Rutherford The Brave
July 8th, 2009, 09:06 PM
Well this is a little bit hard for me to talk to but all of you are family to me so I feel as though I must tell you all. Noor and I ended our relationship, and this time for good. I was granted full custody, as I am the one who paid for child care. So on monday I returned beaten and battered with Cheyenne to live with my aunt back on the reservation. It all went down like this, and bear with me this is hard to post.
About two weeks ago I was invited to a party, on said night Noor had work, and yeah I was bummed about but I went anyway. I arrived to find most of my friends drunk; some were puking, others making out. It was too much for me, but I went against my word. Noor had asked me too watch one of her friends and take her home if she was drunk, as she was in trouble with the law. In my haste, I left without her and low and behold she gets in trouble. That sparked a huge arguement between us and I told Noor that I was sorry but no words could undo this fight.
So a few days later I was working all day and it was about mid-way through the brunch shift. To my dis-belief Noor shows up with a few of her "new" friends and I greated them, and kissed Noor asking her what was up. She proceeded to tell me, that her friends and her were going to the beach and then were going to one of their houses can you pick me up later. Trying to be nice I agreed, I figured Cheyenne likes to drive around so Ill take her with. Well 11 pm rolled around and I pulled up in front of this girls house, and out came numerous boys and girls violently sick with alcohol poisoning. That night ended in an explosive arguement.
So the 4th rolled around and we both seemed to have calmed down. We both sat on the beach with a bunch of old friends. Those friends of hers showed up, and said oh hey come back to such and suches house. We went to this girls house and out came the booze. I was thinking to myself oh fuck, I just quit this stuff and Noor quickly grabbed a cup. All I could say to her was, are you kidding me, this place is littered with cops. We then got into a discussion then a fight, and one of her friends told me to fuck off this girl doesnt want to talk. I lost it, obviously pissed about the situation I punched him, we both got in a fight. He happened to be drunk out of his mind so he obviously got hurt, (Not tooting my own horn). That night I was taken home by the cops and so was Noor.
We sat down calmy and discussed everything.... All I could think was that this was going to happen again and I said calmly that this wasnt going to work out anymore. she started to cry and we discussed what would happen to our assets. And today she asked me over the phone if I'd take her back, I've faced some difficult situations in my life, but this was the hardest ever.....
"No..."
About two weeks ago I was invited to a party, on said night Noor had work, and yeah I was bummed about but I went anyway. I arrived to find most of my friends drunk; some were puking, others making out. It was too much for me, but I went against my word. Noor had asked me too watch one of her friends and take her home if she was drunk, as she was in trouble with the law. In my haste, I left without her and low and behold she gets in trouble. That sparked a huge arguement between us and I told Noor that I was sorry but no words could undo this fight.
So a few days later I was working all day and it was about mid-way through the brunch shift. To my dis-belief Noor shows up with a few of her "new" friends and I greated them, and kissed Noor asking her what was up. She proceeded to tell me, that her friends and her were going to the beach and then were going to one of their houses can you pick me up later. Trying to be nice I agreed, I figured Cheyenne likes to drive around so Ill take her with. Well 11 pm rolled around and I pulled up in front of this girls house, and out came numerous boys and girls violently sick with alcohol poisoning. That night ended in an explosive arguement.
So the 4th rolled around and we both seemed to have calmed down. We both sat on the beach with a bunch of old friends. Those friends of hers showed up, and said oh hey come back to such and suches house. We went to this girls house and out came the booze. I was thinking to myself oh fuck, I just quit this stuff and Noor quickly grabbed a cup. All I could say to her was, are you kidding me, this place is littered with cops. We then got into a discussion then a fight, and one of her friends told me to fuck off this girl doesnt want to talk. I lost it, obviously pissed about the situation I punched him, we both got in a fight. He happened to be drunk out of his mind so he obviously got hurt, (Not tooting my own horn). That night I was taken home by the cops and so was Noor.
We sat down calmy and discussed everything.... All I could think was that this was going to happen again and I said calmly that this wasnt going to work out anymore. she started to cry and we discussed what would happen to our assets. And today she asked me over the phone if I'd take her back, I've faced some difficult situations in my life, but this was the hardest ever.....
"No..."