Messed up right now.

[ShinigamiMaiden]

This may sound weird, but my life is pretty much fucked up right now and I don't know what to do. My 'friends' are talking to me again so that's alright I guess. But I don't no...I think it may be the fact this guy i'm in love with doesn't like me in the same way and I can't think of getting over him. There isn't really anything WRONG with my life right now...I just feel super messed up...i've been S.Hing thinking it will help me get my head together about things...it's failing. I don't know what to do. Maybe i'm going crazy. And Since school's broken up (on friday for seven weeks) i've been self harming more cause there is less chance of anybody seeing it now.

[Viral Death]

I would call some friends and I would talk to this guy! Maybe you should go out with him! I dont want to see you self harm. I care for all that were in my situation! You should talk to some friends on VT.

[Harley Quinn]

My school dont finish till wednesday which sucks.my friends are doing that as well but i am s.hing cos of them and they know it but dont seem to care.has this guy said he dont like you

[ShinigamiMaiden]

Well no but he's acting really weird with me nowdays as if saying that he doesn't want to know me anymore :/

[Viral Death]

Maybe you should not talk to him maybe you should find a better person! I will talk to you I am here for you! Here is my MSN: [email protected]

[ShinigamiMaiden]

Thanks(:

[Harley Quinn]

As coltan said he dont deserve you.you seem like a nice person if you ever need to talk im here

[Viral Death]

Yeah! ^_^ talk to whenever you need!

[MadManWithaBox]

you need a good distraction in terms of general SH, like a good book series or video game. in terms of this lad, you are a wonderful person, and if he can't appreciate that, and you, then he is a fool, and he doesn't deserve someone as special as you. and if he doesn't want to know you, more fool him. he'll miss out on spending time with someone as awesome as you, and he will regret it. if you need to talk, drop me a line via pm

[dstnyisurs]

I agree with Matthew. Cha need a distraction. As much as working your summer away sounds unfortunate, try a job. The regulrity of it will remind you of school and distract you, and you'll have an excuse to hide your cuts and thus not cut! Also, you'll have some money in your pocket to indulge yourself and make you feel happy and accomplished.
As for this boy, have you gone on a date with him? If he doesn't seem too interested in you, try just being friends with him first. Invite him to hang with some friends, then you'll have an excuse to hang one-on-one. You can flirt subtly and in no time he'll be eating out of your hand. By being friends with a guy first, it generally works to get them to like you.
If he isn't into you, then he isn't worth your time. Lucie, you're a beautiful and charming person. Don't let a zero knock you down. (: