MysticalBurrito
July 3rd, 2009, 11:46 PM
Breathing fast,
Running out of air,
Panicked eyes.
Why am I still running?
Leaving everything behind,
Tears, salty yet sweet
Afraid to feel alive again
Afraid to feel the pain that comes with life
Afraid to be hurt.
Why am I still running if I have everything I need
Right here?
Why am I still running if I have everyone I need
Right here?
Am I too scared to feel the pain?
Am I too scared to feel what it is like to loose someone?
Why am I still running if I’m as strong as you say?
Out of breath
Out of energy
Out of will to live
Running til I can’t see his face anymore
Running instead of facing the problem
Running so I can’t face these feelings
Running til I can’t see your face!
Why am I still running if I have everything I need
Right here?
Why am I still running if I have everyone I need
Right here?
Am I too scared to feel the pain?
Am I too scared to feel what it is like to loose someone?
Why am I still running if I’m as strong as you say?
Everything I need is right here!
Everyone I need…
The people I need right here
every time I think about leaving and running I see your face
The promise of a little girl!
You, me and the Lord only know what that promise was!
The innocence in my eyes those days, long gone.
I never liked saying goodbye
This time I didn’t get to.
You left me in your sleep
Peacefully
It was what you wanted.
It wasn’t painful
Just like sleeping and not waking up..
I want to run til I don’t have to face the fact you’re gone forever
You where my role model in my life up til you left me without saying goodbye..
Why am I still running if I have everything I need
Right here?
Why am I still running if I have everyone I need
Right here?
Am I too scared to feel the pain?
Am I too scared to feel what it is like to loose someone?
Why am I still running if I’m as strong as you say?
Out of breath
Out of energy
Out of will to live
Running til I can’t see his face anymore
Running instead of facing the problem
Running so I can’t face these feelings
Running til I can’t see your face!
Why am I still running if I have everyone and everything I need?
Its because I don’t I still haven’t felt right still
I’m going to keep running until I find what I’m looking for
Then when I’m done I’m going to smell the roses that where never there before
Running out of air,
Panicked eyes.
Why am I still running?
Leaving everything behind,
Tears, salty yet sweet
Afraid to feel alive again
Afraid to feel the pain that comes with life
Afraid to be hurt.
Why am I still running if I have everything I need
Right here?
Why am I still running if I have everyone I need
Right here?
Am I too scared to feel the pain?
Am I too scared to feel what it is like to loose someone?
Why am I still running if I’m as strong as you say?
Out of breath
Out of energy
Out of will to live
Running til I can’t see his face anymore
Running instead of facing the problem
Running so I can’t face these feelings
Running til I can’t see your face!
Why am I still running if I have everything I need
Right here?
Why am I still running if I have everyone I need
Right here?
Am I too scared to feel the pain?
Am I too scared to feel what it is like to loose someone?
Why am I still running if I’m as strong as you say?
Everything I need is right here!
Everyone I need…
The people I need right here
every time I think about leaving and running I see your face
The promise of a little girl!
You, me and the Lord only know what that promise was!
The innocence in my eyes those days, long gone.
I never liked saying goodbye
This time I didn’t get to.
You left me in your sleep
Peacefully
It was what you wanted.
It wasn’t painful
Just like sleeping and not waking up..
I want to run til I don’t have to face the fact you’re gone forever
You where my role model in my life up til you left me without saying goodbye..
Why am I still running if I have everything I need
Right here?
Why am I still running if I have everyone I need
Right here?
Am I too scared to feel the pain?
Am I too scared to feel what it is like to loose someone?
Why am I still running if I’m as strong as you say?
Out of breath
Out of energy
Out of will to live
Running til I can’t see his face anymore
Running instead of facing the problem
Running so I can’t face these feelings
Running til I can’t see your face!
Why am I still running if I have everyone and everything I need?
Its because I don’t I still haven’t felt right still
I’m going to keep running until I find what I’m looking for
Then when I’m done I’m going to smell the roses that where never there before