On watch agian

[Rawr]

im here in another hospital on sudicide watch for trying to kill myselfe i hate it here i wish everyone could just leave me alone i meen i never asked anyone to stop me and ive been here for 3days already i wanna go home

[Loislane]

I'm sorry you feel the need to kill yourself :( Whoever caught you done the best thing by stopping you and taking you to hospital. Everyone deserves to be in this world. In months/years to come when you are out with you're mates having fun, getting a boyfriend, getting married and having children, you'll realise how lucky you are and that you were silly for trying to kill yourself.

You must be very loved in this world if you're parents/whoever stopped you actually tried to stop you, showing that you do have people in this world that care about you. I'm not sure how old you are, but you really need to get you're life back on track. Going out and enjoying yourself with you're mates is important. Laughing, smiling and doing cheeky poses for the camera are what teenage girls should be doing. Get together with some trusted friends and enjoy yourself!

I hope you get all the help you need, and my thoughts are with you completly.

[Holding On*]

-agrees with post above-

[piggy-wiggy]

agrees with post above,
the person who found you did the right thing,
you will c that in years to come..................x

[dstnyisurs]

You will see in years to come that people did this to help you. This may not be the answer you are looking for, but it is the right one. Just remember that whomever did that loves you dearly and wants you to get better.

[Rawr]

my foster parents are the ones that found me im 15 amoust 16 and this will have been my 7th attempt this year but they dont really care my foster dad hates me and my foster mom well she is to busy cheeting on him to notise anything they just dont want to get into trouble

[MadManWithaBox]

well it may have been for their benefit rather than yours, but it was still a good thing. and although it may not feel like it now, in years to come, you will really regret trying and be glad you failed. remember suicuide is a permanant fix for what may been a temporary problem(even it has been going on for years) you only get one shot at living. do you have a councillor? support team? etc. and im here if you want/need to talk, pm me

[Rawr]

yes i do have an conclor and a therpist but the just bugg me they dont help believe me if i had my way i would be dead i want out so bad its not even funny

[peaceloverugby]

Please don't hurt yourself. I know how you feel right now at this very minute: I've attempted suicide four times. And while you're life is much harder than mine, I can tell you that it's not worth it. You won't fix anything by taking yourself out of this world. You need to stay strong to show everyone that they are wrong about you.

[Rawr]

but im not strong not anymore im week and im done i cant live anylonger and this is my last chance if i get caught agian after i get out of her im going to live in a perment mental home and thats gonna suck

[iamafterhours]

Sounds like your home life is pretty sucky at the moment :( But I bet being sectioned wouldn't be any better

Each day you stick around is one day more's worth of proof that you ARE strong. You don't just lose the bad by killing yourself. You lose everything.

One day at a time.

[Rawr]

my friend alwies says when life gives u 100 resons to cry u need 2 show life u have a 1000 resons to smile but i cant even find one so whats the point in living anymore?

[iamafterhours]

To find them!

Or at least one. Start with one.

[Project Delta]

If you wannt to get out you have to show you have gotten a bit better!

[Rawr]

but the truth is i havent gotten anybetter in fact ive prob gotten worse

[Project Delta]

Then they wont let you go

[Rawr]

i know but do u think i should just lie my way out of there

[Project Delta]

No, coz then you WONT get better, if your inside you have a chance

[Rawr]

so your saying lission to the people and try to get better

[Project Delta]

Yes! :)

[Rawr]

ok its just hard you to feel like ur alone in the world that non one loves u oh and i added u

[Project Delta]

Did you take away the quotation marks?

[Rawr]

yeah i did