Urgh

[Mr. Awesome]

i dont know why but lately i have been coming depressed again
i just finished school and i am questioning why i am here
i have spent the last 2 weeks just slowley becoming more and more frustrated of what im supposed to do
i fear its going to spiral out of control like before and that was bad very bad
i do not want to be like that again

[Sapphire]

:hug3:
I'm sorry that you are feeling like this. Do you know what's started all this?
Maybe settling yourself into a daily routine will help. Going swimming or playing another sport might be a good way of dealing with these emotions too.

I can relate to this all a bit as I'm currently going down the same path.

[Mr. Awesome]

i dont know my friends are all legal so they go to clubs and im left at home
im bored have no future direction which is making question what im supposed to do in life
im pretty active i swim i volunteer for 2 clubs but there is something missing and i cant upset my parents with this crap again it was hard on them the first time

[Sapphire]

When is your birthday?
Things will probably get better once you turn 18 because you can go out with them and consequently you won't feel so side-lined and left out.

[Mr. Awesome]

its in 2 months its just so frustrating i thought i got rid of feelings like this its been 5 years and i hate that im back feeling this way

[Sapphire]

I know it is frustrating.
But make the best out of a bad situation. It's the summer so why not host a few BBQ's and get them to bring some drinks? That way you can all chill out in the lovely weather together and have a good time.