How Do I Start Anew?

[Mzor203]

Blah blah blah.

[Sapphire]

You aren't possessed or anything like that, just very troubled.
We can't tell you why you are like this but we can give you advice and support you if you choose to follow that advice.

Therapy and self control are what will get you out of this.
It will be hard but you will feel better for going through with it.
If you really are dedicated to changing then accepting professional help is the first step to take. From there you can work at curbing some of your urges and improving yourself.

[Mzor203]

I know everyone hates it when people say it, I know I hate it when people say it but...

Not that simple!

I've attempted to make a psychiatrist see that there's some wrong with me. But, I honestly can't just go, "So yeah, over these last years I've been stealin' stuff, messin with peoples' minds, blah blah."

Why?

Because I'm supposed to be the wonder child. I'm the kid who gets praised for his excellent manners, his respect towards adults, his award-winning grades. And my parents hold me to that, day-in, day-out. They are so strict that at that point, I'd probably not be here to get the next bit of help from you guys.

Maybe I just want pity. It would make sense, but meh.

[Sapphire]

Yes, we hate it when people say that because they are asking for help but then refuse to take it! Make up your mind - do you like your life at the moment or do you want it to be different?

Your parents don't need to know what you say to these professionals. Doctor-patient confidentiality is there for you as well as the rest of us.
And the psych is there to help you improve yourself and your situation. They aren't there to judge you or bitch at you. Letting them in means that you have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

No, you aren't that kid.
You are the kid who hides his pain because he doesn't want the hassle of having to face the music - we all know that this approach to life doesn't work.

And don't worry, I don't pity you.

[Hyper]

I know everyone hates it when people say it, I know I hate it when people say it but...

Not that simple!

I've attempted to make a psychiatrist see that there's some wrong with me. But, I honestly can't just go, "So yeah, over these last years I've been stealin' stuff, messin with peoples' minds, blah blah."

Why?

Because I'm supposed to be the wonder child. I'm the kid who gets praised for his excellent manners, his respect towards adults, his award-winning grades. And my parents hold me to that, day-in, day-out. They are so strict that at that point, I'd probably not be here to get the next bit of help from you guys.

Maybe I just want pity. It would make sense, but meh.

My cruel yet to me honest part would say; get a grip & get over your ''tough existance''

My careful side will now say that and.. If your even posting this & thinking about it your quite humane & remorseful.. Theres nothing unnatural wrong with you.. Why you do the things you do can only be figured out by you.

If you want to change ( and since your even thinking about this you do - so no kidding yourself ) seek help, things don't change unless you act full way not just half as in; Ohh I feel like I'm a bad guy.. I better not try to steal - I think I'm a little mental but I'll handle it myself.. Don't want to go to a psychiatrist.. Dear god what they might think when I talk about my problems..!

Sorry if I seem bashing you because I'm not..

Your asking how.. The thing is

The only how about humans and their behaivours is making up your mind, having the conviction & dedication.. Then following it through

If you want to change, be different.. Then start taking ALL the steps.

[Mzor203]

Thinking about this in the daytime seems less dismal, in any case.

Maybe admitting the problem was the biggest step, because now I think I'm just being a whiny idiot. And thus I say, forget this, I have the tools I need, I'm just not using them. And I will.

[Triceratops]

Since Rex has removed the content from his original post and this has already been answered, I'm locking the thread.

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