Origami
July 10th, 2009, 07:45 PM
I don't know where I'm going anymore,
Pictures and letters left to burn away.
Memories of my life, like outdated news,
I know it's not healthy to live in past days.
Stumbling through this hollow home,
Drunken on the memory, wasting from pain.
I have no safe haven in this empty house,
No more soft words to keep my sane.
Like an old photograph you float in my mind,
Refusing to die, never going to let go.
So new, yet so strong, so immortal,
Where this sudden sickness came from, I'll never know.
A faint beating growing to be so strong,
Oh I fear my heart will again lead me astray,
Pushing out, trying to escape from it's cage,
I fear this beating won't slow, you won't go away.
I believe there is no cure for me,
No vaccine strong enough to cure you.
Once more I could have avoided the pain,
Once more I could have never came to.
As casual as it could have possibly been,
Words so softly uttered without meaning before
Now burn like a wildfire so raw and powerful,
I never feared this could become so much more.
So soon, so unexpected I have to let myself go,
Emotions consuming, escaping, wild, so untamed,
I can't bear to see another day like this again.
Oh these feelings have me so ashamed.
Pictures and letters left to burn away.
Memories of my life, like outdated news,
I know it's not healthy to live in past days.
Stumbling through this hollow home,
Drunken on the memory, wasting from pain.
I have no safe haven in this empty house,
No more soft words to keep my sane.
Like an old photograph you float in my mind,
Refusing to die, never going to let go.
So new, yet so strong, so immortal,
Where this sudden sickness came from, I'll never know.
A faint beating growing to be so strong,
Oh I fear my heart will again lead me astray,
Pushing out, trying to escape from it's cage,
I fear this beating won't slow, you won't go away.
I believe there is no cure for me,
No vaccine strong enough to cure you.
Once more I could have avoided the pain,
Once more I could have never came to.
As casual as it could have possibly been,
Words so softly uttered without meaning before
Now burn like a wildfire so raw and powerful,
I never feared this could become so much more.
So soon, so unexpected I have to let myself go,
Emotions consuming, escaping, wild, so untamed,
I can't bear to see another day like this again.
Oh these feelings have me so ashamed.