Depressed

[tyler27846]

I have had it before and i though i got rid of it and now its back worse ive think i have made one of my best friends mad im not sure if i have but if hes reading i hope i didnt and my other friends i dont see much and have hardly any support im too scared 2 tell my parents i told my mom last week i wanted 2 die like anna nicole smith young and tragic ive been balling tears a lot recently trying to hide my feelings and trying to kick a sleeping pill problem please help and pray 4 me please how do i handle this

[Renegade.]

Hey. Well first of all, keeping this to yourself is not a smart move. No one deserves to go through depression alone, and it doesn't need to be that hard. Do you have absolutely anyone in your life that you could confide in about this? A school counselor if you're still in school, a parent, any other relative who can help you? Telling someone is scary, sure. But what's scarier, going through depression alone and feeling suicidal, or telling someone who will support you and help you through this? Your life is important, and you need to do all that you can in order to live it well, which is why telling someone about this is going to be your best option.

[tyler27846]

Hey. Well first of all, keeping this to yourself is not a smart move. No one deserves to go through depression alone, and it doesn't need to be that hard. Do you have absolutely anyone in your life that you could confide in about this? A school counselor if you're still in school, a parent, any other relative who can help you? Telling someone is scary, sure. But what's scarier, going through depression alone and feeling suicidal, or telling someone who will support you and help you through this? Your life is important, and you need to do all that you can in order to live it well, which is why telling someone about this is going to be your best option.


I do have 1 but i think i made him mad so really dont have anyone and thats no helping ive thought of mixing sleep medication with somee alchol im afraid ill might become a alcholic i already got a gambling addiction

[Renegade.]

Well if you're feeling suicidal and have no one to talk to about your feelings, perhaps you should call a suicide hotline, if you're really feeling at risk. What about your parents, could you tell them? Or even get to a counselor/therapist yourself in any way?

[tyler27846]

Well if you're feeling suicidal and have no one to talk to about your feelings, perhaps you should call a suicide hotline, if you're really feeling at risk. What about your parents, could you tell them? Or even get to a counselor/therapist yourself in any way?

im not suicidal just real upset sick of crying cant really get up with most of them majority of the tiime i just got done crying 4 like 10 min i prally could get some help i just hope that my friend isnt my at me thats been on my mind if he isnt then for the most part ill be ok

[Renegade.]

im not suicidal just real upset sick of crying cant really get up with most of them majority of the tiime i just got done crying 4 like 10 min i prally could get some help i just hope that my friend isnt my at me thats been on my mind if he isnt then for the most part ill be ok
Well I'd try to talk things over with your friend then. Get in touch with him and make sure everything is okay between you guys. If you find out that he is angry with you, you'll be able to get through it, I'm sure. But hopefully he isn't angry with you, and I would try not to worry so much until you do find out what the situation is.

[tyler27846]

Well I'd try to talk things over with your friend then. Get in touch with him and make sure everything is okay between you guys. If you find out that he is angry with you, you'll be able to get through it, I'm sure. But hopefully he isn't angry with you, and I would try not to worry so much until you do find out what the situation is.

thanks u been a big help i sent him a message apologizing hope it worked if i did something