1_21Guns
July 10th, 2009, 06:06 PM
I'm sorry, I'm lieing to you every day.
I'm sorry, you don't see why I must pay.
I'm sorry, if I'm not who you want me to be.
I'm sorry, if you just cant see the mess I'm forced to be.
I know I promised you I wouldnt hurt myself again.
I know I said I'd stop, for your sake.
I know it hurts you.
I know it scares you.
Yet somehow I couldn't resist.
I cut where you wont see.
I cut where it causes me pain long after.
I cut, just to get away.
When I first broke the promise I made
I sat there crying, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I couldnt hold on anymore"
Over and over.
I didn't sleep that night, and you still dont know I did it again then and since.
I hate myself for making a promise I couldn't keep.
I hate myself for hurting you.
I hate myself for letting you see me like that.
I hate myself, for not telling you that it was back.
You know I drink,
You know I want to die,
You know I wont though,
Yet I'm still the reason for the tears you cry.
I'm sorry, you don't see why I must pay.
I'm sorry, if I'm not who you want me to be.
I'm sorry, if you just cant see the mess I'm forced to be.
I know I promised you I wouldnt hurt myself again.
I know I said I'd stop, for your sake.
I know it hurts you.
I know it scares you.
Yet somehow I couldn't resist.
I cut where you wont see.
I cut where it causes me pain long after.
I cut, just to get away.
When I first broke the promise I made
I sat there crying, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I couldnt hold on anymore"
Over and over.
I didn't sleep that night, and you still dont know I did it again then and since.
I hate myself for making a promise I couldn't keep.
I hate myself for hurting you.
I hate myself for letting you see me like that.
I hate myself, for not telling you that it was back.
You know I drink,
You know I want to die,
You know I wont though,
Yet I'm still the reason for the tears you cry.