School Phoned Mum

[Beautiful Obsession]

:(:confused:Well, friday the school phoned my mum saying i wasnt eating and i nearly fainted after one of my mates (dont know who) went telling a teacher i wasnt eating etc,,

the school decides to ring my mum saying it but my mum didnt question me until sunday night, she even accused me of making myself sick, luckily i talked my way out of it saying it was a pack of lies, i was so scared. but the thing is shes taking me to the doctors tomorrow and i got to take one of those wee samples in1! can they tell imnot eating by those?

the thing is, she said she could get me help, but i dont want help, and i feel ashamed of myself! my teacher watched me eat today, i absalutely hated her for it because i didnt want to eat at all, but she wa giving me eye contact the whole time so i couldnt hide it! i felt to ill after it and wanted to be sick! i just dont feel skinny enough to start eating and start recovery, im not ready..

:confused::rolleyes::confused:

[ocean_blue]

it may not be wot u wanna hear but maybe this is ur chance 2 get the help u need.
maybe this is ur chance 2 be ready??
it'll be scary, and horible and u'll probably hate the hole process, but if it makes u healthy and happy eventually then surely its worth a try??
would it help 2 talk it over with ur mum before the test results, so if it shows she wont think u abused her trust??
even if u choose not 2 tell her, and get help- good luck.
:)

[BlackenedSilver]

Agreed ^^

This is your chance to see what you are actually doing to your body by not eating. As the wee sample will be analysed and then the doctors will be able to see any damage you may have caused. This could help you want to get better.
Like Ocean_blue said you will hate it but it is worth trying, if it makes you healthier int he long run. Hope you are ok, Good luck! xxx

[BuryYourFlame]

you are receiving very good advice here hollie, i hope you listen to it, even though it isn't what you want to hear, we just want the best for you.

Please take the offer of help, a lot of people really want to stop, but have trouble asking for help. im not trying to guilt trip you, im just trying to make you see how important this oportunity is.

From your post i get the impression that you would like to stop, this can be a great step in that process.

[Camazotz]

Your friend is actually very loyal to you. Your health is more important to her than your friendship, and she is only doing what is best for you. Anorexia is very bad for your health, and this is your chance to become healthy again.

[Beautiful Obsession]

well the doctors went ok i supose, they just told me to start eating better and i had to have loads of blood tests which didnt go great cause i hate needles and i had 6!!

it looks like i have anaemia:( but get results back thursday.. but i have decided to eat <b>A Bit</b> More.. Dont know if it will go to plan but yanoo..

:) thanks everyone x

[ocean_blue]

well thats good, and great that ur eating again.
keep it up :D

[jordybb]

Start eating healthy food if you do not want to cause a damage to your body
and with you your family will also suffer if you don't eat.......

[Beautiful Obsession]

:D X