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2D
July 11th, 2009, 11:45 AM
Well about 6 months ago I was riding my brothers motorcycle back from school and I don't know what happened but I just jumped off going about 55. There wasn't even a good reason. I didn't even wanna die. Cuz I was wearing a helmet, leather jacket, gloves, and boots. Of course I told everyone that I hit a bump and went down. Everyone believed me. It's weird though cuz my life isn't even horrible or anything. Just a little difficult cuz pressure to do good in school and college at the same time but it's nothing I can''t handle. So is there a reason I did this? Every now and then I just get these ideas of really really stupid things to do. Is that normal or not? Please help. :/
DecemberRain
July 11th, 2009, 03:18 PM
I have urges to do crazy things too. im not sure if its normal. i do self harm though. Sometimes ill be fine one minute and then all of a suden i get this feeling that i need to do something crazy or extreme. If that even makes sense.
Project Delta
July 11th, 2009, 03:59 PM
Maybe you just want to do something dangerous and risky. Something stupid just to feel a thrill. I dont think it is directly Self harm related to be honest.
dstnyisurs
July 13th, 2009, 10:12 PM
It could be self harm, but I doubt it. It seems you just act on your impulses, which in the case of a motorcycle, I would suggest not. I've seen death on a motorcycle. It's not good at all.
2D
July 13th, 2009, 11:37 PM
Okay. But not all my impulses are as crazy and some are worse. Like some are just. Hmmm let's touch this electric fence over and over til I can't feel my arm. Others are like let's stick this screwdriver in this outlet. Whats the worst that could happen? I haven't done that one though. And everything inbetween. Generally it only endangers me though. Is this a mental problem or am I just really stupid?
PoisonedRazorBlades
July 14th, 2009, 05:41 AM
I'm not really sure, I don't know too much about mental health problems an all that. But I can relate. I normally get the urge to do something or for something to happen that puts me in hospital but not to kill me. The most common one I get is to be in a car crash. I think I mainly do it for the attention because I tend to feel alone and neglected at times.