sxepie
July 10th, 2009, 09:18 PM
well its been a week since ive seen my boyfriend. the last day I saw him before he went on vacation was the 4th. We had this long talk about how hes glad to have me and how i m glad to have him in my life, but i've been thinking while he has been gone whether i should belive him. We have been going out for about 10 months and im unsure if its the right choice to stay with him or not. He has a 5 month kid, smokes occaisonally and says he doesnt want to go back to his ex (his kids mom). Even though he did after me and him were going out for the first couple months. It hurt bad because he's my first boyfriend and I knew better to not be with him in the first place but then I excepted him back like two weeks later. We have become alot closer and i wanna believe he wont go back to her but i have this doubt that he will eventually.:confused: I text his ex all the time on the phone just so I can make things mutral but it dose bother me that he has a kid. his family really likes me and think Im alot!!! better than his ex but sometimes I feel hes going to realzie he wants to build a family.:what: PLEASE Help!!