done.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

So like last weekend, i had a real freak out.

i cut too much, and was fed up.

i carved fuck you into my arm with a heart around the you.
the letters fuck on my fingers
matching hearts on my wrists.
a star on my shoulder.
12 on my leg.
6 behind the ear.
and 80 on the right arm and
110 on the left
and 30 of them were the deepest i've ever cut.
i was dripping blood all over the floor and had to wrap my arm in a blanket.
it was 2am and i was so ready to leave and go to the hospital...or something
but i decided not to and fell asleep.
so i've made up y mind,
i'm DONE.
no more cutting.
because its stupid.
and it deosn't help anything.
it just makes it all teh more worse in my head.
so i'm starting weekly therapy.
and i'm going to be more active to keep myself busy.
well. thats all.

[DouggyO.o]

wow! u need to be carful your could hjave died of blood loss! its good that ur quiting but by the sound of it u need some help!

[BillyWitchDoctor.com]

this post may be a lil old, but yea im saying this for the overall good, you really need some professional help and its good ur getting some. you definitaly could've died from bloodloss, especially since you went to sleep. please be careful, its just good that you realized that cutting was and is stupid

[Oath]

Wow. Yea you must have had a freak out. Ugh. If you need someone to talk to you can PM me. I had a freak out once and went a little overboard on my cutting. Im glad you relized it was stupid.