the reason im living is gone

[ShinigamiMaiden]

me and my friends had a big fallout and i was crying they said so many cruel things it was terrible. when i started crying they started laughing and i was sitting alone in the feild all lunch time by myself. I have nobody at school any more. self harmed alot when i got home it was alot worse then usual and i want to die there is NO reason anymore. not my mum i hate my mother i dont even see her from one week to the next and my dad just doesn't understand anything. My sisters are the same. I have nobody...i feel so alone...i want to die

[DecemberRain]

They shouldnt have said such mean things to you to make you feel so terrible. They must not be that great of friends if they just started laughing at you when you started crying. nobody should have to take that from anybody. Similar things have happend to me and im sorry you have to go through it. Im here for you. If you want, anytime you want to talk you can pm me. hugs

[MadManWithaBox]

oh honey im sorry, your friends should not have said that to you it was cruel and insensitive. everyone on here cares about you and wants you to live there's a reason pm me as well if your feeling down, or any other form of communication

[BuryYourFlame]

Hun, I know you aren't alone, even if it feels that way, remember our L: and G: convo? I'm sure she loves you...you seemed a lot happier already, just being with her, and I remember you mentioning another friend that is sticking with you.

I hope you're feelin better, no-one deserves to die, please rememeber what we talked about...

PM me if you ever wanna talk...

[jacknife]

I love you. :)

And you should love yourself. Think of the tears you produce, and the blood - is that not valuable? Is life not a wonderful thing? Is it not wonderful that you can cry?

It is better to feel sad than to feel nothing. Depression has value; your tears and your blood have value. And I love you for the value you produce: for the tears you cry and the blood you shed.

I also love you for your smile. You can have it all if you just stay alive. You can smile too. All the value your existence has to offer can be your's. Just create it.

I would love to help you through your troubles. I want nothing more than for you to live life to its fullest. Enjoy everything it has to offer.

Your so-called "friends" are so incredibly weak and insecure about their own lives that they have to make fun of you for your strength. Do you know how much strength it takes to cut yourself? To express your emotions? To cry? To bleed? You are an amazingly strong person, and the weak bastards that make fun of you for your strength are filled with hate.

Unlike you - you are filled with love. :) Just learn to love yourself and love others for their mistakes and their insecurities. Your friends are so wrong for their laughter. It disgusts me. There is NOTHING WRONG with you. You are a beautiful person, filled with life and value. I do not wish you happiness, or even sadness - I wish you life. I wish that you would want to live. Surely you deserve as much. :D

[dstnyisurs]

Someone give jacknife some sort of reward, SOMETHING, please. *clapsclaps* Very well said!

Lucie, you're friends are not your real friends if they are sitting there saying such mean things to you. A reason to live? Right here. We all care about you so much, you're special to us. Please lovie, there is a light. This will all get better. It's very, very hard. I know, you know, we all know how hard it is, but there is a light. There is happiness.. hope.
You are a lovely person. Really, you're beautiful and deserve so much more then what life has thrown you - which seems like unforgiving friends and issues with your parents. Love, you're amazing. Please remember that. If you need me I'm always here to help.
Everyone here loves you, and no one wants to see you go.
You can do this. There is hope, and a light in the gloom.
Much love.<3

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I used to feel the same way, and for pathetic reasons, I've had a good life. I'm sorry that these "friends" of yours were so horrible to you and that they've made you feel so low, but it honestly does get better. I'm proof of that. I used to want to die and everyday it was all I could think about, but I kept going and now I'm on the mend, I dont think about dying anymore. I'm still in a bad state of mind, but I'm quitting my self harm. Honestly love, there is always hope, and as I'm starting to realise, life is a beautiful thing, there is something better out there than what's happened to you. Just hold on and it will get better.