How can someone say they're helpless?
And then they act so selfish.

You put me through hell with this
So fuck you lets just end this.
And what about our friendship
And what you did was senseless.
You thought you found an exit.
Like I said lets end this.

I don't know why I cut myself,
God, give me a sign or help
I won't cry it'll be fine,
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left

I know that my minds near the end,
God, I hurt myself and fell
I won't cry it'll be fine,
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left

I just wanna say good bye,
Disappear with no one knowing
I don't wanna live this lie,
Smiling to the world unknowing,

I don't want you to try,
You've done enough to keep me going,
I'll be fine, I'll be fine,
I'll be fine for the very last time.

I don't know why I cut myself,
God, give me a sign or help
I won't cry it'll be fine,
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left

I know that my minds near the end,
God, I hurt myself and fell
I won't cry it'll be fine,
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left

[brittcheyy]

Bullet By Hollywood Undead

My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of a bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone.

Gone too far and yeah I'm gone again,
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends,
I'm sitting on the edge with my 2 best friends,
Ones a bottle of pills, ones a bottle of gin,
20 stories up, yeah I'm up at the top,
I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off,
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft,
I bet my momma found my letter, now shes calling the cops,
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it,
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance,
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent,
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is,
I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife,
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice,
I never bought a suit piece for my life,
But when you go to meet god, you know you wanna look nice.

So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah I'll see you tomorrow.

My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of a bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/h/hollywood-undead-lyrics/bullet-lyrics.html ]
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

Hit the sky, there goes the light, no more sun, why's it always night?
When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream,
When you can't dream, well, whats life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize,
The old are getting older, watch a young man die,
A Mother and a Son and someone you know, smile at each other and realise it don't (?)
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised,
What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay?
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say,
Now Momma feels guilt, now Momma feels pain,
When you were young, you never thought you'd die,
Found that you could but too scared to try,
You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye,
Climb to the roof and see if you could fly.

So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah I'll see you tomorrow.

My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of a bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
Oh I might just try.

[georgiamay]

Please don't bump old threads, this one is nearly a year old. :locked: