Finally I have discovered my sexuality !

[BuZzY]

i couldnt live with some many questions in my head ... as you have seen in my last thread like 4 hours ago i was totally confused about my sexuality ... and i needed definate answers ... so today ... i invited my expeimental buddy to study how much i enjoy myself and how emotionally i am attracted to him ... so ... we messed around ... i orgasmed very soon but i did not enjoy myself ... the orgasm was very poor ... i can say masturbation would have granted me a greater pleasure ... then i realised that i am not emotinally connect to him i just wanted to try new things out ... have fun (Never anal just hj/bjs) ... I just wanted friendship from other boys since i never made any friends since we travel a lot like we change 30 homes in 15 years ... i learnt this from an article at jackinworld ...


so i concluded things ... i dont want to be gay and cant be gay cause i am not emotionally attracted to boys ... though i am sexually attracted (this is due to my need to socialise with other boys/males ... which this also explain me watching gay porn too ... i also summed up that i can be BI sexual cause i am not at all emotinally attracted to boys ... just physically due to lack of socialisation and stuff ... I am Straight and curious ... Straight cause I can say i am emptionally in love with girls ... though sexual attraction is not that powerful but i do sometimes masturbate for girls ... i am curios cause i wanted to try new things at socialise and find other boys like me so i can have friends so i kind of found refuge in sexual contact with boys ... which that is why i do have boners for them cause need of socialisation evolved into sexual arousal and curiosity ..


Finaly ... I have my mind rested ... I have discovered my sexuality at last ... after all those numerous questions ... about who i am really ... So Briefly i have learnt that I am Straight ... Hetrosexual eventhough I like boys in a sexual manner and girls not that much ... cause I had more friends girls rather than boys and my need for boys company revolved into sexual arousal and attraction ... so now i am going to find a place where to find new male friends and socialise with them as to reduce my sexual need (socialisation) towards them in sex and stuff (never really had sex just hj's/bj's)


So I am Hetrosexual sorry for the long post but i needed to share this with someone ... Any comments =D ?

[YourFriend]

nice.... good for you, congratulations!

[pokerface]

Thank god there are people out in the world like you that can differentiate sexual and romantic attraction. As the saying goes, sex does NOT equal love and love does NOT equal sex. This is how I see the world, so it's just nice to see others that feel/think the same way. Bravo. I am giving you a round of applause in my head right now.

[benjabubble]

Congrats!!

[mr.sexy_bomb]

um nice

[The Harlequin]

That is great news, mate. It's an awesome feeling when you finally know and become comfortable with it, and it's even better for you because there isn't the added complication of having to worry about coming out etc.

Yup, I'm happy for you (:^,

[Skeln]

Well I'm glad you've finally discovered your sexuality and I hope everything works out for you.

[Half Angel]

Good for you! I agree with pokerface, sexaul attraction and emotional attraction aren't the same. So if you think that's what you are, then you probably are. So go out and have some fun : )

[LiGHT]

Good .. For you! It is really hard to know for sure what your sexuality and I'm glad you ... found it. Hope all goes .. well :) I am sure mine is straight and I have been sure since ive never had an interaction but i am just sure I like girls :D.

[punkjake]

Congrats!Thats what i did to myself,question and stuff.I find guys attractive just not emotionally