What sexuality do you think I am ?

[BuZzY]

Ok this is a bit complicated ... I am not understanding ... Nothing ... I am just totaly confused ...

Here it goes ...

Well ... I experimented with some boys ... And I like it ... and still do it ... Like we've done bj/hj ... but i dont want and penetrative sex (Anal) ... (Atleast thats how i see it for now ...) ... I like boys and get boners for them ... and watch gay porn ... but when I cum ... I feel kind of akward looking at gay porn or doning something with a boy ... I like girls but I dont get boners for them ... Sometimes I j/o for some but not as frequently as I do for boys ... Maybe this is the key of everything ... I have read that lack of friends of the same sex and so can kind of transform this need into kind of sexual attraction and stuff ... Now I have never had any friends since we travel a lot ... I mean in 15 years I believe we change home like 30 times ...

Now ... I have never done anything with a girl and sometimes I would like ... But then again my question is I want to ... but why i dont get boners for girls ... Any ideas about on what I might be ? I am very confused right now ... So if you ask me what sexuality I am I would say I dont know Help ? :(:confused:

[pkid]

Well I'm also like you I move a lot have little real friends and that's probably just like what you said about wanting friendship. Anyways I'm just saying I'm like you and also need help. I guess for us to stop we should atleast try to have some real friends that we go out and hang out with.

[ThUnDeR]

ohhh that must be hard
but sounds like too me you might be bi leanin towards gay side...... but it might also just be hormones and soo its hard too really know you do wahts best for you and decide what sexuality you are yourself XD

[benjabubble]

Well, I'm pretty sure this isn't what you want to hear, but it's just my opinion, so you can just ignore it if you don't like it :)

Anyways, my (completely unprofessional) opinion is that your sexuality is something you and ONLY you can decide. Other people cannot tell you what and who you are, and if you go solely by what they tell you then you aren't being who you truly are.

So my advice is: take some time for yourself, I'd even suggest going for a time without watching porn, masturbating with other people etc. and think clearly about who you want to be and why. Depending on what you choose you might have to make a drastic change in your lifestyle, but even though it will be hard, it will be worth it, and I'm sure people on VT will support you through it.

I don't know if any of that makes sense, but I hope it helps.

Ok I'm gonna stop talking now :D

[Half Angel]

Although I agree with the post above me (that you need to decide for yourself) I believe I can give you a hint in the decisive direction. Well, you are definately sexaul attracted to boys, but you feel weird and bad after masturbating over them.

This is completely normal, don't worry. I think it's more of a society thing (speaking from experience here), because some people believe homosexuality is wrong, they condem you. Or even you feel that it's wrong. And it appears to me that this is what's confusing you. So maybe, I think you're gay.

However, don't take my word for it. Do something with some girls. Then if you like it you're probably bi.

[BlackenedSilver]

Well, by the sounds of it your still young and have plenty of time to experiment and figure out your sexuality. It is very normal for anyone of your age to be a bit confused and curious, but the teenage years are for figuring out who you are and who you will be. So enjoy them, experiment with both sexes then hopefully when you get to a point where you need to make a decision is should be really easy to do.

[YourFriend]

give it time until you decide that