alone

[Rawr]

i feel very alone right now my foster parents could care less about me and i have no friends why live if i have nothing to live for? I hurt alot and im alone i have no one to love me or help me get better

[2D]

You have yourself to live for. :) you always have that. And you have at least one person who loves you. Me!!! :) hehehe I'll help you if you need it. :) I love everyone. Hehe :) hug (>'_')>

[Myzarri]

I feel that way a lot. Sometimes I feel like I've got nothing left to lose. But, that also opens up a lot of opportunities. I've made plans for when I turn 18 that I'm gonna go to the west and east coasts and maybe even Europe to check out old lighthouses. (I love those things.) Is there anything you wanna do? Any places you wanna see? Make plans to finally get out and do what you wanna do. And don't let anything stop you, because you'll regret it.

[2D]

OooOoo O_O that's waaayyyyy better than what I had to say. Hahaha deep stuff. :)

[Rawr]

i wanna go far with my music and potery i play amoust every inesterment and i wright my own stuff and i recored my own cds and stuff but i dont know i really wanna die you know

[Myzarri]

I play and write too. I play guitar and piano. You can't be a musician if you die. Have you every written lyrics for a song, but you can't come up with a melody? Or vice versa? Its just like that. There will always be pieces missing in life, but instead of giving up, you need to keep looking for them. And if you can't find them (the missing pieces), you can always make your own. Being an artist, musician, and creator is a wonderful thing. When you can't find beauty in your world, you can make your own. And then, everyone else around you can gain from it too. Its not as easy as I make it sound, but its worth it. Its something I'm still working on.

[Rawr]

but i cant stand the empty feeling anylonger you know it killing me

[Myzarri]

Well giving up is the worst thing you can do. Why do you feel empty?

[Rawr]

cuz my mom and dad both hate me they tell me they hate me i have no friends and my boyfriend is really mad at me so i just feel empty