I Want to Fail, but Know I Shouldn't

[Atonement]

I haven't cut for about 60 days now, and I couldn't want to anymore than now. All my emotion, anger, depression, loneliness, hatred, resentment, pressure, all of it is at a pinnacle and I can't handle it anymore. I don't know where to turn. I know its stupid to ruin my success, but I feel like that's my only option. Its a necessity.

[Neverender]

Come on Addi. Dont lose so much progress to your feelings. Find some more positive way of dealing with it. Stab a pillow if you must. Whats making you feel so bad? I feel almost the same way everyday of my life, i just keep everything bottled up inside.

[pkid]

Just scream as loud as you can...and when i say as loud as you can, i mean LOUD! lol

[Beautiful Obsession]

Cut.. If youu want to cut then cut. But just think how more angry your going to be with yourself if you do. You'v nto cut in so long, if you cut now your going to hate yourself even more, you will feel happy for what? a few seconds.. maybe minutes??
i dont think it's worth it do you??
so go on.. Cut? if you really want to.

whats makin u feel like this? talk to someone about your emtotions x

[Project Delta]

Like hollie said, If you do it , it will just get worse!, so therefore stab a pillow or punch something soft? Scream, do all of them! if you need to do it!

[Becky]

I read some great advice someone gave on here run jusr run and kept running don't stop just don't. Keep going until you get back home aaYou'll be so tired you wont want to move let alone pick up a blade and even if you do think back I just ran however far you did I can not do this. It worked for me
Good Luck =] x