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sam i am
June 24th, 2009, 09:10 PM
Ok well about two years ago in the summer of 07 i met this boy. It was a trip from queens,new york to canada. It's like for some catholic bus ride shit i been going to it for 6 years every summer. And this boy i met was like the best thing that happen in my life. Uhh i dont know how to really explain but i wanna find him again.Is there any way to find him? Like any chances what can i do ik this aint a movie but i really felt like we connected. Lately i have been thinking about him since im bi and shit. If u read this poem i wrote u will understand everything.


U was the first person i loved,so deeply. We only knew each other for 1 week but it seem like i was on my feet. Holding the memories in my mind hoping that u will soon be mine. Ur name is a mystery to me.This is a case i can't see,blind by the fading years, when i look back i only shed tears. Ik this isn't a movie so not everything would be,again as i wish i can only see. We connected like no other beings,I detect I'm only imagining things. I remember how u look like the back of my hand,telling my self that this is not the end. I believe people meet for a reason,even the simplest "hello" can affect u as u go. U are the sweetest guy i ever met,ur someone that i can't forget. It's about to be 2 years,u promise u would come back. U left me with worries,can u see where i started to lack... for u more. Ur name is either Chris or Aron,but does it really matter where i begin. U treated me like a bro and something more,Ik i sound pathetic but this is one thing that i fell for. Now ur probably 15 and Im about to be 14. Our age maybe apart, but that didn't matter to us from the start .. I love the way u understand me,talking to me so firmly like i have ignored u. Although i haven't admit it, i adore u. U showed me what life was about,and told me i can cry to a even amount. U was strong and i like that. U didn't let nothing put u down,and i bet not even till now........................................



see i really like fell in love with him. I remember one time i fell asleep on the bus and he was sitting right next to me. I woke up and found my blanket on me and i said did my mom do this? and he said no it was me. I reply and said thanks and he was blushing. lol he's just like the sweetest guy i ever met. And now that i think of it i think he was bi or gay and ik he is in queens so he aint far. Is there really any way of finding him should i just give up and forget?

byee
June 24th, 2009, 10:06 PM
Well, Sam form New York, I think the moral of THAT particular story is always get contact info!

Now? If you knew someone else on the bus, if you knew his first name you could maybe contact the final destination/camp and see if they can help you. Maybe someone from the original organization? There are lists of people, maybe someone can help you.

Although it might seem sweet and utterly unique in retrospect, it does tell you that there are people out there who are nice and maybe available to you for these sotrs of friendships. If you cannot find this particular person, you might broaden your search to include newbies.

sam i am
June 25th, 2009, 03:08 PM
Ok thxs