Start of summer, end of cutting.

[1_21Guns]

Well. i've broken up for summer, I got in, and something inside me snapped. Its pouring it down with rain, but that didnt stop me, I grabbed my blade from where I hid it, walked out of the house, and chucked it into a bin. My mum isnt in, so its perfect, I just hope I am strong enough now, to stop without the blade. And stop it once and for all. I have to admit, I cant believe I chucked it, and I know a part of me wants it back, but that part of me wont win again. I already want it back, so badly, just to have the comfort of it near me...

But thats it.

Start of the summer holidays - end of my pain.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Well done XD I'm proud of you. Also I'm thinking, try using something its place for comfort. Like a teddy? As I've said well done. XD You can do it.

[1_21Guns]

Thanks, and I hope I can do it to.
I could put my old teddy there... guess i'll try anything once to make sure I can stop.
Thanks again XD

[Patchy]

Good for you, I wish you the best of luck :)

[1_21Guns]

Thanks :)

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

No problem XD And the teddy was just an idea, I've never done it lmao. Good luck XD

[1_21Guns]

I'll try anything once lol. I'll see if I start struggleing first though. Thanks again XD

[Triceratops]

It takes a lot of courage to do something like that, so well done. You should be proud of yourself! :)

It may seem weird at first, going without something you felt close to and relied upon. Just try to remember you don't need any of that kind of bullshit in your life anymore and fight against it. You are turning a new corner and nothing is going to stop you, not even these harmful temptations attempting to draw you closer towards them.

I have faith in you! <3

[1_21Guns]

Thanks, although i'd be feel better about it if my friend hadnt had a strop at me not long after because I didnt feel like talking, as I still hadn't got over what i'd done, thanks again though :)

[MadManWithaBox]

good decision. it'll be hard at first but gets easier. i wish you the best of luck. pm me at anytime you're struggling

[1_21Guns]

thanks.