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[megan101]

hey, i have 2 things to say, first heres my story

i've been cutting since i was 8 years old, i was being bullied at school and i went home and locked myself in the bathroom, in there i found a razor and i was so upset i snaped the plastic to free the razor and cut myself really deep, i cut for almost 2 years (right before my tenth birthday) and then stoped as my life got a little better and then last year, around this time when i was 12 i cut myself at school as i had upset my boyfriend and i've been cutting everyday ever since

please can i hear your storys?

and second, i really feeel like cutting right now, please can you help me not 2.

Thanks =]

[BuryYourFlame]

hey megan,
you can always PM any of the psych moderators or counselors on this site including me, if you need help, we will all try the best we can to help :)

Vindication (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/member.php?u=6429)
Hyper (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/member.php?u=2777)
Axellance (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/member.php?u=7594)
Marshki Cyanide (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/member.php?u=10246)
and myself (Jetfire (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/member.php?u=11825)) are the psych ward moderators and...

ΦρανψοΒριτ (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/member.php?u=1043)
and AutumnDae (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/member.php?u=6243) are the counselors.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Hey Megan. I know how hard it is. The best thing you can do is try to keep busy. This thread might help: http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=48802

Also as Jetfire said you can always PM a mod or counsellor XD Also feel free to PM me if you need to talk. Try PMing Jetfire. He can always help me XD

[megan101]

thanks PoisonedRazorBlades =]

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

No problem XD I wish you all the best, and as I've said, contact me if you need to talk to anyone. I'll do my best to help :)

[Triceratops]

Hey, welcome to the site. :)
We are all very welcoming and willing to listen to your problems, and will do our best to help you as much as we possibly can.

I know exactly how you feel, as I have had extremely similar experiences to you myself. I've been self-harming ever since the age of 10. It had gotten rapidly worse and worse over the years, luckily I can control it a lot better than I used to, although I still struggle with it now.

Feel free to PM me whenever you like.
I can help and support you with anything you need. Or just listen to what you have to say, I am a good listener. :D
Remember, I fully understand how you feel, because I've been there before, and I'm still working my way through that route.

Best of luck hun. <3

[chelsay13]

You can PM me if you want to talk about cutting or you can share your story, I'm a good listener. I'll share mine too ;) This is a place for chatting :)

[Truth]

Hm, dad commited suicide at 9, got put into social services because my horrible family, they messed us up, got put with my mom, she verbally abuses me, i think everyone hates me and totally isolate myself. Yeepp, that about sums it up in short. Started to cut in 08, and i've not done it for 2 months now, but it's just cause i don't want to clean up. =x

[Project Delta]

Started coz of bullying at school just a way to cope really.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I can't remember how I started. But I know I started in school >.<

[babyskela]

hey i'm new too.
just keep yourself busy and try to distract yourself from those thoughts
x

[dstnyisurs]

Hello love! I'm a little late on the introductions, but my name's Kyrra. (:
You can talk to me whenever you want. I'm a cutter as well, and will try to help you whether you need to vhent, chat, or whatever.
Okay, first of all, I want you to log on to some site right now (I reccommend MyYearbook or something) and chat with a total stranger online. It'll be a distraction and you won't be cutting. Or you can chat on here. (: Play with a pet, play with your little sibling, read a favorite book, watch a Disney movie, something positive. m(: You are better then this. You don't need to cut. It will make things worse - I'm sure you know that. You can stop.
My story, love? I was growing depressed over the course of a year when I was in seventh grade, that late summer I cut myself. Stopped months later for almost eleven months, started again, and I'm going to try to stop with a friend on here's who's grown very dear to me. (:
Feel free to talk to me anytime.

[megan101]

thanks to everyone who replys = ] x
i havent cut since friday, and i'm very proud of myself, i promised my friend i wont cut for a week and its going well x

[Harley Quinn]

hope that the week soon turns into and month and so on good job and i forgot to say hi lol so hi :) anyways if you ever need to talk pm me

[Never_Forget]

Hi, welcome to VT, I'm Sam [:

The first time I ever cut...
I'd snapped a bit of plastic off this thing by accident, and got moaned at by mum. At the time I was being bullied in school and I was generally unhappy. I went upstairs and picked up a razor. You know what happens next. I tried to pass it off as "I caught my arm on the banister".