Can't do it

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I can't quit. I've only gotten to the start of day 4 and had urges each day. Each getting worse. I'm at my dads for tonight and I don't have my razors. But I know of other things I can use. I know that I can't stop because I'm not doing it for me. I said I would for friends but I can't stop. I'm sorry guys. Really I'm sorry. :(:(

Edit: Relapsed again >.< But because of the pain its caused a good friend of mine. I need to try. I can't, no I won't, do that to him again...

[Project Delta]

Morgan, You can beat this hun! Seriously if you think about it, what are you doing to yourself? Your punishing yourself for things that aren't your fault. You could try many other things so try off with the red markers on your arm type thing and if that doesnt work there are plenty of other things that you can try.
Just because you relapsed doesnt mean your weak or pathetic or a failure just to let ya know that! IN my eyes a failure is someone who doesnt try so as long as you keep trying then i will see you as a winner, because winners try, and failures dont

Aaron

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Thanks Aaron... I will keep trying. I'm going to throw away my blades when I get home. I made a promise >.< So I will keep trying...

[Project Delta]

Thats great to hear morgan, ANY time ya want someone to talk to, i'll call ya :) Just drop me a text

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Yeah. I've threw them away >.< Its one of the hardest things I've done lately and I feel like I'm going to freak out. But I made a promise and I've kept it... >.<

[Harley Quinn]

You can do you are strong enough to resist the temptations

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Thanks.

[Harley Quinn]

Anytime

[Hyper]

You said one of the most true things for this forum in your OP

You can't stop if your only trying for someone else.

Once you want to stop for yourself and the people you care about, then you'll be able to go far

I hope you've been cut free since your last post here :hug:

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Cut free since then XD And I've decided I want to stop for me too.

[Triceratops]

Cut free since then XD And I've decided I want to stop for me too.

That's brilliant!
I know you can do this, honestly.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Thanks. I do feel like I can stop. Would help if my mum would stop being so bloody awkward though >.<

[dstnyisurs]

Nevermind your mum. (: Parents are paid to be awkward.
You can do this, love. I have faith in you.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Thanks. It would just be easier if she'd play along lmao